I only ever talk with my ex, my brother or my parents, and mostly only if necessary. I'm friendly and humble...

I only ever talk with my ex, my brother or my parents, and mostly only if necessary. I'm friendly and humble, and talking to strangers is effortless. But I have no actual interest whatsoever in them or their lives. Despite this I sometimes feel lonely.
I'm considering dropping all contact with my ex now, the single person aside family that could be considered my friend. She'd be against it and, like before, complain that I mean a lot to them and that they want to stay friends. But she only makes me remember how lonely I am, never has anything to share, we don't even play games anymore, and she clearly has a more interesting circle of friends nowadays.
Her and a childhood "friend" plague my contact list. Seeing their names is gutwrenching. So why don't I just drop them? Why haven't I?

What would you do?

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Ex lul

I dropped my ex because I was feeling the same way. She made me feel like I was important to her but after I quit texting her it became apparent it was just a pity friendship. Cut her out, start lifting, and get some new friends. You'll feel much better

Bitches only stick around to feed off your life force. If you arent dicking her, she should be considered worthless.

Yeah it's really similar. If I don't throw her a message she literally doesn't say anything for weeks. If I do, she responds if she "feels like it".
The problem is that we still have fun when we do chat/talk properly. Is that what they call nostalgia?
I think I'm aware that it's unhealthy for both of us, but I feel like I'm destroying something, like a part of my life. Pure removal. Nothing good happening from it. Like, would removing her actually change anything aside having one less person to sometimes chat to?

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As for my childhood "friend", he's showed up at my place every 4-5 months apart for many years. He hangs around, talks shit, leaves after some hours. We never do anything, he really just comes by to seemingly harass my freetime.
I think I still have him there BECAUSE he's my childhood "friend". But I don't really care. So why do I "care"?

You sound like a negative bitch who needs to meet a new woman t bhaych

Nah I'm done with partnerships. I'd like to -live- alone for the rest of my life.

Even silence is better than just stabbing yourself in the heart by trying to talk to her. Believe me you need to cut her out. Your relationship didn't work and those reasons are unknown to everyone but you and her, but you need to cut her out because it's obvious she makes you miserable

Ok well youre still a negative bitch

Yup. I really should. I really really need to.
So how do I go for it? Just delete all info? Leave a message first? Discuss it first? I've been about to before and talked to her about it, and the impression I got was that she'd be sad about it but that I should "whatever I think is right", however the way she puts it made me feel extremely guilty instead so I didn't.

you have been antisocial for so long that you forgot what socializing is. you are also not as suave as you think you are.

I'm not "suave", what?
It"s just effortless for me to be humble amd fake being more social than I care to be, towards coworkers and like shop assistants.
I definitely have severe anxiety about saying too much online, to people who see my online name, no idea why. But strangers in real life? Zero care.

add egocentric and paranoid to the list

Why either? How? I don't see a connection to either word.

Ok so ur lonely, have 1 friend and ex.

And you want further alienation.

That's the question right, if isolating myself is better than having two people that make me feel like shit.

Youre casting emotional burdens onto people, they arent the reason you feel like shit

These two don't make me happier, ergo they make me feel worse.

You r still doing it.

Blaming others is super easy because instead of saying " im lonely like 95 percemt og america" you say oh they are dragging me down by not being friendly enough

They're friendly. They just never say anything, almost never replies, and aren't up for doing anything as little as playing games.

Am I still wrong? I'm actually clueless. I could be overthinking. What is a friend to you?

Dont contact her. Boom done. Since she is not making an effort either way.

A friend is someone you can message and say "hey whats new with you?" Thats it.

I blame others for the way i feel too vut its bad practice unless truely called for. Master of our own destiny and such

Then it's decided.
The other guy has even less to ever say, but in his case we still live in the same city. I'm just anxious about meeting him and have him ask why, if he'd even care.

Oh, then neither of them are. Then that's that.

Negative bitch

Big gay

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ur a gay

Ur a lonely xD

xDDDD lmao

A friend is someone that you can go to and just talk to, pretty much any time you need. Whether you call on the phone or meet them in person, I would consider any type of those people to be a friend. People have all kinds of things going on in their life so most of the time they are busy but if they are willing to make some time for you then that is valuable. Tbh, with some of my friends, I don’t see or talk to them for months but we could talk or hang out and it would be like no time had passed.

Don’t pretend that you like people just to have friends. Accept them for who they are and be there for them, otherwise don’t waste their time. You don’t need to constantly be hanging out with you’re ex, but give it a couple of not really talking and see how it goes.