HELP? DON'T? IDFK

god damnit i'm tangled real fucking bad and if i don't tread carefully i could break a lot of shit. there's this girl at work who is giving me all the signs of interest (submission, saying she likes the niche things i do, looking at my lips when i talk to her, lots and lots of eye contact, laughing at my dumb jokes) but
>BUT SHE'S MY MENTEE
>but she's just a year younger than me
>BUT SHE'S A SERGEANT AND I'M JUST AN AIRMAN
>but in 2 weeks i'll be a sergeant
>BUT SHE'S DATING A SERGEANT RIGHT NOW
>but she's giving me all these signs and she just got to this base
>BUT THE DUDE SERGEANT IS TALL AND HUNKY AND ON THE BASE
>but not working at the same building as me
>BUT IN THE SAME RANGE OF OPERATIONS AS ME

>IF SHE REJECTS ME SHIT GETS AWKWARD
>IF SHIT GETS AWKWARD THEN THE PROJECT WE'RE ON MIGHT COMPLETELY CRUMBLE
>THIS PROJECT IS A PROOF OF A CONCEPT FOR THE SQUADRON I AM LEADING US INTO THE FUTURE
>I WON'T SEE HER FOR 6 MONTHS SHORTLY BECAUSE OF BAD DEPLOYMENT TIMING

but god damnit i'm in love and i feel like a hero every time i'm with her and
if i don't do something soon then
the sergeant could get uppity and do something like marry her
then i'd have missed out on the perfect girl
who is just dating this dude because it's dating
even though she says she's "getting older" and going to miss her range to have kids
even though she's only 24 as of last month
so i need to do something
but if i do something then i might fuck up the project badly
but only for a month then she's deployed for awhile and i'm still here
so i guess it wouldn't be that bad if i fucked it up
and we'd have a month to recover
and she doesn't know that i know that she has a bf
and i can use the promotion date to take her to dinner as "celebration"
but then she might bring her bf

god damnit i'm infatuated this isn't cool BUT GOD IT FEELS SO GOOD BUT NERVE WRACKING ALL THE SAME
FUCK
HELP? DON'T? I DON'T FUCKING KNOW

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nah nigga she's not even into your, you're just an autist who's perceiving it like that

but go ahead, try to fuck her. i hope her boyfriend kicks your skeletal ass you fucking midget.

but the signs... there are other signs that contrast those signs sure but

fuck me i'm so bad at this shit don't ruin me just to ruin me dude

Mentee would mean you are her mentor.
I don't know why your command allows someone to mentor someone higher rank.
>dating this dude because its dating
How do you know that?
You sound thirsty as fuck from this post which means you aren't sound enough to really know how she feels about you.
If she doesn't know you know she has a bf then just ask her out and see what happens.
Most likely she will just turn you down which doesn't mean shit.
She probably gets hit on all the time and knows how to handle it without spilling her spaghetti.

Tl;dr
Don’t do it man

Fucking zoomie.
Give it up, you got nowhere to go there.
I know how it can feel amazing and like fate and it can look like there's an opportunity if you're "mAn eNoUgH" to take it but trust me, there's not.
You're a lonely junior enlisted who thinks a meat wallet is the cure for all his problems, so you think the first one who politely laughs at your stupid jokes wants to bear your children.

i am her mentor because this pilot project is something that NO ONE understands and i had the free time and initiative to learn it and now suddenly the commander has wanted us all to do this new thing that BASICALLY ONLY I KNOW HOW TO DO so these senior NCOs are looking to me for advice on the project and i'm at the point that i'm going to do what my friend did in another part of the office and just take the lead to get shit done instead of waiting on leadership to figure it all out even though i'm only an e-4 and this is all adding to this crazy entangled mess i've got going on and the fact that the love of my life from all i can tell that's giving me the same god damn signs i got from all the girls who were absolutely obsessed with me in high school is there too and invested in this same god damn project is just making my heart beat at a million miles per hour and my feet/hands work at light speed. i've never done anything like this in my life i'm a completely changed person and now that she's here it's like all the pieces are falling into place for an amazing comeback story for someone who was downspiraling just a few years ago.

tl;dr

actually wait, let me answer the rest. i think she barely knows this dude and the pics i saw are really lame, like one of the dude sitting in the driver seat of a car and her sitting in the back lmao.

i can't tell if i'm thirsty or not because i've controlled myself for all these years and dated a few off and on but this girl just lights my fire and it's all at this crazy time, is the reason why i'm in love

i will probably ask her to that promotion night celebration, yeah.

tl;dr i'm a mess of good vibes and my experience is all saying DO IT FAGGOT but maybe i am biased i can't fucking tell

you're wrong, I FEEL FUCKING GREAT, i've got ambitions i'm working towards, a project car, a loving family with parents that are still together and happy, all the time in the world, work that actually is engaging my entire being and basically waiting on me to deliver success to the entire squadron, best friends that i hang out with back home that i've known for a decade and a half, yeah i don't hang out with coworkers and i haven't had a gf for awhile but i don't think that makes me lonely, i sure as hell don't feel lonely but maybe you're right actually i don't fucking know AND I CAN'T TELL BECAUSE I'M SATISFIED BEYOND BELIEF WITH THE CURRENT STATE OF MY LIFE. IT'S AN UPSPIRAL AND I'M OPTIMISTIC AS FUARK

That's not what the mentor program is.
It's one thing to be a practical mentor and another to be a pen and paper mentor.
It's not weird for a junior member to be a supervisor if they are the most knowledgeable person but its really weird to have them mentor someone senior to them based purely on their knowledge of their job.
You should also try to use proper punctuation.
It's annoying to read what you typed.
You really come off spastic.
There is no reason not to try and if things don't work out then it's whatever.
Most likely she is with that dude for a reason so the fact that you are dismissing her reasons means you probably don't love her as much as you think you do.

yeah i guess i'm more of a teacher but i can't get into specifics. she retrained into my job field from a similar field... ok i'm not going into details. i am kinda a spastic but i'm working 10-12 hour shifts daily volunteering to make this pilot program become reality for the squadron so i need to hype myself up to keep up with the demands of work, for example the commander asking me directly on several occasions about the project's progress while he tries to whip the "oldfags" into shape to go into this new thing. really i've adopted this entire personality out of sheer necessity but again, details.

thank you user. she's a lot like me, i'll date someone just to date someone if i'm feeling uppity but the porn has been good lately and i'm trying to save money for my project car and other ambitions. maybe you won't care to follow it but i'll post using the same image in the op in a few weeks and update you guys on stuff, likely to ask for more advice. usually i dish it out... but anyways.