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Just curious. I would've left it at that if you were.

Two of my coworkers apparently did that after she got off work this afternoon, according to my manager.

In the very same boat, user. Actually just left a thread I made about my situation

Sorry man, this time I am not sorry.

Started to go out with my friend. She is nice and I like her. Well, why not ask her to be my GF?
I asked her and got denied. Felt like shit for a few days and was thinking about going out with her a few more times as she wants to keep fucking, just not a relationship.
I feel like crap over the ideia she's with someone else.
We go out a few more times. (I wanted to fuck and she was fine with it)
Tell her on next date I don't want this shit for my life.
She gets all sad. I get sad because I wish she'd just date me already damn it. No such luck.
We go out with our group of friends. She takes the same way home with me. I can see she wants to make out. Holds my hands, looks deeply into my eyes.
I hold back with what is left of my willpower.
That day I was fine over the ideia we weren't fucking anymore and after talking to her later, I still feel like crap because I want to kiss her again.
I hope the moments I feel fine will stay

completely unrelated but im crushing on an A who is engaged to (or already married by now? i dont know) a J and it's really messing me up

He says he loves me etc but is distant and non sexual. What do I do? I want to be together. I don’t want to play the chase game back and forth, I just want to want each other.

I think they were referencing the letter thread that always has a J and an Anna (or someone larpping as an Anna) talking in them.

before it just used to be coindidental, our breaks and our lunch. Now she follows me like a puppy, and i tell her 'lunch in 5 minutes' and she follows me. To the point that coworkers make a smug 'enjoy your lunch guys' cause they know we're going out for an hour. and everytime i pick her up we hook up. but i always saw her as something else. the looks she gives me when we hook up, god damn i cant get that out of my mind. and at work we try to talk as least much possible so people wont start talking. but we make it obvious as we take our breaks alone and such. every other manager or employee probably knows about us.

i dont know what to do about it. i know for a fact (she mentions him) that she's talking to another guy. but she rarely sees him. so i try to spoil her as much as i can. this is either going to work or blow up in my face.

can't wait.

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well thats great, i'm also trying not to catch feels for an Anna irl

don't act like there is nothing between the two of you when i can obviously see there is, it makes your words and my feelings start to lose meaning

Boy close your heart to this Anna, focus on the journey

what journey??

Journey is a metaphor for what your trying to achieve in life. Finishing college, getting that promotion, climbing that mountain, and etc

J and A are not just two people
J-names are common, and A-names are common, and half the people here are autistic enough to think their A is THE A
But you're right, in almost every thread they try
-J

Just so you know, I'm also a J and well aware of people thinking they're talking to that person. I've been on that letter thread for a long while.

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Meet a girl after moving to a new city 6 months ago. We are great friends and talk all the time. Has a boyfriend but is going to break up with him. Complicated because they share an apartment.

She's in a dnd campaign I run with some friends at my place. She usually gets drunk as an excuse to stay after everyone else has left to "sober up" but I think it's an excuse to spend time with me alone. Last night she cuddles up to me as we watch Netflix. First time we've really had prolonged contact like that.

Wtf do I do here? Do I tell her how I feel? Wait for her to break up with her boyfriend first? I'm not crazy in thinking she's into me too am I?

>Fuck that felt good to type out

Force contact with her. Make out with her next time. Trust me.

If you wait too long you'll miss out.

I'm not sorry for shit.

I keep having thoughts of hate fucking my ex. I would make her strip, finger her, eat her out, and then fuck her in such a way that I'll know she'll cum. I won't even care if I cum or even have a good time, in fact I would probably have a bad time. I probably wouldn't sleep in the same bed afterwards. I will never cry in front of a woman again, I'll never be vulnerable again.

All I am is my cum to them and they don't even know it. I'm not even human. I'm just my muscles, my money, my dick, my house, whatever. Nothing past or future matters, they can just get up and walk away with no repercussions. Move on to the next dick, the next seed.

How can I treat them like people when they won't treat me the same way. Happy, angry, stoic, forever. Feeling sad? Just get angry. Feeling vulnerable? Just get angry. Leave. Can't let her see or else you'll be "weak."

meant for

I may have ovarian cancer; I'm having all the symptoms save for one (it was two before but now it's started up) and what fuels my fear is this 3-day-weekend stuff... What if my results do not come in for another week? It's hard to think positive when you feel like shit and are in constant pain.

Will I have to be a Caregiver to my disabled Mother still? Will the man I am with leave me?

You're not weak at all, even though people say otherwise. Or you may think that.

Thanks, user

I don't know what might be happening now but I'm sorry for all the trouble you have gone through and are going through. I wish you would be alright even if I am not. I don't mind suffering if your life was better... but it isn't...

Two of my closest friends are female and I feel like I'm responsible for causing drama between us all the time and it makes me want to scream and have exclusively male friends or some stupid shit like that. I know I don't mean that but I guess that's what venting is for

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Is there a way to get un-attracted to somebody? I'm tired of being madly in love with someone who has no interest in me.

Fuck, guys.
It didn't work out.
Definitively. And the worst part was that it dragged on for so long.
I had so much hope. It was working. And even when it wasn't I was so in love that I still held hope.
But now it's gone. Forever.
I've never felt this heartbroken before.
I didn't even get to say goodbye.

I love you, I miss you, I just wish I could see you outside of my dreams

I've caught feelings for my best friend's girl. She's geeky, legitimately beautiful and is possibly the sweetest, most loving woman I've ever met. What made me fell so hard for this woman that she wholly accepts and loves me for the total degenerate of a pervert that I am. My heart aches for her. As for my best friend, dude is a fucking bro. A good man who's always had my back. Also very secure too because he knows how smitten I am for her, I'm an easy person to read after all. Not only that, the girlfriend knows too and is actually rather cool with this knowledge, hell she likes to hug and snuggle with me when hang out, making me feel things I'd never thought I get a chance to feel. Now the thing that scares me more than anything is that I'm afraid might actually do something that crosses the line. Like actually try to steel her away or get WAY too personal with her. I may be a degenerate but I don't want to be a scumbag. She clearly loves my best friend BUT I want her to love me like that too.

How the fuck do I reconcile with myself with all this?

Like I said before I'm here for you even if you're being a goober. I miss you.

I (f) have a bf but honestly I’ve been in love with another girl for like 3 years or something. I feel so bad, i really do like him as a person and we work well together and i thought dating him would help me get over her but i guess not.

We aren’t that close but we’re friendly enough. I think she’s really funny and her smile is really the best i’ve seen. We have mutual friends and we hang out as a group and can be comfortable around each other. We hold hands sometimes and it feels really natural— and when i’m drunk and shameless i can be as clingy as i want and she usually returns it. We were clubbing once and being able to dance so close to her puts me in all sorts of feelings. She is really a catch you know? she’s the type of girl that everyone is a little in love with, and i really think i might have taken it too far haha

Theater people's absolute need for attention drives me up a goddamn wall

We are really not fucking compatible as people. One fucking bit. What a waste.

Same except they are interested in me but only as a friend lol.

It is so rough but I think I figured it out.
I need a mommy replacement that is why I ''need'' a GF that Bad that I have mental breakdowns and just do nothing at home. Quit Jobs, school and all that shit.

I need to fix this already, first off stop daydreaming about women. Then I need to stop worrying about being alone. Those seem impossible though as I have has that problem for so long.

I'm spent though, I just can't keep investing into people and only get stress and shit.
I'm currently jobless and I'm way too depressed to do anything

-A relative I thought of like a son died early this year.
-My friends left me out of hangouts because I had a breakdown over them canceling plans for a hangout due to the fact I didn't send reminders I was up for committing to a date more than fucking once.
-I've pissed off people in a group I inspired due to wanting to explore other shit and taking time to myself.
-I sleep in a bed with two pillows. One to rest in and the other I sometimes cuddle, idealizing a partner.
-The only time I feel legit valued as a person is at my job.

Sadistic, manipulative fuckers like you need to be lined up against a wall and shot. I just hope somebody realizes what you're really like and puts you in the ground before you can hurt anyone else.

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I think my friends may not be a good influence on me. They aren't negative so much as they are stagnant. I want to improve and feel like I'm held back every time I'm around them. In fact, the more that I think about it, the more I feel like I should not spend time with them anymore.
But I used to have no friends before, like absolutely 0 with no social life whatsoever, when I was a shut-in NEET and I remember that really wearing on me very badly after a while. I'm hesitant to walk away from the friends I have now because I don't want to end up like that again.

I have an itch that's not even localised in a part of my body right now. It's seriously right next to my left leg on some kind of bizarre phantom limb itch phenomenon. I can't scratch it and it's annoying as hell.

Me and my ex kept in close touch after we split because I moved across continents to my home country.

She visited me for the first time in a few years today, we had an amazing time and she's probably going to come back within the next year. But that's not the point of this post.

But I couldn't get it up.

I thought I was finally going to lose my virginity to a girl I really like, everything was perfect but it just wasn't working. We tried every night for nearly a week but now she's gone and I feel like complete shit. I'm embarrassed, angry, depressed, humiliated. I feel pathetic and stupid, like I've just made a complete fool of myself. My anxiety is sky high.

I don't want to leave the room, and I have no one to talk to about it. I'm going to get fucking destroyed by my friends for this.

I'm 20 years old, why is my dick literally shrinking when I'm around a girl I like, I'm not a fucking old man.

Hard to believe you told me you felt we were supposed to date but now you seem content to never see me again. I guarantee you let your ex get in your head again. Why do you do this to yourself? Why did you do that to me?

Don't listen to that other retard. If you make a move and she doesn't reciprocate, she'll consider you a whore forever. If you make a move and she reciprocate, you'll consider her a whore forever.

Hindsight is 20-20. Having our friendship fall apart, and me blocking you is the best thing that has happened to me.

You were toxic as hell. Everyone in my life kept telling me so, and told me to cut you out of my life. But I couldn't and always defended you, because you tricked me into thinking I meant something to you. And because I deluded myself into thinking you actually valued our friendship, and me as a friend, despite how you treated me. Maybe you did at one point, but it certainly didn't last long. I held out, thinking you might go back to being kind and considerate, but you only ever let me down. And it took so much emotional hurt for reality to finally sink in.

All that is left is my humiliation at my own stupidity for having entrusted you with so many of my secrets. But that, too, will fade, alongside the resentment and anger I initially felt toward you. But you don't even deserve to occupy my mind, not after what you did to me. And because you never invested even half the time and effort I did into our friendship. Fuck you. I'm done being your fucking doormat and emotional dumpster, and I'm already better for it.

One day, I will forget about your existence, and I find comfort in that thought. Thanks for the few good times we shared I guess, though I'm not sure those few happy memories were worth all the fucking bullshit you put me through. Bullshit that I forgave you for, despite the fact that you never bothered to apologize.

You likely don't even care about the fact that I'm out of your life now. Good. Now I can actually invest my time into friends who actually care about me and have my best interests at heart, without any guilt or remorse.

Goodbye forever, and good riddance. The fact that all of my close friends who I told about the dissolution of our friendship were all so happy for me speaks volumes about the kind of person you are. I don't wish any extra misfortune on you, though; you having to live with yourself is a cruel enough fate.

initials?

That show was fun. the girl in front of me made me feel fantastic about myself before the trip, she complimented my hair after I unintentionally posed for her.
The lightshow was amazing and the lsd was clean.

Remember when I was on a drunken rant in the store one of the last times we saw eachother and I said I I LOVE AMANDA so loud everyone heard me? I didnt care, I wanted everyone to know. I'm sorry things didnt work out, I should have tried harder. I never wanted you to leave. I still draw you a lot because I miss your face.

>have autism and very bad social anxiety
>never dated, already on my way to wizard school
>read relationship discussions, all the girls with same diagnoses as me have experienced multiple partners, dates, ex-boyfriends, vacations with their partners etc.
>I haven't even held hands with a girl

It's not a competition, but it makes me think if people who have experienced it all are considered socially anxious autists, then what does it make me? It would be absolutely ideal if I somehow managed to meet a girl of my age who is just as inexperienced, but seeing those forum posts makes me realize I've been just deluding myself with romantic thoughts. I don't care if I meet someone nice who likes me for who I am and she has had previous partners, that's not the point. My point is that if socially anxious autists have had relationship experiences, then that must mean I'm beyond socially anxious autism and I'm something even more severe.

TL;DR:
>tfw no gf

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Context? People in from my school treated me like garbage.

You should try talking to them about it, sometimes bad things happen and people lose track of what they really want.

What happend?

Idk anymore honestly I liked this person a lot before but I let go cause she didnt like me back.

I don't even have autism or social anxiety and I'm in the same boat, if that makes you feel better at all.

since she left i relapsed on crystal, drank every fuckin day. embarassed myself starting shit with people, made some enemies. didnt eat didnt sleep didnt show up to work. been 100% sober for several weeks now but im still having a hard time accepting what has happened. i wanted to die, but not anymore. she didnt believe that i loved her, man she couldnt have been more wrong. i wanted to destroy myself if i couldnt have her, she meant everything to me. i still love her.

A long time ago I convinced myself that I would kill myself by the time I'm 30 if I don't enjoy life. Well in a few weeks I turn 25 and I'm terrified things aren't going to change.

Just saved a close friend of mine from drowning. Felt awesome, he tranformed into a new guy. Hell yeah soul saving is fun. We talked about highschool problems and how a lot of people suck ass and are unreliable. My pal had a downfall when his girl and him broke up. I thought it was dumb, but now yeah teens do take this shit seriously. Anyway, we related on a deep level because my downfall was by my own choosing, but no one gave a fuck if I passed out from fasting, or ended up in the hospital. Only few of my friends did from another school. I truly was alone accept I had one loyal friend who I hung out with at lunch every day I should contact him soon. But yeah I was upset that I had to delay my graduation, but then I felt better because why would I celebrate with fake assholes who dont give a shit about anything? My plans of moving out will start to roll, and im excited because I get to leave this fucking place. I never liked anyone at that point because everybody was too full of themselves to even care. Maybe one person secretly might have had some feelongs, but times running out. In fact I dont think theres any more excuses. Why should I care, arent I a "creepy poor loser," or some gay faggot shit like that? Im happy now because ive got a divine ticket waiting for me, and im seeing of all my old class mates from 2017 go into debt and shit for being retards and majoring stupid bullshit. Justice is awesome :)

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Thats what happens when stupid airhead fucks make fun of """weebs""" like me, even if I am part japanese. Oh man its so much fun seeing all the "cool kids," from school hit rock bottom. This just goes to show that divine justice is real, and fake ass people never make it far in life.

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Just turned 28.
They won't change if you don't do anything about it, user. If you sit around and do nothing then very soon you'll be 30 and trying to pull an excuse out of your ass to not end it all.

Were you really in love?

I don't honestly know how. I have basically anything anyone could ask for. I own a house, my own car, decent enough job to pay the bills and live how I want to, friends who I can make plans with. And I can't find any enjoyment out of anything.

I love you.

I wish I never met this guy, I fell in love with him too hard and everyone just feels like crap in comparison, they're either not as interesting or as fun to hang out with or too hard to talk to because they're not like him. And honestly I don't want to spend time trying to get to know anyone else, it never works out. But I know I have to because he's not in my life anymore and I'm feeling lonely, but at the same time nobody else isn't good enough, I dated two more guys after him and left them both after a month because they were so irritating to be around, though honestly this happened because I kept rushing into relationships. I just want to see him again guys I'm so sad over this

The one that got away.... lol its real

I have been neglecting school for a full month now, I can't break out of this misery.
Every time I look back on my life I get this excruciating and lingering pain from within. All these people who hurt me and the people I have failed due to my depression.
I can't stop thinking that I have been stripped bare by the people who used me and hurt me. I can't think straight, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't do anything but drink and smoke, then cry and try to fall asleep till the sun comes down.
I am losing my grip on my life again and I don't what to do. I just want to start over but I feel too weak and drained to even lift a god damn finger.
When will it ever go away? I don't want to end up like my parents with their shitty and miserable lives but that's their legacy, that's my birthright.
What doesn't kill you, will leave you crippled.

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Lies.

Well do something about it, life is short.

Fight me.

Im incredibly scared about what my life will be like in 5 years.
I have Fibro, and Depression and a host of other things that make it so I can barely function from day to day. I was basically dragged through school by the help of my parents and I was home schooled most of my life.
I have no job or even any experience with a job, my body is so weak sometimes I feel like no one would ever want to hire me.
I just feel like a waste of oxygen, the only thing that keeps me going is anime, video games, Jow Forums and the close friends I've made over the internet.
I just wish I could catch a break, sometimes.

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ok here we go, this happened 2 days ago

>be me, 23
>having a few drinks in town with a friendly couple and a girl
>everything is going fine
>get out of the bar
>mini chad gets in your way
>"get the fock out of my way before i focking kill you"
>thatsit.jpeg
>EVERYTHING WENT RED
>headbump the mothefucker followed by a left punch(weak) and a beer bottle to the head
>hes bleeding
>"WtF bR0 WhY!? yOu KnOW wHO I aM?
I'M AM MMA CHAMPION
>turns out hes 16
>turn out i just made a child bleed
>the police his called
>i'mrdy.wam
>he runs before the police come
>police: "so wheres the guy?"
>"dunno he ran"
>"well he has 6 months to press charges"
>"whats your name?"
>"mr.notmyrealname"
>they leave
turns out he rly does mma and cant be involved in fights or he gets expeled

i'm not even the agreesive tive whem i'm drunk, i'm more of the "friends" with everyone type...

so yeah..that only time i lost my shit...taking a break from alcohol.

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I fap to the worst shit and can see the pain an sadness in the peoples eyes. It makes me sad sometimes and I wonder if they have a okay life now.

You don't really care, you're just afraid of the potential social repercussions of somebody finding out about your preferences, and trying to punish yourself to avoid punishment and judgement from others.

Stop doing the thing. Bad user.

I’m sorry you’re such a frigid bitch. I’m sorry you decided sex wasn’t going to be part of our lives anymore. Most of all I’m sorry you’re such a pussy you don’t have the guts to say any of this and just keep lying about it.

I'm not sorry at all. I'm glad I didn't say shit now that I see who you really are. You're not worth the effort.

My girlfriend's a bit of a deadbeat. She wants to be an artist but she hardly ever practices. Her portfolio is still nonexistent. She'll talk about how upset she is with her current situation, but if anyone suggests that it's her fault for not working at it she'll get mad. She gets jealous of people who are better than her, even though with just a little work she could probably mog them pretty easily.

This all sounds pretty negative, on paper. For some reason I'm not terribly bothered by it though, at least not yet. I try to be realistic regarding relationships, marriage etc., and I can think of several worse character flaws than just being unmotivated/average. This is the type of thing I'm happy to "live with" or "settle for," I guess. On the other hand of things, she's vehemently loyal/protective of me, very supportive of me and my career, and our personalities/interests line up better than I ever could have hoped for.

I want this to last until we're done with undergrad, and then I want us living with each other for a while. I think that will be where either my eyes open and I realize I can't spend forever with her, or my feelings so far are confirmed and I remain happy with her as long as I can.

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Yes we all know you’re incapable of considering other people’s feelings and respond to any kind of conflict or disagreement by running away. Thanks for checking in.

I'm a child trapped in an adults world

I have no friends, no confidence, no life experience, but I've already gone into full time work in an office with adults.

Im gonna go to work, come home and do nothing and repeat until I die.

I'm sorry I ruined your relationship with your older brother. If only I had waited, instead of dating you to get close to him, which was unnecessary since he wanted me too.

If he leaves you, he was never worth your time in the first place. I hope you don’t have cancer, user. You’re in my thoughts.

I think you should stop hugging and cuddling her for starters. Set some boundaries that way you’re not comfortable with the idea of stealing her away from your best friend.
Also, put some space between them and you. Let their relationship grow and eventually you’ll see you’re just the third wheel.
Find yourself someone else that will love you like she does your best friend. Trust me mate, if you continue to have feelings for her, it’ll ruin the dynamic of you and your best friend’s relationship.

I have attained clarity. These feelings I have for you are illusory. You haven't invested anything into me, only enticed me into your orbit. No, I'll take responsibility for this... I let myself enter your orbit, but I won't do it anymore. I have bigger things than you I need to focus on and I refuse to be distracted. Don't be surprised if I'm a bit distant toward you. It's nothing personal. I'm not angry with you. I just don't have anything to offer you right now, not even attention.

Its about time.

Agreed

Closure is overrated user. It's all the same in the end.

HOW DO I MEET A GIRL WHEN IM TOO AFRAID TO EVEN LOOK STRANGERS IN THE EYE FUCK SAKE IM PATHETIC

I just wanted a beard...
I am 22 years old and 100% beardless, but I still have some hope. Maybe someday it will suddenly start to grow?

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>Start cooking rice at 3:00am
>Its not 8:30am
>Rice still isn't done

Fucking rice, man.

Are you using a BIC to cook it or what?

No such thing as "too afraid". Do it anyways. So much of building attraction with women is nonverbal.

>Bic

Nah, man. Its a Zippo.
I don't understand. Its 10 minute rice, why the fuck has it taken 6 hours.

What am I supposed to do with 20 million?

That's the problem with being able to do anything you want. When you can, you don't want to do it anymore.

For now, pizza pops and vidya I guess.

Buy multiple legacy decks and start owning scrubs at your local game store.

Inheritance? Lottery?

Anyway, I would imagine the point is to pout some away for future generations or to grow your money. Hell maybe even renovate the house.

There's options but there's also the fear of losing it all.

Hire a financial advisor and give them my money. I would keep 20 million away from myself and people around me.