Can Someone Explain This To Me?

2 years ago, I was a fat cunt. I was constantly stuffing my fat face with shit. While doing this, I was OBSESSED with whores like this. I jerked off daily, and was a slob. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked like shit. I started to work out, and got Jow Forums, but as I did so, I started to hate these people. I couldn't stand them, they only instilled a sense of disgust in me. When I got to where I wanted, I got the attention I wanted from these whores, but I always tell them to fuck off, and want nothing to do with them. I know this is a long story, but my question is this; what happened? Why did discipline make me despise these people? I can't even hang out with my friends anymore, because their slut girlfriends not only eye me down, but they make me sick to look at. Why is this, Jow Forums?

I am 19, by the way.

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Your T went down from being in a calorie deficit. Start eating more cholesterol, fat, veggies, fruit, and carbs, and lift and high intensity cardio 3x a week (don’t get fat again). Get your T tested and see a doc if that doesn’t suffice.

Read Sex and Character by Otto Weininger

I am already Jow Forums though.

>browses Jow Forums
>why am I disgusted by degeneracy?
c'mon bruh

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I guess. But I only come on here when the Jews do something really outrageous, or Paul Ryan fucks Trump. I am mostly on Jow Forums.

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What will be their fate once the collapse happens? Will they become sex slaves or be executed on the spot?

>But I only come on here when the Jews do something really outrageous
It's every day bro.

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Another reason I train is to be strong enough to hang them form lamp posts.

That's... fair.

You're probably gay.
A lot of gay guys are into bodybuilding. It's not a big deal.

I never said I hate women, faggot, only sluts.

>weininger

Know your enemy folks. Learn the jewy ways so that you may never be jewed

>ooked at myself in the mirror and I looked like shit. I started to work out, and got Jow Forums, but as I did so, I started to hate these people. I couldn't stand them, they only instilled a sense of disgust in me. When I got to where I wanted, I got the a
OP youre a faggot

Why do you even "care". Other dude was probably right, you're gay. Fortunately for you the timing couldn't be better for being a fag.

you're gay quit hiding it or kys

every day i patrol my area of operation looking for criminals

Sluts are disgusting and you know it so you give them the natural reaction they deserve. You do now when you didn't before because you grew up a bit. Its simple.

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Simple. When you were fat you thought fucking sluts was godlike.
Now you are a stud and realize sluts are a dime a dozen.
Ignore sluts , get a good woman , marry her and ignore the degenerate hoes.

>Why is this, Jow Forums?

When you were a loser you had low self esteem and overlooked their obvious personality red flags. Now that your shit is together and your confidence is up you cant passively ignore their shit behavior.

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Nothing more cucked than having a daughter. Lmao. White women were a mistake.

>what happened?

What was supposed to happen. When you grow and achieve, you can't help but be repulsed by the vulgar and the pathetic. You see young women who are beautiful due to their age and genetics alone, no hard work required. And it bothers you that some people got everything for free and with no work. (For a time.) You're also definitely harbouring some resentment to them for never sleeping with you before, but that's another story.

The same thing happens to everyone who gets fit. You have nothing but desdain for those who won't get up off their asses and better themselves. You don't have sympathy for people who had it all handed to them and never achieved anything with it. All because you worked for something.

Be proud.

Male hypergamy.

Ouch, nicked my hand on that edge.

This.

Pretty succinct, desu

Same here, though i'd fuck every one of them, i'd not marry any of them.

To me they seem very disgusting creatures - their whore behavior, their slutty way of dressing, their way of showing off body parts, they're just made for pump and dump.

I feel bad for that beta male who's gonna have children with these whores at 34.
After she's had 80 cocks in her and her pussy is worn out that his dick doesn't satisfy it anymore.

So she's gonna look for some bull to cuck on beta male husband at 50 years old.

Thots really aren't all they're cracked up to be, user.
t. 20, in fraternity at big party school, and deal with girls like this on a daily basis

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On the subject, I would like to start lifting weights. Does a modestly priced bench exist that can handle 500 lbs?

I got one off amazon for $90 and it lasted for years.

>500 lbs

Why so much? Please tell me you're nowhere near that

>cant curl 300lbs

dyelb

I'm assuming he's including the weight he's lifting? otherwise he's in deep shit

He wants to get into weight lifting so how is he already doing so much that combined with his weight it's 500 lbs?

Jow Forums seems bretty fucking gay to me

>Our daddies blow money so we can blow u

>This picture sums up the whole college education system in one picture.

BUT...

user this thread isn't Jow Forums related. I feel your pain but just letting you know this isn't the place for it. To answer your question: Going from fat to fit shows will power, determination and discipline. Something these people don't have.

So what you are saying is that women belong in the kitchen or the bedroom, should be barefoot and pregnant, that we should lower the age of consent, and engage in a little domestic discipline when required?

That we should vote for far right christian fringe groups that have no chance of winning, so that the mainstream parties (conservative / republicans) politicians will start to represent the above values and people like you? (moving the needle)

stop bitching and do something about it

>Jow Forums I got some standards and self-discipline and now the generic whores i used to orbit over in my neckbeard days are disgusting to me, what happened?

You've ascended user.
Now go find a nice girl and have some kids.

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now that you are in shape,its probably your ugly face or incel character which cockblocks you,so your mind is doing this mental gymnastics to protect you from killing yourself

i think youre gay too because i used to be the same and judge them before I realized i liked guys

Did you read the post? I'm vying after these cunts, I am wondering about now that they want me, I am disgusted by them, and want a virtuous girl.

Also
>incel
Found the slut.

You’re on the right trick my son, now get your money right, start investing. Don’t bother with whores.

*Not vying after these sluts.

if your body fat drops too low you can look like he-man yet have low libido...

No, I have a high sex drive. I just don't act on it. I can't get the thought of how many cocks they have ridden out of my head. It genuinely makes me sick.

jewish media program women to act like whores and then when you cringe in response the bitch gets insulted and talks shit

jews man, jews

A lot of gay men are jealous of the attention women get from hot guys.

Q predicted this

Happy Hanukkah

stick to your guns, OP, you deserve that virtuous girl. Same thing happened to me, idk I just stopped being attracted to them. The full sluttery just built up to a point where it can no longer be excused or contained, these women need to be punished by denying them sex. There are plenty of cucks out there who will pick these women up and forgive their past history, just don't be one of them yourself. Go for your dreams and what you feel you fully deserve or you will never be happy. Leave the sluts to the oblivious normies who can barely tell the difference.

Congrats son, you've discovered the current degeneracy of the West. There was a time when women and men knew their proper roles and things operated naturally and efficiently. The redpilling may now begin. And keep getting stronk.

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It's not the attention queer, it is the fact my people are being degraded by your kike media.

perhaps it is the opposite of the freudian complex

you seem to be disgusted to overlay the deeply subconscious jealousy of them being able to ride that many cocks

You got confidence to think you deserve more. Like that screencap you see every now and then about the dude who started to get his life in order and felt confident enough to start jerking off to the hot porn chicks.

See kike.

I cant believe that picture is real...how could they be so horrible and inconsiderate?

how is it degrading to show parts of your body?
it's the most natural thing there is

jealous of their self-esteem aswell?

Well, my theory is that (((they))) push out media that tells them this is how to be happy, they do it, feel miserable, and drown their sorrows in wine.

>white people
>self esteem

Lmao

I'm 31 now. Similar phenomenon happened for me starting around the age of 18 when I began the transition from a lazy pot head wigger to a white pride chad. Everyone I used to know are the same while that old me they knew is dead and gone. I hate them and all shit tier whites like them

Having sex with 200 different people is somewhat degrading to your moral character, especially if you are a female. What self esteem does it take to hold yourself in so little regard that you will spread your legs for anything that moves? Have fun blowing your brains out when those eggs don't defrost.

>I was OBSESSED with whores like this.

You used to "like" them because you think such "bad" you only deserve this kind of shit.

op you are not alone in this
i was like you too, except i wasnt fat, i was scrawny and weak. those girls used to be like goddess to me, then i started working out, 5 years later combined with martial arts training and consistent workout schedule, i gained a lot of muscles and got more athletic. dont get me wrong i still see them as better looking women than a landwhale but i wont ever marry a single one of them and i will not feel bad for them when they cant find a good man
when you are the beta faggot you are lucky to have a chance to spread your geness. so you started just caring about sex and sex only. if you are a high value man, knowing that pussy is dime and dozen, you start thinking about higher level shit like lineage, society, purpose, etc because you see how those things are what ultimately gonna make you happier rather than pussy. you are enlightened. a dumb man only cares who will take his sperm, a smart man cares who will raise his child after he shoots his load.

They are part of the life you hate about yourself. So you can truly dream the good things and people only when you get better and can feel yourself being good.

It's because you realized that you had discipline, and they didn't. They are the people you used to be, and you don't like who you used to be. By that, I mean they chase the simple pleasures directly in front of them; rather than looking ahead to see what THEY might become, the look at you, and wonder what YOU might be, and what you can do for them.

use your Jow Forums to charm them. get their nudes. post online. if everyone did this they would eventually learn the consequences of acting like whores and change behavior

It is because you are now on a different level. These people have no intuition, critical thinking, or self awareness. You understand what it means to be disciplined now. You understand what it means to follow your code. That means your understand integrity and merit. You fucking understand what it takes, user. When you see lower life forms, you are disgusted. This is natural. Do not feel guilty. You do not pump and dump some whore because you know that is weakness. Welcome to manhood, user. Never look back.

You gained self respect. You now look down on those without it.

Nah, then they'd be able to get victim status after A WHITE MALE STOLE their photos and shared them. They'd get sympathy from their "peers," which is really just as good as getting laid, because then their beta orbiters will worship them more.
Honestly, do you have any idea how women work?

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well i dont know what else you can do. maybe just let them flirt so you can reject them. or get them to cheat on their boyfriends/husbands and then inform the man their woman needs to be dumped

You were subsisting on a diet of junk, which gives you instant gratification at the cost of long-term health benefits. Likewise, you had taste in junk women. You saw what was happening and learned from it and became a better person

You ignore them. Your mission is more important. End of story.

my mission is, to protect you