>Relapsing back into suicidal thoughts
I don't know what to do bros. Can we please have a Jow Forums story time or war story thread? Post whatever stories you got whether its personal, Historical or even videos of vets telling stories. I don't care if it's funny, sad, cool, whatever. Just post Jow Forums stories
If you're suicidal atleast kill some lefties before you go. Like that shit going on in Vermont, go bomb the fuckers signing that shit.
Start the revolution.
Honestly I have nothing to share, and I'm not exactly good at convincing people to not kill themselves, but I really hope you don't end your life, OP.
turn off that inner voice, it means you ill. tell it to stfu
>The shooter was a white conservative christian who tried to attack a liberal
Yeah, and while you're at it, please stop by my house and put up a sign that says "Please take my guns".
Instead of trying to run away and bury your feelings, it might be more healthy to confront them. What's the issue, OP?
I don't have a funny story but I do have a sad one.
>Be young me
>Bout 14
>Live with grandparents and mom
>Grandpa loves guns and history
>I'm a shithead who just likes Vidya
>He always tries to get me into guns or US history
>Hey user wanna go shooting?
>Hey user wanna go to the museum?
>Fuck off grandass I wanna play Halo
>The few times we ever went shooting it was to the local desert
>I was a bitch and complained about the heat till we left
>Moved out a few years later on poor terms
>His health is failing now
>I've since realized how much of a piece of shit I was
>I'm moving back for a few months to try to restore the bond between us.
>Only problem
>Suicidal brother
>Due to bro's stupidity got grandpa's guns taken away from him
>Can't even use shooting his favorite funs as a way to bond now.
>Had to sell mine to help pay for the move
>I just want to go back in time and not be a bitch little kid.
>Feelsbadman.jpg
Hypothetically for scientific purposes only, killing a leftist supreme court 'justice' would be a good bet in this environment
Shit user over here in A stan there is a fucked up kid in the city with a missing arm and a fucked up face selling eggs on the streets. Kid is probably homeless. He doesn't get to have the childhood you have. If you don't have anyone or anything to live for. Live for that kid. Sure he's some lil haj fuck, but and he doesn't know anything better in life. But you do and you can live life to its fullest. He doesn't have that choice.
>Be supreme court justice
>See friend and colleague get shot by wheraboo neckbeard
>Decide the obvious solution is less gun control
How about just being a normal person and voting instead being mentally ill and giving the rest of us a bad name.
Whenever you are sad think about us no gunners.
I want to get my first firearm but i am somewhat poor and live with my parents. I can afford it but i would feel bad for parents who pay my bills.
The amount that hurts means it's an important lesson user. The most you can do is be the best person you can be today.
Not OP but I have no friends and don't know how to go out an interact with people. I can order food, pickup groceries, and work a job but I don't know how people make friends. I've always felt like a piece of humanity was missing from my soul.
I recomend you find a chill local spot to hang out and knock back some beers and. Meet people if you look hard enough theres usually a local party spot. That will do wonders for your moral
Chill my user. If you are ready to lose everything you are free to do anything. If your mind is telling you to destroy yourself you need to take that to heart. The most important thing is that the interpretation is completely in your control. Why are you jumping to the conclusion that your body is in need of destroying. What if your mind is begging you to kill the persona you have built because it isn't working for you. Or maybe your personality is fine but you need to burn down the life you have made and start over because that isn't working. Making those kind of life altering changes feels like jumping into the void. It feels like killing yourself because you are. Do what you've gotta do to make your life worth living, make the change. I'm not going to say it gets better, because it doesn't, life is suffering. Make that suffering worth something you care about, and not some burden you are the victim of.
Just don't kill your body, because if you do that you can't play with us anymore. And you wont get any more tries to get it right.
How old are you?
Dont be a fag. But a cheap gun and lock that up and just go with your grandpa it doesnt even have to be a good gun just make some memories you fag
We need to get that lil' haji some pussy and then he'll be happy happy, and not just some onahole donkey pussy
Fuck are you me? What the hell happened to make more than one person this sad and fucked?
Depression is more common than you think.
>suicidal thoughts
do not fret, child.
the world economy will not survive after 8 years of "current affairs".
;)
war
is
coming
27, 28 in less than a month. Will go to Amsterdam for Koningsdag, shrooms, and hookers after i turn 28.
I'm feeling pretty hopeless myself. Just recently found out the reason I've felt sick was because my body attacked my pancreas due to an autoimmune disorder from the biological parents I've never met. So much for my plans to enlist. Not sure there's much life worth living left in this world, I don't want to get political about it but freedom and exploration seem to have been traded in for state approved comfort. Born too late to explore the Earth, born too early to explore the sky, born just in time to slave away from 9 to 5 until I can't breath anymore.
>I've always felt like a piece of humanity was missing from my soul.
Take a ticket and have a seat. We're all mad here, Alice.
Hello Mr. FBI plant.
I don't know much about you, all I can do is share my experience. I'm 21, but when I was in my teens my parents died and it really fucked me up. I didn't know to talk to people, I was self conscious, I felt like there was just some part of me that wasn't glued down right. What really helps is talking like this with people you can relate to, and even some people who will be your friend even though you might be different.
As for the shrooms, I tried them twice. You need to be careful that you're in the right state of mind, but it does offer some good introspection.
Do you think the FBI likes ferns?
They strike me as more the succulents type.
If you kill yourself, please don't do it with a gun or you will add yet another gun related death case to the overinflated statistics liberals use to push for gun control.
Overdosing on Soylent would be dope, I'd like to see if people would push for soy-control.
thanks for advice. the good thing about being your age is that you are in school with many people.
as for the shrooms, i've done them before and got insight into my problems but i failed to take action afterwards. i always find an excuse to procrastinate and then hate myself for being weak and not confronting my problems.
Was helping grandma move some stuff. Pop pop passed away back in 2011. I never really bonded with him as much, but we had a lot of family, so it wasn't like a detrimental thing that I wasn't with him all the time. Anyway, it turns out he asked grandma out to see a football game like 4 hours away and didn't go for another date til he was able to pay off his car a couple months after that. No idea where his army WWII uniform was while moving boxes of stuff. He showed me what his tank looked like years back before I heavily got into tanks like I do today. (He drove the m4 if I recall, he was in southeast Germany, which was odd, since he was US. Maybe southwest). I took a shower for the first time in a few days since our pump is messed up, while waiting for brother to get done with that, I found state awards that actually commerate the day of October 2nd (or oct 8th, when it was signed) 1995 as a day in his honor, due to all the community help he always did.
Found the stuff he did for the scouts as well, helped a few get to be Eagle Scouts.
Just looking back at a man I truly look up to, he worked til he blacked out and the cancer killed him in a few months afterwards. He had a family with 8 kids. Most importantly, he got the family out of the work that has killed us in the past and finally let the family have some honor and dignity since we were nearly starved in Ireland...
Not a cohesive story, but just learning about him and how his work ethic carried to my father and myself.
OP, hope you're doing alright or better soon.
[spoiler]None of my friends are in school. All of my friends and I met because I wanted to play Dungeons and Dragons with my Coworker. I'm the only non-homeschooled non-conservative one of them.[/spoiler]
I always say 100% is easy, 99% is hard as hell. If you wanna lose weight, don't buy ice cream. If you wanna get something done, remove all the thing that can tempt you like vidya. I hope you do alright, user.
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These fucking normalfag socialists don't understand us. Jow Forums mods, please return us to Jow Forums.
We're coming for your fucking guns and there's nothing you can do about it redneck
You'll be getting the bullets first.