Good place to be edgy?

What's a good place to be edgy? Doesn't even have to be on Jow Forums, I just got a lot of hatred and anger built up and no good way to express it or even talk it out with anyone because no one wants to listen to my insane ramblings.

Like, I fucking hate fiction characters like the Greek Gods so much I wish they were real so I could rape them and force them to feel all the pain and humiliation of being raped. Not even gay, I'd get no sexual satisfaction out of it (I am incapable of sex) It would just make me feel better to know they suffered that amount of physical and mental pain and that they suffered by my hand. I hate these fictional fucks more than I'm even capable of hating anything real. I hate them so much that I worry I feel more hatred toward them than how much I feel love toward my own family. Where would I go to express this limitless hatred and edginess?

Or how much I hate animals. All of them. Every time I try to talk to someone about how much I hate animals they just call me a miserable cunt (as if they think I'm not fully aware of how much of a miserable cunt I am) and leave. Is there some kind of community for animal haters out there? Like a place I can talk with like-minded individuals and talk about how I wish dogs could go extinct?

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Since you know you're such a miserable faggot already and you want to take some aggression out on animals. Why not make yourself some furry forum accounts?

Wouldn't furries just get pissed at me for wishing I could genocide the things they jerk off to? I'm looking for friends who hate the same shit I do, not more enemies.

I only barely know what discord is (some kind of chatroom, right) and when I went there the site said it was some kind of gaming thing. I don't do gaming anymore. Videogames are too fucking expensive these days and I won't play with people who aren't physically in the same room as me.

I' still seething with hatred toward the Greek pantheon and most animals. Anyone got any basic advice for miserable people who just get overly mad and hateful at stupid stuff then?

Seek therapy cause you sound fucked up.

Well you're in the right place.

Therapy is expensive and my insurance won't cover it. My mom and dad tried therapy on me when I was 13 and wanted to kill myself and it didn't help in the slightest because the guy just said shit like "It's not okay to draw stick figures getting dismembered and naming them after people you hate. Keep it to yourself" and told me how sad my mom would be if I died and that just made me hate myself for putting her through it all. Biggest waste of time in my life, I lied about not hating myself just to get my mom to stop taking me there (I no longer wish to die, but I do wish I could murder fictional characters). Anyway, yeah, fuck therapists, those guys are useless and boring.

Why do you hate fictional characters so much.

Then just kys

Do you hate fictional characters and animals as much as I do? What if there was a /hate/ board for people like me who hate stuff and would rather bitch about things they hate than talk about stuff they love. I feel WAY more passion toward thing I hate.

Not just any fictional characters, the Greek fucking Gods! I read the Iliad and Oepdipus Rex and I identified so fucking much with Oedipus! So I went to see if there were any myths where Apollo loses (fuck that guy) and there were none where he didn't secretly win in the end. Then I wracked my brain for almost a year trying to think of a way a mortal could even harm a god and couldn't think of any except maybe setting them on fire (the only things able to harm them from the sounds of it are fire which is why they got so bitchy with Prometheus, and Zeus' lightning. Not any lightning, just Zeus') so even if they were real I'd have no way hurting them! so I've just been stewing in this impotent rage for the last 11 years or so because I read some books I didn't like back in college and have no way to express my anger and no one will hate it with me (my friends automatically side with the Greek Gods when I talked about it long ago because when you bitch about something they automatically oppose you because they love debates and want to turn everything into a debate, which is why I don't hang out with them anymore, those argumentative cuntbags!) so I'm just dripping with all this impotent rage with no validation or even anyone to care! That Oedipus story really ground my fucking gears in a way no other story possibly could! Fuck Sophocles for writing that trash! I wish he had never been born and I wish Apollo and everyone who had ever worshipped him got lethal diarrhea!

If it helps, Oedipus Rex is a tragedy and the Greek gods are sort of symbolic of the unfairness of the world and Oedipus' destiny, so the frustration you feel with how unbeatable they are is the same as frustration with how unfare life is. It's kind of the point of a tragedy.

Yeah, I fucking hate tragedies. I cannot comprehend how someone could enjoy them, considering fiction is supposed to help you escape from how shitty life is, not reinforce its shittiness. Like, the more Oedipus and his father tried to avoid fate the more likely it was to happen. Story of my fucking life right there, and not in a good way. And then I read that most tragedies have a happy "Deus ex Machina" ending where the tragic hero is saved at the last second by some improbable bullshit (because many tragic heroes were based on actual tyrants the playwrights hated an were really revenge fantasies and the Deus ex Machina ending was for when the tyrant was watching since he might figure out the character was supposed to represent him and it looks really bad when your ruler figures out you're making up stories and playing them out where he meets an extremely cruel end) and Oedipus Rex doesn't fucking have one! Fuck you, Sophocles for writing this garbage! And fuck you Apollo!

>fiction is supposed to help you escape from how shitty life is, not reinforce its shittiness.
Nah man, you got it all wrong. Tragedies, like all art, are an expression of the author's feelings. This is ironic but Sophocles was expressing his frustration with the unfairness of life the same way you want a place to vent about how much you hate the greek gods. And you wanted to vent with other people, I assume because it feels good to know other people understand your feelings. Well that's what tradegy is and that's why people enjoy it, we're all collectively venting about the injustice of being, about how sad or angry it makes us that we aren't masters of our fates.
>Story of my fucking life right there, and not in a good way.
Story of everyone's life on some level, that's what people love about it. It's a symbolic struggle that we can all relate to, and it feels good to know that you're not alone. The fact that it's so universally relatable is what people like about it.

Well, I don't like it. I would've been happier if all that bad shit happened to Apollo instead. He actually deserved it. Oedipus didn't do anything he wasn't forced to. I would just be so much happier if I had never read that infernal book and I'll freely admit I'm too much of an autistic brainlet to enjoy tragedies. I don't want stuff I can relate to, I just want something to distract me for a few minutes so I can forget how much I hate myself for a little while. Tragedies clearly aren't for people like me because they just make me even more miserable than I already am. And yeah I relate to it, but I don't want to relate to it. Fuck Oedipus Rex to hell.

Wait, then why do you want a place to be edgy and vent out your anger?

Because as much as I don't want to relate I do whether I want to or not. It's not something I can run away from, just that the desire to run away is one of the things fueling my rage. My extensive interaction with my own negative emotions has shown that sadness and rage are the same thing just expressed differently, anyway.

But, really, I'd feel so much better if there were other people out there who were like, "Yeah, user! Apolllo sucks! I want to rape him with a rusty steak knife too!" and "I wish Athena was real so I could burn her shitty divine body at the stake!"
See, that's the thing, literally no one I've talked to agrees with me on any of this they usually go "dude, it's not real calm down" but it enrages me so much and has had such an impact on me it might as well be real.

Well I guess I see what you mean, but even though the Greek gods aren't literally real, there are plenty of places where you can vent about the unfairness they represent. The Greek gods are personifications of parts of the world, they exist to make it easier to vent about those things.
>sadness and rage are the same thing
Indeed they are. That's why tragedies are characterized by sadness but always step from rage.

I know he's a bit of a contentious guy, but considering your issues, you might consider looking up Jordan Peterson on youtube. I really think it could help you, since you seem rather focused on mythology.

when you're edgy and full of hatred, it doesn't help to go to hugboxes

just be edgy everywhere - on the street, with your relatives, in games

nigga why can't you just stir up drama between the gods so they kill each other
they loved fucking human chicks
think about that vulnerability