Black guy who's lived in the UK most of his life

>black guy who's lived in the UK most of his life
>I hate how I look
>I hate my face, skin colour, black features...
>khv at 25

I'm very much a loner irl and spend everyday filled with selfhate. No girl, regardless of skin colour is interested in me.

I don't blame them. I'm ugly af.

Wanted to kill myself for a while now, but I don't want to have my death inccur a heavy cost to the UK taxpayer. So I'm trying to make my death be as little hassle to police who find my body as possible i.e. No blood, tidy apartment with everything packed, starving myself for a few days because I heard dead people poo their pants.

Anyways. I don't hate black or white people. I just hate myself.

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>1 (one) chance at life
>born black in a white man's country

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Can i prepp your bbc for you?

Why not move?

You live in a first world country. You won the fucking lottery. Shut the fuck up.

Cheer up.

why not move to sweden? do you have a handsome face?

OP is a nigger. Pretending to be an uncle tom when in fact he knows deep down he's a Merciless Savage. And gets what he wants because the darkness of his eyes.

Black has nothing to do with it dude and ugly isn’t even a reality it’s just your current perception. It’s amazing how less ugly we get when we start being productive then creative, not just to ourselves but to others

Are you norf, souf? What’s your surrounding community and what is it you want to do with your life?

This, move with Then use your bbc to cuck jews

>This

Come to sweden and il prepp your BBC for you

Go teach English in a foreign country. There will be women that will want you there

Join up with the military. You’ll at least get to kill goat fuckers... and you may meet someone abroad.

why not move back to Africa and make Africa great.

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God just wanted you to stop being such a casual and put your life on a higher difficulty level

You sound like a miserable cunt m8, it's probably that holding you back more than anything else. You should get an interesting hobby that you like doing, fuck all the other stuff.

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lots of people feel like this.
If one of your main issues is lack of a female, why don't you get some money together and go to your country of origin and get girls there. Girls care more about money, confidence and social skills than appearance.
Also you should go outside more because seeing how shit other people are can make you feel better about yourself.
Also lift

Hello brother. Thankfully i look more indian than black since i'm from east Africa but I'm sure things will only get better. Cheer up.
And as always, Jow Forums is a board of peace.

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nigs and ethniks are FAKECELS

You shouldn’t hate yourself but realize this is a result of multiculturalism.

BBC is a myth. The majority of blacks have 5” dicks. The science has been steadily politically corrected by (((universities))). I can’t be arsed with all the explaination typing I need a nap.
I’m guessing these two are porn addicts.
Do you think he’d kill himself if he had a big dick?

No hobbies you can pursue? Man, don't be to hard on yourself. Just try to be the best you that you can possibly be?
Anyhow, hope you figure things out, people should never hate themselves.

>You live in a first world country.

You've not been to the UK, have you user

If you're east african you're not black. East african girls are actually pretty

lmao they only want white native English teachers otherwise the parents dont think they are from an English speaking country.

t. Ex NET in Asia

Move to Africa, start a bussines with your western education, become a millionair reaping locals on wages.

You’re not a KHV because of your race. I’ve never even heard of that.

Everyone knows that, it's just a cuck fantasy

Yeah listen to this guy op
Only people who should hate themselves are the Swedes and the Irish.

Eh it's up for debate. I guess we don't look like the stereotypical black people but many of our community identifies as black and yes, east African girls are heaven on earth.
Cold truth.

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Get a part time job 15-20 hours per week to make enough to get by then spend the rest of your time on vidya and anime.

MY life since in 18 and I'm now 26. I'm pretty content.

This

Nobody finds people who disappear in the sea. I had a jet ski accident in summer during an earthquake off Cyprus and as I was drowning I thought
>nobody’s even going to know, I’ll just disappear in these waves. Then I thought
>this can’t be happening to me, I’ve got a big dick to live for
I was saved by a miricle. So I have to God favours the big dicked, and my big dick has a destiny to fulfil.
But you’d be alright. As long as you haven’t got a big dick you’ll drown easy as fook.

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I'm Russian living in Russia and feeling absolutely the same. It's not about being black, it's just your autism.

You see cute girls everyday vlad?

To the contrary. The west is the worst place to be born at right now.

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>believe
Believe is the missing word.
I’m tired.
All this carrying my big dick around so I don’t drown.
I don’t know why I replied to him he always does 1 post and runs away giggling like a little girl and never replies.

Yeah, but it only makes things worse.

Dont worry
I will come there are breed ur women

No it's different. Natives don't understand how much it fucks someone up when they're ripped away from their natural habitat/culture and thrust into a society built around think process structures implemented by people who had to adapt to completely different surroundings and social struggles. Not having to soothing sound around you of volk songs come up by your ancestors and sung to bring the community together in a hostile world.

Ripping that away from someone is pure evil.
And don't get me started on mixxed race abominations. Truly the worst form of life.

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imagine you also lived like that but only saw fat ugly and brown girls

>The west is the worst place to be born at right now.
Not if youre black, the media is brainwashing young hot women to cater to your every need so why is this bad exactly?

For white men, sure its bad as shit because we are forced to pay for all this

Hating yourself takes away from your ability to hate Jews op, get your shit together

Have you tried rubbing anal bleaching cream all over your body twice a day?

Just take a look at niggers in the US. It's like white man's society is a impossible maze for them to navigate. Just like you wouldn't function in a niggers Tribe somewhere in Africa.

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Do you find black women to be attractive?
How does it feel to know that the intellectual elite of the black population has an average IQ of 105?

Gay. Nobody cares if you’re black, just avoid niggerism.

Join a mosque, marry modest QT Muzzie chick, work hard, pay taxes raise kids to hate niggerism.

>anal bleaching

Jesus christ user! Is there a single body part that Americans won't bleach, bunch of degenerates.