Not feeling good Jow Forums

I installed an app to talk to people after not having social interaction beyond "hello" or "bye" for years. Cheered me up seeing I had so much people interested in talk to me when in 2 days I had 75 people talk to me and over 150 visit my profile. Then I got blackpilled about social interaction for a while and started appreciating loneliness with a new perspective.

youtube.com/watch?v=csnlMYIg1KI

I'm used to being alone but not like this, i know when I move out it it's going to be even worse.

Doing pretty good. No complaints really.

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I'm only surviving on the thought of revenge

I know that feel

>I'm so goddamn lonely

I never understand this faggot meme,

I'm 24/7 lonely and doesn't give two shit? We have internet to interact our brains together don't need any real life connection.

How are you faggot's this pathetic, be thing in the world is have your own space and nobody is interrupting you. I would literally buy a deep sea submarine and do the journey alone into the deep sea and explore new species. That's my dream.

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failure at life, turning 38 next saturday - I'm going to be alone, I'm an incel, work a shitty job and just got screwed over at said job. I could slug it out but then comes x-mas in which I am going to be alone and then new years.
It stinks

>failure at life

There is no failure it's all up in your head user.

great news, I'll just go buy a new head then

i love you user. the lightbearers say hello

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My performance for the past 1 year was acceptable at best but pretty much good otherwise.

not everyone wants to live a shitty existence like you OP, some of us are actually human

Gotta write 15 pages about the worship of a Chinese sea goddess in the 17th century.. kill me. But after that I'll be done with undergrad and this leftist shithole of a city for good, so I'll suffer through it.

any friends or family?

thanks man, I just worry about the future more than I should. Not having any friends anymore has really done a number on my mental health, along with coming to this place daily

We are alone together, user. Everyday we get closer to success. Start by staying relevant.

>shitty existence like you

That's all opinions. For me i love this shitty existence, my mind learn to adopt and that's the best thing in life.

What the fuck does human mean? it's all baseless opinions nothing to do with fact.

and success is the best revenge so keep your head on straight brother

this is true, all who betrayed me did so out of jealousy

This.
I've been living alone for the past 4 years and I seldom have any human interactions outside of my workday.
My ideal holiday consists of me fucking off innawoods for a week, coming back for supplies and then fucking off for another week.

I'm not a sperg or anything, but I NEED to be alone most of the time. I couldn't stand being around people all the time.
In fact, the only positive thing about living in a soulless large city is that you can be virtually dead and nobody fucking cares and tries to come check on you.

only a lot of used up friends so to speak. People who used to be friends but now are so stuck up in their respective families they rarely have time anymore and haven't been good enough at replacing them.
No family left. All are dead

everything will change for the better soon. start meditating and feel you consciousness expanding! raise your vibrational level. remove everything negative from your life..you don't need it. Love and forgiveness is the only way. Don't drink fluoridated water, buy a filtration system.

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if any of you faggots do decide to go ahead and check out at least take a few of them with you

I'm doing that right now (trying to find replacement friends) I'm thankful to still have my family but I'll be away from them in the next year, idk what i'm going to do.

I guess you could try hitting it off with people at work, or finding new hobbies

Haven't had friends in years user, it only gets worse from here

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that's what no one tells you, I was always told that things get better as you get older; i just don't think that's true. Everything I hated about people going through school gets turned up to fucking eleven once those degenerates become adult degenerates.

not going to save december though, I always dread december

I appreciate the cold and the food, and that's it. Hang in there user, you got your bros here to talk to

Watch a good movie to take your mind off your troubles. It will lift your mood.

youtube.com/watch?v=1D5PtyrewSs

Good because unlike paid shills, the work I do actually makes a difference.

>has meme flag
did ask your parents for permission before you came here?

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Don't hate the world anons. We all know truly why we are here. It's up to us to fulfill our own meaning in life and change it the way we see fit. If it means working a shitty job to bide your time or save money to pursue higher things then so be it. Life is for my living, my friends. Don't waste it.

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It could be worse see --->

meant to say did you fucking hell

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It's okay fren we all make mistakes

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i literally stave off the soul destroying lack of purpose or direction or life prospects by masturbating and eating food. so yeah, not good.

Exams are fucking me up but I actually have plans for Christmas break, could be worst.

I don't care for company. I just want to live long enough to see it all burn.

Everything is crumbling around me. Fell for the /trade/ meme and most companies offer shit benefits. I'm looking to pay around 1200 a month (a fucking mortgage payment) for my wife and I when I only make about 2000 a month. Oh and my wife by the way... just last night her sister said something about their grandfather was jewish. It pisses me off because I probed about family history before I married this girl. Thought since I could never be anything of vital importance to the White race that I would do my basic duty and make more White kids. Now I can't even offer that. I give up. I've never been more blackpilled in my entire life. I'm just waiting around to die now.

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))(( hugs

hahahah nazi trash, do the world a favor and end it yourself rather than wait

I broke up today

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Be strong my man

it's precisely these type of comments that steel my resolve to make sure you vile animals .. :) well we'll see what happens when the time comes

What happened?

Thank's fren

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We are all going to be Nazis or muslims one day. Better pick one faggot

MOVE FAGGOT

Post your address user I'll come and hang out with you...I'll bring a horse dildo.

Start surfing and lay off the beer and drugs

I am fucking awesome mate. Couldn’t be doing better. Thanks for asking.

I think meant r9k freindo. Nobody cares that you're a sad sack of shit

I revealed my power level by asking the "IQ distribution by race" question

Hahahha pathetic white dogs

and why are you proud? of all types of people?

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Find a hobby user. Join a club. Martial arts, RC shit, fucking magic cards, whatever it is, just make sure it involves other people.

surfing truly is the one rejuvenating escape. Unfortunately it's been a slow season for waves.

Based boastposter

He decided to stop giving betabux to his E-thot because he can't get off from it anymore.

this, and jerking off to furry porn doesn't count. Get a soldering kit and make a robot or something.

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As someone who's said "she was the one" and "how can I even find someone better" after every break up ..trust me, you will heal completely and* find someone better

Remember

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Where you at user Indiana fag here, there's a gun show tomorrow if you wanna meet up and laugh about niggers

the fine folks over at Dew Nation will be your friend.

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We went to different universities and our different personalities clashed.
She was very energetic and outgoing, she loved partying and going out with friends at evening. You know, the typical teenager phase.

I was a much calmer person, i dislike drinking, partying, dancing and shallow conversations. I like meaningful and thought provoking activities.

She claimed the reason why we broke up was because i never called her and never had iniciative to talk or text her first.
However i find this excuse absurd, i honestly belive she just got bored of my personality and understandably wanted to live her university years to the fullest.

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Dude your kids are barely going to be Jewish not even the nazis were that strict on this shit.

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>quad 9s
God has entered the thread

*sips*

sounds like you dodged a roastie m8, don't feel bad we've all been burned by them.

yeah but you still got hopes for having a family some day don't you? i've been living like this for 6 years. it's not natural, it's a bubble and a time to sort out your personal problems. once you get over it you got new shitty challenges to come.

Hang in there.

Thought I found a good woman, this morning I discovered she was just another roastie with a million skeletons in her closet. Dropped. I wont let you all win though, Im not giving up.

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he's planning to

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youtube.com/watch?v=btPJPFnesV4

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Yikes
Pun was not intended

Just trick your brain into an ancient roman mentality. Read about your ancestors, take care of yourself, be responsible,cooperate, fight for what is yours.

Defend civilization!

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at least youre healthy.

Checked

More like youtube.com/watch?v=3-bwXhts8Zg though

>Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?
>Come down from your fences, open the gate
>It may be rainin, but theres a rainbow above you
>You better let somebody love you
>You better let somebody love you
>Before its too late

Before its too late user, before its too late.

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read the book "fastlane millionaire"
Read it 2 and become a man, the book will change you

you have to understand that health is the most important thing in life

>all who betrayed me did so out of jealousy
FUKCING THIS

SURVIVE THROUGH REVENGE BROTHER

youre a sociopath

I can't imagine going through this day to day bull shit of life all the way until I'm 80. The more I compare myself to others my age the more sad I get. Sleeping in my warm bed is the only thing that brings me joy now.

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Yeah, i always knew we were incompatible in the long run and what happened was inevitable.
But it still hurts to go back to
>tfw no gf

>4 posts in a row
What's schizophrenia like, user?