21 years old

>21 years old
>Mixed-raced and no one shares in my blood, so I've never had an easy time forming relationships with others
>See myself turning 30 or 40 with no reason to keep living
>Realize the most probable route for my life to go down is suicide
>Have never kissed a girl, and don't really see it happening if I stay in the United States, so I will probably die a virgin
>Communicate with people and feel nothing at all, so it's too late to make real friends

I don't see myself lasting too long on this earth.

I don't love my mother or father like I should.
I know I could die and be done with living right now, but what little life I have isn't old yet, so I think I'm just going to keep going until A.) stress from work allows me to commit suicide, or B.) I get tired of life.

I can't see a real and valid alternative for someone that was never raised within a tribe. It has made me a weak man that is incapable of doing anything for himself. People kill themselves because they're like me all of the time.

I was always in desperate need of people to love, but I never really had it, and I never will.

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white girls love mixed race dudes
just work on yourself, man, it'll be okay

i think you should get the idea that race has anything to do with relationships out of your mind. i'm mixed myself, and i used to have a similar mentality. don't hang out with people because they look like you, hang out with them for the good you see inside of them, and they will do the same for you.

i know the "exercise and eat healthy" thing is a meme at this point, but it helps. don't off yourself. you're young and you still have a chance to keep fighting. i'm rooting for you. you're not alone.

STOP POSTING THIS YOU DUMB SPIC

I know you think I'm dumb, but Elliot Rodger had the same life because no one looked like him.

Race-mixing in an industrial society is evil and destructive toward the human species. Also, pic related is my DNA. The average DNA kit purchaser has an IQ of 105, so my IQ is around 120.

I think I will try, but I have a feeling the wheels will fall off.

I have a hard time blotting race out.
My parents are 50% white, and 100% white, and they argue scream and fight everyday, so I don't see race-mixed relationships as a healthy thing, and it's because they're really not.

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wow it's pretty obvious what you're doing here. You blame your mixed-race ethnicity as the reason you can't make friends or get laid. And then that leads to you hating your parents because they are the reason you're mixed race. Perhaps the fact that you're mixed race contributed to your introversion but it is no excuse.

And don't even think about suicide dude you don't know what the future will hold if you choose to better yourself.

"Despite all that you have done, you are not beyond salvation. You’re not here by accident or by chance. You are here by the grace of God. You’ve been given a gift. Now it remains to be seen whether you choose to embrace it.. Or to cast it aside."

No one reply or give him attention. Any advice will be ignored and excuses will be given. This poster is the new DUI guy but worse.

elliot rodger was attractive, he was just a sperglord

I don't hate my parents as they're both Christians.

I would hate my parents if they were both atheists, and I would probably kill them.

I don't see myself as naturally introverted.
I communicate a lot through Jow Forums, so that's obviously not the case.

My life emulates extreme introversion because of subconscious anxiety and fear brought about by my own, natural prejudice toward races that aren't my own.

It's not normal for a human being to live like me. It's a genetic extreme for a genius, and I'm not a genius.

He was attractive in video and photograph, as I am.

He was repulsive to meet in real life to White/Asian women, and he had no social skills as he had no true social experiences as he was never accepted voluntarily by other races.

I think he speaks the truth when says "You girls have never been attracted to me"

He was half White and Asian. He was probably not stupid.

>I'd kill my parents if they were athiests
Have you read the New Testament?
>Jow Forums posting shows im not naturally introverted
Yeah sure inconsequential internet chatter is totally the same as face to face contact
>natural prejudices to races that aren't my own.
Tf dude you're a halfbreed. Just associate with the race you look more like or which one that makes a majority of your DNA
>incoherent rambling about geniuses

Tbh you sound like a schizo or soon-to-be schizo. Please go to a therapist before this shit gets worse.

The majority of my DNA is white, but I am an ugly white man.

I try and talk to Mestizos (they're 60% white), and they're just as harsh and fearful toward me as white people are.

I have a genetic history of schizophrenia (half-brother is full blown thanks to street drugs), but I don't do any drugs as I'm aware that they will probably trigger my schizophrenic genetics.

And no, I do not believe in a deity or I wouldn't think the way I do.

No they dont unless he's tall

They dont marry them because being mixed (I'm assuming mulatto so correct me if I'm wrong) in America is like being black, and black people are the least attractive race in America.

>black people are least attractive race
Haha noooo. White women love black guys. As a matter of fact when white women find out I'm even part black they get more turned on.

It's probably because you have more going for you then because from experience women dont like black guys outside of race fetishizing

Dude, women in the US are way way easier than in Scandinavia. At least in California. Like I could never grasp what kind people would spend their valuable time watching two and a half men & the Big Bang theory, but now I get it.

>Der ewige Jude

Interesting. Wya user? I live near a large city - - I think blacks around here tend to be better off financially and culturally than other places.

You'll find someone who'll love you one day.

>blacks in a large city are better off
What fucking planet are you on?

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No, generally blacks are not "better off" but the cream of the crop is highly desirable, and so the stigma against blacks is really lessened to the extent that their fetishization is basically mainstream. And that fetishization stops applying to only the cream of the crop, especially for uglier white chicks.

>lmao bro race don't matter. Just smoke dope and get pussy yo. just b urself

Kill yourselves. Not OP, but I'm going through a similar situation, though not quite as fucked.

When I started in college I never really had anyone to talk to. I was pretty much alone all day, sitting in my room for a little over two years. I tried to talk to a girl I used to go in elementary school with but she never really wanted anything to do with me since she only cared about grades. And well, with me just doing nothing with my life, my grades were in the gutter. First day of the second year I went into the hall where we gathered and I thought to myself 'oh yeah, I remember now why I hate this place. I have no one to talk to' and almost broke down crying.
But well, that changed one day when one of the guys in my class invited me to a party. I never really were the type, I don't drink or do drugs, but for some reason I choose to follow through. And that might just be the reason why I actually have friends now.
If you sit in your room, all day doing nothing then you'll never get anywhere in life. You have to take a few chances along the way, nothing comes free. Not even friends. Get some hobbies, if you want to make some friends that is by far the best way. Go to local gatherings for such things and try to strike up a conversation with strangers. At worst, you'll look dumb, but they aren't likely to remember you anyway. At best, you'll get a friend you can talk to. Try using a dating app, get in touch with other people.
You can sit still for the rest of your life, or you can go out and do something about it annon. The choice is yours.

>Invited to a party

I'm mixed-raced.
People will never invite me to anything.
There hasn't been a single invitation throughout the entirety of my youth. I've communicated with hundreds of people throughout that span of time.

Why would it start now?

You really don't know the world you live in.

You wasted your time bro. OP literally does not care.

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Common solutions like "go join a club" don't work when you're a different race from everyone there.

It's like telling the average white man to go walk in the ghetto and pick-up some black girls.

You are such a piece of shit. Ive spent a whole thread trying to help you a few weeks ago and all you do is come back with this
>woe is me Im brownish
bullshit.
You may as well off yourself since nothing in life will ever be remotely attainable with the attitude ypu have. The irony is that it is literally such a non-problem but its keeping you from enjoying life.
Fuck you

Move to a nonracist country, or a bigger city with ethnic diversity.

But you're a mono-racial man telling me that I have no problem.

How many of your real friends are Latino?

>How many of your real friends are Latino?
my best friend's biological dad is mexican as fuck and his mom is whiter than me. It literally never comes up in conversation because it doesn't matter. STOP MAKING EXCUSES

>My best friend's dad is "mexican as fuck"

So your friend is 80-90% white?
That's not very boundary smashing.

Did you know women marry up economically?

I'm done. I'm just fucking done with you. I got baited AGAIN.
fuck you fuck you

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I'm not baiting you when I tell you the truth.

I feel like you're just screwing around with me right now, and I'm probably right.

No one would ever admit to having a best friend that's almost 100% white when they're reaching for shit.

>when white women find out I'm even part black they get more turned on

Then why they didnt date full blacks?
you are full of bs.

Perhaps it your personality and unwillingness tonmeet more people.

It's not a matter of personality.

My father and mother are both extroverted, but my mother (Mulatto Nicaraguan) is very quiet around people she doesn't know.

I share that trait with her.

I talk all of the time to my sister.
She's the only person I've had in my life that is my race, so we've bonded heavily.

It's an absolute and total drain on me to talk to people that I subconsciously mark an enemy, so it emulates introversion even though it's really not.

Stop being so obsessed with race. No one fucking cares if you are mixed or anything. If you are interested in a real relationship with someone something like race doesn't matter at all.

>Mixed-raced and no one shares in my blood, so I've never had an easy time forming relationships with others
This is a bunch of bullshit, I'm mixed and have no problems making friends of all races. Blame yourself, not this.

>Something like race doesn't matter at all

My mother and father are a good example of this.

They don't love each other, but they live together as they live in a symbiotic relationship.

Constant arguing and bickering and I grew-up never having a day without an extreme fight because they never saw one another as human, and they still don't. My mother never has sex with my father. She finds him ugly because he's pure European, and she's a Mulatto. My father masturbates to pornography to this day because my mother is so unattractive to him.

The only reason my mother never left is because she couldn't navigate the United States without my father.

You sound like you're a woman.
Are you?

You should give careful contemplation as to whether they're true friends or not.

I've grown to find that I've always been alone in this world and deluding myself as to my importance to others.

Did you know Elliot Rodger considered people he briefly encountered in classes to be life long friends?

They heard he thought they cared about him, and they responded by saying they barely knew him.

Just like me yet I'm 27 yo. At least form one bond with one of your parents. I hated both of them myself but once I moved out I started being on good terms with my black mom.
And yes for some reason even I think this world is utterly boring and the people within it fake which in turn makes it really difficult for me to make friends. Not only that but I was raised in America then left for Europe. Even the different way of upbringings made it hard for me to connect with people and so I was left mostly/ entirely on my own. But what I learned is being on your own can create stronger character which can help you endure even the greatest hardships.
Best thing is to have a goal in life be it striving for a great career or wanting to be a talented musician. Wanting to accomplish something or wanting to leave something behind so others can remember you by.
And ffs user we are Mulattos, we are a superior creation. These pure races are beneath us. We have the best qualities from the white and black race!

You need to run to a Mulatto girl like you, or you will never be happy on this earth.

It will be instantaneous sexual attraction if you can find one. Try Louisiana.

Where are these "good people"? Do they live in cities or hide in the countryside

You're only a flesh dildo

In my head I put my friends into tiers, most of them are tier two or three, only about 2 people are tier 1. Does this make sense?

Yes.
But your tier 1 and a monoracial's tier 1 are two different things.

They're closer than you are, and you don't even know.

I was amazed that my white friend could get upset over someone insulting his mother.

I would never.

Eh hardly, my closest friends are not my race.

Are they Mexican/Muslim?

Those are both very close.
You may also be living an isolationist life style.

Yeah, they are

Is this the half-Puerto Rican poster again? He posts this shit every few days.

>New IP

fuck off

you're just stupid so you can't get friends. it isn't your race

Move to Hawaii. Everyone is basically a mixture of different shades of brown. You can adopt a family (ohana) that becomes as real as any natural family.

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I'm not biologically stupid (and race does have a lot to do with stupidity).

I've met people that were horrible strategist that had loads of friends, so why can't I be in their shoes if I'm smarter than them?

The answer is subconscious racial discrimination.
I refuse to break my body to support another. No one else has to do that. I'd rather not have friends than do so.

Yes it is. he is a meme now.
I feel bad for all the people who have wasted time trying to help him.