22 year old man

You should stop being a special-snowflake drama queen faggot and get your shit together. I'm a black guy and was an orphan so you can probably imagine all the support I had in life. But nigga I got a job, got a car and made myself a life without anyone babbying me.

>Blood is everything.
Please return to reality. Your family misses you.

You act as if you know reality, but you don't.

My mother is 46% European, 30% West African, and 24% Ameri-indian, and I've never connected to her. I've never cried with my mother. I didn't even when she had cancer.

There's a 50% DNA racial gap between me and my mother.

I cried with my father when we failed at something. There's a 30-27% racial DNA gap between us.

This the racial reality I live in. This is the racial reality you live in.

Blood is everything.

You are delusional. You didn't connect with your mother because you were a faggot, same reason you cried with your father, who is also a faggot.
Your reddit spacing give you away, r_td.

Try harder

become a self made man

Get your licence, get a job, and move the fuck out as soon as you can.

You're speaking to a brick wall my man. OP is peak delusional.

are both the same person

great advice, asshole. do you feel like a big boy now? you go on an advice board full of depressed suicidal kids without encouragement or role models and only post shit to make yourself feel good - at their expense. how low can you go?

>how do I xyz
do xyz

fucking A dude...

Not a samefag.
This OP makes the same thread every week. Go ahead, give advice. He'll just excuse whatever you suggest with race or his upbringing.

Did you even read the thread?

>Implying people aren't their environment and biology

Every point I make is a valid one.
People can't respond because life is easy for them, and they can't see reality the way I do.

It looks like an "excuse", but it's anything but.

It's like saying "Go drive your car", and responding with "There's no gas inside of it"

I think I am similar to you. I am 23, play games, listen to music, but I usually masturbate with my online girlfriend. I got rid of porn, though I tend to slip sometimes. I have my license, but I don't know how to drive, because I never got a car. Mine just needs parts put in.

I don't even have a great relationship with my family. I don't have friends, except for one, but he is a fat idiot and plays games I hate. So there is that.

I guess the only thing to do is, get a job. Get out. But then what? Work like a slace for what? I am trying to find my passion. I think being an astronomer might be too tough for me as a retard, but I feel like I am closing in on something. Maybe programming..

Are you mixed-raced as well?

i look white but my dad is puerto rican and my mom is white so maybe that counts?

> blade of grass

haha been there.

why not find a new purpose? just go crazy trying new things.

I am currently learning two new languages and a bunch of sports and dance this year, just because.

I think it does to a certain extent.

I had a friend that was 85% white, and he's going through the same amount of rejection that I am, but women are sexually attracted to him and vice versa.

Is your dad a 70% white Puerto Rican, or is he a mulatto?

he is 70% or more. hes got the darker skin like one

The fact that you're living my life is what makes me think race-mixing with a white girl would be a terrible idea.

I realized because I'm 3 races rolled into one having a child that is 27% not my race would be catastrophic, and I'd be forcing someone to relive my childhood with my white dad.

You don't even really have people that look like you on the face of this earth, so you can't just run to a new place and pray that it works.

This is why I intend to go to Puerto Rico.

Are you closer to your mother than your father? There should only be about a 13% DNA gap there.

I sound like an asshole asking all of these questions, but I don't want to bring people into this earth and have them suffer like us.

What do you mean there isn't many people that look like me?

I used to dislike my father a lot. We used to fight all the time pretty much and never got along, so i was closer to my mom. But it has gotten significantly less with the fights. I don't talk to my mom much. I don't really talk to either of them unless my dad is trying to help me out with something or if I need something from my mom. Basically i don't belong in this family anymore

I can't see you, so I'm guessing that you look like Nikolas Cruz because you've got an online girlfriend.

It's strange, but my relationship with my own father has followed a similar curve.

I fought with him and used to hate him because he drank all of the time, but then he quit, and there's now a mutual respect toward one another even though it's weak. We don't hurt each other anymore.

The closest thing to bonding me and my father do is watching shitty movies.

Do you know why you don't talk to your mother? I don't talk to mine because she has a totally different brain from me, and on a certain level, I don't love here even though I want to. Is this the same way for you?

Also, I'm now more open with my father.

I never talked about my beliefs with him until I was 21.

I used to be too scared of him to do that.

Kys fucking retard.

You have no clue what it means to be an abomination with no connection to either parent although you see them everyday. Seriously, rope is the answer for you.

Don't attack him.
He's just bleedingly ignorant.

Most people will die before they understand.

I don't look like that shooter. I have really grown to likw this person, I don't actually date online.

Speaking of my mom, I feel the exact same way. I'm getting a weird feeling now that you might be on to something here. I haven't read the thread but I feel like you do.

I am at that point with my mom where I don't think I love her much anymore too. I would like to but she doesn't think like me at all. We have been drifting away.

If you want to know the truth

Read the Unabomber Manifesto

The human species survived by rejecting people in a hunter-gatherer environment.

This is why people are attracted to faces that look like their own.

We evolved under millions of years of people being the same race.

It is not without consequence for the human species.

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In-group out-group preferences and assortative mating is real.

If you start looking for this in couples, you will find it. Skulls look the same. Skin color looks the same, etc.

This man went for a wife that looks just like him. He could've had any girl in the world, but he picked one that was half-black, half-white.

Most people have friends that are their race because of in-group out-group preferences. The races are biologically different (blacks have denser bones than any other race, etc), so people are rejecting something that is very real.

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That post about you never crying for your mom is true for me too. My mom got into a car accident and I never visited her. I have cried multiple times with my dad though.

What exactly does this mean for me?

The entire reason you fought with your father is because 30% of his DNA isn't yours.

When you take 74% white, 15% black, and 12% Indian and divvy in two, you get a child that is 87% white, 7.5% black, and 6.5% Indian.

That's a 30% racial gap.

Parents didn't always exist. People used to be born into bands of 150 people, and they would integrate and be taken care of by entire tribes.

This is why you fought with your dad.

most people don't like their job. thats why companies pay people to do it. Expecting it to not be that way in your life is dumb when you haven't done any hard work or sacrifice to make it that way in your life.

As far as the other stuff, you having health means you did not hit the earth in the worst way possible. I'm not telling you to forget about your problems, but you seem precariously close to being very ungrateful and resentful, despite how bad your life actually isn't right now. Because it could be alot worse, and it wouldn't have anything to do with your weak race based identity, or your feelings of insignificance...

you need to correctly define your current situation. You're 22 years old and an adult in the eyes of the law. You say your parents aren't helping you get to where you belong, but that assumes that you(or them) know where you belong and are aiming for it, or have discussed it with eachother. I don't think you do based on your bemoaning, but maybe you do and can tell us where you think you belong?

What race are you?

There's a 50% DNA gap between me and my mother racially, and there's a 30% DNA gap between me and my dad (who I've bonded with more)

Being a different race from your parents is destructive toward love.

Steve Pladl fucked his daughter because his daughter didn't look like him.

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I belong in Puerto Rico with my race.
I tried so hard to make real relationships in school, and they all failed and crashed and or burned.

Living in the USA will only grant me the life of Chris Harper-Mercer and Elliot Rodger. A life where I work for no reason other than to suffer, go home to nothing, and get up and do it again.

It's so far away from where I'm at.
My dad laughs at me and acts like I'm a fucking idiot, and he refuses to help me. He just wants me to stay and make him more money.

I have no connection with my mother.

I know I'm ungrateful, but what tears up my organs is seeing poor people from my highschool have what I have once they start working.

My graced life I was born with is worth nothing now. Anyone my age could have a gaming PC and a roof over their head if they have a job.

I'm ungrateful and resentful because every human being I meet has a better life than me. They're all happy on some level even if they're poor, and I have nothing that really matters in my hand now that my sister is gone.

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Well I have always been told I am Puerto Rican, Irish, and Italian. I am not sure if there is anything else.

There might be a biological chasm between you and your mother, but it could also be that you've just got different minds, but I don't see how this could corrode love.

My mother looks black, and I don't.

You should see about getting a 23andMe if you're ever curious. It helped me piece together a lot of things in my life. I realized why I attacked my mother when I was 14.

Interesting.. maybe I will.