Work, responsibility, and race

Hello anons. I am in an interesting position in my life and I thought that posing some questions I myself am dealing with might be helpful to other anons.
As a disclaimer for mods, this thread is political in nature. It involves the future of the white race, as well as demographic shifts.
I am an 18 year old in college, and I am currently studying engineering. I have a great passion for the future of western Civilization. I am a skilled debater and can speak publicly, but I have chosen engineering because of my talents in the sciences. I know that engineering teaches practical skills and is a profitable degree.
My question is, I do not seem to feel much passion for what I am studying. I do enjoy it to an extent, but something keeps bothering me. It is as if I know that engineering really will not serve my passion for my race. What career options might better serve the continuation of Western Civilization and provide me with greater passion?
I know that the stem meme is pushed here constantly. Is work supposed to be passionate, or should I simply accept that in order to raise a family, I need to just grit my teeth and work in a profitable industry?

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Imagine all the black dick that runs a train on that tight body every night.

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you should have gone to trade school

Begone degenerate

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I am at a very prestigious engineering school so making money will not be the concern. This is more a question of feeling fulfilled

what school? I believe thats for you to find out user. I know at my school it feels great to walk to the hangar and work on airplanes, i feel fulfilled when i enjoy doing what i like for work

Life for a real man in 2018 is never enjoyable.
If STEM is okay to you, better stick with it. There is much worse than okay.

Get right with Jesus and pray for His soon return.

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My God... TayTay is perfect. I would give anything just to snuggle her at night, spooning until the early morn. Id make her breakfast in bed:

>eggs
>toast
>sparkling water
>and fresh assorted fruits

There would be no sex, just enjoying our mutal company. I would gaze hungrily into her eyes, wishing she stayed forever, but knowing that she must go and share herself with her many fans around the world. But her spirit... her essence... I would keep clasped forever in my heart. I love you TayTay.

I will not say just because I want to remain as anonymous as possible but it has one of the best engineering programs in the nation. No this is not a larp

I am in a very favorable position.. this is why I have stuck with stem so far. However I am a person who takes what they want and if I think there is something I want to do more so than stem I would go for it

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ok cool, if your doing what you love and still don't feel fulfilled there is probably a deeper underlying issue. are you single?

thats good and all but dumping inside must be like going to heaven

I work as a software engineer. I work over 60 hours a week and only get paid 40 of those hours.
I am the token white programmer. Yes Im the only white member on my team, that isn't management.
We have 7 Indians and 3 chinese. I'm the only American.
This will be your life if you join STEM.

I know who you are.
Study Law and Political Science.
Pass the BAR.
Hang a shingle.
Do those things, and Opportunity will come knocking.
We will contact you if you do well, and when the time is right.
Four of Clubs.

I've been dating someone for about two months now and pol has Messed with my mind about it. I have no issue with women but I am so paranoid about white girls cheating. That's irrelevant though, yes I am with someone and I am passionate about it

You're pretty gay, huh?

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It's not a white girl thing. It's an all girl thing. If she gets bored with you, and she will, she will cheat and not even think twice about it.
And you will say "She's perfect, it can't happen to me, blah blah blah" but females don't understand the concept of loyalty.

Mechanical engineering at a prestigious university will lead to the same fate?

What if she is of a strict religious background and has experienced being cheated on? Are all women truly all the same? Can a woman understand loyalty and exercise it?

If you want something Faithful, get a dog.
As far as your women goes, keep her busy and satisfied, and she won't roam.
Much.
Deal with it.
Most men have unrealistic views about women.
T. Used to have those views myself.

I'm in love with Taytay's boob shadows.

don't let her distract you from your work, her race doesn't matter, university girls are promiscuous as fuck. as long as your not some social retard numale sperg shell remain interested up until she doesn't. so whats bothering you than user? it seems like you got it all figured out? are you just nervous? about the future maybe? i know I am

If you go into Mechanical Engineering, stick to government contractors. That way you only work with Americans and you get sick benefits. I recommend getting an internship at ratheon or Lochheed, nothing better than building missiles or weapons to kill people

Tay is old hat. We’re into mexi-castiza-cosplay cuties now

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It honestly doesn't matter if your goal is to have a large family. That is the best way to save the white race. I would recommend watching some ThuleanPerspective videos if you dont find the answer on this thread. My goal is to become a metal smith and learn blacksmithing on the side. Pick a trade that will be useful when the SHTF or learn permaculture and survival skills as a hobby.

Tay hit The Wall like Dale Earnhardt.

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I will post something I read in another thread that resonated
"i can't say about women generally, but the time in my life when I attracted the most women was when I was manic from bipolar disorder. This involved being hyper energetic, getting extremely angry and yelling a lot, breaking stuff, often becoming distraught to the point of crying, sometimes being violent towards them, mostly being sort of joyful and excited, etc"
I am a fairly good looking guy, but I have a brilliant mind and I have been successful in attracting girl after girl. I think I am a psychopath because I attract girls and take over their mind like a plague, and then drop them. I have no doubt that I will keep a girl interested, I have been told by many how fascinating my mind is and I believe it to be true

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I have to some extent allowed her to distract me form my schoolwork, but I think I'd be distracted anyway, it's been a miserable time trying to get myself to do my work

sounds like a guy to far up his own ass, idk what it is about dudes who fantasize about being psychopaths, probably tipping their fedoras too hard

I cannot thank you enough for replying user, thanks for the advice. Pol has been helping me a ton lately on these issues. I hope that these threads help other anons

I do not act like him in that extreme way, hut I am an incredibly passionate person. I feel lots of emotion and anger and happiness. My highs are incredibly high and my lows are the same way. I have a natural talent in talking with people, especially women and it has served me well. But I feel unstable. It doesn't hurt when you're tall and blonde and in decent shape

that sounds like part of the problem, it sounds like you don't enjoy your work if you dread doing it. I know for school its different, there are times where i hate doing shit for classes that don't pertain to my major, but i keep my focus on the prize at the end. In the end it'll all be worth it. The days are long, but the decades are short

Thank you so much user

U sound exactly like me when i was 18 user, im a computer engineer, last year in top University in Norway. Im 23 now. Anyways, i suggest you read the news and stay updated. You feel like you know alot now, and most likely you do, but as the same way u feel cringy when u look back to when u were 14, you will also feel cringy when you get older and look back to when u were 18. Anyways, read news, both here and real news, stay updated, dont get too excited yet, just absord a shitton and get your degree. When you get older and have some money, u can move into politics as a hobby. If ur a smart kid, u will stand out. Trust me, some engineer moving into politics has alot more respect by many nowadays then slimy gender studies brats.
My tip is to be patient, nobody respects an 18 year old. Also if u start speaking publicly too early, it might backfire later on (see Hillary clinton on gay marriage).
Thats all man, be patient, absorb knowledge. Dont get sucked into something too crazy and dont get too eager. Smart people need to be patient, theres a short road for many of us from sanity to madness. Life is a meme user.

Thanks for this user. I haven't been able to determine yet if it's just because I am lazy, as I do have a lot of natural talent and it's been an easy ride up to this point. Or if I truly do not enjoy what I am studying

I love all you anons so much for the advice. Thank you nordbro

what hobbies do you have?

Some women can understand the concept of loyalty, especially the ones with a traditional upbringing. All women are not exactly the same, though they all have similar traits to a certain extent. When it comes to "exercising" loyalty, decent women will be about as good as decent men, which is to say they will try. Seriously, how pathetic would your girl have to get before you would leave her for someone better? You can't expect women to be "loyal" to you the way your mother is. They have standards, and you should too.

Anytime man, i usually dont reply to anyone fucking ever, as people usually comment the right stuff before i get to say it myself. However ur post just hit home for me, dont take it for granted. Play the long game. Peace

I have my choice with women, I have specific standards. Even if I absolutely loved the girl I was with, if I found out she had even had a passing thought of cheating on me I'd dump her on the spot.. no matter how painful. I seriously only have dated trad girls though, not some meme Christian girl who goes to church occasionally and acts like a total whore. Real, traditionalist girls. Virgins

This is why I decided to make this thread, I figured it would help others as well. Thank you user. Good luck, we will all make it

Being "passionate" about career is a meme sold to young people when they're choosing post-secondary-school education or training. In the real adult world, almost no one actually likes their job. Work is what you do because you need it to pay the bills, not because you enjoy it.

Teens should be told "Instead of looking for something you are passionate about, look for something you can tolerate doing, and will pay well...because the things in life that will be most fulfilling will be things outside of work - mostly family "

>t. fell for the vocational career meme

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I have family members who claim to be passionate for what they do.. is this a lie?

>Blog posting about my cum skin.

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You should be fine with girls like that, especially if you're as good-looking and confident as you say. Don't fall for the memes, not all women are thots.

This is true to some extent, just said by some drama queen. The comment has a point but needs to tone it down 80%.

Yes I'm sure this thread is so problematic, meanwhile there are ten BBC threads and five DRUMPF threads getting hundreds of replies

go into AI, it's the future and you can slip right wing learning into the algos

Thanks KS for this user. I'm not convinced every single girl is a whore at heart. I've met a lot of sweet trad girls.
My confidence is through the roof (thanks Patrice o Neal) and my looks are pretty good. I am hitting the gym for the first time in my whole life which will no doubt help me as well

I'll take a look, thank you for your input user

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Because those are obvious slide threads being replied by NPCs.

Well then you can take pleasure in the fact that this is not an NPC driven thread

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Pol, athletics, music, friends. Church activities, work. I have a good life

I find distatse that you are another faggot who went the engineer route just for the money and not because you truly want to invent/innovate.
Take the normies pill and change your major to political science and get the fuck out of engineering. I'm tired of fake engineers.

Clown, I am immensely talented in the maths and sciences, and I have done very well in my courses up to this point. I am interested in innovation, I never said that I wasn't. I just am not so passionate about it that I jump out of bed every day