GIOYC: lying bastards edition

I seek forgiveness and if i don't get that there's no point in trying

also, how the fuck do you know if she remembers me?

>i don't even fucking know if that would bring me closure

As someone who was bullied, it would not bring me closure.

Forcing yourself into this persons life again just to make yourself feel better is rather selfish.

Hopefully, they have moved on and if so, ideally, they would more likely than not like to stay that way - as opposed to having the past drudged up like that.

In short, leave them the hell alone, you've done enough.

Found out today in passing conversation that my gf is also a virgin. Holy shit, my luck just doesn't give up. This entire semester has been a complete change of pace.

S (or W, for your nickname)...
I can't hold out like this much longer.
I have to tell you.

Godspeed user o_o7

Got her email address lads. Feeling chuffed.

Can I have it? I'll send in a good word for you.

Sorry buddy. Don't think I'll need a good word though.

Actually I knew her email from before because she used my PC one time but it would be creepy to use it without her giving it to me first, no?

That would have been a bit creepy, unless she was really into you.

Yeah I know. I mean I see her almost every day too so it wouldn't even be necessary which makes it twice as creepy. Still, feels nice when you get a way to contact a girl. This is how getting a phone number used to feel.

if you're doing it just for yourself then no, there's no point because you're not really sorry, you just want to feel better with yourself.

you bullied her, you didn't give her a brain injury.
do you think she's retarded and forgot someone who treated her like that? she might not think about you but she surely hasn't forgotten who you are.

London is fucking fantastic but really expensive. I'd advise renting in zones 3 or 4 (aim for one of the cheaper suburbs - I lived in Leytonstone and it was fantastic) and commuting by tube if possible rather than getting a house in the center. I'd never been stabbed, robbed, or any of that shit in my three years there. But yeah, keep your wits about you.

And above all else, have a fucking blast lad. Best of luck to you.

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I want an escort

I’m reaching it a point where I’m just about to flip on everything.

cuz you'd rather tell anonymous strangers you love them instead of showing this person you care about them.

>Work 10 days in a row starting at 5am
>Intense depression compounded 10x, no social contact whatsoever the entire time
>Finish work today and get recklessly drunk with a few mates
>Shitfaced by 5pm
>Get home at 9pm, drunkenly order pizza
>60 minute wait
>Fall asleep during that time, somehow miss the delivery despite being right next to the fucking door
>Wake up at 11.30pm, 5 missed calls from pizza place, ring them to see if they still have my food
>They do but they close at midnight so I apologize profusely and say I'll be there in 5 mins to pick it up (I'd feel like a dick asking them to deliver it again)
>Sprint 1.5km to the shop to pick it up
>Fucking stupid guy at the shop didn't hear me saying on the phone multiple times I would come and pick it up
>"Uhh bro the driver is going to your house now"
>Sprint back to my house, just catch the delivery guy
Now I'm puffed out as fuck, half drunk, feel like shit and don't even feel like eating this pizza anymore that I just spent my last money on. Oh well I'm sure it will be good cold when I'm hungover tomorrow.

I know this is a massive first world problem but it just made me feel really fucking sad for some reason idk

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you caught the delivery guy and got your pizza. could've been worse. would hug ya if i could bro, hang in there

Yeah I probably would've cried if I woke up later after they closed and realised I spent my last money on overpriced food that I didn't even get lol. I'm mainly just sad because I really wanted to go hiking tomorrow and now there's no chance of that because I chose to get drunk with people I don't really like that much, spend a bunch of money, stay up late and now I will sleep in til like noon tomorrow and then have to go to fucking work again on Monday

Oh well my fault. Thanks though man I feel a bit better now hehe

I want to assume that I feel anxiety way more than everyone else, even people with anxiety problems.
A part of me knows that's not true, but sometimes it feels so inescapable and strong that's its maddening and that nobody else could possibly feel this way.

im basically a male tomoko but less optimistic

I have unhealthy interest in people's life. I think it's because I don't really have one

Let's become excellent friends some day, love.

I feel everything but happiness/well being, my mom told me I should fucking die already, my dad doesn't even look at me even if we share the same table on dinner, coworkers think I am an idiot in the retarded way, the little friends I had left do not even answer my messages. I do not face any problem, instead I escape smoking weed or getting hammered drunk, I feel terrible, it wasn't always like this, there's nothing else to life.

>unrelated cousins you've known forever
>long family history
>don't see one of them around much at the end of highschool
>she runs off with some kid and gets "blacked" after highschool in a panic to life
>her child is born
>divorce but no childsupport because that POS runoff and doesn't work so cant find him
>family have to support her and kid while she works and goes to school
>deep feelings of depression and shit from old relationship
>find out she likes alot the stuff you do while hanging out
>what could have been

>hangout with her kid(my cousin technically) playing videogames just as I would with her brother.
>kid shows signs of aggression and disrespect
>major ADHD behaviors patterns
>if it wasn't for her family this kid would just be another product poor single mother parenting but its up in the air

Moral of the story,don't run off with niggers

Can girls develop a crush on their guy friends? or are they overlooked and they look for people outside their circle?

I swear that the reason they want me around is because on of them has a crush on me. She barely knows me and messages me for help with things she can easily do herself, she messages me more often than any of her other friends.

The only thing I'm worried about is if I'm misreading her signals, she does act somewhat different irl than in texts. I don't know what to do, if I ask her out now I'll come off as that desperate friendzoned guy but at the same time its early enough for me to act since I've known her for less than a month and she does have a thing for me, just not sure if we just get along well, or if she actually sees me as potentially something more. I can't stop thinking about it even though I've told myself to stop overthinking things every day

SAME.

how do we stop this.

Getting rid of my social anxiety is my first step. I will get a job after I'm done with my finals

Why depressed?

The girl I've been dating on and off for a long time now is posting things on her social media feed which come down to "I want to be someone's favourite person to talk to"

She is my favourite person to talk to. She also ignores my texts and leaves me hanging whenever I try to make plans to see her again.

And people wonder why I'm bitter and depressed.

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I love you, Moe. I keep on dreaming, dreaming of seeing you again.

i'm e stalking my ex and i found her adress through voter registration rolls.

don't tell me you have an obsession

If I like someone in a server I will read all of the messages she sent in it

>Moral of the story,don't run off with niggers
Who initiated the divorce?

>Can girls develop a crush on their guy friends? or are they overlooked and they look for people outside their circle?
Yes, it's one of those things that happens. The many "how to tell if a guy friend likes you" videos on YouTube and the myriad comments on them is a testament to that.

>I don't know what to do, if I ask her out now I'll come off as that desperate friendzoned guy
You'll only come off as a desperate friendzoned guy if you act like one, for example, hiding your interest because you're scared she'll reject you. Act like you have a pair of hanging testicles and ask her out. If she isn't into it, back off but at least you'll know you stand and shown you have the courage to go after what you want. That's something that women respect even if they're not into it.

Just got on welfare. I know, objectively, that it's very good for me (and my wife) but it's still very embarrassing to have to rely on public assistance. I get about $180/mo from SNAP. We spent around $150/mo on groceries before, so we'll eat a bit better now and I can put that money toward other things. I plan to save $100/mo, and use the rest on actually going out and enjoying ourselves again instead of spending all our money on survival like we'd been ever since I got laid off the precast concrete works I used to work at.

I'm using the extra breathing room to better myself, getting certs for forklifts and heavy machinery, but I still can't help but feel ashamed as I swipe the card.

I don't get why only white people are allowed to have boundaries for who's part of their race. When black people actually have an identity and don't consider mixed people black, it's "No one cares, it's all bullshit anyway!!1" but those same people get their panties in a knot at anyone calling pic related white, and need to correct people with "Uhh no they're mixed, obv not white or white passing". I wonder why.
Why are we not allowed to say this is not a photo of a black person, but white people are allowed to say it's not a white person?

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I really really really really really really really want to fuck my friend's girlfriend, but he said he'd be mad at me if I did that even after they broke up.

I don't understand this logic, can someone explain? once you break up with someone you are not part of their life anymore, so who gives a fuck?

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did you never had a girlfriend? maybe need to specify, a girlfriend that you loved.

yes, I have had multiple girlfriends

girlfriends that I loved*

Welfare is a safety net for when there are hard times - yes, I agree whenever I have to take a handout I feel ashamed and whatever its natural for a man. Think about how much welfare in the form of tax breaks the government provides to financial institutions, oil companies, and, other industry. $180 is barely anything, and it also can be thought of as an investment and it will be once you get back on your feet with your new cert & job. Use your guilt to motivate you to get a new job and boom, you are ethically satisified.

have you told her this?

I regret trying with you.

I've lost hope that I'll ever be the same

why?

since there were two gioyc, just tiny little bump

Because she didn't try.

went through sexual, physical and verbal abuse during childhood and i never want to be in that situation again. i am depressed and have anxiety due to it. 21, virgin, and im so insecure and unstable that it pretty much ruined my first and only relationship. he was an Oxford student and his clique was in the same circle. I. He's dating a girl from Stanford now too. I always felt fucking insecure because of that, because I never had the same opportunities, the same platform. At the end of our relationship he said "I knew little". I broke it off, he wanted to get back together initially but then he fucked a girl two weeks later. We had fucking intense sexual and emotional chemistry, i just wanted to be with him but I never felt enough for him and I think he felt that way too. I didn't have sex with him because I was afraid he didn't love me (although he said otherwise for months). But at the end of relationship, his words were that his love was just infatuation and deep friendship.

For almost six years I wondered if you're actually as cool as you seemed on that party back then. Befriending you now has been such an ache for my heart. I was right. You managed to swoop me right off my feet.

I dreamt off you back then. Now, like usual, I'll fall asleep next to someone that isn't you.

I'll keep dreaming.

Why did you have to be the one I fell for? You’re so handsome, smart, funny, and have so much going for you and I’m just... me. And you’re going to be moving even further away. I don’t know if I should even tell you, it feels like I’d just be putting a burden on you since I know you wouldn’t want to try this with me.

That's great, user. Hope you're a good couple

I just want my meds, to be left alone so I can work. That's all I fucking want.

Why the fuck are you people doing this to me? What the fuck did I do to any of you? You're all just trying to fuck me for no god damn fucking reason and you ended up fucking yourselves so you're angry at me.

Just leave me the fuck alone and everything will be better. How fucking hard is this to understand.

IM TRYING TO DO A BUSINESS SURVEY and no one responds to me :(

I want to find a bunch if random guys so i can cheat on my boyfriend i hate him he makes me so upset :(

Sorry man, most people just don’t like surveys, just gotta keep asking
Dude just break up with him. This is going to be the nicest reply you get because I want you to really listen: cheating can give people permanent and huge insecurities, they may never trust someone again, they may always have that fear in every new relationship. Just leave him if you hate him so much.

I will literally murder my best friend's girlfriend if and when I get the chance to

Like his girlfriend is a fucking asshole and I know she's an asshole but he's too nice and in love with her to realize it
And of course I love him more than she does
And she better watch out when I finally meet her in person because she will get these hands
I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES

Probably shouldn't do that falamalam. What, do you think after you do it his reaction will be "AT LAST I TRULY SEE?"

you fucking bitch

ok so like, we talked about this already. The patreon shit is fake, it's all fucking fake. These are not real people. It's just you faggots pretending to be real people. I have absolutely no fucking motivation to putting any REAL work into it... because even if I offered up the greatest fucking value of ALL TIME I wouldn't see a penny more for my work. You people limit my success, you limit how much I earn because you realized that if I had money then I would be able to easily afford my medications and therefore be happy. And since you don't want me to be happy, you've made me poor.

And even then, even then I found a way to afford just enough of my meds to be happy that you decided to artificially cut he supply of my meds so that I can't be fucking happy.

And the gumroad things have always been "donations"... since whenever I streamed I never got any donations FUCKING EVER even when I would go through people's works and provide extremelllyyy in depth critiques and paintovers. They were always donations. In a "donate to PBS and get a tote bag" kind of way. They are not a real product meant for me to sell.

AND THEN you talk about the stream "why don't you stream" because again, ITS ALL FUCKING FAKE. You limit the amount of people that (I at least see) watching my stream,which in turn limits the amount of fucking people that can donate (which is always ZERO.)

You want me to do all this fucking work and for what? For what fucking purpose? You all know it's fucking fake, you all know that I know it's fake. We all know that you make it so I can't be successful. We all know that you are literally fucking torturing me. That you are trying to make me miserable.

We all know that this is only going to end when I die. Whether it's by suicide or illness. You fuckers are going to drag this out until I blow my head off or I slowly die from parkinsons. You will drag this out until Im no longer even mentally capable of whiping my own fucking ass all while criticizing me for it

Fuck "don't stick your dick in crazy," I've been in a serious relationship with it for almost a year now. There's some quirks to it, but having a girl who's that doggedly into you is pretty comfy.

I wish you'd give me just one chance to explain what happened. I miss you. Please.

Wanting to be more masculine in general. Does giving up porn help with that?

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>Will not being addicted to poor habits make me a better person?

Yes.

I don't know, at this point I just want revenge on the bitch for separating me and him
If I kill her he will probably think it's me because he knows I've been lusting after him. So if I can't get him I'll just get the next best thing which is offing her.

I wouldn't say I'm addicted, but thanks.

Go for it then, and try

i dont have anything to lookforward to other than the hope that i can make it in the music industry.

all my childhood friends have better stuff to do than talk to me and i live in a shitty place that makes me stay indoors

You don't deserve a BF and should just cut it off clean. What comes around goes around and karma's a bitch.

Spoony pls

You could get a stable job with predictable hours instead of trying to be a lite celebrity and making money off the charity of others who feel more predisposed to giving you cash for chuckles.

I think gf will leave me tmr. Last week we had a conversation about her thinking that I see her as a fuckbuddy, and that I don't text her enough. Today she sends me a msg asking for us to meet tmr for a longer talk in a public space. She also wants me to bring her chessboard and a bag. Her chessboard is her only possession that is at my place, and my only possessions at her place are a couple of t-shirts, which I assume is what the bag is for.

She was never big into chess, so I doubt we'll be playing. We've been dating for more than a year now, and we took each other's virginity. Don't know how to feel about this.

Name?

How, when they refuse to speak to me now?

I don't know what is wrong with me. I keep thinking about it all and it's only making it worse. It's only getting worse. My brain just doesn't fucking stop and I can't make it stop. I feel trapped in my life and the way I think but I don't know how to stop it. I'm so far behind on everything. I'm just a complete manchild. I legitimately believe it will not get better for me. It's the reason I feel this way. There's constantly two lines of thought running in my head 24/7 and it's making me feel like I'm insane. I've realized just how much of a fucking mess I am, but instead of being able to do anything to change, it's like there's my regular thoughts and this second screeching voice making me second guess my own thoughts now. Every single little thing I do now gets this feeling like "Should you do that? What part of you is doing that? What caused that thought? What caused that feeling? Is it really appropriate to feel this way?" and then there's so much frustration when I know what I'm thinking is dumb yet I just can't not believe it and I start getting more anxious and angry and it just starts reaffirming the thoughts more. I feel like I'm losing my mind because I can't even trust what I fucking think anymore. I'm just so anxious all the fucking time over every little thing.

I just want to scream that I need help but I can't imagine me ever actually getting it. I'm not even sure if I want help or if I just want someone else to tell me it'll be okay. I think it's because if I can't even get my thoughts straight then what the fuck am I meant to tell a professional? It's not like I'm actually crazy, I've just spent too long in my own head thinking about everything. I know if I went there I'd just end up lying. I wish my parents actually bothered trying to learn how to raise a child instead of just throwing them in front of whatever kept them quite. It feels like it's way too late to even bother changing now and that I'd be better off just killing myself.

How often do you lie?

You're lucky. Having a girlfriend sucks anyway dude.

This opens up a whole new avenue for you bro. Now you can focus on hedonistic pleasure (within reason of course, show restraint and have respect for yourself) and self improvement. FUCK women. You don't owe her an iota of your time or affection if she hasn't done anything to earn it.

Send them an email or something with what you want to say

Not often.

Perhaps. Thing is, I liked the past year we spent together. I did however, sometimes think that I should end it and seek someone better looking as my gf is a 5. Not that I am Chad Thundercock myself, but at the beginning of the relationship we broke up for like a day, during which a friend of mine mentioned that A, a solid 9 that once hit on me at a bar, commented that I could do better. Maybe so.

I'm a retard I was feeling so much better once I started ignoring you. All you've done is hurt me. But fuck it I love you and I like being abused.

My heart hurts so badly right now. I can't handle any more rejection and heartbreak. I crave love, connection, and intimacy so badly. I wish I didn't though. Nobody wants me, and it makes me feel so broken.

I feel a distinct sense of numbness right now. I don't feel the need to talk to anybody, or do anything. I just want to sit in silence as I'm doing. There isn't that sense of contentment that comes with solitude though. I desperately want.. something, but I can't put a finger on what it is. It's almost like I'm just waiting to die. I find my thoughts drifting to the fact that one day this is going to all be over and I feel a sense a relief at the thought. I'm only 30 years old and I'm thoroughly weary of life.

4 months sober and I miss the crank and boy

No... no no no no...
Nononono
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
nononono nono no nono no no body can do the shing-a-ling like I do

I shouldn't have done it but I went and looked at your Instagram page today. It just felt gross, idk how other guys can creep on girls like this. We literally haven't talked in a year and I'm over here looking at pictures of you from around when we met, thinking, "oh yeah, that's why I fell for her, she's fucking beautiful" and hearing your dumb deep laugh that always made me smile bounce around in my ears. For fuck's sake, I wish I could forget you.

Pepsi

I had to go to the pharmacy today to get a prescription for an eye infection. Going there and seeing all of the drugs and older people there made me really upset. The idea of getting older and having a lot health problems and not being able to use my body normally freaks me out. Gives me motivation to stop being a fatty and start doing more exercise and cut out garbage food. On the other hand the visit made me realize how awesome modern medicine and pharmacology is, I think it's pretty amazing how complex the human body is but we're still able to cure all of these diseases. Glad I was born when I was and not in the 16th century or something.

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