So I came home for vacation and I ran into that girl again

So I came home for vacation and I ran into that girl again
>she asks me to take her to get her meds and set up a bank account
>she cannot set one up because she doesn't have a id because her license ran out 8 years ago (she is 28) and she never renewed it, also she would have to go thru the driving process again.
>she bawwed and said she wanted to wash her hands clean of life

>A few days later it's xmas eve,
>she wants me to drive her to the slummy part of the county and to borrow 30 bucks
>she practically begs me for the greater half of 2 days and tells me how much pain she is in and how getting medicine from this one store will ale her
>she acts suspiciously the whole way there
>she wants me to drive the back way
>she wants me to get money out in the gas station in the home town
>says she is going to a store to get something, but doesn't want me to in or near the parking lot for some reason and wait for her at the end of the street
>I comply and she doesn't show up for 10 minutes
> I get worried and go out
> I still don't see her and it's been an hour
>I finally see her, she is with a band of disheveled, wrinkled bums and she screams at me and asks where I was.
> Apparently I was too far down the street and she bitches at me for a few moments
>she proceeds to kiss tongue one of the bums and tells him merry xmas
>She says she was one of the friends of the bum she was going to marry before he died and did all that crazy shit to her
>get back to her place, finally and she wants to show me a documentary about drug use
>she goes to the bathroom for awhile and when she returns she is all woozy
>she starts passing out and her lips turn blue
>I ask her about this and she says this is the time of the day she goes to bed or whatever
>she esscorts me out
>On chrismas day I knock on her door and no one is home
>found dead 3 days later, this shit still haunts me

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Didn't you post this a few months back? How did you run into her again if she's dead?

Idk stressed, I am still thinking about it.
Why did I cave?
She was begging and saying the pain was pushing her and that she would kill herself if she didn't get a break.

Can't save em all op. Don't let your past define your future.

OP you tried really hard dude, it's okay to vent and to cry and to get it out but you seriously fucking tried

Truth be told I think I have been seeing her ghost
>Had sleep paralysis for the first time in my life 2 nights before she was discovered
>Room was completely pink and I was unable to move
>I literally said out loud "so this is sleep paralysis huh?
>a dark shadow came towards my bed, hugged me and I heard her call out my name
>I thought nothing of it at the time
>a few weeks ago, I had a dream of sitting next to her on a swing set just conversing.
>Yesterday I had a dream where I told her she died through a computer screen.

No lie,
I have never had a dream about a person before.
I only have weird videogame and movie like dreams.
Something must be up

Hey this thread. Welcome back.

I think youre just as much of a stupid gullible fuck now as i did then.

That's psychosis or sleep paralysis lol, you can hullicnate during it. Also you're clesrly traumatized by the event so there is that too

At least you brought us something nee this time.

Dreams mean nothing. Its simply your mind processing your waking life.

Try to forget about your junkie whore and move on. Go to grief support groups, they are free and happen often.

Not sure if i can find another.
I just turned 30 might be too late for me

Trust me, you can. Find a way to move on.

Honestly, your whole store just shows that you need better boundaries and to seek healthier partners.

I probably won't until I find another job in another town or something.
Her best friend has been hitting on me, but I am not sure if she is serious or not; she is pretty but kinda has a double chin.

Is she also a junkie?

no she isn't a junkie at all, she works at an office. She is really nice,not sure if this is something I want to las thought, she is irish, and they don't age well at all

Irish and fat... nope.

Change life up, move cities and start a new career.

that's another problem I have been having.
>I was working for 6 months, got dropped due to costs,
> almost got into another place but they hired someone closer
>got hired at a convention by a studio, but they dropped me because (oh we didn't know how much it was to make a game)
I got like a months pay out of it, but was dropped.

This shit is getting old

Like i said, new career.

Goodnight.

You post this every fucking day. Stfu and get over it.

She was obviously mentally ill and damaged, not much you can do bro

had bipolar schizophrenia/panic disorder/PTSD, and sciatica from being raped on the gravel. Anothe friend of her's said that the rape didn't happen though

She actually said in my car a few days before hand "I have alot of problems"

That's crazy.

Would you all have done anything different?