A few weeks ago I had a vision that really disturbed me. I've recently come back to the Church after many years of tipping. I have had severe problems kicking my jerkin' habits, though.
One time as I jerked it, after I finished, I had a vision of a figure I absolutely knew to be the Lord Christ, looking at me once before turning and leaving in what I knew in my heart to be abandoning hope.
Maybe I was just drunk, or half-asleep, or something else. But this has been really worrying me lately. I know that the Lord saves sinners, but I also know that He does condemn some and I worry that through my habits and my adulteries I've finally pushed myself beyond the point.
I hope that this was not saying that I have lost salvation but merely that I need to devote myself fully and not fall for the ever-present temptations of this sinful world. I don't really know what to think of it though. Can any of my fellow faithful help me in this?
A few weeks ago I had a vision that really disturbed me...
John 6:46 - Not that any man hath seen the Father, save he which is of God, he hath seen the Father.
>the Father
Since my vision was of the Son, I'm not sure I understand where you're going with this verse my friend. What do you mean?
>Jerk off so much they literally have to send Jesus down to ask you to stop straining the universe's servers
>"Uh guys what should I do, I'm such a wanker that Jesus appeared to me and BAKA'd, said 'son I am dissapoint', did a 360 and moonwalked out of the room?"
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO?! You should probably get off the internet as well, do something constructive for fuck's sake
John 10:30 - I and my Father are one.
John 17:21 - That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.
John 3:17 - For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
Repent Brother.
I am your god now
If a murderer can go to confession and wipe the slate clean god wouldn't write you off for touching your cock.
Seriously though, you were hallucinating/dreaming.
Look into my eyes
>all the bullshit going on in this world & God gives enough of a shit about whether or not you touch yourself at night to quasi-intervene
OP, I once had the voice of God literally tell me not to deliberately sin. It was one of the most amazing moments of my life. God doesn't like sin. God hates sin, in fact. But if you try your hardest not to sin, God will forgive you, and he'll give you the strength to change your life.
>John 10:30 - I and my Father are one.
But at the same time, the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are very different. It's a complexity of the Trinity that's wonderful and beautiful, but it does mean that references in the New Testament (particularly about who will be with us, who will help us, etc.) should be examined carefully.
I'm still worried desu. I'm sinning with awareness that it's sin, and I have real difficulty stopping.
What was that experience like, and how did you take it? How has it affected your life? I know I'm not trying my hardest not to sin, it's a hard habit to throw in this modern world where I'm surrounded by full pornography all the time because of the culture.
I know I need to leave this city for this reason before I have kids. I thought I could build myself here, but often it feels like I'm just being eaten away.
Think about how executions used to be. When the punishment for everything was death, they had to get really creatively brutal with the method for more serious crimes, because it loses its power as discouragement when it's the same punishment for stealing a buck the king didn't even know lived in his woods as brutally raping & murdering an infant.
Honestly, if damnation is bought for disobedience period, regardless of the nature of the infraction; that's not really an entity worthy of worship imo.
Christianity says JC died for all us sinners so we can go to Heaven, as long as we worship JC. So doesn't that mean one can commit any crime and still go to Heaven, as long as you worship JC? After all, the crime has already been paid for.
don't watch any porn;
if you can't stop, then stop using the internet
whenever you find yourself having a lustful thought, start praying right away! Don't be lazy. Make it a habit.
Read Psalm 137. That is the meaning to the ending: "Blessed be he that shall take and dash thy little ones against the rock."
The little ones of Babylon are the evil thoughts that come up inside of us. We should not encourage them entertain them. Instead we should smash those lustful thoughts on THE ROCK that is Jesus. The Psalm says that then you will be blessed.
Try jerking to Jesus Christ, until the visions go away. Then you will become the new divine savior.
Don't make me laugh at that.
Lol catlicks.
He has abandoned you forever. Might as well give up on life. Here is a complimentary corn cob to shove up your puckering anus.
the good Lord works in hilarious ways
dude jesus was just checking up on you but respects your privacy is all. your mom closes the door and walks out when she catches you jerking off too. it would be weirder if he just stood there watching.
The trinity was invented by the Catholic church.