GIOYC #2 - The Other Guy Put a Number Edition

Identify the root causes of those feelings

The causes have come and gone. They are all to do with the past.

What did you fear, hate and feel guilty about?

I feel incredibly sad tonight. My dad is still in a hospital, radio plays only crappy-cringy polish songs, my cats are asleep, so I can't even cuddle them. 3 am is a lonely hour, anons.

"wow I'm poor, and every option for getting out of hell involves selling my soul to the people who sold my future to foreign interests and corporations, send people to die in war for population control and oil, get monopolies on industries and use the power to help nobody advance, and brainwash people into feeling so hopeless they think they need to watch TV all day instead of fixing this hell"

"Just go work at home Depot helping spoiled boomer faggots who would never lift a finger for you if you were dying a ditch. You will have just enough money to live, then next month you will have to start all over and help spoiled boomer faggots who happily throw you in prison if your brain hurts from being surrounded by fucktards and you eat a mushroom or smoke a plant."

"Wow every leader just uses the power to enhance the lives of 1% of people, then the rest are Uncle Tom's with Stockholm syndrome who don't even want control of their own life, and anytime people start uniting towards a cause that doesn't involve Jews handing themselves awards for money laundering front shitty movies or watching Meatheads give each other concussions, the government whose job is protecting its citizens uses millions of intelligence agencies and police to employ military tactics against its own citizens. Rather than push for more economic freedom through very slight adjustments to trillionaires lives, they let these people evade taxes, kill activists, torture animals for Kardashian ass cream testing, and live above the law, and now most people can't live without social programs or their families."

"I know! We need another The Rock movie! He is so fucking poor. I'm a socialist social justice warrior who hates greedy people and that's why we need to give this fucking retard millions of dollars to make dumb ass fucking faces, because millionaires are destroying the economy but some millionaires aren't destroying the economy because I'm full of shit and am just part of divide and conquer.

You should probably go outside sometime instead of spending your entire life on Jow Forums and breitbart

Wow people are starving! We need to make churches tax exempt, buy pedo priests new cars and houses, worship a dude who's a diversion for the Italian Mob, and then give money to churches who don't let homeless people stay in them so they can send a can of soup to someone instead of just helping people!

I hope every fucking one of you dies. Every ounce of pain inflicted on any of you is a good thing.

Be sincere to your self. Who do you hate? What do you fear? What are you guilty about?

They know what they're doing and they know how to fix it.

The only thing I want is a friend. :(

19yo kissless virgin. as far as i've noticed, only one girl has ever shown interest in me; we've exchanged tens of thousands of texts in the couple years we've known each other (glad she likes texting, because i'm awkward in person and on phone), i know she likes me, she knows i like her, but she has a boyfriend. also, i moved far away for college, and since i'm incredibly busy during term, i've mentioned to her that i don't think i would be able to sustain a long distance relationship. but i think she's such a great person, and i might love her. i've tried to move on for my own sake, and there's plenty of great girls at my college, but i'm awful in social situations, so i don't think anyone thinks of me as anything more than a weird friend who's occasionally seen around. all i want is for someone to care about me

It's incredibly weird. For the past few months I've wanted to break up with my gf. And now when I feel like the time is actually okay to do so, I don't want to anymore. I would rather get married than break up. I don't know how the fuck I've gone from wanting to end it and find someone better, to she's the only thing I want. It's messing with my head.

Maybe they do, never assume.

Maybe I’ve been gone from Jow Forums too long, but wtf is this team shit?

I'm becoming more and more anti social. More bitter, more cynical, and even more defeatist. I don't even feel like I'm alive. I'm just waiting for death.

I don't find myself enjoying stuff as much as I used to. In the back of my mind there's always that paranoia, that dread, thoughts of the worst things possible.
>yeah, this is fun, but after this, it'll be back to nothing
>you think you're having fun, but this or this
>you might be having fun but remember all those mistakes you made? all those times you fucked up?

I want to reach out to more people and yet I'm terrified to. I can't help but feel envious of people in relationships. I kind of want to be in one too, but I know that simply being with a partner doesn't fix your mental state. They can certainly help, but I'd have to find someone who wouldn't run away or shun me when I'm having my emptiest days.
I'm just a big ball of nothing. I can't bring myself to do anything but pass the time and... this is no way to live.
It feels like... I'm paralyzed.

April fools

Oh wow... Lol, jokes on me. Thanks user!

Is dating twins a thing? Is there a difference? They are basically the same person, but split in two. Is t morally wrong to date both in public? We aren’t hurting anyone, so why not, as long as we are having fun.

I'm watching all of King of the Hill right now. I regret that I never watched this show with my mom, we were always looking for stuff to watch together and she would have loved it. Next week it will be two years since you passed, mom, and it hurts more now than ever. I am still happy you're at peace but as time goes on I'm letting myself be more emotionally selfish about your passing. I wish you could see the changes I've made in my life. I am not the waste I was then. I took my sweet time becoming someone worth all the effort you put into raising me.

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Twins aren't the same. They'll have different hobbies, interests, values, just the same as siblings will differ.
>Is it morally wrong to date both in public?
Well it's not monogamy, so don't fool yourself into thinking you're getting to know either of them.

Twins who are willing to do stuff like that got fucked up early in life by being brought up with no concept of self, parents always referring to them as 'the twins' and whatnot. It counts as sticking your dick in crazy.

>im sorry im such a piece of shit. I cant help it.
i don't believe you. you're acting like a fucking monster. stop lying. stop avoiding. stop feeling sorry for yourself. atonement via self-loathing doesn't real and doesn't fix or justify shit. stop trying to play the victim of actions you're choosing to take. soon. my sympathy is running dangerously low. you're secure in the knowledge that i stand by my word and therefore by you as well, and that your needs are as important to me as my own. taking advantage of that is fucking cruel beyond measure you absolute retard. not to mention stupid. my refusing to give up on you has not and will not change. treating that like it can somehow safeguard against you not realising what you're throwing away is necessarily going to result in losing me. i'm stubborn and devoted you idiot, i'm not fucking magic. fucking hell is the worst imaginable stereotype of irrational woman niggerkike delighting in his own sociopathy and then romanticising and crying about it like a 13yo tumblr emo what you were purposely going for? congrats if so because achievement and fucking soaring hypocrisy unlocked. find your humanity, grow the fuck back up, and stop being such a selfish ass.

you mystify me
you missed to find me

I don't feel like my boyfriend has that strong a moral compass. He was raised in an abusive household where he could never properly defend himself, so now I think he's obsessed with suing people and "winning" in every conflict not because he believes in morality, but because he views things as an affront to himself and an opportunity to "beat" people using expensive lawyers.

This makes me concerned about staying with him long term or marrying him, because I feel like should it end non-amicably, he would try to sue me or my family for some crazy things just to ruin my life. I'd like to think that he'll mature and develop a stronger sense of right and wrong, but I'm starting to see that, for the most part, he views everything as being about himself and whether he can gain anything from a situation.

It makes me feel sad. Going to call mom and talk about it now.

Crazy, I can handle crazy, and in this case we can apply the theory of a double negative into positives

i wish i were a cold unfeeling person sometimes. not just half the time in a detached sort of way like I feel now, but cold thru and thru. like an icy sheen of serenity, the shield of my soul.

U don’t wannabe psychotic there user

capitalism is the cause of most of our unhappiness

we've been reduced to cogs who serve no purpose except to produce wealth for the businesses

our happiness and independence don't matter; we're disposable commodities with no value to the ruling class and our current state as NEETs/depressed/whatever has been mostly imposed on us by the removal of our individuality and community by the capital holding class

Theres so much I want to do, I want to do so much yet I procrastinate like a fucking idiot, literally procrastinating on a paper as I write this.
I'm trying so hard to get past whatever is mentally blocking me from doing what I want to do, but also it feels like i'm not trying at all.
On the bright side i'm taking a break from weed and i'm getting slightly more work done than usual.

Get a job loser.

part of adulthood is coming to terms with this reality.

I think I managed to relapse my social skills.
Feeling like a major failure because I still don't have a job, and my dad wants m to get a "Real" job instead of getting a part time job as I look for a job in my trade.

Also my mother is driving me nuts slowly with her idiotic logic and not talking shit through (instead it's just "Shut up!", 20 years old and I'm stuck here 24/7)

that's not "adulthood," that's called giving up

i didn't become a communist until I was 31 though maybe I'm just not adult enough and never will be

capitalism is soulless. it allows people to flourish for precisely this reason. add a """healthy""" dose of government and start implementing loads of socialist policies and the people too become soulless.

I wonder if you reallt want me at all, J. You told me that I'm yours, but when i texted you, you never reply and you only show that you want me when we are together. I know you dislike texting. But i need to know if you are okay. I see you playing with your phone multiple times when you are smoking when i stayed in your house..

Oh nevermind.. I still love you anyway..

I want to get over my social anxiety, but I don't know where to start.

I want to get a qt3.14 gf, but I'm terrible with approach/opening conversation

Its the weed. I know you dont want to hear this, but quit. No matter how much you tell yourself you can handle it or how much you want to smoke it; drop it.

I use to smoke 5-8 grams a day for about two years while I cruised around my town with my dealer buddies. my academic life only got the true focus it needed after I quit, so I highly suggest it user.

>Not knowing that national socialism is the way for a truly happy volk
Memes aside user ask any eastern European on the absolute horrors of communism it is not a valid alternative unless you like suffering, oppression and starvation.
You're describing late stage socialism fren.
I know this feel user.
>On the girl
I'll quickly say treat her as a pen pal someone you obviously care for I dare guess she's probably your oneitis but as you've noted isn't likely to get with you because of the outside factors
>all I want is for someone to care about me.
The only way for that to happen user is that you genuinely care about yourself and put yourself first user.
Primarily get yourself fit it'll boost your confidence pretty quickly
and what's equally important is you mentioned you're going uni in a completely new place user.
It's a place where you can reinvent yourself, no one cares about who you were only who you're going to be now. just talk to people
And if the initial confrontation is what you find difficult (and want to get over it quickly) My tip for this as daft as it sounds is explore your local area and get lost, force yourself to ask people for directions to a place you want to.
At first you'll be hesitant nervous and shy but after an hour or so you'll be casually be doing it and it sticks in your mind that if I can talk to a stranger about the most mundane things like directions what's stopping me about talk to and making Stacy laugh?
Hope this helps Good luck user.
I'd honestly recommend for long term friends that you Join clubs or get into some hobbies user.
As with every post lifting is the defacto hobby on Jow Forums however there are plenty to choose from
However if you want to just talk to someone immediately or just right now stay here or unironically get tinder, dress yourself up and chat about things with randoms user.

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I'm describing capitalism, the government is controlled by and exists to serve capital, not the people.

Let me guess, you think socialism is when the government does stuff and because the party was called the communist party that means the USSR and China are communist countries (even though communist country is an oxymoron)

Friend has attempted suicide multiple times in the past few months. Multiple therapists say that there isn't anything wrong with him beyond wanting attention and got him a couple therapy programs to help with that (which he dropped.) That seems harsh and I'm not familiar with therapists so don't know whether to believe them or not.

Guy has repeatedly made hard requests like asking for someone to drop everything to come be with him because he's feeling suicidal. We're grown men but man I feel like a cunt saying I can't: I did it a couple times for him before feeling like nothing was enough.

Miss you Jay. Don't know what more I can do for you.

Tell us what capitalism is user.

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>I want to get over my social anxiety, but I don't know where to start.
I lost my social anxiety by accident user I lost it by getting lost on my the way to college on my first day and I forced myself to ask for directions. As simple as that sounds initially I was scared of bothering and asking people. I stuttered, hesitated and avoided a lot of people for a while of the way there however It was desperate so I started to ask. And the more and more people I asked the easier it became and then conversation started to flow with random people. And by the end of it I was able to casually walk into a barbers and just say "hey don't mean to interrupt but I'm really lost would any of you know the way to x college?" and everything felt natural.

And what I came to realise was people don't mind a random conversation user just as long as you have that inner confidence to start it and come across well people don't mind it and enjoy it.
To get over it you need to be used to it

>I want to get a qt3.14 gf, but I'm terrible with approach/opening conversation
Saying hi is usually a good start and talk to her like you'd talk to us.
However I'd primarily recommend you ask fem Anons on the ask the opposite gender thread.
However if it's a random girl what worked for me is "hey don't mean to bother you but you look really familiar do I know you from somewhere?" and see where the conversation takes you if you're cute/fit/confident they'll play along.
Not the user you're replying to but that Is solid advice also barney is that you out of curiosity?
Might want to get to the bottom of that user. Hate to think she's purposefully ignoring you.

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>Good friends with this girl, deep emotional connection and love but of the platonic sort.
>Currently can't text or call her while she's at home due to family paranoia issues (long story, everyone gets the same treatment not just me).
>Texted when I thought she was on the way to work, but she was in the shower before work and it's possible the wrong person saw it.
>I meant well, just wanted to see if she'd be down to hang out when available and have some fun.
>This isn't the first time we had this issue and I do know about it, so this time it is my screw up.
>She freaks out, doesn't say anything for the rest of the day even though I apologized and kept trying to talk to her. Don't even know if that person even saw it
>Today during Easter she was doing the normal Easter family things. Actually responded but with the formal cold and short sort of tone showing she's still quite pissed. Still got a glimpse of her normal self though

It's been rocky lately with both of us, stress and drama on both our sides and her depression cycle (which I hope I didn't push her back into, she was starting to come out of it) and that's been leading to arguing here and there. We'll make up, start talking normally and it'll be as it was but I feel all of this kind of starts forming cracks in the foundation of our friendship and I worry eventually that may cause the foundation to fail.

The silence and/or whenever someone is just so short like that whenever they're angry at me just kills me. I just want time to speed up so I don't wallow in this misery and feel the pain for what seems so long.

Fucked up a few times recently in general and each time I learn from it, but this was a big one. I hope this is the last for a very long time.

It takes two.

How can people be tarded enough to make such longs posts here?

Get a life.

What they are saying doesn't even make sense. It's a bunch of nonsense you have to piece together in order to figure out half of what they are even trying to say. Retarded is right.

That's a shitty situation to be in user what I'd recommend is that you find Find the root of his depression and cure that the best you can within your means.
And if the psychologists are saying he's there for the attention there is a good chance that he may have been neglected as a child.
To counter this I'd recommend that you say that you're there for him but encourage him to get into highly social hobbies/activities such local politics or local charity work.
it'll mean he'll get attention, praise and the chance to meet people and build relationships with them so he can just talk about his problems and be "properly listened to" that he is desiring.
Hope that helped user and I hope he gets the help he needs.
I think I need more details user otherwise all I can say is ABORT trying to stick your dick into a crazy
>but I love her in a platonic way
More reason to distance yourself then. She's already emotionally twisting you around her finger and her needs making you feel bad for nothing. Not only that but either way you cut it she's either making up the fact that all of her family are nutters as no one is that paranoid with phones. Or that they are that crazy which means she is equally as likely to be.

I'd run user, cut her off like a cancer and not look back especially before she becomes properly neurotic and clingy.
>mfw

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what does? you being a selfish ass? that takes one. do you need me? say the word and i'm there. i would have at any point. i cannot read your mind.

When will losers stop using this board to whine about girls/emotional crap and post real problems instead?

>post real problems instead?

Well okay I got one. Last couple of times I whacked off there's been blood in my sperm, dick doesn't hurt (although a slight hot feeling) and whenever I piss it's all normal. Still get hard and all like normal as well.

Wonder if I tore something or maybe used that cock ring a hair too long.

ikr?

move along, doesn't concern you

I'm leaving for Seattle to live with my dad for two months, my mom wants me to experience more than what I am right now. She also wants me to get laid. I'm not sure how I can get involved with any community up there for that short amount of time, nor do I know how to get involved, or what. I want to experience life over there, but fuck if I know what to do.

People do post non-emo questions, but those threads get ignored.

Why do you care what type of problems people have?

It's fairly understandable that most people's problem would be emotional, given that it's the driving force of all action in our lives.

Just join a specified community if you want to help people with their relevant shit.

I feel a little seed of a crush growing between me and this person, we only see each other once a week at work but I can't help but wonder if there's something there. We're both in relationships, though I'm in a downward spiral with mine and they might be with theirs too, last time we worked together she was kind of openly complaining about her boyfriend to me and my coworkers.

I'm not the kind of person to be disloyal, and my impression of her is that she's not either. But when she clocked out, on her way out of the building, she specifically stopped where I was still working and gave a kind of goodbye that was so softly warm and tender, yet simple and apropos for work that it left me with a mystifying buzz that I can't stop thinking about. It was striking too because she usually exits in a sort of half Irish goodbye manner without saying much to anyone.

The last time I saw her we also made a lot of eye contact, the kind where you feel someone looking at you and then you lock eyes for what feels like a while. That happened a handful of times. I've also been pretty good at making her laugh, like she even throws her back and closes her eyes and everything. I try to act like I'm not noticing too much because I don't wanna be too proud of my own jokes or make it obvious that I like her.

I guess I'm just wondering how these feelings will resolve. It's a sad thing, it feels like. I doubt either one of us will break up soon even though we both seem malcontent in our respective relationships. And I doubt neither of us would make a move. Heck, I doubt the infatuation will even last seeing as we only encounter each other once a week. And I guess that's kind of the thing that makes me most sad. I know it'll fade eventually, and everything will be fine, but I kind of don't want the story to end without a real resolution. Sometimes I wish I could see these feelings thru to the full extent of where they'll go even when I know I shouldn't. The mystery, it haunts me.

I wish I knew what a happy moment could feel like without having regret immediately after.

I am not a person who lives while seeking the validation of others. I can understand such people; and, in fact, understand most people, but I can't relate to them. I live my life from a bird's eye perspective and always have. When others want to involve me further, I feel briefly happy. And then I regret it.

I wish I could remember more clearly the events in my life so that I could try handpicking the ones which may have brought me to this point.

Pressing friendship, confessing love... Thank you, but please leave me alone. Thank you. I'm sorry, thank you, but...

People see little pieces of each other and the ones that leave the greatest impression shape their opinion of you. I decide what you see, you see. You have this concept of a partner or a friend and you think I might fit just right, like a hexagon inside a circle; all you have to do is put in the time to shave my sharp edges a little.

I don't want to. God, I'm so tired. This repetition of shaving off pieces of myself and gluing them back on only when I must or when I have been left alone again. I'm not broken. The pieces are all here but they don't fit quite right anymore, and some of them might be in the wrong place. I am my whole self yet I feel like a Pablo Picasso painting. It's just not... quite... right. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't born circular. I hope everyone who counted on me finds the shape that fits. Please just let me be a hexagon. I can do it alone.

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Ask her if she's free and wants to get a coffee/pint after work user couldn't be simpler
However it is with the caviate that you mention it while talking about a topic.
E.g. That's really interesting Katie, wanna grab a coffee/pint and continue talking about this?
And when you're there talk about life, relationships add some flattery etc. See what she says. Get that resolution user I'm like that too
But in the words of Shia labouef "Don't let your dreams be dreams just do it"
user it seems you're a person wants validation in fact you're dying for it.
I say this because you say of your anology
The hexagon inside a circle you shave your pieces off to fit inside for someone else. And by doing that sure you have a circle sure. but it's a circle with rough edges, that's synthetic it fits sure but it's too small now and doesn't match the purpose the client/partner originally had.

Like many others who visit these threads they don't respect themselves they denigrate and harm themselves psychologically and they're not quite the right fit and they are right In that respect.

That's because You need to be you, in that you need to respect and be proud of who you see in the mirror you before you find someone who will ever be compatible with you user this is so important I can not tell you enough.

And with that being said you also need to live for you first instead of passively looking from the birds eye view and forcing yourself to be a circle change for your betterment and your betterment alone not for someone else start lifting get that body you always wanted put your head down work towards that job you dreamed of, talk to the people you've always wanted to talk to. YOU DO IT FOR YOU

And when people see that passion that character (or dem gains) people will be drawn to it and a hexagon can finally meet a hexagon however you have to work for it It doesn't just come on a plate for you user.
Hope this helps I believe in you user!

Frankly, I feel “Dense”

I remember playing a game based on “Live-A-Live” but a Touhou spin-off. And at one cutscene in the game I come across a quote.

“If you spend your days carelessly, a year will pass in the blink of an eye.”

And I say there for a while simply struck by that quote. I felt nothing but the slightest “pulling” or dread within me when I saw that phrase.

Sometimes I wonder about how I’m forgetting my life. I’m failing to notice, no less take part in life’s important milestones. Getting a license, going to prom, dating and all that. I’m a fresh 18 year old in semester two of senior year. And I feel dense to the world...

Tell me it ain’t too late. My dad’s getting old and my mom works her butt off for the family. But the biggest worry is that I’m forgetting the lives of others as well as my own.

Even as I type this I feel a void in my chest.

I know These past couple of days have been weird between us since we both said how we feel about each other . But since Thursday I haven’t stopped Thinking about you and just how great you are. sitting next to you realizing Just how cute you are when you’re nervous And being awkward Made it so hard not to kiss you. I know you’ve had a lot to think about lately, but I don’t know if I want you to give up everything you’ve been building for me . You deserve better and I just wanna see you happy But I don’t want to be the decision you regret . You are amazing and I know that we will be happy together. I know you have a lot to think about between where you’re going to go and what it could do to our friendship, what work would be like and what your family would think , But waiting on your decision is terrible. I feel like I’m pressuring you when you have a little more think about than just yourself.

my friend wants to become a girl

>depressed
>hate uni
>hate life
>girl troubles
>close friends have a lot of shit going on too so I'm trying to console them and deal with my own problems
>40k in debt
>been contemplating suicide for the past couple months
>decide that school is just a waste of time and money right now
>made up my mind that I'm going to drop out and follow a plan I've made for the next 6 months or so
>stopped going to classes completely, looking for jobs right now. planning on just working every day instead of going to class
>semester ends in 5 weeks. plan on moving back in with mom, then moving back out by the end of august
>still haven't told my mom about all this. I know she'll understand eventually after I tell her everything because of her own past experiences but I know she'll be sad and angry and disappointed. can't stand to see her like that
>lurking on Jow Forums and drinking instead of being productive

life fucking blows man. why are we expected to have our whole damn life figured out by the time we're 18

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Here's a trend I've noticed: Negative thoughts usually center on things you can't have or do, while positive thoughts center on appreciating what is within your control. For instance, I hate the fact that I live in a small room with my mother and we're both unemployed so she stays up at night and deprives me of the pleasure of being alone, but on the other hand, I still have a computer with which I can improve my writing skills, and a guitar for composing music, and that thought alone is enough to carry me through another day. Perhaps it would be beneficial then to establish a habit of positive reinforcement where, the next time you find yourself reaching for something beyond your grasp, you revert to those things you have now and consider new ways to use them that might better your life. It might help.

O-okay?
Do you feel better about yourself now?
It's not like one could really do much to remedy that by themselves.

To briefly summarize; in 1983, my uncle and two of his coworkers were killed in a car crash by a Jewish man who was driving unlicensed after a previous license suspension; and because his Jewish father was a high ranking member of the local judicial system, he received ZERO punishment. A fine example of Jewish privilege.

My father and grandparents are loving, tight-knit, supportive, successful, and always try to come off as happy, friendly and positive people to everyone they encounter; but there are occasions where it is apparent just how deeply and irreversibly my uncle's untimely death has scarred them. As good of a job as my family did at picking up the pieces following his murder, I can see it is the one massive dark cloud in what has otherwise been a great life for them.

Several family friends had previously offered to murder the people responsible for my uncle's death. Of course, it is said that the best revenge is living well, and my family firmly believes in that enough that they did not endorse any revenge killings.

In line with my family's wishes, I will try my best to live well. I will try to be a positive influence on the people around me. I will try to make a respectable career for myself. I will try to start my own family, and raise my children with the good values that my family endorses. This is my plan A. I am not scared to fail, because if I fail to enact plan A, I will simply enact plan B, which is to give up on society and murder as many Jewish people as possible until I am either arrested or killed. Obviously my family wouldn't approve of this, but they will likely all be dead by the time I am in my mid 30's, so they will not have to be alive to derive any pain from my actions.

Following either plan A or B, my uncle's impact on this world WILL GO ON, in either a positive or negative light.

You are sorely missed, Ken.

I think the reason I gravitate to dominant fantasies of slavery or mind control or body modification to force my way to sexually overpower a partner is partly because I don't think women in general are attracted to me. Aesthetically I'm fat, and emotionally I'm either raging or a nervous worrywart.

I wish I could just naked and told by a cute girl I was attractive as I am now. That I could have that win on my belt. I mean, I know the internet is a place where that's asking for fishing scams or something, but I'm tired of this isolation and social anxiety. I wish I could be vulnurable about my weight, given a warm sexual experience, and encouraged to work out and get more appealing by some beautiful woman. Like a sexually available personal trainer or something. But I get women are creatures with agency and their own needs, and wouldn't devote themselves to someone else's well-being like that...

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Maybe just lose weight fattie?

The only time I was ever focused and driven to lose weight was when I had a girlfriend. I can't find the drive to do stuff for myself like that. It doesn't feel like a tangible 'do this to improve for X' if X is a concept rather than any one person.

I get like in the grander sense, losing weight would be a sort of catch-all for any woman I found appealing, but right now women as a whole that I know are just a mass of people that I feel nothing about. Maybe I can't lose weight because I'm surrounded by fat chicks at work that I don't feel compelled to impress.

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I know you've probably heard this a million times, but you have to learn that you are worth taking care of. Learn that you are worth being healthy and attractive. Do things for yourself, not for someone else. You know those thoughts that tell you you're shit and not good enough? Fuck that. There are enough people trying to put you down, you need to be your own friend. Talk to yourself as if you're talking to an innocent child who doesn't know any better. You wouldn't talk to this child like they're trash that doesn't deserve a happy life. Do the same for yourself.

Anons, please help me!

I feel drenched in misery and everyday I view the world in a different shade.
Brief spells of tears brought on by seemingly nothing.
Melancholy

>Do things for yourself, not for someone else.
But when I do that, I just go with my gut of sitting around playing video games, and eating fattening food. I'm not running on good instincts.

I confessed yesterday so I'm clean but the priest told me that masturbation is indeed a sin. Idk if I'm gonna be able to make it.

ahh Let me love you already

>Idk if I'm gonna be able to make it.
Not with that attitude user. It's nothing but a thing.
I quit fapping the same way I quit smoking. I'm pretty lazy and see every activity as a chore, so I realized all I have to do is NOT do something. Somehow that helped me, and I hope it helps you too user. Stay strong.

I hate that even after the breakup you are trying to control me.

i hate the UK and i hate everyone that's not my closest family

I know people are starving in Africa but in all my "social" circles I feel like I'm the one who has it the worst. I'm less qualified than everyone else, mentally, emotionally and physically.

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Anime bad.
Wow i feel so much better now, thank God you made this thread OP

One cup of coffee obliterates my asshole and leaves me heemin'. I think I have IBS

I'm leaving again. I can't let you hurt me like this anymore.

Do you milk or cream? Try decafe or some juice instead.

I hate that you disrespected me and lied constantly

No one respects a dude in his early 20's , what did you ever contribute?

Where the hell did that come from

Are you J? If not don't mind me

though I ain't wrong

Your friend is a faggot. If you look like a girl and you're genetically a guy, you just lied about your gender. I don't mind homosexuals but got damn I hate trannies

Then tell me you love me

It sounds like symptoms of anxiety

Depending how committed you are and how long you've been together..

maybe consider going to a couple counselling therapist for this and if he presents signs of trauma from growing up in that enviornment he could be recommend to see a specialist.

At the very least it is something to consider.

I want to send you pictures too but you send such mixed signals. Your pictures make me want you so much. I've never sent nudes to anyone before and I think I've made a fool of myself enough. I wish you'd let me know how you feel, you already know how I feel.