I can't masturbate to anything but pictures, videos or even thoughts of my wife, even now that I hate her...

I can't masturbate to anything but pictures, videos or even thoughts of my wife, even now that I hate her, I won't cheat and I can't divorce her
What do?

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What? Like, you can only get off to her?
Well, so? Isn't that the point of marriage? To become one in mind body and soul?
Why do you hate her?

Bitch is lazy, self centered, manipulative, overall a cunt, i don't know if I still love her or not, and due to us having a baby girl together I can't get a divorce

How did she train you to do that?

Train me? Elaborate pls

If you want to pretend you are an adult, at least type like one.

Your posts make zero sense and dont qualify even as a decent bait.

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Listen faggot, english is not my mother language, I am very sorry that the place where I read in english the most is this shithole, if you want to help then do, if you don't why don't you go fucking read a book or something revised and corrected?

I wasnt complaining about grammar or typos, i was complaining about what you said.

Who are you? Who is your wife? Why are all the options not good enough for you? Why dont you want to fap to imagination of her? Is it that hard to admit you love a bitch?

What have you tried so far to fix your marriage troubles? Is it only sex or something else?

And why do i have a feeling you havent tried anything to fix your life problems and instead you pretend that the problems dont exist?

Tldr: you are asking wrong questions. You loved your wife once so much you married rhe bitch and had a baby with her. Surely it isnt over yet, is it?

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Sorry, I got carried away
Here I go, we're both 25, we met at 23, she was a waitress at a coffe shop that a friend's mom owned, I fell in love with her fast, pobably bc I had never been in a real relationship ever before, never had a commited relationship, and not that I didn't want to, the girls I fell for never fell for me completely ever before.
She told me her family treated her like shit and she wanted to move out asap, she was finishing uni, working half time as a waitress, and doing communitary service, this is important bc I thought she was really strong and independant bc of how much stuff she was dealing with at the moment.
We dated for like a month and a half, and i knocked her up, and as neither of us were big fan of abortions, so we never even considered. Also where we live uneducated and poor people have as much kids as they physiologically can, and educated people fear paternity out of egoism and self doubt, I thought we both were very suitable for a task as hard as parenthood

Before the bby was born we got married and she went downhill from there, the pregnancy was risky so she had to rest her way out, our baby girl is now a year and two months old, and my wife never was the warrior I thought she was again, she just lies there, scrolling facebook, texting people from fb groups she's never seen irl, and half assed taking care of our child while I work my ass off at my two poorly paid jobs.
Bc of stress I had two pre-heart attack things(?) and the doctors told me i was slightly overweight, that I needed to work out and eat a healthy diet if I wanted to watch my baby girl grow

And this far I have tried going to therapy myself, I'm overall a mentally healthy guy, and tried to take her to therapy too, but she doesn't want to get better, and she is too comfortable being provided by me to even lift a finger, as said by my therapist, she is "miserably comfortable"
About sex I am aware that I have a sex drive that surpasses by far that of most guys, and she doesn't have to pay the price for me being a horny ape, so I have to shake the goods often, and it doesn't bother me, what bothers me is that I cant get off to anything but her, and I'm at doubt abouty feelings for her for how much she has been using and abusing me, how much she has neglected our daughter and how inadequate she makes me feel

I won't cheat bc it goes strongly against my moral values which I'm not willing to sacrifice, and I can't get divorced bc that would let her get away with my daughter which she can't/does not want to take care of by herself, her mom won't help her and stupid law would automatically give her the full custody, and leave me without my child, paying child support, and being forever cucked by this cunt
I want her to be brave, strong and useful again, but she can't keep a job for more than a month now, as soon as things start getting harder she quits

>married before age 25
>married before living together for at least one year
>didnt think and did YOLO action
You deserve everything :-D

This one is easy. Your wife isnt bothering because she doesnt have to. Make her. Tell her that if this will go one, you will die cause heart attack and she will end up alone as poor single mother. Sit with her, make her CV and find job together.

Take her on date. Many husbands make this mistake: you treat the wife as if she cant run away. Make her feel loved.

Also make her work for you. Feel free to threaten divorce.
>pro tip
Have separate bank accounts and dont buy her food. Tell her that she puts you into very difficult position and that you feel like she is only using you and not giving anything in return.

You your and her parents for help. Money or even watching the kid while you fuck your wife. Have talk with your dad about lazy wife. FIGHT, dont give up. Call her parasite if it will help.

I'm kind of confused. You seem to really resent your wife yet at the same time, she's the only thing you can get off of. Any reason for that?

Can't threaten her with divorce because she already hates my guts sometimes and if we get divorced she will get the custody of bby.
She only cares about my well being when I'm visibly exhausted/depressed.
My parents can't support us financially, and both of them work, they can't take care of the baby either, HER mom has her little sister eating poorly, and living with her new bf, her bio-dad abbandoned her when she was really little

I am very confused too, I've talked about it with my therapist and she thinks this is because she is my "first love" which I don't think is the case, also I have read a lot about this kind of things and nothing fully explains my feelings

Also, girls hit on me pretty often, really pretty ones, one even proposed me to leave my wife, live together, take care of my baby together, and get an appartment near my job
I have honestly no idea why am I so resentful of my wife, yet I can only get off to her
I bet that if I tried to cheat I couldn't even get it up, or if I managed to, I'd fuck the girl thinking about my wife

It's like oneitis just worse. I'm enjoying my schadenfreude

Had to look those things up, damn, am I really that fucked up?

Probably just need to get away from her and it will sort itself out after a while. It really doesn't sound healthy at all

congrats
you have defied biology
iq: 99999999999999999+