Politics is just an ironic mask I wear

I don't know if i will ever be pure again
I dont know if i can be forgiven for the things I've done to my body
No god in this life or next will be able to cleanse me of the sins ive committed in the name of lust.
Every time I take a bath i hope that it renews my body and mind like it did years ago. Now All i feel is the guilt and shame that comes every single hour.
I just mask my shame by hiding my face from the world in the hopes that I will die a nobody I wish I could be a better person, listening to Peterson and reading psychology, philosophy and great books have done nothing for me. I have only the weight of my sins

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I forgive you user everyone played a part in it, I'm glad you've chosen to stop. I hope you realize this is your choice and you respect people making their own choices. Everyone is on a different path. Focus on your path and help anyone that might be looking for directions by pointing out all the shit that's on the other side of the hill or behind the curtains.
Good luck user.

what did you do kill a nigger? jesus wont care.

unless you got whored out to politicians this thread does not make much sense.

What'd you do? Smoke, drink, and have some casual sex? Fail to exercise or eat well? Oh fucking no!
>Peterson
Oh so you're a retard or a troll.

If you have AIDs it's over.

I put my fingers in my ass while watching gay porn and tried to make myself come

Mann up sissy

jesus dont care dude its masturbation, sodomy is a thing you do to another person, thats why its bad.
but dont do it again ok

Enjoy hell faggot

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they say jesus said "come to me as you are" i dont know if i can be accepted. every time i fucking look at my left hand all i see and smell is my anus i cant even eat properly

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That's cool man, learning to be submissive not having to be dom all the time is important to everyone, sometimes sticking something up your ass is how you manage that lesson (its unironically the way a lot of alpha larping idiots traumatize girls in their lives to be submissive to them since they are so insecure)
You are forgiven and you can play stick it up the ass with whoever you want as long as they are into it too.
Good luck user. Don't get shamed. Anyone trying to shame you is just trying to take advantage of you or looking for help so you can take advantage of someone else together (mental butt raping).

>life is very short
im 20 and i feel close to death and like i haven't lived my true potential

are you a pastor, you seem very wise

I'm ridiculously lonely and sexually frustratedx100

Good thing there is no God.

>But you're still a faggot.

have you tried soap?

yes but i think theres stuff under my nails or something it still smells like my shit.

>ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
It doesn't matter if you are Jordan Peterson, Peter Brady, or St. Peter himself. All are unworthy of God's favor and yet he deems us worthy. That's the miracle, friend. It's not "I am good and enough and therefore God forgives me", but "I am not good enough, yet nevertheless he does."

Did you came from the watching of gay porn and fingering? Did it at least feel good?

Just what the hell is going on in South Africa?

i did but it didnt feel good bc it took longer to cum ( i already fapped an hour before)

i will never understand why a "god"would love his creation after sinning. its like a love that doesnt look at your pasts

look i want you to get rubbing alcohol and more soap and some sort of thin tool to get under those nails and report back after a vigorous scrub and scrape, you may yet be saved my son

i will try that

just dont go nuts and draw blood its just a little dookie its not like you ate another man's shit and injured his colon through lust

Nope, I am your brother from a couple of relatives removed from you and I just want you to have the best life you are able to make for yourself! I don't have much but I share what I can

i didnt have a father who played an active role in my childhood so i guess this is fine

>>i will never understand why a "god"would love his creation after sinning. its like a love that doesnt look at your pasts
Because the act of creation is in itself a sin, you have brought into the world something that did not exist naturally. So once you create it and understand all the consequences you try to justify it.

>Because the act of creation is in itself a sin,you have brought into the world something that did not exist naturally.

wouldnt that mean that god is the one who has sin?

>listening to Peterson
"wash your penis bucko"

He is paying for it in his own way im sure. I hope he's forgiven himself. I already forgave him too. Once you realize how fucking hard it is to create something truly awesome with 0 negatives it's easy to just let go and be ok. Just be honest about what you are doing people that want to help will arrive. Those that want a chunk of it or control or to prevent you from fixing something will undoubtedly also arrive. They travel in packs