Dammit, i should have gone to college today...that guy could have made some moves on her
No, why do i even worry im not even sure if i like her, the only reason i started talking to her is because P is gone, and i needed to move on
Now that i think of it last friday she just gave up and left the classroom because she is even lazier than me and didn't want to face the teacher, she probably skipped class today too, for that same reason
Things were so different with P she was always so responsible and smart im still so sure i like her,she was way more interesting
I think i don't really want to be with E, but i really like her attention and stopping other people form having it. but it's not right
Fuck it i'll wait for P as many years as it takes im gonna help A get with E, he is a good guy, but he needs a bit more courage and help, the other 2 guys chasing her are so immature and dumb they couldn't even get pass me so i'll make sure they stop bullying him
I know I'm pathetic but it's really hard to not keep in contact with you. We could have hung out even after our breakup but I was too desperate and pushy. I'm sorry. I realize that I will have many other chances with many other girls (maybe even including you) but I just really miss you every day. I hope you'll check back on me soon.
Kayden Adams
I started being sexual way too young because if boyfriend's pressure, and even though I'm still with him and plan to marry him I sometimes feel like sex is more of a chore that hurts me
Connor Miller
I think she broke up with her guy because she was moving away for college.
Then she met me, we started hanging out and she was enjoying my attention. The way she was made me feel like she was actually into me. But we only got to know each other towards the end of the year.
She moved back to her home town and seems to be getting more and more in touch with her ex. I'm pretty sure they will get back together.
I feel so pathetic, like I actually got my hopes up that a girl like her might like me, but then when I think I might've only been a distraction until she's back with her ex, it just makes me feel so used. She's not that great looking back, there was a lot of things I didn't like about her but still, because of how lonely I feel, somehow my brain tells me "its ok, pretend you didn't see that, she's great otherwise" and I couldn't stop thinking about her. Now there's been a few weeks of silence between us so at least it lessened the blow and I think I wouldn't be too upset if they got back together but damn, I still feel pretty shitty. Its the 3rd girl in the last 2 months that I've to forget about
Caleb Collins
Can I please go now?
Nolan Parker
I did this to my first gf and I always regretted it. I’m sorry it happened to you too.
William Kelly
i hate myself so fucking much. i wish had a much different personality. i feel awful.
Brayden Gray
wish i was dead, i hate it here. there is nothing good everyone abandons me. they only talk to me when its convenient for them. i should just stop trying and end it.
Bentley Hughes
nope
Asher Jackson
I enjoy being intellectual but I'm so fucking useless aside from that.
Carson Gomez
I wish my wife would come back home. I’m so sorry about the mess I made. It’s been a week, and I am falling into the darkness here by myself. Please come home sweetie.
Ian Morris
I have just one friend that i regularly see, never had a girlfriend and approaching 30. Still I'm glad I have a job and a house that I live alone in.I'm grateful for this friend, and I'm happy that it doesn't matter
Lucas Ross
Sometimes I think she's into me. Other time's she's completely cold.
Joseph Phillips
I think of you when I'm with him, you probably already know that though. Funny considering we've never even met in person.
Liam Carter
Leave. If you have doubt now it's not going to disappate should you manage to break through.
Luis Bell
Hope you're not married or something lol
Connor Morgan
My coworker got to work today with his hair all messed up and he looked so cute hnnnngghhhhh. The dummy later fixed his hair lol, I wish I could tell him how much I like him!
Juan Kelly
i love you a lot still, even after finding out about your past that you lied about i think we can work on our relationship together and you dont have to push me away saying you dont love me. you really do love me, its all in your actions. you just dont think youre good enough for me but you have no right to make that desicion. despite everything, i think youre perfect for me and youre all i want. i dont want anyone younger or someone who makes a lot of money, i want you.
Owen Watson
Ambiguity means the answer is no. Stop misconstruing her actions into something they are not.
And please don't try to justify with: "but she looked into my eyes and smiled on our friend-iversary last Tuesday at 3:33 in the sunny afternoon in front of all our friends and she knows how special 3:33 is to me because...."
Jace Wright
I wish you didn't say you loved me back.
Adam Morgan
>tfw I know this feel Now I keep thinking about him much more than I should
Adam Ross
I feel like every year I'm getting dumber, like I'm no longer as witty as I used to be. I'm having a hard time being funny and I really relied on my sense of humor in many situations, that starts to get in my head and I'm more and more quiet these days. I also sometimes forget words, in recent years more than before. Everything I've ever done in the past is making me anxious again as if I did it for the first time, like I forgot a lot of the things I've experienced in the recent years. Maybe I'm just depressed, I'm too tired to even think about it
Camden Bailey
Why can't you leave me alone Shannon? Talking to you is painful and you keep trying to talk to me, please just go away
Luke James
I hate to be the one to break this to you but... you're not intellectual. if you were, then you would have something useful to add to the world. You're just someone that thinks they are better than other people without actually being better than anyone.
James Adams
life is too much right now man. she's like the only thing keeping me motivated to do anything and she'll be gone in a couple days. ugh
Zachary Brooks
I'm aware of that, it's basically what I was getting at
Samuel Anderson
I have a class with her so... kind of stuck at the moment.
Jacob Baker
>think about how far I am from getting what I want out of life and how I haven't moved towards it in a while now >start crying I really need to stop
Ah. I meant just kind of ignore her. Don't be rude or anything, but don't give her any special attention or treatment. There's a small chance this will turn her on, maybe you'll get to kiss her. I'd stay away from a relationship though
Ethan Cooper
omfg dude, just fucking stop. i'm about to change my number again. get a fucking life and get out of mine. at this point, f-r-i-e-n-d-s is no longer an option due to your constant attention seeking bs
William Wilson
>gf pushes me to finally get my ged(new job) and a new apartment for myself >lock myself in a year long lease in her city because our relationship was pretty serious >schedule my ged test date >tfw she dumps me and I lose motivation to do anything She told me she had been thinking of breaking up with me for awhile. But she knew I wanted to leave our city and she still let me stay here knowing she was going to dump me. Someone please kill me
Joshua Ortiz
Have you told this person how you feel? Or did you just ghost them. If it is the later then be blunt, some people do not get hints until you tell them.
Nathan Lee
Yes about how I feel and I hate ghosting. Think it's absolutely necessary in this case, though.
Jaxson Morris
It drives me crazy that I am the only one who isn't being played by my fucking nephew. He's a manipulative little fuckstain and everyone thinks I'm crazy for calling him out on his red flag behavior.
But then again, I have no children so of course, I don't know jack shit.
The day that little dick kills one of my cats because he didn't get a gummy worm or a cookie will be the day when his aunt user will truly fucking hate him + all children.
Evan Richardson
I'm spineless I'm anxious I can't seem to make friends I consume pornography like a fiend I cry rather than stay strong when feeling down or angry I've started and stopped so many things that could get me out of the 9-5 world. I feel like a fraud I cannot fix my erectile dysfunction I cannot lose these fucking mantitties
I hate myself more than anything else in the world
Alexander Reed
fuck my ego for not allowing me to confess to this girl. why am i so fucking afraid of rejection
Austin Baker
I hate video games sometimes. It always sucks me in and I spend a godly amount of hours playing but it never feels satisfying and I feel like I wasted the entire day. I never feel this with any other medium, just video games.
Eli Ross
I want a pretty lady that is ok with me staring at her for a lonnngggg time. I want a pretty lady that let's me paint her alllll the time. I want a pretty lady that will let me trace her figure with my fingers so I get to know her form from memory.
I love pretty ladies. I love them in an innocent kind of way. Also, in a not so innocent kind of way. Also, I want a tired girlfriend that has super cute tired eyes that are kinda pink and cute. And a cute pink nose. and cute pink lips.
I want to kiss all the dips and hills.
I want snugs. :/
Dominic Perry
I'm starting to have an emotional affair, and I've come to terms with it. I kind of blame my girlfriend because she started pushing away, even though I tried to talk to her and fix things, but mostly it's just me and my intolerance for excessive loneliness. I'd dump my girlfriend, but we're already connected on too deeply a level. She comforts me when I'm freaking out, and I do the same for her. I know things about her she's never told anyone, and vice-versa. I can't just throw that away. It's like erasing a saved game in a visual novel midway through, so you can start on a brand new route you're not even sure you'll like. Plus, this other girl has some mild antisocial tendencies, to put things lightly. She can fake things like empathy well enough for me to enjoy her company, and I think she finds me appealing enough to enjoy mine, but I am under no delusion that she would see my worst points as anything other than pathetic and disgusting. I don't know how, but I think she picked up on what I "need", and now she's just playing a persona very well. She's pushing the right buttons. It's convincing enough that it doesn't bother me, though. I'm just not dumb enough to be fooled. I know it's damage control when she says she "feels bad" about all the animals she tortured in the past. She doesn't feel shit. She's just not stupid or edgy enough to be proudly disgusting and obnoxious like her "type" typically is. I am not blinded by her charm, only entertained. And who knows for how long? I hope this will pass and my girlfriend comes back from her emotional vacation. In the meantime, how do I mine the most interesting experience out of this?
Owen Powell
How long have you been into her?
James Morales
Can you please just end this shit already? Just fucking tell me what is going on. Tell me about what I am. Just fucking do it already.
>you already won Then why the fuck has it been a year and 5 months? What the fuck are you people waiting for? I don't want a final event. I don't want a threesome. I don't want to fuck Maria. I want answers and you people owe me far more than that.
Julian Garcia
Hey bro you should try osu. :^]
I missed work for a week after playing lots of high BPM maps and tearing my shoulderblade muscles. Kept playing through the pain because it's so addicting. Now I'm slowly decaying in rank and that's all I care about, fuck my grades, fuck work.
Benjamin Davis
Feels like it’s time for me to leave this board and the internet in general. I’m addicted to this website and the internet and it has fried my brain. I can’t focus on anything, nothing interests me. I don’t have the courage to follow my hobby of skateboarding because of social anxiety and the fear of falling to fuck up my teeth.
I took a two-week break at my Wal-Mart cashier job, since I don’t like interacting with customers as much and I struggle to keep a fake smile. I also don't like asking people for donations.
I'm not interested in anything, I'm really not looking forward to coming back to uni for my 3rd year. I failed 3 classes the last semester and I don't give two shits about my major. The thing is I don't know what else to do. Math and science make my head hurt and I'm too dumb for it. So yeah Idk what the fuck I should be doing. The only thing I like is music and skateboarding/basketball, I'd like to write stories too but I procrastinate all the time.
What do I do?
Nathaniel Kelly
Compete more It's not totally whole but I feel pretty good when I can meet a team's dependence on me, and even impress or exceed expectations. Contributing to a teamwide success is pretty cool.
I would do sports but they're all fags in sports like "uhh don't tackle people." bitch I bounce off pavement, these motherfuckers had better tackle me like I fucked their wife, because I'm going to run through them with all the white fury of a nerd boi
Aiden Thompson
I'm 23 and life already feels empty.
It's like there's nothing to look forward to
Levi Smith
long blogposty greentext incoming
>be 23 >unironically a fat autistic basement-dwelling manchild who likes tendies and vidya and calls his mother mommy >but unlike the memes not a reeing sociopath with horrible hygiene, i'm decently clean and more like a never-grew-up version of the quiet polite kid who gets on well with authority and never causes trouble >loathe everything i am >fat >ugly >worthless >stupid >a burden >forever indebted to mommy >can't live for myself, don't like myself enough >whole purpose in life is to make mommy proud >she's my whole world >have no vision for the future but go to college off her money anyway, want to be the grown up responsible son she wanted >know i should get a job and move out and live off my own hard work for a change, but also know if i did that then i wouldn't have enough mental concentration left in the day to focus on school because i'm too stupid and infantile to hold down all that responsibility at once >if i graduate from college and *then* get a job and a house then i'll be able to get a *better* job and house and make a decent salary and then she'll be *more* proud of me
>move out for once, live on campus >ending off the year >uncle comes banging on door crying >"user listen before i say this i want you to just know i love you and i'm here support you" >"uncle what's wrong" >"user your... your mom died last night"
that was 3 months ago.
wat do? still going to college just out of habit even though i have no reason. still a few years away from having my own place (yes, i'm that much of a pathetic slob) so now i'm mooching off uncle instead of mommy. he's cool with it, still feel like a piece of shit for it tho. lost interest in everything. even tendies no longer appeal. lost 120lbs out of sadness. not to say it wasn't a welcome loss of course. i kind of feel like it was my fault. she always reassured me i was her little angel and taking care of me for as long as i needed made her happy. but i know she was stressed.
Asher Richardson
stop blaming Jow Forums
I hate this idea. It's always the animu or the vidya or the comic or the website, never YOU, never your choices.
You can browse this website and be fulfilled, and successful. It's not Jow Forums's fault you're a loser, it's your own. I'm a loser, too user. But at least I'm self-aware enough to hate myself and not the website I choose to spend my miserable time at.
anyways sounds like MDD, talk to a doctor.
Angel Martin
Are you in a cult, user?
Jacob Flores
I think, actually.
I want to go home. It's some kind of like... secret service/protective services horseshit. Or some kind of like... "It's actually the future but we force these people to live like it's a thousand years ago.... for our entertainment." kind of thing.
I want to go home.
John Long
>lost 120lbs out of sadness. wait. to clarify. and also to correct myself. i didn't lose 120lbs in 3 months. that would be completely insane. i lost maybe 40lbs in 3 months and am now 120lbs down from my highest weight. my mistake.
Evan Barnes
I hate psychotherapy so fucking much. Holy shit. It’s so fucking stupid. Jesus Christ. I can’t believe that I’ve wasted so much time and money on psychotherapists. Fuck those people. Seriously. Fuck them. Especially with my last psychotherapist. Man, what a bitch. She actually had the audacity to threaten to take legal actions against me if I didn’t stop trying to contact her. I mean, what the fuck. That so-called psychotherapy that she offered was such a fucking joke. $1350 went down the drain to her lousy psychological corporation. I only saw her for 6 sessions and I was supposed to keep seeing her for 24 sessions. Easiest money she ever made, I bet. I bet she was laughing all the way to the bank. I am so done with psychotherapy.
Anthony White
Not everyone is an attention seeking faggot, ever thought maybe you're just completely emotional unavailable, thus causing your friend to be clingy in order to get any sort of acknowledgment at all?
I don't know you or your situation but I've seen this plenty times.
Sebastian Adams
I miss you so much it hurts dude.
Elijah Ross
6 months
Lincoln Myers
reach out to them, call message them? initials.
Joseph Phillips
At least she got to see you go to college, I'm sure that made her happy. A few years from having your own place is not that bad, time flies. Imagine years from now when you have a job and a home, you'll think "why was I so worried?" Don't give up, you're doing well
Christopher Gonzalez
lol, alrighty then. I get what you're saying, but what is defined as an acceptable rate of acknowledgment? So far today, it's been in person and about 2 dozen texts. I called my mother and this phone call lasted exactly 1 hr 8 min. During that time, my call waiting beeped and there were an additional 2 texts received. Is the problem my emotional unavailability?
Joseph Moore
Like I said, I don't know you or your situation. Just saying, maybe she wouldn't be so clingy if she felt she didn't have to be.
I could be wrong and she could be crazy. js, it's easy to reduce people down to quirks like "clingy" without actually considering WHY they are behaving like that.
You'd be surprised how much a single text can change a person's entire day, or even week.
James Adams
A
Julian Thompson
I respect your view but it is not my responsibility to consider why and I don't want this ownership forced upon me. Time to cut and run
Adrian Garcia
I'm friends with my buddy's girlfriend on fetlife. I know her kinks, her fantasies, how unsatisfied she is, and I've seen her nude (likewise, she knows all the same about me and has seen my cock). She knows it's me, and we've been chatting a bit on there for over a year.
She loves her boyfriend though, and despite being both sexually and emotionally unfulfilled, she won't leave him.
I know we would make an amazing couple, but I don't want to betray my friend, nor would I want to make her feel pressured or guilty.
Gabriel Foster
is that yours or theirs?
Jacob Johnson
>I know we would make an amazing couple You don't mind the fact that when she's unsatisfied she'll go looking somewhere else like she's doing right now?
Samuel Gomez
I can't wait for my brother to kill himself and I don't know why. It's his fourth attempt tonight and for some reason i'm just anticipating the final blow now. maybe it's because i'm done seeing the stress he puts on our family, financially and emotionally, or maybe i'm bloodthirsty. He has never done anything to warrant this response, but i want to see him actually do it. what's wrong with me?
Yeah, ownership and acknowledgement aren't the same thing. Seems to your problem is with commitment and attachment and not actually that this person is clingy.
Have fun with that.
>it's not my responsbility did you know that you can do stuff for your friends because they are your friend and you care about them and not exclusively because it's your responsibility?
Just because you don't need to do something doesn't mean you shouldn't do it user.
David Rivera
i made a fetlife, put up pics and made some posts to see what its like to hook up online but desu i dont like it at all. its uncomfortable for people to see me as a purely sexual object. id rather be sexual for the person im interested in, not anybody and everybody. that and the people who do hook up online unironically seem a bit pathetic and desperate. if i wanted someone, id make the effort to understand them as a person instead of trying to get jiggy with strangers. maybe i dont belong in modern society, i dont know.
Nicholas Johnson
Stop being such memelords for fucks sake, at least try to be witty or funny without having to rely on some shitty pictures or ironic bullshit, I feel like such a bitter fuck when you try to show me a "funny" picture that fails to make me laugh, I understand that you are doing it because you want to share something you liked with me, but I just can't wrap my head around the internet's modern culture.
Why do you indulge me one day and then fuck me over the next? Why can't I stop thinking about you? Will I ever stop? Will you ever think about me back? What is it about you that draws me in? You aren't particularly attractive, intelligent, funny, flirty, available, etc. and I've been with plenty of girls since I met you but I can't enjoy them because you're in the back of my mind. I'm sure something just clicked in my head and at that moment I happened to be looking at you. This shit is a curse, I can't enjoy others' company and I know that no matter how good a girl I get you'll always be taunting me. I'm obsessive about you, and the fucking schemes I keep coming up with to get you are getting weirder and more impractical each time. This is the last ditch, or at least I tell myself that, because I can't stand the thought of continuing to pursue you. I'm so tired of it.
Asher Powell
You never wanted me. In the end I was an amusement piece. Then again I couldn't do the one thing I told you I'd do. I am too afraid to be alone cause I know that my worth is none. fuck I love you and I don't even know why. I hate this.
Nolan Miller
There is no bottom line to this, there is no clarity and there is no rest. I can feel my body being well rested and strong but this layer of pain and weakness is just slowly taking over.
It's just too much, it's all just too much. I can't handle it, I reached out but nobody was there. People just say don't kill yourself but I don't think they understand this pain...
I just wanted to be understood man, i just wanted to talk to a person and not feel like everything I say goes right over their head while they just Interpret my words to whatever they want. I can see it always, how I say things and they pretend to engage but are just trying to steer it all into the next I love you and the next thing they want to say or want to hear.
I just hope there is a god after all and he truly is loving and forgiving because I can't anymore.
I need to rest, I need to feel nothing it's just too painful. Please god even if you send me to hell for this I beg you hug me at least before I go down, just once I want to feel love and understood.
Blake Russell
Already talking to a therapist, this shit is fucking useless
Austin Bailey
I hope you don’t love me. Otherwise this is probably incredibly painful for you and that hurts even more. I don’t know what to do. All I want is to be with you. That’s all.
Leo Harris
lol, two can play this game
I'd like to apologize to you on behalf of whoever was emotionally unavailable and probably called you clingy.
Perhaps the next lucky bastard of your attempts will crack right open and you can win that lucky prize kept locked up so tight
David Jones
I’ve failed you so many times. I’m so sorry I’m a failure as a friend. I’m sorry I was too autistic to help you today when you started crying I have no clue how to comfort people.
Asher Sullivan
>me as a kid >try to do things on my own or mature >get poked at or told I don't know what I'm doing >21 years old now >get told "hah, you're just a big baby. will you ever grow up?" >never anything to provoke this statement, just random Can't wait until I'm out of here later this year. I love my grandmother but she's nuts and I think she may be a fucking idiot. I've never been able to speak to her on the same level. I thought that as I got older she would accept me but I'm still met with the same condescending attitude.
Henry Clark
lol thanks
my advice might've been through a lens of venting but I meant what I said. I genuinely think if you reached out a little more she might cling a little less.
Jeremiah Morgan
You know, I don't think I'm asking for much by expecting a text back. It's been over 6 hours and I've seen you active on social media within that time.
Why would you come to me in tears begging me to work things out after trying to dump me over a text?
If this is you trying, I don't think we're going to get anywhere. Then it makes me seem like such a drag having to have these conversations with you.
I don't have time for this shit. If you want me, act like it. If you don't, then let it go. I will tell you that I'm not going to be waiting around forever. Grow up. Stop being such a fucking idiot.
Julian Scott
It feels like it happens often because usually while dating men are older.
Oliver Carter
I am so head over heels for you! We just got off the phone with each other. You told me about your day and I can't wait to see you you tomorrow. We will become a couple i just know it.
I love you P, but your personal problems are a bit too much for someone who was raised in a happy, upper middle class family with 2 parents who still love each other. Fix yourself and I'm willing to give you another chance, though I cannot guarantee I'll still be single.
Nathan Garcia
Initials who and from?
Anthony Lewis
>tfw me and an ex just got off the phone after a very pleasant conversation about anime and games
Sadly she's taken, but not for long
Jose Turner
C from R
Jaxon Myers
Ahaha now I dreamed about him. It's the second time that I dream that a guy says he knows I like him and holds my hand as we walk. I guess it's some sort of fantasy I have. Well he should know I like him, I can feel myself blushing when I interact with him. Like that time he winked at me oh boy. I'm not sure how he feels though, he seems to be conscious of what I do and does stuff to get my attention, but at the same time he seems to prefer watching videos of vidya over talking to me. Well it's not like we'd ever date or anything, given that we're coworkers... I sure can dream though
Logan Watson
Don't lie to me or manipulate me like that Gretchen I didn't do anything to be treated like a criminal
Daniel Hill
why the FUCK did you eat my popcorn what am i supposed to munch on now
Hunter Bennett
i suck i am so socially inept due to growing up as an ugly child and teen. i feel like it stunted my mental growth. everyone tells me i'm hot now but i feel retarded
Landon Taylor
any one of you could just come to my window and pump carbon monoxide into my room through my AC and end it all for me while I'm asleep. Carbon monoxide doesn't trigger the suffocation feeling like carbon dioxide does. You just... die. No discomfort or pain at all. I wouldn't even wake up.
Please kill me. I don't want to do this anymore. Or give me a gun so I can do it myself. All I need is a way to do it and I'll get it over with. I know this isn't going to end without me ending it. I know that you people are never going to let me go. You're just going to keep torturing me until I kill myself or until you get bored and kill me yourselves. I know this doesn't end well for me. I know that I'm going to die here.
So please, just end it already. Please let me go.
I want to go home.
Eli Taylor
That sounds awful, I am sorry for your situation. Do you feel like talking about it? When you are Deep in a shithole you actually can get out and have a fresh start somehow you know.
Lincoln Perry
I feel you
Landon Martin
I fell out of love with you the moment I realized that you have no fucking idea what you're talking about. We didn't agree on everything, but you were so passionate and I respected that about you. But to realize that you're just spewing out bullshit without actually putting effort into figuring out what it meant, that ruined you for me.
Luke Cooper
Initials just asking
Ian Rodriguez
Not me. I'm destined to be doing this forever. It's not up to me at all.
Joshua Davis
To C, from C.
Camden Gray
One more week and I'll get my closure with you. If we can still be a thing, or if too much time has passed and I should move on. I just can't move on without knowing where we stand
Wyatt Clark
Formerly sneed
Jacob Harris
Initials
Luke Wilson
I hate doing that cuz it's risky, so I won't say from whom.