TEEN LIFE CRISIS

I'm about to be 20 in 2 days and I'm FREAKING OUT. I have a broken dick and penetrated my girlfriend halfway a year ago. Some guy on /co/ claimed I didn't truly lose it since I didn't go balls deep or some shit.
I'm freaking out because I'm trying to fuck again before Monday my birthday so I can try and go balls deep
My girlfriend is on her period and I'm willing to run a red light to go balls deep.

I know some of you might call me a faggot or some shit but I don't fucking care. I'M LOSING IT. I have aspergers and I'm obsessed with not being a 20 year old virgin even though most people say me and my girlfriend aren't

SO AM I OR AREN'T I?
AND SHOULD I FUCK HER ON HER PERIOD

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You have to cum inside her raw on her day of ovulation to lose your virginity

sorry op

Why couldn't you put it all the way in?

Why haven't you tried again?

As mentioned before, my dick is broke. It curves downwards. I've gotten it to go more back to normal over the years after breaking it but it's not completely 100%. I feel awful. When I'm sitting erect it doesn't even stand straight up like a skyscraper as it used to.

I didn't try again because we didn't have enough money to buy hotels /motels. I tried when I was 18 but found out very few allow even 19 year Olds together. Furthermore her dad is crazy, my mom is crazy. I was lucky that my mom was nice enough to let me fuck her in my room last year but she said it was a one time thing. Me and my girlfriend resorted to attempting it in parks but I keep getting pressured and don't go in. Every Time I try going and thrusting in doggy style It's either not strong enough to go in, slips out, or I lose some hardness. Then again when I did fuck her I used a condom and some "lube" (cocoa butter and water )

Intel don't know true sexual hell when nature fucks you over but makes it hard to physically fuck other people. My 7 inch girthy dick is kinda meaningless and I HATE THIS

Bump

Nigga if you put your penis in a vagina then you are not a virgin, people are meming at you

I need fucking therapy. I wasted all this time panicking worrying that I was still possibly a virgin... holy shit.
How much does therapy usually cost these days? And what are the rates for people more than likely with assburgers like me? (As a 4 year old they said I had aspergers symptoms but never tested again)

How does someone this stupid get a gf.

I don't know, it'll partially depend on your location. Ring up a rando therapist, talk to them about it a bit without committing. There's also shit to help you pay for stuff like that, but I don't know much about it except that a friend of mine got help.

>broken dick
oof I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy. Is there like a surgery or something you can get to fix it?

Apparently there is buy there's a risk that it won't be as long when erect. I kinda don't wanna lose my size and have rock complications if the surgery is a pseudo bust
You'd be surprised
Thanks man, I hope they can put up with my odd autistic way of thinking.

Bump

just do it so your not holding the V card

what would you do if you were a 24 year old virgin like me?

Kek it’s useless then cut it off

Give up and just pass on the curse to your siblings kids

You require therapy, not Jow Forums.

I just wanna know what the exact terms and conditions of virginity is

I just don't wanna be considered one so I can relax and enjoy my 20th birthday without feeling shitty. My girlfriend and friends was actually planning something for me (they accidentally let me know)

Just FYI: You're going to feel like a retard for this later once you figure out what sex actually is.

Sex is just penis entering vagina
Also doctors claimed that no matter how far you go it's still sex or something. I seen some claim sex with a condom isn't sex and virginity isn't lost, what type of bullshit is that?

Bump she's heavy going on her period and wants to try next week after my birthday I'm panicking panicking