>be me >love porn and degeneracy of all kinds >be also shy nice guy irl, the type women say aww to >get addicted to tranny porn >discover chaturbate >watch the trans section but eventually get bored >go back to females and a bunch of buy tokens >still addicted to porn but now I waste stupid amounts of money on girls I'll never meet >at least the traps don't make me feel emotionally vulnerable so I go back to them from time to time when I feel rejected by my cam girlfriends when they give a private show to some douche canoe and I can't afford it >haven't gotten laid in 2 years >realize that I feel happier when I'm a normie jerking off to camgirls and trannies and playing vidya than I am when I force myself to be disciplined and stop. >fmw aiming for a higher self feels completely pointless >follow current events, global warming, wage slavery, no aesthetic to society just a bunch of corporate billboards everywhere and failing infrastructure. >Can't afford to move out of my Mom's basement >Don't need to anyway since I have all my basic needs met (food, shelter, compartmentalized sexual and entertainment needs) >Feel my brain slowly turning to mush
What's the point of being disciplined in today's day and age Jow Forums? No ones left, everybody is an oversexualized, overstimulated entitled brat.
you need to make a youtube channel about your life and document it, we are interested!
Aaron Roberts
Go to church fag
Gabriel Parker
I guess I'm kind of like you--minus the tranny porn addiction. I'm just waiting for Jesus to return, but if he doesn't come in the next year or two, I'll probably just kill myself
Luke Wright
Is this a larp post?
Lincoln Martin
I've been having a hell of a time stopping porn, and i still slip up and get shitfaced from time to time.
Also i really like femboy furry porn, so i may be even worse than you.
>Stop Drinking >Stop consuming nihilistic media >Start working out
Things will start improving from there. Stop being a slave to your own sins
Ayden Cox
You're too far gone OP, we don't want you back. Just do us a favor and slip into the next life quietly
Gavin Cook
been non ironically clean of porn for several months now, almost half a year now probably. Only fap to the sweetest of real life fantasies of real life women! Yea. Still kinda shit sux as I should probably fuck them, but heck, at least its natural!
Ayden Sanchez
Turn my head into mist with the business end of a 12 gauge
Sebastian Martin
Surprised no one has mentioned Juden Peterstein yet
Charles Stewart
If you're addicted to tranny porn you are probably a closet fag
Alexander Price
it would just be a shot of glownigger office space
i mean it ain't progressed to buying shit for porn, but yeah i feel that porn addiction. thank fuck i'm successful at my job and i spend so much time doing it, otherwise i'd be a complete basement dweller autist
Aaron Kelly
That would do it. I am sorry this life sucks so much. I feel it too so at least you are not the only one.
Isaiah Morales
Not politics. Maybe kys user.
Liam Price
Surround yourself with role models. I know I'm gonna sound like Joe here but you need to find your tribe.
Camden Cruz
Tranny porn is gross. Become a Catholic Take Catholic confirmation classes.
Robert Davis
Man JP fucked himself with that kavanaugh shit. What a kike. I'm sorry I didn't listen.
Owen Adams
I've found heavy drinking and watching porn go hand in hand.
I'm a sober alc, but once I cut the booze out the porn was easier to go away from. I was really only into some vanilla shit, but when i was hungover/WDing I would crank it so much just to get some dopamine going.
Stopping outright is the best,but I found that gradualism helps too. I quit with the pornhub and xvideos first, just watched joi shit on youtube, eventually down to just hot clothed chicks, now i just crank it mentally. I'm trying to actually cut out masturbation as a whole, but that has been a large challenge.
Levi Long
this honestly I used to be like you OP, never got into cam girls or trannies but my life was in cosmic shambles after my fiancee left me a couple years ago. I gained a ton of weight and just got drunk for weeks at a time literally chugging booze as soon as I woke up. I quit cold turkey and started gradually building a workout routine. Now I can watch the world burn while chatting up qt 3.14s. I still smoke weed sometimes and once in a while have a couple cocktails but as long as you practice moderation and remember that you're now a renaissance man you'll be fine. God speed user.
Yea porn addiction is quite severe, just as obesity/overweightness its too much present in our society. But I have found losing weight and staying fit much easier than quitting porn outright. But still, it has to be done. Gotta saveguard your own default systems man.
I know how you feel lad I'm in the exact same situation except with furry pork thrown into the mix. I live in my mums attic and don't really see her seeing as I'm usually awake while she sleeps. It's better that way. I have no friends offline and my only social interaction is going out at 3am to buy food. Every night I walk to the 24hour garage and buy bags of crisps and cum into them several times once I've eaten the crisps. I claim disability benefits and spend it all on weed and Warhammer 40K and I usually end up burning the models in tesco car park
Nathan Morris
Have you considered not masturbating to tranny porn? I have a sneaking suspicion that might be your problem
Parker Long
I don't drink often, but when i do i binge hard.
I've used porn since 11, 23yo now. Sometimes i find im already doing it before i even realize. A lot of times its vanilla and nudes, mostly because im lonely and not having any luck with women and just want to see a pretty face and soft body. But i end up getting bored of that and go to cranking to whatever fucked up shit i find.
Adam Butler
Whats the advice for someone that struggles to work out due to illness? I do what I can but I can generally only manage about 10 sit ups and press ups in a day before my body just gives up and so far that hasn't proven to be enough for me to kick the porn and drugs.
Benjamin Scott
I'm ashamed to call you my countryman. Fap to loli nakadashi doujins like a real man, faggot
Christopher Lee
Keep working out, also the drugs my be making physical activity harder.
Also start easy with walking and then jogging. Cardio ahould help.
Lincoln Lee
>hanging up Dexter plastic to reduce the mess Such a considerate person shouldn't have killed himself
Nolan Hill
What kind of illness do you have? Use the exercise bike or elliptical if you don't have the constitution for lifting. Cardio will do wonders for your spirit. Prayer and meditation go long ways.
Ian Ward
There is always desire to be something more within human. Usually it manifest itself through materialistic ways, sexual ways, through drugs or parenthood example. It is endless chasing, rat-race that leads nowhere but keeps you busy through own creation that people calls as life.
We can't remember our time as toddlers because we didn't exist in that time. We had no identity. Only when years has gone while we gathered data from our environment we created identity. When we have our identity, we decide what matters to us. Then we experience impulsive feelings when things didn't go as we wanted.
We are piece of life that creates own image and plays it (Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image). We get so tangled to our own creation that it can kill us and bring us into hell. We think that something or someone causes our misery even when we alone create everything within.
We have all this mysterious desire to do something, be something more. It usually manifest itself through sexual ways, materialistic ways, through parenthood, dating, drugs, games, food, alcohol.. you name it. Through that it leads nowhere, it keeps us happy for a moment and then we need more. So where we are now? We are piece of life that want to experience bigger part of it. Through physical ways it finds not that part and when that need to expand finds no expression we create this pain within. So what to do? This is what meditation is all about. We wan't to think nothing, be nothing because that is just the data we gathered from the physical and created self from it. When we learn to be still, just be as piece of life, something start to happen that seems to expand you into everywhere. It seems to that consciousness, awareness is the basic that exist and everything else is manifest of it.
What (((they))) wan't is to bind us more and more into physical, sins, into that rat-race i wrote about above, so that we wouldn't learn or even think about this.
>turn off porn forever >destroy computer >go outside >never go back to basement >get job >work out constantly >become chad
Its possible but it will take 100% willpower for multiple years. If you have it in you, then do it.
Carter Anderson
GOD is figurative word. GOD is energy, source, awareness, infinity ever expanding into new possibilities. God includes everything so you are also part of it. All the religions are teaching about this truth, hidden within words to those who are ready to see. Are you ready?
No one is going to watch all your schizo youtube vids, fren
Ryder Myers
bisexuality is just poor impulse control. You seek validation and sexual attention wherever you can get it. It's just an opportunistic sexual attitude.
Nolan Watson
NOTICE how THEY wont use the term "NPC" in THEIR threads.... THEY are terrified, Silicon valley is in the process OF BANNING THIS MEME >The Most comprehensive rundown yet on NPC theory THIS IS THE ESSAY OF THE CENTURY!!! NPC THEORY EXPLAINED AND THE CURE, for some npc's, >Some NPC's can be saved youtu.be/nTn6UMzAgZY NPC THEORY QUICK RUNDOWN He says the video has been demonitized... NPC THEORY SCARES (((THEM))) SPREAD THIS DAMAGING VIDEO TO THE NPC'S!!!!!!!!!!
This shit belongs on /b/>>>> or /x/>>>>> Take your degenerate bullshit out of here faggot.
Caleb Reed
I have chronic fatigue so i'm not sure how much of an impact the drugs are really having on the amount of physical activity I can do. I quit for a month a couple of years ago but I ended up just giving in because of the chronic pain.
As for prayer, i'm pretty set in my ways around that one, I wish I could pray but I'd honestly just be going through the motions.
Daniel Perry
This is why people will never take you seriously, when you combine those two things.
We already call it spirit, ancient greeks called it fate and others have similar names for the energy you mention which is in the realm of science and never should two cross. Mana as well for native americans. Aboriginals call it something else as well.
John Nguyen
read the Bible, go to church, become disciplined, then stop watching porn, get a job
Josiah James
>chronic fatigue Is this real or just some bs your doctor gave you because they want to get you out of the office? How much sleep do you get and when do you get it? What sort of chronic pain and how old are you? Not trying to be a dick but I'm pretty skeptical of your situation of having chronic pain and fatigue in your 20s without some other overarching diagnosis.
>i'm pretty set in my ways around that one You are, but if you want to change you need to ditch this mindset. Throw your willpower out the window and give it to something greater than yourself. Let that lead you.
You're going to be miserable for a while in the transition, but you can do it user.
Jordan Thompson
Why'd he kill himself again?
Christian Russell
In a similar boat, except on paper my life is actually pretty decent
>have a good job where I make decent money >bored as hell with it, but don't plan to leave because I'm lazy and basically get paid to sit at computer and do nothing >have girlfriend, but she's fat and I feel nothing for her. Half the time I'm thinking about my ex that I'm still in love with when we fuck, the other half I'm thinking about a Colombian camwhore I visit every day >in good shape, but mostly because I take steroids, I rarely exercise and my cardio is shit
Realistically 10 years from now I could easily see myself working the same job, living in the same house, and fucking the same girl even though I'm not particularly fond of any of them. I'm not happy, but I'm comfortable enough that I'm not making any changes.
At least I managed to quit smoking weed for now, been sober about a week
Oliver Wilson
This is more depressing than OP's post
Jackson Ward
Blackmailed to take estrogen by leftypol
Jackson Morales
What'd he say?
Wyatt Howard
how the fuck can you guys not just read and look at pictures and not be happy with the thoughts and feeling they inspire? porn addiction is the most NPC shit i can imagine. sort your dicks out, buckos
Lucas Watson
Basically said kav should just give up because women were yelling at him
John Bell
This. I don't know what it is that makes these degenerates so narcissistic that they think everyone is on their side and wants to save them. I want them dead so they quit consuming resources for people that matter.
Hudson Reed
>not having a superior absurdist/nihilist worldview >not just quitting porn because
lol, we are always the first to the race, and the first to win. But then again, not everyone is as cool (and often as useless) as us.
lol you're not so useful yourself, faggot. i guarantee your line of """""work""""" is steeped in usury and comfort-obsessions
Carson Mitchell
The key is gradual small changes leading up to larger decisions that will separate you from the things that lead you astray. For example, do 10 push-ups each morning and increase by one every week. Spend 30 minutes outside and gradually increase. Choose easy things that are relevant to your specific issues and force yourself at a set time each day. Once you’ve mastered a few small things choose bigger decisions like getting a job, volunteering, taking classes, etc. You will crash if you try to go cold turkey. Gradual daily change mang. You can do it.
Jordan Brown
I don't see much wrong here
Noah Clark
>when someone else writes your post for you except the tranny stuff at least
Christ, how much of a retard are you? God damn, if you need (faux)positive social interaction so bad that you spend hard earned money on strangers on the internet while you're beating your meat then you need to go to a therapist because something is fundamentally wrong with you.
You're calling everything oversexualized and overstimulated while also consuming massive amounts of porn; stop being a hypocrite. Either condemn them and live with moral values or continue to spiral downward into nihilistic dopamine release. As to your question on what's the point? The point is to be a moral person in spite of how degraded society is.
Fucking hell, lift, go outside, pick up a hobby that is off the internet, clean up your diet, get a hair cut, read, engage your brain (not just your brain's reward circuit).
Alexander Sanchez
>before my body gives up It's not your body giving up, user...
Camden Kelly
*THEY DID THE SAME AS SOON AS S.OYBOY TOOK OFF. *THEY PUSHED INCEL AS A REACTION TO NASIMS MARTYRDOM. IT’S Meme warfare. Blink, a whole bunch of incels posting incel threads appear. Blink, where did they go never to be seen again? Shills. It’s the war of the memes and we are ridiculously outnumbered, outgunned, and cornered. Times like this you either grow your legend, or you fall. Nobody’s escaping unscathed so you’d might as well man up, use your balls as a shield and aim to win. m.youtube.com/watch?v=Za9YMxLKH-A
We live in a post historical society. There's no point in trying to emulate forms of nobility or clergy, and we know that freedom is a lie. All that's left is decay and death, until the cycle of civilization repeats itself in several hundred years, being born out of a renewed relationship with the land.
Anthony Allen
I saw this guy a few times, can you share his name / story?
Andrew Myers
You think you're happier because you get instant gratification from jerking off to porn. If you put in the work to make your life better you would have a feeling of accomplishment and you might even have qt for a girlfriend.
I get enough sleep and I eat properly, it may have been bs to get me out of the office but whether it is chronic fatigue syndrome or not I have something wrong with me with symptoms extremely similar to chronic fatigue syndrome. As soon as they invent the test I'll be able to give you an exact answer on that one. Well, I will try and change, see what happens. I'm really trying to avoid the misery route but its looking inevitable at this point, may as well bite the bullet I guess. Good luck with whatever you get into user and thanks for the help
