Get it off your chest anons

A girl I like has become very sexually active lately. She sent me how he came over her face and it's ruined my fucking day leaving me with shortness of breath and anxiety

And that's why I didn't do this kind of shit on my first date.
Instead I was being '''a friend''' rather than actually doing anything to her. Being honest, after the last time I spoke my intentions, I'm hesitant to do it again.

Cuck

No. Told her not to do it again.

She just shares too much with me

I'm not even sure what I want to get off my chest.

I have issues motivating myself to do things, but I can normally force myself through that.
The main thing that bothers me is that I don't ever feel particularly attracted to anyone. I spent ages 12-16 hearing all about how I'd like starting girls/boys/both soon enough, but it just never started. At first I figured I was a late bloomer and I'd understand what the fuss was about, but then years kept on going, and I never started /caring/.

I kept hearing my friends go on (drunken) rants about girls/guys they liked, or what actor/actress was sooo hot, and it just never started being a thing I noticed, and I don't know if it will. For a while (17-19) I figured I'd get it once I tried it (not sure why, since everyone else was into sex/kissing/the whole thing long before they got a chance to do it, but it seemed to make sense at the time), so I started going out, got some practice, went home with a girl while I was on holiday...
Still nothing. It felt okay, kissing/cuddling was nice, but fucking just meh. I figured "Well, first time is always awkward" and went for turning the one night stand into a holiday affair thing (I was in Florence for a week, figured it was a good opportunity for a no strings attached trial run), and even going at it every night it just stayed meh.
I've spent most of the past decade just pretending to get it, admiring the same actresses, looking at the same women, talking the same talk, and I don't know where to go from here.

Do I tell my friends the truth like a sort of coming out thing? I've heard about asexuality but honestly the whole LGBTQIATTP+ whatever group just looks fucking weird to me and I'd rather avoid associating myself with them.

On the other hand I'm not sure if that's actually the problem, or if I'm just emotionally stunted to the extent that I don't even recognize my desires. I almost feel like that would be nicer than just missing those wants, just being inexplicably broken.

Pretty much fucking dead inside.

I knew it was coming but the pain unbearable

I need more outlets in order to make myself feel okay when anxiety/insecurity/whatever this is starts taking hold. My gf and I have been together for several months now and it's going fine, it's a solid and healthy relationship. I know that me overthinking shit and starting to act strangely because of it will be what hurts it more than anything. I've done a solid job so far but when I start getting how I used to be, I feel very trapped and almost panicked because there's nobody I can talk to about it and nowhere to vent.

What happened

I fucked a prostitute today. She was a very mature lady, around 45 to 50. I enjoyed her blow- and handjob.
But I couldnt fuck her for some reason. I doggied her but my dick wouldnt go in and fall out whenever im in. Im a bit below average, maybe that was fucking me. Then I tried missionary but whenever I got in it felt so off and it was kinda hurting a bit. Was her old lady pussy really that fucking tight? Idk tbqh.
Ive only had sex with 2 other prostitutes and these 2 did the job for me, this time i wanted to do the action.

...also, im stealing at work and I am scared of getting busted by the next inventory check. I already quit the job, only two more days to go and the next check is sometime next year.

I don't think I can give you up just yet. After all this time making you my muse, I can't just give up without a fight.
I'm too shy to join you and your friends on your outings. Too shy to approach and speak with you privately.
I know I kinda fucked around with your best friend. I get the feeling that she hates me with a burning passion. I still care for her deeply though.
I can't read mixed signals. You(s) have to tell me straight up because I'm socially aloof most of the time. Please?

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You ever make a decision so monumentally stupid it might end your life? That's where I am.

Well, I tried to kill myself at one point, which was a close call.
What'd you do user?

Is happiness something I have to consciously have? I mean like I have to tell myself I'm happy to be happy? Or should happiness come spontaneously?

Fraud, basically. Small but probably enough to get me in trouble.

There's more to this. You want to end your life on a small case of fraud?

Going on a date with oneitis soon, she is pretty much a carbon copy equivalent to me except she is female. Thing is im poor and nobody is willing to hire me (for both odd jobs and long term) or loan me any money.

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If it's small it's not likely to end your life - maybe get you into trouble, difficulties, might be a bitch to deal with, but at the end of the day you can make it through. Was it high profile? Did you get caught or are you scared you will?

(for the date)

There's really not.
I'm expecting to be, but I'm not sure if it will be reported.

I just blocked someone mid conversation and I feel bad about it.
We went out once but we didn't connect. She also has 3 kids and that isn't something I'm looking for.

I've declined her offers to go out but she keeps pestering and asking.

I feel like I should've been more direct instead of taking the easier way out

it's so nice talking to you again

ugh why did I have to fall so hard for you

my head is spinning

I invited all my irl friends I have to come together and they all ignored me; I sent them an invite at the beginning of the week and no one responded.
And all my internet friends just snubbed me, and my parents just humor me whenever I try to show them something.
I feel completely and utterly alone and it fucking sucks.

How am I a "sjw bitch" for saying "That's weird, I can't talk to you anymore" when you told me you jerk off to my pictures. Why did you even tell me that in person? Did you think I would wanna fuck you after that?
At least it saved me the trouble of getting to know you any further

Goddamn money would literally solve all of my troubles right now but getting 100k within a week is kind of unrealistic. I should start playing lottery just in case. I need a better job but I need the money for a better job funnily enough to get myself back in shape again.

I want you to move closer so I can finally meet you.

To my dumbass coworker

I wish I could tell you how aggravating you are. Trying to act like you know more than I, tell me shit I already know then get whiny and childlike when I remind you I have been working here for 3 yrs.. You not even 1 yr. Oh, & no one likes you. They all talk shit about you, but its only because theres nothing good to say about you really. Im glad I upset you today & hope you quit talking to me and finally take a hint -youre an annoying "know it all" that is full of shit!

He sounds like not only a creep, but a complete social retard for telling that to a female friend. You did good, femanon

Hey guys, so I found out today I have a brain tumor. I have no insurance, no job, no family for support. What the hell do I do?

I know without a doubt that I love you. But, seeing the way other people talk about their beloved makes me feel like I don't love you enough. Am I doing this wrong? Am I actually supposed to love you blindly and put you on a pedestal instead of being able to recognize your flaws and not exactly thinking the highest of you the way I do? I probably must be doing something wrong, huh.

I guess I have to get over you and stop loving you. How does that work? Is that something I can even control? I'm scared to let go... I've loved you for so long. How can I talk to you and not love you more each day because that's the reality.

I'm 22 and I just used stolen credit cards to pay for a ticket to afford travel to a 16yo boy and steal his virginity.
Thanks for listening, Priest

the others exaggerate maybe

up until my early 20s I thought I was really smart and intelligent
then I realized I wasnt so smart as I thought
In my mid 20s I realized I was probably average or even dumb
Im nearing my 30s now and Im starting to think I might be really low on the curve

Keep making the same mistakes like a complete mongoloid

You're aware of it, so that's not dumb.
You just lack structure and discipline. Pick up books that focus on what you feel like you're lacking and insert Nike Slogan.

I read this book called "Who moved my cheese" by a Dr Spencer Johnson today. It's a 80 page book but it really helped me move on from my ex that I think some of you people should read.

Have you ever been with a woman who just wants you to like her but nothing more.
She wants to be taken on dates, treated like your girlfriend but she absolutely cannot be your girlfriend.
What do you do with these kind of girls?

block

I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
I have a year left in College and the IRR but I'm basically horrified about the prospects of the United States and am not really sure if I should just opt out entirely or what. Just lost in the sauce Jow Forums

But she is a good friend. She wants more than a friendship but less than total commitment

for the record, most males you interact with probably have jerked off to any spicy pics you post online.
we just give you the courtesy of not telling you desu

I've been a Caregiver for 10 months and I have finally had enough; daily I wake up and hope you died in your sleep. ... But, no.

I had a light at the end of the tunnel so I could go out, get help and get back to fucking work so I can save money again and get the hell out of this house. In-home-caregiving was going to be my window of opportunity.

But tonight you told me that you could not, and would not do in-home care because of a program you want to go to. 3 hours of physical therapy for so many days a week for 14 days; you claim insurance will pay for one but not the other.

I want you to walk again.

But I also need to take care of myself, it's obvious it won't happen now.

Fuck.

What the other guy said you need to block her. My exgf is doing the EXACT same thing to me that this girl is doing to you. Believe me this mental exhaustion and bullshit is not something you want to be dealing with just move on

I think I love her.

not even once with oneitis

Sigh, what do I do now with all my strings attached?

cut back on the constant contact and talk to other people. better yet date other people.
nature will take its' course.

I'm worried he's going to start losing attraction to me.

this world is not for me

You have to let go buddy. If she doesn't want to be with you then she's not worth your time and effort

Why does it hurt so much?

I'm starting my first full-time job tomorrow.
It's a factory job that has things like "mandatory overtime" and "50 to 60 hour weeks"

The most I've ever worked in 1 day was 6 hours. Now I'm going to be working 10 or even 12 hour shifts.

How can I make the hard transition easier?
Any factory workers here that have tips on how to make the day fly by?

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I'm starting to dislike everyone in my family, I just want them to actually grow the fuck up and stop being selfish assholes...

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in my experience, texting all the time, isn't good, your just her emotional outlet
Just text to meet up.
Only time texting has lead anywhere was with super crazy women

before your dating/had sex, you want to seem like you have a life and are not on Jow Forums.
After that initial period, then she wants all of you attention.
Meet multiple girls, text them to meet up only. See if you connect with any, then go from there.

I want to go home. Stop telling me a bunch of things that don't make any sense.

Like, you tell me the world has already ended. That we are living in a post apoc world already. But that doesn't make sense.

When is someone going to tell me what is going on? You tell me that I already won, that the game is over but... still, no one tells me anything? Why?

Just fucking tell me already.

cuck

get on disability. Start a online charity

Get a radio or bring your own music.

This place really doesn't want you and I to be together huh? Two shy people sending mixed signals to each other, trying to connect over an anonymous message board, both of our social circles lurk/shitpost here. A recipe for disaster.

If you fell so hard for me, why do you keep pushing me away? You know that's fucking heartbreaking, right?

Am I so fucking used to failure that I let a good thing slip away because I assumed she didn't like me? There's still time, I can still fix this, I wont let it end this way. I'm asking her on a date tomorrow.

I'm never going to be okay and overcome everything. When I felt so horrible and finally opened up abd trusted you and gave you eveything and still felt such a betrayal. I know you went through a lot too and you apologized but you can't even face me. And I am worried I will always be miserable. If I decided to end my life it is to escape the pain of everything. I don't even deserve a life or anyone in it. That is why I'm doing this. Living carelessly and freely because it will have to end. I can't maintain it. I cannot be stable. I cannot stop thinking about you. Please take care of yourself even if I am gone.

Sorry sorry sorry....

Tell them this before you do anything user

What makes you think you're selfish user?

I did. I sent a voice message to explain a month ago. There was no response of course. I was intending to do it then but because some stuff happened to my friends I'm living with and my students I felt I needed to delay again out of guilt. But I'm rather miserable.

It will be any day now, it doesn't matter.
I hope soon, to fall asleep and not wake up peacefully.

I miss him, he was truly amazing sometimes, but other times he was a huge fucking jerk and did terrible shit to me. Why can't I just stop loving him already. Why do I have to miss him every fucking day when he doesn't miss me at all

I keep fucking up. Third quarter end that I do something that makes you mad. Your life would be so much better if you cut me loose, but you're the only person that makes me feel good about myself and full of value. I think I would seriously contemplate dying if you left me, but I know you should leave me. I have nothing to offer you and I know all the bullshit I do with my drinking drives us further apart. You're the only thing in this world I care about and I am so scared for the future when you leave me. I am a mess.

Today is another nail in the ccoffin, and I think all the nails have been hammered. I did that because I was reminded of how much of a fucking loser and a failure I am. I am insanely envious and jealous of all the friends you made at your department and how close you are. In my 6 years of school I haven made 1 friend, yet in your first year you made so many. I hate myself more than anythign else and when you're with me, thats the only time that hatred and emptiness goes away. I neeed you more than you'll ever need me and it is so sad.

>daily I wake up and hope you died in your sleep. ...
take it back user. I know its a vent about an unfair situation, but trust me on this, you'll eventually regret committing that particular sentence to pen and paper

I didn't realize just saying goodbye was going to cause this much shit
I just wanted to extend a farewell since we weren't ever going to see each other again, but you're probably right, I am a piece of shit.

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I have feelings for you. I want to make it happen but I don't want to pressure you so I'm going to keep playing it out. You admitted to me you have feelings as well. Even if it would be difficult I'm willing to go through that tough terrain with you. I will always be there for you my Eagle-girl. See you tomorrow

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All I want is for you to ask me to suck your dick.

You should make it more obvious to him.

You should outright tell them if they are that oblivious to what is going on around them.

I have nothing and no one except parents

Live with family in college no friends from highschool Left. Nobody wants to be friends with me in college even when I'm not being some cynical piece of shit.

Have no work friends either. Work pretty much alone and the last 2 times I've been into a girl she's either lost interest or I scared her off with somethin I said.

Tldr; I'm depressed and for good reason but not suicidally depressed just defeated

On a bright note it seems like only 1 more year than I can transfer out of community college

What not meant to be will not be.

Don't be a bitch say "I'll show you load all over the face" or some shit to stop being a betafag trust me user it's not worth it to make yourself get cucked mentally it fucking you up

I literally hate my gfs dad so much that when he dies I’m going to destroy his tombstone with a sledgehammer in the dead of night
He’s such a piece of shit
Always demanding attention and respect and treating me like I’m just some asshole who up and ruined his daughters life

holy shit is eye contact important?

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My dear sex buddy, you are sexy and smart and we work together because we know perfectly we could never be a couple.
you put your job above everything, but whats the meaning of being loaded with money if you don't have the time or the interest on spending it? we come from different worlds. i struggled to get my degree while working, you studied abroad, dedicated yourself to your company and didnt have to worry about supporting your unemployed parents. your vacations are luxurious hotels and restaurants, mine are videogames and library, i know you wouldnt understand..
i am here, hoping i will get the chance of doing a master to finally have my life figured out and you have it all already.
i HATE it when you hide money in my purse. i am not playing hard to get. is it too difficult to understand that i want to offer coffee too, sometimes?

are we equals?

the only fact i am struglling to understand you its draining.
its time to make the dream end.

you gave me a laugh. good job

NEET reversal project: Day 2

After hiding my gaming PC(and stop fapping),I'v only watch anime the past 2 days and no progress has been achieved.I still have no motivation for anything productive and I'm starting to get an itch of boredom wanting to play some steam games with my mind telling me since I just wasted time these past two days doing nothing productive it really doesn't matter what you spend your time if it's not on your job skills any way.

It's feels like going back to my days in 2007-2008 just watching anime and afk woodcutting in the backround,a life void to the concept of time or passion just "being". Maybe after wandering through the mist again I'll find something to pull enthusiasm,the kind that I'll feel a strong emotion for from the depths of my heart but in the meantime it's the void for now.

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masturbate lots
enjoy

talking so freely about it with another guy... bitchy

>Who moved my cheese
will look into it, thanks for the suggestion

I dated a girl like that. She ended up playing me and was fucking other dudes behind my back.

It's just an excuse to fool around. Drop her

it will be emotionally draining for you. do not get involved

AAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY CAN'T I GET HIRED, WHY CAN'T I GET AN INTERVIEW. I JUST WANT A JOB SO I CAN MOVE OUT AND BE MY OWN MAN. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'M GETTING FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND MAD

Went through that too! Dont give up!!!!!

All my life's worth will depend if I can land a job now within my field that I can get behind, and lacer advance from, or not.

With every day, every read advertisement, and every sent cv, I get more and more afraid and frustrated.