I really need to talk to a real person about this, but as far as I'm aware if I ever admit to being suicidal I'll immediately be taken by police to a hospital for a psych evaluation and possibly forcibly committed against my will.
What kind of fucked up system is this, and how am I supposed to get help and also avoid this situation?
To be fair you do need some real fucking help and should probably be locked up away from other people if you're ready to kill yourself
Fuck you too.
Shrinks and other medical persons can only commit you if they judge that you are in actual immediate danger of harming yourself. Just having severe depression is not enough. Get help.
Yeah bro never really tell people that you’re suicidal, happened to me before back when I was 14, tried to hang myself, the school found out and they sent me straight to the local hospital where they made stay overnight in the children’s mental ward. It sucked. You’re better off downloading some advice app and shit where you can talk to people like you without giving up your identity
I was also sent to the childrens mental ward after I let my mom know about my suicide 'attempt'. My problems were failing grades and parents divorce, and there I was surrounded by schizos or kids so abused that they were afraid of speaking. It only made me hate myself more desu.
Unironically go shoot a bunch of people. Clearly cite *this* as the reason in a manifesto that you send to the fake news vultures. Use a literal single shot so you don't fuck it up for the rest of us.
Every time one of these happen I think Jesus, why is being depressed fucking criminalized in this country?? How many cries for help by this sorry bastard were missed? Why didn't anyone give a shit? Then the fucking politicians and the journalists run with it in the complete wrong direction as an excuse to try to control people by taking away guns; like giving cough syrup to someone with the flu and wanting them to be better in two hours.
Try going on some long walks OP, you learn to live with it for a while.
OP, there are hotlines you can call. Even discord you can use that won't call cops. But man. I'm here to listen.
Or use knives and bombs so it can't be spun as a gun control issue.
it doesn't work like that unless your going to jump out a window or something. I have called a hotline in the past and was literally told "what do you want me to do about it?" and the person hung up. Anyways if you have a therapist or a psychologist call and let them know what is happening and they'll set up an appointment to have your meds checked or to talk Unless your a danger to yourself right now
I mean it will be spun as a 'toxic masculinity'/ "dem crayzee wite boiiis" instead of focusing on the actual underlying issue that links every one of these massacres, regardless.
The suicide hotline WILL call the cops on you and that's why I'm afraid to ever use it. If the cops showed up at my door I'd kill myself right then and there.
>Anyways if you have a therapist or a psychologist call and let them know what is happening
I've never had a therapist or psychologist or even a doctor
>and they'll set up an appointment to have your meds checked
I'm not on meds and I'd rather die than be put on meds.
been lurking this thread. i can relate to everything you've said op. wish i had something helpful to tell you but it seems we just have to suffer through it.
If you can find a good therapist, they won't do this. You will be able to talk about your issues in a safe environment. It takes a while to shop around for someone who isn't a fuckwit, let alone a good psychotherapist, but they're out there. Try and avoid people who are just licensed social workers. Look for someone with a Phd, or a master's and years of experience/good reviews. Avoid clinics with multiple psychotherapists - they tend to either be inexperienced, or rather more like scientists than someone who cares and is ready and able to help.
Get a bicycle, ride that mf till you think you’re going to die. Up a mtn or wherever. Keep riding when you have free time. You’ll get stoked and possibly get stronger. If you still want to die increase the risk factor, trail difficulty or try a backflip.
There's a high chance of getting in an accident and becoming a couch potato this way.
No pain no gain
So your solution is to just choose to be a couch potato anyway?
No, my solution is to kill myself in a way that cannot fail.
>implying you aren't a couch potatoe already
That seems like a pretty surefire way to be certain that you never live a happy life.
Just try, what do you have to loose?a couple pounds? Bicycles are way cheaper than therapists.
I will be alone forever, so yes I will never live a happy life.
You never know till you go
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