>43 years old >work out every day, 6’1 with a Chad physique >loving wife >two handsome sons >work in sports medicine, professionally successful >respected and well-liked at my place of work >live in a nice house in a safe neighborhood >no financial difficulties >still fantasize every day about blowing my brains out
I know many of you say psychiatry and mental health medications are bullshit, and there’s some truth in that. But there’s nothing bullshit about depression. I have what many people would call an ideal life, and I’m still fighting a constant battle with those feelings of wanting to end it all.
also, pay no attention to the bots that want you to kill yourself.
Carson Ward
>2 kids Fuck off degenerate
Aaron Stewart
He has it too good. He needs hardship to fight against.
Go live in the woods alone or somethibg grappeling with survival on a daily basis
Grayson Richardson
kys you dumb faggot NPC
Landon Torres
The idea of "having enough" is the most deluded story told in america. Getting wrapped up in it makes people like you feel shame for (falsely) believing you are ungrateful
Joseph Sullivan
Tell us about how you were with your parents growing up and how you are with them now please.
Dominic James
Best way to think of depression is like a common cold. Any one could get it, and if it goes untreated or you have other factors, it can be deadly
Wyatt Campbell
Try some jesus in your life OP.
Grayson Lewis
>have no problems in life >"why im depressed?"
Thats the problem, you have no problems except being a retard
Nathan Fisher
Taking some acid might help user. Life is beautiful, don't throw it away. Maybe find a new hobby to keep your mind busy and off suicidal thoughts.
Jaxson Stewart
Mayhaps you're going through a midlife spiritual crisis, OP? I, too, struggle with depression, my entire life, also with suicidal ideation, so know that you're not alone in this struggle. Seek professional counseling is my advice. Meds can help, in a limited way. You'll need to rewire your brain processes. Do an RCA on these feelings of yours. fwiw, I've come closer to God through my struggles. Perhaps the Lord is putting some burden on your heart and mind to turn you back to Him.
My relationship with my parents was good. They were married for 49 years until my father passed away in June of 2017. I do struggle with his loss sometimes, but the depression long pre-dates his death.
Kevin Richardson
Vanity, all is vanity. Daily reminder you can be the most powerful king among kings, have hundreds of wives and concubines, have all the luxuries available in this world, yet feel empty. Modern equivalent could be a billionaire with hundreds of high profile prostitutes serving him (different one each night) and with a major impact on the political life, yet be depressed. Depression has many natures. It may come by the outside influence, but it may come from within, when your 'self' lacks something immaterial. Welcome to Ecclesiastes.
Grayson Anderson
Geta hobby, you crybaby.
Dominic Ortiz
Try finding faith in God Read a book called the Great Good thing
Ayden Hernandez
Wasn't it in the matrix or something when they said that they once made the simulation perfect, and because everyone had what they wanted they started killing themselves?
Adrian Mitchell
Thanks, brothers. It’s a struggle, but I’m carrying on.
Jacob Allen
Bad chemistry of brain. If you work at medicine you must know that. Just find good tablets and all be ok.
So happening to me to right now. Because autumn begin. Losing concentration, cant sleep, i am angry and stressed all day without any reasons.
Only brain chemistry. Easy to fix.
Nathaniel Murphy
you need to get off /pol and think of positive things.
Your life is like a magnet: whatever you think about, you will attract. Staying on this board will make you think about and attract bad things.
Ian Anderson
do it lol
Justin Taylor
>I have everything >I'm depressed You're asking for attention like a street dog
Nathan Harris
When did you first feel the depression?
Jose Harris
Let natural selection take its course.
Nolan Bennett
Because you are a woman trapped in a man's body.
Grayson Thomas
>Put yourself into a prison where you have no choice or freedom because of your family >Wonder why you're depressed
You're simply trapped and unhappy because of that whether you realize it or not, you've had to work to please others your whole life and you're left with all this great family and success, but nothing for yourself.
Sebastian Roberts
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OP sounds like a normie who actually thought the height meme was real or that getting married was a good idea. Pro tip: Jew traps, dipshit.
Do yourself a favor and stay off Jow Forums and social media.
Eli Ross
>work in sports medicine, professionally successful lol, managing the GNC at the mall isn't sports medicine faggot.
Justin Baker
Ignore retards. Take some time off. Go camping on your own in the wilderness. Get to know yourself. You'll be changed forever.
Colton Murphy
perhaps you've run out of mountains to climb and boulders to push uphill.
Not political. Take this shit to /b/ where they'll tell you exactly how to fix your current situation.
Jaxon Lopez
NPCs known subconsciously that something is wrong. Just like just before the Oblivion crisis many NPCs turned to Mythic Dawn followers, but Mankar Camoran never got even part of CHIM right
Jayden Miller
>Depression is not a meme Said OP as he memed about depression. >ib4 I'm serious life is fucking hard and we all consider the release of death at various intervals. curiosity about the future is the only reason to live. no one is 'happy,' happiness is fleeting. Desire to experience the future > happiness.
But more specific? Do you remember what age? What was happening in life when you first felt it? Did you not feel it at all before that? It is a strong feeling so you probably would notice feeling it for the first time.
Jose Mitchell
Know this, OP: 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of [a]the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. --Ephesians 6:12
Your struggle is real because there are fallen angels constantly seeking your destruction. When you get a horrific thought come to you, think: Where is this coming from? Fight it. Pray:
5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; --2 Corinthians 10:5
Pray to God to release you from these thoughts. Prayer is the most powerful tool you have. It's your relationship lifeline to the God of the universe. He knows you more intimately than anyone else. And if you don't know how to pray, ASK. Cry out to Him:
In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. --Romans 8:26
>The public cannot comprehend this weapon, and therefore cannot believe that they are being attacked and subdued by a weapon.
>The public might instinctively feel that something is wrong, but because of the technical nature of the silent weapon, they cannot express their feeling in a rational way, or handle the problem with intelligence. Therefore, they do not know how to cry for help, and do not know how to associate with others to defend themselves against it.
>When a silent weapon is applied gradually, the public adjusts / adapts to its presence and learns to tolerate its encroachment on their lives until the pressure (psychological via economic) becomes too great and they crack up.
>Therefore, the silent weapon is a type of biological warfare. It attacks the vitality, options, and mobility of the individuals of a society by knowing, understanding, manipulating, and attacking their sources of natural and social energy, and their physical, mental, and emotional strengths and weaknesses. -----Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars
That said, OP might be suffering B vitamin deficiency. I've read similar story and the guy "cured" it with B supplements (B12 I think but you should do a little digging to confirm). It's way worth a try before you go ahead and turn yourself into an NPC with a lifetime dependency to SSRIs
Get your testosterone checked, user. Low test gave me years of depression. Triptorelin was the cure, got my natural production going again. It is a much less problematic solution than testosterone injections.
My life is a complete mess and I don't feel suicidal. I feel a bit nihilistic due to my situation, but really just want a better life, not death.
Elijah Butler
Depression is anger turned inward. Try a boxing gym.
Grayson Ross
I'm not a huge supporter of that movement, but the family life isn't for everyone, as much as I want children and a wife, I can already tell I'd be very unhappy in that life. I like to go out and do things, have memories and experiences, I'm not sure what kind of life you've lived, but if you haven't gone out and done some fun things in nature, fishing, tubing down a long river, hiking, etc, I'd recommend it, Time for yourself. I'd also recommend taking cold showers, when I was depressed, something about the cold water would make me happy every morning
Jose White
because you have heavy childhood trauma. options: 1. take psychedelics (50/50) 2. cry hysterically and throw a physical tantrum untill you damn near throw up at least once a month. look up elliot hulses series on crying youtube.com/watch?v=cHFYEQRnQew&t=4s
im serious just lose your ego for how retarded this looks. it saved my life. dig deep
Parker Scott
There has to be a reason. Either you have a physiological abnormality and need the medication or (and this is the more likely scenario) something is missing from your life. Figure it out.
By the way, there's never an excuse to kill yourself. If you are able to kill yourself, then you're likely capable to go out dying for a good cause instead. How do you think you'll feel meeting God and your ancestors face to face knowing that you could have gone out bringing some justice to an evil world rather than just putting a bullet in your own head like a coward? Don't be a waste and don't leave your children alone without you in a corrupt jew infested world; they need you. Your people need you.
This. Actually true. Try going into a childrens/pediatric oncolgy unit for perspective . FIGHT CLUB REFERENCE.. Remember the scene where Brad Pitt was going to blow the store owners head off? RED PILLED . now every day will seem better after experiencing potential death. Perspective
Andrew Long
>english cant read englsih
story mohammed
Nolan Williams
>everything is perfect >why am i depressed cuz you have no struggle
Ian Harris
>loving wife >two handsome sons You not only hit th marriage lottery but also the genetic lottery. Having not one but TWO sons to carry your name and lineage. Yet you want to kill yourself?
Oliver Sullivan
maybe the life your living, a 9-5 job is whats making you depressed. try being a neet for a month and see if you feel better
Camden Jones
Sounds to me you don't have purpose. You gotta find something you're passionate about incel.
Start a business in something you're passionate about. Build something.
Aiden Robinson
Also, like other's have said. Get your testosterone checked and see a good primary care physician at at a good medical facility (like a teaching hospital) to rule out other causes. If you end up doing testosterone, do the topical. Don't do injections or pellets; manufacturing defects happen and, unknown to the general public, subcutaneous stuff always carries a risk.
Christian Rodriguez
>26 >workout five days a week, 6’1 with a young chad physique >loving wife >two beautiful daughters >work in oil industry >well hated in my places of work >live in a nice house on 160 acres not in some cuck city >No financial difficulties >Still fantasize every day about fucking my wife
We have very similar lives OP, get out of the city and go kill something you old pussy.
Julian Jenkins
That is not how depression works, user. It is not a response to stimuli, it is a chemical/ structural deficiency in the brain. Most people incorrectly conflate the condition with sadness. Depression is emotions that specifically do NOT match the person's conditions.
Gabriel Fisher
Consider spirituality, read some Jung and try having new perspectives on everything in life.
Cameron Watson
Read 12 rules of life you moron
There are two things that cause depression:
-No purpose in life (read the book)
-True chemical imbalance in your brain (get meds)
Find out which and proceed accordingly, Jared Tendler books are also a great read
Also, start with the basics, like making sure your nutritional and circadian routines are optimal given your constraints and genetic profile.
As I'm sure you know given your background, comes down to experimenting on yourself and keeping up with the latest research. Track when you eat, when you sleep, and when you exercise against when you feel more or less like blowing your brains out, at bare minimum.
Liam Sanchez
You need to read uncle Ted's manifest.
34. Consider the hypothetical case of a man who can have anything he wants just by wishing for it. Such a man has power, but he will develop serious psychological problems. At first he will have a lot of fun, but by and by he will become acutely bored and demoralized. Eventually he may become clinically depressed. History shows that leisured aristocracies tend to become decadent. This is not true of fighting aristocracies that have to struggle to maintain their power. But leisured, secure aristocracies that have no need to exert themselves usually become bored, hedonistic and demoralized, even though they have power. This shows that power is not enough. One must have goals toward which to exercise one's power.
35. Everyone has goals; if nothing else, to obtain the physical necessities of life: food, water and whatever clothing and shelter are made necessary by the climate. But the leisured aristocrat obtains these things without effort. Hence his boredom and demoralization.
>24 years old >work out sometimes when I have energy, 6'0 200 pound fatty >khv >family relationship falling apart >work in IT, professionally successful >respected and well-liked at my place of work >live in a cheap apartment in a city turning brown slowly >no financial difficulties >fantasize daily about blowing my brains out You don't have it that bad. At least you have a family and someone to care for you in the future. I dream to have a family and enough energy to work out to better myself.
Nathaniel Hughes
depression is caused by chemicals in the water. wake the fuck up
Nicholas Thomas
I was in a similar situation. Great job. Great family. Financially well off, but still depressed.
Only thing works for me is finding challenges... when I don't feel fulfilled, the thoughts creep back
i would say that fundamentally, depression is caused by egotism ( not in a negative way ) but you must have a very strong sense of self in order to be disastified with anything.
try to become more outwardly focus, like volenteer works or something, since there is nothing wrong with you, do something heroic for someone else.
Asher Watson
>6’0 >200lbs >fatty
Do you have no muscle mass? Legit start working out and FEEL the energy. It will fix everything.
Aaron Flores
Oh I have those thoughts all the time too. Here is the simple solution to it. Don’t do it. It’s just the Brian firing random signals. As long as you realise all our brains do this to some extent you will be fine. When you start to confuse those random signals for your actual will is the day you fuck yourself. Just keep remembering, these are random thoughts that we all have, even daily. I literally have this every day and I am fine. I know I will never act on it.
Have a nice bro.
Dylan Campbell
Maybe your destiny is to hero
Eli Gray
Depression is not a meme: > 22 y/o > Living rich in a third world country > own sports car, nice houses > lived whole life fantasizing about poisoning myself > hang myself in march 2018 > roommate finds me and saves me > still wanna die
Brayden Barnes
How is that related to politics? You might as well kys asap faggot
Hudson Collins
Rofl you failed at suicide
Benjamin Gomez
That’s because you’re 43 fucking years old and you still make teenage level green text posts about how shit like your height of all things is supposed to determine your level of happiness.
You’re essentially still a child in the body of middle aged man.
Kayden Reed
I have no muscle since I started losing weight last october. Went from 295 to 200 as of today. I don't know if it is better to just not work out and keep losing weight or start working out but stall out on weight loss.
Grayson Sullivan
You couldnt understand if youre not born with it/ molested as a child
Tyler Evans
I imagine maybe something is repressed in your psyche ... some feelings that cannot accept or acknowledge for whatever reason...
Thomas Sullivan
>still fantasize every day about blowing my brains out
Just do it faggot.
Michael Walker
Might wanna look at diet, intestinal health? Candida? Parasites? Toxins?
Nathaniel Sullivan
I didnt fail, I was thru with it. The ambulance saved me by injecting tons of shit to revive me, the bruise on my neck didnt go well after 2 months.
Anthony Gomez
How do I subscribe?
Jackson Davis
nice going freud, you've just explained every pathology out there
