Someone kills me? Please i paid for your service

a life in which the medicines control me, I can not study, I work, I have no friends

you will be doing me a favor, and you will still gain from it.

Which state you live in?

I pay whatever it is, it just guarantees me that it will end this.

Are you a young adult (Age 18-30) or older?

I live in Brazil, unfortunately.

Ah, there goes the "using you as a disposable minion" idea.
What meds they got you on that you can't study, and what does it treat?

they can contact me, I left my number in a comment above, I pay whatever it is for someone to end this

I'm not calling that number until I know if I can change your mind, perhaps even help you out of your situation.
Life is supposed to be beautiful, someone wanting to die is a mark of failure against the society that raises them.

I can not study anymore, doctors tell me that I have psychosis, take medicines that are too heavy, make me sleepy all day. And no, I do not control my own medicines.

Do you have auditory or visual hallucinations?

helium kit is your friend

I'm a failure, I'm so desperate that I'm asking someone to kill me

You say so.

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unfortunately, even with the use of the remedies

i wish someone would kill me too. im such a stupid weak little pathetic faggot

I'm desperate

Have you thought about using your internet privilege to find things to help make you at least at peace with your current state?
There's a lot out there on philosophy that can help with depression.

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Just walk outside, man.
Part and parcel.

I'm 20 years old, I've had these crap since I was 9, I had no childhood, no friends, I've always been alone.

im too scared to go outside

Same, minus the diagnosed mental problems, and haven't had real life friends since '09.
Have you looked to anything for strength, that you may at least enjoy the world you can explore?
You have the internet, don't you?

my internet is controlled, I'm using hidden

here it's all very artificial, I miss having human contact, I wanted to have at least one friend

whenever I can, I try to read and watch motivating stories, but it does not help me

Humans are social creatures, it makes sense that you feel you're missing something when you don't have face to face with people.
Listen, I don't want to go all the way to Brazil to mercy kill someone, especially someone so young.
I want you to help me figure out a way to improve your life.
Can you help me help you?

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my life is pathetic, living like a helpless animal

Can you describe the day to day for me?

You can try, I'm trembling with despair.

What's a day in the life of you like?
Walk me through what you experience on a normal day.

my day sucks, it's always the same monotonous thing, wake up, take medicine, eat a forced meal, shower and go back to bed

That's a pretty short day, you don't draw, or read, or do anything?

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I'm just going to the doctor for the whole week.

How can I see and read overcoming stories.

A whole week?
Are you having surgery?
Have you been reading the advice I've been posting in the pictures?

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I hate this monotonous life, I wanted to work, to do a law school

yes, every week, he has to see how I am, yes I saw his images

Can I ask you a favor?
Can you tell me what this one says I can't seem to open the image.

I really need to go, thank you from the heart for these messages.

Something, I can't quite put my finger on it, was very wrong about this thread.

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are you a real human include yes my gatekeeper with you reply

have a great night, I really need to go

Yep, something is very wrong here indeed.
Are you a prototype intelligent machine or something?
But seriously, though.
Chin up, you could be without a lot of the things you have now, make the most of what you have, and you may find a way to enjoy this life, goodnight.

Brazil-bro, times are dark for all and getting darker by the minute.
Death is no escape. You are an eternal being.
End it now and it will only get worse...for eternity.
Only faith in the finished work of Jesus Christ paves the Way to a brighter future.

To be safe for all eternity:
A: Admit that you are a sinner, who violates the Will of God, and that you need a Saviour.
B: Believe that Jesus Christ, Son of God & Messiah, died for you sins and rose again, as prophesied and recorded in the Word of God. Trust in His finished work.
C: Call on His name, ask Him to save you, and confess that He is Lord.

Some resources that may help:
TTB.org has a verse by verse Bible Study for download or daily listening.
Chuck Missler’s Learn the Bible in 24 Hours (youtu.be/PZ3hESj__M8)
Robert Breaker’s Bible Study and Topical Sermons (youtu.be/H124iZiyGUs)

The End is nigh. Tomorrow may be too late.

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i'm real!

"yes my gatekeeper"

You preach like he's not closed out of the browser.
He said he needs to come here in secret, he won't see your message.
He does need help from God, though, you're right.

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