Since I started masturbating at like 13 its been my reliable go-to fantasy. I would imagine I was raping my chubby sister or little Asian adopted cousin in the ass. I've fantasized lots about other people since, but almost always of raping them.
I learned to lucid dream at 7 or 8, and when I lucid dream of sex its always rape.
When I tickle a girl and she screams stop I get diamond hard.
I sometimes try to watch vanilla porn, but it seems so boring and fake. I always find myself wandering back to rape porn, or girls clearly hating it or crying as they get fucked up the ass.
I started having sex in college, and when I was with my girlfriend I was usually imagining that I was raping her. Now when I'm with my wife its the same...sometimes she indulges me and begs me to stop and fights and struggles while I fuck her. I almost can't cum without imagining I'm raping someone.
We get visited by cute Mormon missionaries and half the time they are here I'm imagining how hot it would be to break into their apartment and rape them.
When I read about girls getting really raped it makes me feel shirty, but when I read about how most girls have rape fantasies it turns me in something awful.
When I'm alone I sometimes go on omegle video chat and start conversations with girls telling them how I want to hold them down and rape their ass. Lots of them get offended but about 1 in 10 has me describe it for them and love it.
I have a commission job and should be working during the day but I completely waste 4-5 hours every day telling strangers in internet chat rooms how I want to rape them.
I think I come across as pretty normal and likeable but I want to rape 90%of women and 10% of the men I meet.
I used to lucid dream about rape and i would feel like shit when i wake up.
Angel Wood
Youre fine thinking about it and fantasizing, as long as thats only what it is, thinking. What sets you apart is not acting on those thoughts. Dreaming it is fine since its your own head, but acting it out in real life is a whole other story. Also you would get your asshole destoryed in prison.
Eli Wood
>I think about rape alot >wants to rape sister or cousin and commit incest >imagine raping gf >have rape fantasies >I think I come across as pretty normal and likeable but I want to rape 90%of women and 10% of the men I meet. >Wat do?
Ok, I'll tell you what to do. Check pic and please consider the following:
I’ve got the same issue, but I’ve been working on it by just looking at different kinds of weird fetish shit. Now I’m into armpits, but I only have rape fantasies every few days. Progress!
Daniel Barnes
You can do rape play with your wife. Use a safeword and be safe. Also actually stop if she uses her safeword
Elijah Brown
I’d see someone about it. Yes, role play is probably fine if you can control yourself.
You’re setting yourself up for an early retirement if you ever break up with your wife, and your job is anything remotely professional though. “He hit me without my consent during consensual sex.” Sound familiar? NY’s AG just had to resign because of stuff like that.
Blake Torres
OP, i dunno if you're into BDSM, but there's a subculture of it that you may be interested in. It's called Consensual Non-Consent or Rape play. Set the boundary lines, the scene, the safeword, and go. You might find it worth looking into.
Brody Peterson
Fantasize all you like, but it’s somewhat worrying you waste so much time doing it. Also shame on you for lusting (even in thought) after other women while being married. As long as you understand that your actions have consequences, you’ll probably be fine.
Levi Green
same fucking boat here, had a rape fetish for like 4 years now. It started when I was looking at hot classmates and imagined forcing them down to the toilet where I could have my way with them, really fucked up shit, but can't rly do anything against it besides not actually raping people.
