Ex-Trans, Cured by Christ, Meditation, and Prayer (AMA)

>Eventually I felt I got hit by the Holy Spirit
did he pull out?

I was molested as a kid and I've never been able to shake gay thoughts since it happened, but your post gives me hope.

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You should try dying again.
I don't think you did it right the first time.

>bad things happening in childhood
>sexual deviancy later in life

Man there really is a connection here, isn't there?

Probably a LARP, but good for you if true, dont listen to the shills man, dont off yourself. Try to help other anons that go through that shit with your experience.

Why do you think Jews are so in favor of tolerating that shit?

Good answer

Glad you found Jesus. God Bless.

It's ok user. I know your pain

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Shilling?
I'll tell faggots to neck themselves for free all day.
The fuck are you talking about?

Underrated

I want to understand more about his phenomenon. I am, or at least was, into BDSM/sadist shit (not too extreme but sometimes making a woman cry or afraid did get me off). I was bullied (not molested tho) through elementary and middle school. If there is a solid connection I would like to know about it, especially as I have found doing NoPorn makes these feelings soften or even go away.

>Do you feel like you can live a good life now with a wife and kids? Or is that too much.

Yea 100% for sure. I dated a jewish girl who wanted to have kids and get married a year ago, but then found Pol and left her because she's jewish.

Im dating a a girl from church but its still new. For sure will have kids

Checked m8

>I am going to guess you were genitally mutilated just after birth

no, uncircumcised (thanks mom!)

Well said.

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No offense user.
If that was you on the left, I would not have needed to much to be "cured". One look at a mirror would have done it.
Good on you though. Welcome back to sanity.

Well good for you user, that is one hell of a life turnaround. Do you feel "dirty" when interacting with her at all? Does she know about your past? Sorry for the harder questions.

>i'm more impressed and respect more someone who never was a sodomite trans to begin with than someone who was a sodomite and parted with this lifestyle. nobody should ever trust you and you must suffer for the rest of your life for your terrible choices. i hate you !

Nice flag Mohammed. The funny thing about French muslims is they say they hate fags in public, but then are fags and pedos behind closed doors

>I was molested as a kid and I've never been able to shake gay thoughts since it happened, but your post gives me hope.

you can do it user, pray alot, go to church, tell your heart, being, soul that you are done with the gay thoughts/feelings and that you are healed by Christ and by a normal healthy life. Keep it up and eventually it works

Normally most people just rewrite themselves and become normal again, but then again we live in fucked up times with very weak masculine figures.
No wonder shit like Futa is popular.

Amen.

hey pastor, watcha doing?

>Probably a LARP, but good for you if true, dont listen to the shills man, dont off yourself. Try to help other anons that go through that shit with your experience.

Not a larp, I still have some of the old clothes I used to wear I havent thrown out yet. Found it when doing some fall cleaning yesterday, which reminded me to write to you guys here

Describe how you became trans and your cure to me, please. Can you identify the decisive experiences? What were they like in both cases?

>>Eventually I felt I got hit by the Holy Spirit
>did he pull out?

The only unforgivable sin is blaspheming the Holy Spirit.

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I mean the mental process, in detail, if you can, of course.

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Yes that's baphomet

Glad you found the good way, a good demonstration of theotropism, evils spirits chose those who have the greatest responsibility toward the evolution of human species IMO

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also ex trans here
cured by deciding to stop being a faggot

>Well good for you user, that is one hell of a life turnaround. Do you feel "dirty" when interacting with her at all? Does she know about your past? Sorry for the harder questions.

I kept my past secret, but she did notice my nipples were as big as hers, told her I used to take hormones for working out that did it (lol) she bought it. I didnt feel dirty with her, it felt great, Women have this feminine energy that we lack, and they lack masculine, so after sex it feels like a trade and a balance.

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God bless you. Proud of you user. Live as he lived, walk as he walked, be as he was, is, and will be.

>Eventually I felt I got hit by the Holy Spirit, a warm loving presence at church, very electric seemed to strike me with Bliss and contentment

I am very curios about this, what ere the things leading up to this feeling, I am very interest in it if you could describe.

Not for shit esoteric reasons.
I honestly believe we all carry ego defeating mechanisms and sometimes we just stop being a little less npc in weird moments in our lives, where the killing of of useless ego and higher consciousness just appears naturally from accumulated wisdom or pain.

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Right on OP!!!!! Thanks for taking your time to share. Not a whole lot of people repent and share their honest testimony. It is really eye-opening.

cool story bro

youtube.com/watch?v=84Hgxyfcx6M

hearourtestimonies.com/no-longer-transgender-the-testimony-of-jeffrey-mccall/

I'm really happy God found you and had mercy on your soul, just one advice, avoid using worldly language while talking about holy things
>praying my ass of

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Damn

Also curious, user. Give this a shot, page 111 on the pdf, not the reader: thechosenites.files.wordpress.com/2015/07/left-in-the-dark.pdf

Ive talked to quite a few gay guys and at least 50% of them had been sexually abused by a male as a kid. No way is that fucking coincidence. Thats a demonic action inserted (no pun intended) on an innocent.

This gay demonic element needs to be recognised and questioned cause its too common not to be a thing.

I’m really happy for you user! I too have been filled with the Holy Spirit, such an amazing experience. I’m thrilled you found God my friend and have been saved. Prayer really is the answer to everything. God bless you user.

Did you know you're still a delusional tool? If you knew how to think for yourself you'd make choices according to who you are but your head got fucked as a child. You just merely surrounded yourself with some better people, but good for you, It IS a step up. The bible was still written by men, its a limited convoluted ancient newspaper, it nor any other organized religion can solve all your problems.

1776 forever

This LARP has reached nU levels.

>I mean the mental process, in detail, if you can, of course.

Well the trans part was from a kid, starting to identify that the female body is attractive and imagining that my body is female and I should be female and do all of that. (I take that to be because of the abuse by my father scrambled my wires) So the dressing up started as a kid, in secret, then it just snowballs with porn, hormones, other trans suck you in and tell you its ok, its normal, convince you to go out dressed, chasers hit on you, sex, drugs, it just snowballs so damn fast.

In terms of cure. Deep inside I wanted to be normal. I like guy things, mountain biking, skateboards, wood working, books on logic, philosophy, politics, etc. So I just started studying rewiring the brain, self hypnosis, realizing that what is imagined isnt real, becoming more aware, praying (even if I didnt know if it works or not), i would also dress up and just sit and be aware of the feelings, associations, and try to deconstruct them, allow myself to be grossed out about it, re-associate with straight porn, church, and tell myself, my whole being that I am legit done with this lifestyle and that was a major part of it. Just wanting and telling myself Im done with it

>it nor any other organized religion can solve all your problems
Perhaps, but they do a hell of a lot better than most people who think like you: psy.miami.edu/faculty/mmccullough/Papers/Relig_self_control_bulletin.pdf

Underrated post.
Also I would be worried if I knew this guy because clearly he is mentally ill. Could easily snap back into tranny porn

Can you relate to this?

>Not a LARP

If true, good for you, user. Spread the word.

>I am very curios about this, what ere the things leading up to this feeling, I am very interest in it if you could describe.

I went to a bunch of churches, checked out various denomination. The holy spirit experience was at a somewhat conservative Pentecostal church. I was just really into the sermon, praying, my whole being was into it, and then just felt a presence near me and above my head. It was like a strong breeze that entered into me through the top of the head, but instead of wind, it was like electric, goose bumps, bliss, love and peaceful contentment

>at least 50% of them had been sexually abused by a male
Fags are like prions. Prove me wrong.

That's gay dude

>. The bible was still written by men, its a limited convoluted ancient newspaper, it nor any other organized religion can solve all your problems.

I know this, but the Holy Spirit experience, and this trans curse being lifted from me, was not written by men, and it did solve my biggest problem

when are you?

For anyone interested, stick to the italic paragraphs.

Amen

Meant for

Very insightful bro from across the pond. Yeah no wonder the brain craves sleep with dreams, and I have been having few because of stress by work.

People who delve deeply into myth seem to have a grasp of this.

Thanks very interesting.

Reminder that SEX is used as a weapon, and one of the oldest forms of control and probably one of the most studied in the history of Humans.

>Can you relate to this?

yes of course, I read tons of this sort of stuff. For sure it was one of the major keys, talking to and telling my subconscious im done with trans stuff and to let it now that this is so.

Meditating in this way was one of the keys

came into this thread to shit on you but this is unironically based

God Bless

>christcuck shills stooping this low

Yup, Jung wrote about this.

Interesting. Share resources if you still have them. You could study this subject and create a FAQ and a guide.

rofl k hon

>came into this thread to shit on you but this is unironically based

Thank you user fren. Yes the old me died and more old parts continue to die. Now things of Christ, his teachings, being bayst, uncucked, consciously self aware, has killed off the Trans-NPC program.

That's what I believe it is, an NPC-Program that infest people either through trauma, or chems, or culture. You are literally unaware of your own consciousness, and entirely brainwashed by this program (acting according to it)

dijg.de/english/true-masculine-feminine-c-g-jung-anima-animus/

#JesusSwerve

keep it up,not to tip my fedora too much but im an atheist thats just passionate about stomping out degeneracy

Is your anus very big now, and what about hameroids?

>Interesting. Share resources if you still have them. You could study this subject and create a FAQ and a guide.

Mostly just googling and reading articles and books on "Subconscious reporgramming", Subconscious prayer", "Transpersonal Psychology", "Ego Death", "Awakening Consciousness Awareness," "Receiving the Holy Spirit", "Becoming Aware of the Ego," "Ex-Trans" and so on

We are indeed suffering from a sort of a bizarre ego tumultuous storm, its so fucking obvious and in your face that you cant see it, same way you cant see a mountain if you are standing on it.

Species wide recent awakening from automatic instinctive behaviour into higher brain function is documented in myth and stories, in History itself and now science.

From the moment Himself doubted the Father, we have all been nailed to the cross, we are all sitting beneath the bodi tree. Fucking hell.

>Ex-Trans
why didn't you an hero yet?

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Ha, faggot troll got got.
Keep it up jesus man.

Do you realize what you have in your hands ? You can help people with your story. Make a book, podcasts, website. There probably thousands of people like you wanting to uncuck themselves.

>im an atheist

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Good for u user

You recognize the cultural and practical applications of christianity. And you probably also recognize that there is an objective moral law. We Christian just realize that the Logos was actually incarnate on earth. It does seem a little unbelievable on the outside.

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

2 The same was in the beginning with God.

3 All things were made by him: and without him was made nothing that was made.

4 In him was life, and the life was the light of men.

5 And the light shineth in darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.

6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.

7 This man came for a witness, to give testimony of the light, that all men might believe through him.

8 He was not the light, but was to give testimony of the light.

9 That was the true light, which enlighteneth every man that cometh into this world.

10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.

11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not.

12 But as many as received him, he gave them power to be made the sons of God, to them that believe in his name.

13 Who are born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.

14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we saw his glory, the glory as it were of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.

Thanks for sharing your story, user.

I wonder if the internet will facilitate a massive awakening before we kill ourselves.

>Is your anus very big now, and what about hameroids?

everything has closed up nicely, there is a small knot there, but thats the karma from degenerate living. Poops are all normal and healthy.

I wish I never got into any of this, but its like something took over me, like I was a trans NPC back then and had no choice but to go with the program.

The only difference was, I knew on a soul level that this was not right, something is off, that this Program is some sort of scam or brainwashing I had to try and figure out

shoulda just kys'd
it's not too late

>looking out for your and you're people's interests are bad goyim
uh huh

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This shitty copypasta has been posted and reposted since 2009.

SAGE AND REPORTED

>Do you realize what you have in your hands ? You can help people with your story. Make a book, podcasts, website. There probably thousands of people like you wanting to uncuck themselves.

Yeah, Im thinking about it. Lots of support here about it. I think a book and a website with FAQ would be the best bet. I dont really want to be a public face and be in the (((media))) though

that is one cool cat

Both?

I see a wide awakening already brewing even in places we disregard, like I don't know the fucking emirates. While at the same time we are confronted by a deluge of npcs ( what a specific meme right? ) and political problems that can really wreck us.

If you develop a therapy that works consistently, you'll be very successful and useful to the world.

this is so fucking gay sorry you couldn't conquer your latent homosexuality

roll for truth

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