I try to just use anime and video games with loli content as an outlet, I admit at one time I actually kept some pornography involving minors, but that was years ago and I've deleted it and never tried to seek it again.
I don't feel attracted to women who are interested in dating me. The truth is sex with adult women has never felt satisfying to me, I feel like I'm seeking women to date just to make people not think there's something fucked up with me. I don't think I can truly relate to other adults in a meaningful way, I have very few friends, most of my family doesn't bother to keep in contact with me anymore, including my parents. As such I've never been able to really have a good relationship with a woman before.
>I don't think I can truly relate to other adults in a meaningful way
But you think you can relate to children better? Have you even talked to a child?
Dylan Robinson
to be frank it’s your responsibility that you don’t relate to adults or show interest in them. you could work through your social difficulties, but instead you fap to unethical porn and contemplate doing things to children that would make them socially dysfunctional at best (like you), PTSD at worst.
fuck off this earth.
Angel Diaz
not op
children are less challening and threatening. theyre also (usually) more starry-eyed about everything.
I guess that’s why most people especially men avoid fraternizing with children as if they were peers. It’s probably just a pathway to pedophilia.
educators and so on are trained in what the minds of children are actually like, and in a less romanticized way. that’s why they usually only fuck the teens...
Nathaniel Gutierrez
yeah. it's much easier at family gatherings for me to have conversations with my nieces and nephews since I have more in common with them. Usually around other adults I just feel like I'm trying to fit in with them or something. I honestly want to buy video games for my nieces and nephews because their parents try to avoid buying them games. Other adults probably view me as that weird guy in his late 20s who still has never had a serious girlfriend and works a blue collar job. Adult life is all about status and things like that, someone like me just wants to play video games, watch anime and do athletic things all day; one part of me doesn't care about what other adults think, the other part of me knows most people see me as a loser. Most adults don't seem able to relate to much of that. Most people I know my age are either close to getting married, already gotten married or already have kids. I feel nowhere close to any of these things.
Is it really my fault? I've been trying my entire life just to be a normal adult, but the truth is I'm not. I know other people can sense there's something wrong with me. I've lost a lot of friends over the years, this is what I mean by not being able to relate to other adults well. I honestly was never sexually abused as a child. Maybe some emotional abuse from parents but never any kind of beatings or molestation.
>only fuck the teens
as long as they're at least 16 it's legal right? maybe I should try to become a teacher...
Go to psychiatrist, don't tell them about wanting to fuck children but about not finding interested in women your age. Usually paedophilia comes from some fucked up thing happening in the childhood to your brain to the point you stopped "mental sexual maturity" and ended up being stuck in being attracted to your children
Nicholas Turner
Well, I guess it's not true that I feel NO attraction to adult women. but it has to be adult women who look very young and are probably in their early 20s at the latest. Also I find it difficult to relate on a personal, emotional level with people my own age.
I honestly don't think I had some kind of trauma as a child, like I said my parents were emotionally abusive but I never was sexually abused. I just noticed at a young age when I was a teen, I really did find younger girls attractive. Probably the youngest age I could find attractive is 9, but I know people find that reprehensible.
Emotions and sex are tied together after all Anyway, therapy or nothing, Jow Forums really isn't qualified
Daniel Russell
I recommend you a psychiatrist, that's all. There is also a site for paedos to recover so you could try to search for it
Alexander Peterson
The power dynamic between a student and teacher would probably make that sexual abuse. You should probably find a way to make things work with adults in a more casual setting than that
Charles Richardson
I am mainly familiar with hubs where men exchange hebe and loli images/videos. I've not heard of a recovery place... i honestly dont know if we can change.
I just would like to find a way to meet teens of legal age of consent without it being creepy. At least that would be a holdover
Cameron Rodriguez
I know but maybe someone else has gone through the same thing and learned to change.
Like, I would eventually like to start a family and have a kids and wife. But I'm scared that if I had a daughter one day, I might end up abusing her or something like that.
It's Jow Forums, all we have is copypasta and bait Give us a fucking break already, we know Jow Forums is total shit. Stop acting like you're the first one to discover it, already
Sebastian Stewart
I wish I was illya... On topic I don't think it matters, just fuck adult women and fap to loli on the side but keep it to yourself. Focus on other stuff like your career I guess and you might grow out of it. Nothing you can do will change your desires but a lot of men obviously like younger looking "teen" women (18-21) so that's fine as long as you stick there. Source: pornhub stats
Cameron Robinson
I do try to focus on other stuff, but the truth is sex and romance is an important part of life. Sure, I'm fit and lift weights, I have a nice job, I have my own place, my own car, I date women, sure. But I'm still missing this sense of fulfillment that bothers me, like I see my friends genuinely in love with their significant other and I realize I probably will never have that. Being in love with a loli is just that: a fantasy, an utterly repugnant fantasy that to me feels like the most fulfilling thing I can imagine. Sometimes after I masturbate to these fantasies, I'll feel incredible guilt. Like "What kind of fucking monster am I... I just masturbated fantasizing about having sex with a 12 year old. If anyone knew what I was thinking, they'd want to kill me." Even gay people and trannies are accepted, but pedos are universally hated. Even if I became rich and famous, I'd still just think of how to use these things to my benefit to meet young girls. I'll be having sex with adult women and still fantasizing about young girls.
It's just pretty fucked up. I've heard of aversion therapy, trying to focus on incredibly horrible things like jail, being bitten by snakes or going through excruciating pain every time you feel arousal from an underaged girl. But even then I feel like it would just make me even more fucked up mentally. I just wish there was a way to cut out these desires like a tumour and replace it with healthy, normal adult sexual urges.
It really doesn't matter as long as you stay within legality. You don't have to stop doing anything as long as it's legal. For instance, if you're into young girls try and get to know one that's as legally young as possible. That could be fun, right? There are many things to look up to. I don't know where you live, but life is really not all bad having the feelings or preferences you're describing. You don't need to fit anyone's standards; just do you.
Cooper Robinson
Seems like you are peter pan and refuse to grow up, thus an attraction for younger immature people. If you really have an issue with being like this you shouldn't even use Loli. Legal or not. If you want to say thags your outlet so was killing small animals for serial killers. I just hope you have your shit together enough to not hurt anyone.
Grayson Edwards
What happens if she grows up?
Hudson Williams
You're doing the same.
Nathaniel Rogers
So what about small chested or little petite women? Are you attracted to those? Or is it their behavior that attracts you?
I personally like small flat chested girls the most and due to that I also love loli hentai and stuff.
It's okay to be a little fucked in the head, just don't fiddle real kids OP.
Ian Brown
I wonder how flat chested women feel about your finding them attractive because they look like kids.
I mean, I'm sure you don't need to worry about this in real life, but I'd consider that an insult.
Colton Edwards
You get the wrong idea though, I just like flat chested girls. The loli stuff I fap to is just means to get to flat girl porn you know?
Luke Hill
There's no need to stop it as long as you're not doing anything illegal.
Easton Jones
There is plenty of petite girl porn out there, where the girls all have flat chests.
You ain't fooling anybody.
Joshua King
I guess there are some younger or flat chested women I find attractive. But I mean, it has to be girls who look so young you could easily mistake them for a minor.
But there is definitely an especially high appeal for girls between the ages of say, 12-15, which is under the legal age limit. Basically high school/middle school girls are the most attractive to me.
bro are you seriously comparing killing an animal to looking at drawn or animated pornography?
