Sad Nigga Hours

It just seems not worth to try. The last one gave me hope and then just ghosted me and here I am - still waiting for her "to be in a better mood"

>went on a long drive and hike to clear my mind
>i've got everything anyone could ask for - a roof over my head, decent job, potential, little health or debt issues, the opposite sex doesn't hate me and getting laid isn't an issue

but I still can't connect with people. I haven't had a true best friend since highschool or a lover since college. I'm just going through the motions, hanging out with people I don't really understand and dating people who I would never marry

I just haven't found my people yet and it seems like when I try hard, I push people away further, and when I don't try, everything stays the same.

I "broke up" with this girl that I was dating today

I'm not really upset about her specifically, I didn't like her very much, but I'm upset that I'm just destined to never keep up any sort of relationship

It's ok, op. I got rejected by one of my friends hard and I was borderline suicidal. I managed to recover but essentially I have to watch her love blossom with the man she picked over me. Good times.

Pretty inconsequential. I had an annoying moment that I think I'll remember for a while though. A customer in my store (work part-time retail) was getting real nosy about my life and career and was interested when I mentioned I was going into law school. He asked me about my high school and if I liked it. When I told him that I hated high school, he made a cocky comment: "Well, it prepared you for college and you graduated college so you can't bitch about it. People bitch too much about schools in this country (US)" It pissed me off how he asked a question that he wanted a specific answer. That he was just pretending to be interested in a conversation with me. To him I replied "Well, if it wasn't that bad I doubt there'd be so many kids shooting up their schools." He got annoyed and told me I shouldn't bring things like that up at work, and he might be right but goddamn that still pisses me off to think about. What kind of person do you have to be to approach a retail worker, pretend to enter into a conversation with him, reprimand him when he has different views (or rather a different experience) than you, and then get offended by a response? Every day at this job makes me convinced that everybody's right about America consisting mostly of out-of-shape scatterbrained losers.

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Matched with a girl, and we've been talking for about two days, I asked her to meet and she said yeah, so I make plans and initially she agrees but later says she can't. I message about a reschedule and haven't heard from her since. To be fair it was at midnight she could've fallen asleep.

If she never messages me again that's fine I guess, I'm more down about how this is always how it ends. How many times must I walk this road before it changes.

I'm in a similar position. My best friend actually lives with his gf. We made two other friends this year and the other day they were all talking about sex stuff. It's pretty uncomfortable being the only guy who's never had sex. I don't really know how I ended up a 22 year-old virgin, most people think I'm fairly normal and I have a nice job but for some reason I've never met a girl I really click with.

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My gf went to Guyana for a week and I have no one to keep me company at work now. Life is SHIT.

>has a gf
>has a job
>Life is SHIT.

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I SAID IT WAS SHIT

it wasn't very good. i got a 60% on a test that i studied really hard for. i spent the rest of my day watching MMA fights that weren't very good. my mom's disgusting alcoholic friend (who came on to me once) barged through our front door and i had to leave for the night. i played pinball for 4 hours at the local bowling alley. i met a teenaged skater in the parking lot and we talked about skating for about an hour. now i'm home

i felt the same way everyday that i worked in the retail industry. overall, most of the people you talk to do feign interest because americans just love talking in general. if it bothers you that much, just keep it very brief with them. they'll take you for an asshole, but you will have some peace

It's been a mix of productivity and empowerment coupled by insecurity and worries about myself and my future

pretty standard

just came back from church and now just chilling on my phone

it's alright. 26 year old here burning himself like an edgy teenager, you will get you hugs when you meet someone who deserves them

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Sounds like a cool day. I had a bad interview earlier for a second job I didn't even want to I really don't care. Got home and my boss called and said I could have the day off since we'd be really slow at work. Texted a bunch of people but no one has really responded. It was my roommates birthday and he always says he's my friend but didn't invite me to hang with him today. He's 20 though (I'm 26) so I know he's fake. All 20 year olds are fake. I'll probably end up downtown at the retro arcade later tonight, playing pinball as well until maybe midnight? Not sure. It's 6:15 rn. After I eat my dinner I'll probably head out

I wouldn't avoid calls from people, but I do think fasting is a really great thing and should be done more often

Hey I'm sorry to hear about that. I don't think you should kill yourself though. It's stupid that college is pushed on everyone. It's a pyramid scheme more than anything