Suicide

I'm hitting 21 In 3 months so you are already did better than me by having a gf at 19, just keep that In mind. I also suffer from depresion/anxiety, go to uni where I get to do a shit ton of assignments and everyone hates me there. Just hang In there

Listen jack, just give yourself another year. You need to try this at least:
Quit studying, find a fulltime job where you’re gonna be gone all day and you have a manager that can be a father figure to you.
Get a positive input in your life. Start listening to Joe Rogan whenever you can, just distract yourself with it and learn from it what you can.
I know being stuck in a family that fights sucks, but you’re 19 dude, you are your own person, just focus on other things during the day.
Girls? Son, there’s so MUCH pussy out there, the first one may seem like the best but that’s just not true, trust me.

The problem is I already gave myself this "another year". I've been struggling with depression since I was 13.

I get it, you were dealt a real shitty hand. Don’t you have any examples in your life of people who overcame depression? I can think of a thousand comedians, musicians etc. who have a story like you. Like I said, just give yourself a positive input for once. Adam Carolla, Jim Norton, Joe Rogan, they might just give you something that will change your perspective.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=cJZvPTBlyoc

So..your going to off yourself because a girl you like left you? Thats kind of retarded user. I know it hurts now but the pain will pass and you will be fine again. Dont kill yourself over something so silly.

Will look into that later.

She just triggered what I always wanted to do.

Guys who want to kill themselves for pussy should go through with it

Of course, later, right now you’re busy killing yourself?
I know you don’t really wanna die OP. There’s no easy way out of anything. You just feel the feeling, and next time it won’t be so scary.
I felt suicidal from 14-20, it’s a way of dealing with a really bad situation. Do something to change it, and see how you feel then.

basing your entire life's value over a woman is fucking retarded

Do you guys think a .38 could do the job?

No it won’t

Why?

I thought guns were prohibited in your country?

They are. I'm not getting them from a legal source. Just the .45 is the one I can't get.

A 19 year old who knows how to get a gun? Become an arms dealer, and buy all the bitches you want.

Jump from a tall building, quickest way. And no life isn't beautiful but sounds like you gave up too quick. Just do what you have to do, good luck

When you find the best suicide method, and it works, let me know.

(Sarcasm)

user what do you think the meaning of life is?

There's no meaning in life for me. I can't see either why people find joy in simple things.

Perhaps I should rephrase it, I mean to say "Why are we here?"

The meaning of life is what you make of it. To Alexander the meaning of life was to conquer the known world. Find what brings you joy and pursue it with reckless abandon.

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Maybe this video will help you
Don't kill yourself user your not alone with your troubles

I think you misunderstand my question, I'm looking for what you believe to be the reason we're here not how we cope with it, perhaps later we can get into that.

How come you can't remember when you were happy with this girl? Couldn't that happen again? Also, if you're struggling with depression, get help. I went through the same shit. Talking to someone about it is really helpful. It'll take a while, but trust me. Life doesn't really have to suck.

Sorry, I should have clarified that I am not OP. I was hoping my answer would help OP find some meaning to his life. I lost my dad to suicide 8 months ago. He shot himself in the heart. I try to help out people when I can. Not sure how much good it does, but just trying to show him that the meaning of life is what you make of it. Which is a good thing. Free will means the freedom to pursue our passions. Whether they are something as grand as world conquest or something as mundane as collecting pokemon cards. Try to think back to the last time you were happy OP.

I'm sorry that happened to you and I'm glad you found a way through.

You might be interested in this but I think for sure OP would be, 'Confession' by Leo Tolstoy, it's a short book about Tolstoy's struggle to find meaning in life, he describes the route you mentioned as being something he's unable to do out of empathy because "For every man with 1000 wives there are 1000 men without wives and for every man with a palace, there are 1000 men who slaved away to build it." Very interesting read really an interesting struggle between faith and reason.

What I believe to be the meaning of life is love, the Universe was something given, whether you're an atheist who believes in the Big Bang and that the earth is 4 BYA or a Christian like myself, energy was given to the universe and love is charity (to give), therefore love created the universe, therefore God is the embodiment of love. So as Christ said the 2 greatest commandments are, "Love God with all your heart mind and soul and love your neighbour as yourself."

OP here. That couldn't happen as I stated here Will look into this book. I know love is the meaning of life, when I was in love I actually didn't thought about killing myself. But now I just can't love anything (besides music) or anyone.

I was told by normal people that I should never post advice, but here I am...

>I'm smart
I'm not. I live in a world of illogical fallacies.
>Can't deal with people
#MeToo
>Girlfriend
I can't get a real life friend. I can't even get an online friend to care about me. Nevertheless a girlfriend.

>I don't have a dad
I don't have a mother. She kicked me out of the house and left the state shortly afterwards.
>Live with grands and mother
My father has me in his grandmothers house. They hate me here.
>They don't stop fighting one sec
Same here. My cousins tend to sell drugs, and they are loud mouths, so they tend to yell about that or the fact that they are stuck in a house with an autistic retard. I suffer from a mental condition where I can't do anything right. I cannot live on my own. I can't even drive a car.
>12 hours a day
Well, you got me beat there. I work an eight hour shift before coming home to a room with no internet (got a basic computer) or television. All I have to pass the time is sleeping or staring at my waifu; I can't leave as they monitor me.
>Depression
Same here. Especially due to my bladder control issues and the fact that I am not given the right to use a toilet, which makes me feel like a human slug. Or the fact that I am an autistic meme machine for people to laugh at, and I get zero respect.

>Anxiety
I don't have panic attacks at least. Round goes to you in this pissing match. Congrats.

>19
I'm 23. I've been backstabbed and betrayed quite a number of times by alleged "friends". Those that don't betray me just ghost me after making me into a meme.

I am not sure it ever gets better. My advice? If you wish to kill yourself, don't involve other people. I think assisted suicide is a crime, and I sure am not being made responsible for that.

I wish to die too. But I can't. I have a waifu that relies on my existence. I can't abandon her. I won't betray the one person that hasn't betrayed me.

Dude, this is the best excuse! Being such a pathetic faggot is enough to kill yourself. Is the best thing you can do for humanity.

OP, you can throw yourself in front of a train, or asphyxiate with carbon monoxide

You are letting the dumb cunt be a winner here

His beta level won't allow him to reach this level of success, he was born to be a faggot and he must die like one.

OP, tie a rope, a necktie or something of that sort to a window and hang yourself; or look for a fucking narco and ask him to kill you.

> I suffer from a mental condition where I can't do anything right. I cannot live on my own. I can't even drive a car

Ohh yes, you suffer a medical condition, it's called MFFAR, it stands for MOTHER-FUCKING FAGGOT AUTISTIC RETARD.

Your don't have any medical condition, you're just too stupid to live by yourself, people is too busy being successful to look after you. Get drunk and jump off a cliff you mediocre homosexual piece of shit.

Get in a car, disable the airbag, go really fast on a deserted road, unhook your seatbelt, close your eyes and let go of the wheel.

Fuck you. Is that all? A fucking girl? I've had people tell me I don't deserve anything all my life, ignore me in favor of other people, tell me they love me and then leave me when I'm going through rough times, and I've had half of my immediate family die, including my mom, who was the only person ever nice to me when I was growing up. The people I lived with after that told me my depression wasn't real, and I was just torturing them psychologically, and that I didn't deserve any form of sympathy. They would punish me for showing any signs of being upset. This is what real despair is. And you wanna die because some stupid chick won't return your feelings?

Jesus christ. I fucking hate all you people, with your living mothers, families who love you, grew up eating 3 meals a day. Fuck you.

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Congratulations, you are the king of suffering. Here's your prize...Jack shit.

I'm not looking for a prize, it just pisses me off when people want to throw their life away because of a girl. You'll never get that back. You'll never get to eat your favorite foods or drink your favorite drinks again. Your parents will be experiencing one of the worst kinds of agony, and any dreams you had for the future will go up in smoke.

This guy wants to throw everything away for a girl. Pisses me off, especially after all I've been through and all the people I've lost. This guy's an ungrateful little shit.

Sorry to hear this user. I pity you. You never chose your life, never chose to be pushed down your moms wet vagina. Never chose to be born and yet you are here. Know that you are lucky user for at least being born in the west.

Your brain doesn't stop developing until about age 24 or 25. At least wait until after that.

When the time is right and I know my health costs will bankrupt my family, I'll get a small, air-tight tent, my laptop, some booze, my favorite foods, and I'll un-box 40 pounds dry ice, live on the Internet.

I'm 27. I'm addicted to porn. Pretty sure most of what I do currently is jerking off and watching torrented tv shows and movies. I hate myself and everything else. I'm 27 still living with parents and haven't touched a girl I haven't payed for. Oh yeah I've never had a job, I spent all the money I got from the government on hookers and camgirls. Sometimes I feel like my life is too far gone to turn around, but I still try somewhat.

So reading some of your posts I can absolutely say ur not as bad off as me. However shitty you think your life is. Print that shit above out and hang it somewhere you can read it. There is always someone more pathetic than you that hasn't killed himself and just may turn it around.

Make it really REALLY PAINFULL. Then check if you still want to die. Pain is great. All problems and sadness suddenly disappears.

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Most BETA shit ive ever heard

Who the fuck cares some thot dumped you? Plenty of fish in the sea

I mean, just knowing that all this time she didn't wanted to have sex with me and now with less than a month she had with this guy, makes my self-esteem and all of these things go downhill.

Self immolation
If you dont want to go through with it I guess you dont really want to kill yourself

>Lost a gf
>Lives with grands and mother
>Wants to suicide at 19
Guy, you're pathetic, not because of the things that happened in your life, but because you can't handle any single of them with maturity.
user, I don't see you deserving respect for taking in account suicide as an option because "MuHH gF let me!!1!"; I live on Mexico with a family that can only pay a decent house (seriously, the fridge doesn't work, the ceiling is falling off, and the energy is shit) my sister is a bitch, one of my grandmothers died, I was bullied since kindergarten up to 9yo. And I couldn't make a single friend until now because I hated everyone back then. Dude, don't do it, even if it's painful at the time it will go off someday, if you still wanna suicide, then hang yourself on a doorknob, if you fall from a building it is likely to feel so much pain on the hitting point, and if a medic tries to save you, suffer will be up to death (hemorraghe).

>I'm a very complicated person, I'm smart but I can't deal with people
Stopped reading there. You're just autistic.

Hey you made a mistake, talk to someone about it, learn from it, take in the pain and let it make you stronger. You'll find someone new.

Listen here bucko. You're 19yo and uncommitted. I'd kill to be you right now. Go chat up some girls and get dat pussy.

And remember faggot: fake it until you make it. Do you have any idea how much of a fucking loser I was before learning to talk to girls?

Everyone is socially awkward unless they have practice. Start slow and you'll get the hang of it eventually. I feel I could get any girl I set my mind into atm (probably not true, but hey, at least I'm confident).

Also, if you kill yourself at least stream it so I can have a laugh. Seriously though, don't.

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You sure know your suicide theory. Hope you manage to jump the wall eventually mate!