Do you know of anybody under 35 who has taken their own lives?
What reasons did they have and how did it affect those around them?
After reading about it's effect on doctors and social workers, I'm trying to find a broader range of opinions from the public.
I know this board is cynical, but it at least tries to find it's way to actual discussions through the bullshit.
thought this deserved another go
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First for thinking about methods all night tonight
i'm thinking about it, but tbqh Jow Forums fills me with the hate motivation i need to keep going for my people
The thing keeps me away is my family. Don't want to make them sad. So I just keep breathing
Don't kill yourself, save violence for the (((oppressors))) and orcs who have made our countries unlivable.
I've got you covered senpai.
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A lot of my friends are dead and probably burning in Hell forever
Anyone that's smart or creative with good moral standing kills themselves once they reach a certain age as they can see this society is not worth living in
What you have left is a collection of retards and their retarded offspring. Just like this simpleton:
This. I was gonna kill myself months ago but the knowledge I gain from Jow Forums fuels my hatred that keeps me alive.
I've looked into this, apparently it's pretty hard to buy helium at a concentration strong enough to asphyxiate on. Been thinking of buying that peaceful pill handbook next.
Not really helping mate.
Yup. I guess basically he got to living a lie he couldn't get out of, but it was pretty complicated. p. sure the SSRIs pushed him over the edge.
Would you prefer they jumped off a bridge and crippled themselves for life instead?
You won't die from pill OD, my mom tried it and it just fried her brain. Now she randomly shakes all the time.
Im under 35 and I'm going to kill myself in a few days.
I have a book here called Suicide and the Meaning of Life by Margarethe von Andics, published 1947. I'll post some facts and quotes from it to keep the thread bumped, may interest some.
Ive heard that nitrous tanks for sports cars work too. Please someone confirm
All I can say to young men is STOP isolating yourselves and trying to be lone wolf. Men were never supposed to be lone wolfs and there is a serious epidemic of isolation and suicide among young men. Find a group or meetup or something that doesnt involve alcohol (people are not honest with each other when drunk at bars).
I joined a mens group recently after almost a decade of isolation and suicidal thoughts and it has honestly been the best thing thats happened to me. We just get together once a week for a few hours and talk about shit going on in our lives.
Just find something. You wont fulfill that deep void and loneliness from women. Men have got together for centuries in private clubs. You cant lone wolf it, it will destroy you.
Why do you want to off yourself?
Im over 35 and im out in 5 more days
Nah it's just called the peaceful pill handbook, I think it covers a wide range of methods, it's written by a doctor that condones a person's right to end their life as they see fit iirc
>tfw no nurse to erotically wash your filthy crippled body
THEY needed GOD and he will give them a reason to live and to love themselves and their neighbor.
The conclusions I came to is precisely because I have offspring, if I just checked out because everything is so terrible and left her here to deal with it what kind of parent is that?
Her mother took her from me, the courts, the people who think this system is fine, the people who enforce wicked laws, the bankers that profit from the whole shitshow and the opportunistic muds that take advantage of the infection are the enemies of man.
What is troubling you?
you can die from whip-its....NO2
THIS IS A SHILL THREAD
ANYONE WHO POSTS IN THIS THREAD ENDORSING OR OTHERWISE IMPLYING THAT THEY WILL COMMIT SUICIDE IS A SHILL
OP of last thread here, I'll repeat my post stirring discussion to move things along and it feels only fair I'd share my own feelings while asking others to do the same
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I have had depression since high school, I'm nearing 30 now. I work as a carer and used to look after a gentleman with dementia for nearly a year. How somebody with this condition is, is very comparable to a small child.
I had sacrificed almost my entire social life but the rewards were nice, but it's like having a garden grow rather than something immediate. One milestone was he eventually stopped barricading his door at night (hardly a barricade, he used cardboard boxes) because he realized I lived with him and that made him feel safe.
I took care for him in every way, every day until I was asked to move on by a hostile manager. I did not realize that the emotional strain was taking a toll and I didn't want to take time off for fear something would happen to him but my own mental health had gone to shit.
A week after I left, he never walked again. A few months later he died.
Caring for somebody is rewarding and helped move my own depression on, but all that came after this has left me feeling worse than ever. I spent much of my savings on avoiding being homeless, I had to strain friendships having a place to stay and I ruminate constantly on friendships I could have pursued.
Overall I feel like I should have died, not him.
I have a new placement now and the family love me, but every day I feel hollow and constantly find this sadness wells up until I can feel tears streaming down my face and my chest aches tremendously. But I have to put on an act for those that depend on me.
The only thing really keeping me going is seeing what suicide does to families and friends, I could start a chain reaction so I have to hold on.
It's a big deal within the police/fire/EMS community. Every year we have at least several in our county kill themselves. People who you never would expect to do such a thing. It's not widely broadcast to the public because it's mainly affecting white males. The jew media would rather lament some crackhead nigger getting shot by the cops.
Lol. how many cans would that take?
you faggots need to keep going and vote in the midterms, also game of jews final season next year
>it'll suck
i know it'll fucking suck
No it isn't you fucking idiot. A lot of people here are clearly struggling and need to be talked out of it. Fuck off.
>According to Valerius Maximus and Florus (who both lived much later), the Teuton King, Teutobod, was taken in irons after their defeat. By the conditions of the surrender, three hundred married women were to be handed over in slavery to the Romans. When the Teuton matrons heard of this stipulation, they first begged the consul that they might be set apart to minister in the temples of Ceres and Venus; then, when they failed to obtain their request and were removed by the lictors, they slew their children and next morning were all found dead in each other's arms having strangled each other in the night. This act passed into Roman legends of Germanic heroism.
NOT
POLITICAL
FUCK OUTTA HERE
>It's not widely broadcast to the public because it's mainly affecting white males.
This is all be design.
Anyone who enforces a corrupt system dies with its architects.
Let the mods decide
Suicide is political, fuck off.
Do NOT commit suicide, please read . Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior
go back to your Trump threads then faggot shill. fuck off
Yup. Was a legit 5'3" white manlet who went to the same church as me growing up. Never had a gf as far as I know. He went out into the woods and shot himself. Was probably in his late 20s when he offed himself.
Fuck trump the kike and fuck you too.
Are you sure about that? Just because you were not willing or strong enough to "lone wolf" it, does not mean everyone is not.
>All I can say to young men is STOP isolating yourselves and trying to be lone wolf.
make me
you can buy canisters of NO2 for home use
it only takes one
Do NOT commit suicide, please read . Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior
THIS IS A SHILL
IF YOU ARE CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF SELFISH CHILDISH HATRED FOR GOD AND YOU DO NOT DESERVE A PLACE UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO ADMIT THAT YOUR FEELINGS DO NOT JUSTIFY SUICIDE NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY TO JUSTIFY IT
Ever heard about the coal method?
Where???
I've been depressed for the past 12 years and have had relentless suicidal ideation for 9 of those 12. The vast array of shit I've been put on has either done nothing to help or made the situation worse. I tried estimating the amount of time Ive been spending thinking about suicide on an average day and its come out anywhere from 2.5 to 4 hours daily. Very often an extremely powerful wave of sheer hopelessness and dread will come over me and it lasts a very long time and I'm just very very tired of it. The way the world is going isnt helping either
then you need GOD
NOT a rope.
Also I know a satanist started this thread to get people to kill them selves
YOU fucking sick cunt!
> This thread is sponsored by BetterHelp
then please kill yourself. why wait 5 days?
Cousin who was 3 years older than me killed himself, used pills.
That particular aunt's whole family is destroyed and has been since he did it. Alcoholism and drugs(Percocets, the thing that killed him ironically..) rump rampart now.
Only reason I haven't is because I have 2 sisters who are 16, and they need someone strong so they dont turn into degenerates.
Had someone I knew. I guess you can call them a friend since we hung out a few times outside of school.
He hung himself in the woods by the student parking lot early on a Monday a week before our senior graduation. I’m still puzzled by it. Last thing he talked to me about was some occult stuff about the ouroboros. Something tells me he killed himself because of that, to be reborn kinda stuff.
Just think my life is in a position where it's fucked up enough that the effort Id have to put in to make it less shit isn't worth it to me. I know that's a bitch reason, but it happens.
meant for this faggot
Live stream it.
Also, I don't want you to die Mick-user
>Have a friend who killed himself when he was 20
>Grew up with him.
>He was pretty stupid.
>He was also pretty good looking.
>He was extremely lazy.
>He was the sort of kid who would cheat in video games to not lose.
>As he got older he got more insufferable.
>Stopped going to classes because his parents didn't really know what to do.
>Got put on a variety of pills.
>Got fat and ugly.
>Was literally a fat, stupid, lazy, insufferable 19 year old high school drop out.
I imagine he just saw that the ditch he had to dig himself out of was too deep. I sorta respect him for that; I know a lot of people in the rust belt who are in their 30's who have never been employed, are out of shape, and have nothing really going for them living with their boomer parents.
I know a couple guys who killed themselves. The common denominator was drugs.
Suicide is a bitch move simply because it ruins your parents. I could never do that to my mother or father.
I already believe in God. I'm fine, others aren't.
I believe in God, but he has allowed the wicked to prosper and this evil system to persist for far too long. I would not condemn a single man for wanting to end it, I would just encourage them to live and fight instead.
stores that sell high end kitchen gadgets carry it
Charcoal method sounds very simple and easy.
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You cunt.
go back to /b/ you worthless cunt
You mean CO asphyxiation? I've thought about it and its in my top 3
Do you have any family that you can rely on?
Magic mushrooms have relieved sadness in people with terminal cancer. This is because magic mushrooms are a gateway to a radically expanded consciousness, a broader apprehension of the logos.
Ok thanks. Will they suspect im not a chef and call the cops or some dumb shit?
On loneliness as common cause
>"Loneliness and the lack of an opportunity to unburden themselves were in many cases latent reasons for the resolution to commit suicide, so that here the attempt was, so to speak, an appeal to society."
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On difference between suicidal males and females
>"Comparing the length of my different shorthand notes, I must admit that on average women talk twice or three twice as much as men. The statements made by women are wordier, with lengthy descriptions of the sentimental side of their lives [...] Men confine themselves to facts and only say what they think about them, when they are asked directly."
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>MUH TRUMP
>MUH NOT ENOUGH TALKING ABOUT TRUMP
holy shit fucking kys seriously, you faggots are so fucking annoying.
If you're going to kill yourself, take some kikes with you. If you kill yourself without having done anything to assist your race you are fucking pathetic.
Depression is a state of mind
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How old are you, and what do you hope to achieve / attain in life?
nope, totally legal
we used to get them for parties back in college and fill balloons
dont
Same here. It is as if rage have given me a new lease on life.
I do and theyre the only reason I havent gone through as of yet but I have a time and place in mind and its approaching. I know you mean well but honestly I feel that if someone contemplates suicide seriously and for long enough, theres nothing you can do to stop them.
What threads would you prefer faggot? Some more about the god emperor? Worthless magapede redditor cunt.
Funny you mention it.
I'm going to Amsterdam later this year to blow my brains out with as many of those things as I can eat.
Id call you a lifesaver but, well...
>I believe in God, but he has allowed the wicked to prosper and this evil system to persist for far too long
its not god's responsibility to hold man's hand through every little thing. the simple fact is that god has NOTHING to do with evil and slothful men have everything to do with it.
You tried religion?
Go for the high score instead.
I would do so to but I have no friends who would trip sit me so I guess I'm not going.
you could always throw a laughing gas party instead
Met a guy in middle school who was pretty strange, but we would walk home from school together and part ways after about 2 miles. Eventually started hanging out at his house with his step brother and became really close autistic friends with a couple of other people as well. He killed himself 9 years ago, which is crazy to think about cause it's nearly been a decade already. He actually attempted suicide at my house by trying to overdose. He called and said he needed to a place to stay that night. We all went to sleep and out of no where his dad was banging on our door at 3 in the morning, following by his dad carrying him through the hallway and him throwing up all over the place. We had no idea what was even happening. About a year later he committed suicide, again by choosing to o.d. Miss my homie, still very close with his step brother and other friends back in middle school
Yes charcoal like the other user said.
For some reason is the No.1 method with people from Hong Kong.
Would i have to steal a tank?
I’ve been giving myself until the election. In case something big happens. But not sure if I’ll make it.
a few days before my birthday i weighed myself to estimate how much codeine i would need to die. i spent a few days going around the countryside (the most i've left the house for a decade) looking for beautiful and secluded places to leave the corpse. i found a nice oblivion-esque wood in a valley.
the fact remains that i'm just too cowardly to do it. it's fortune for my family that cowardice is my defining feature.
Anyone with an IQ over 130 sees just how fucking stupid humanity is and how absolutely hopeless it is to try to save you worthless immoral retards.
I take solace in knowing that once the good ones die, the rest of you will be left to suffer in shit as a permanent slave caste of subhumans to the Satanic elite.
I hope none of you kills yourselves. Even if you're smelly lonely weirdos you can fix yourselves frens.
Also, I went to high school with a gay kid who killed himself when we had just graduated because he was all fucked up on drugs and drank a lot and never told anyone. My understanding is that he had a lot of difficulties accepting that he was gay. He was always a weird kid I didn't really know him well. Only person I knew who killed himself.
Oh yeah also there was a girl who killed herself like a year ago but I saw that one coming. She touched me once but I didn't fug her
Im not very religious, but I would say im spiritual. I like the idea of a higher being watching over us lovingly but I dont think any of the scriptures/teachings in the world have made a good enough interpretation abd honestly how could they interpret something so divine in the first place?
You can do it by yourself, actually.
It's considered the best way.
Eat a heap, lie on a bed and wait.
>closing the book at the character growth arc
The hell happened to him
Same, but i moved it up to the 15th because i truly could give a fuck less
I knew a chemistry grad student that drank cyanide and wrapped duct tape around his head and taped his mouth shut. A guy who was close to him was pretty unsettled, since the dude that killed himself had called early in the morning and wanted to talk.