Shut the fuck up telling me suicide is never the answer. If you could wake up every person that ever got the fuck out of this sick fucking joke of a world and asked them if they wanted a second chance, I guarantee a good amount of them would choose to stay dead. I'm done with this. I'm done working shit jobs that make my anxiety overflow just to go home and lay down next to no one because I'm an out of shape disgusting piece of shit. Hope is bullshit. We live in a system where some people have to lose for it to work, it is inevitable. I am a loser, and I look around and see losers like me that are somehow ok with it. Not me though. I am fucking DONE.
Shut the fuck up telling me suicide is never the answer...
Then why make this thread.
This is advice not vent you fucking degenerate.
I get it. Life is a joke and you'll never become ammounted to anything. Except you can become something. Don't just kill yourself. Send a real message. Shoot up a church on sunday and then kill yourself. Everybody will remember you as the devil's hitman and you'll go down in history.
>I'm done working shit jobs
Changeable
>that make my anxiety overflow
Treatable
>just to go home and lay down next to no one
Changeable
>because I'm an out of shape disgusting piece of shit
Changeable.
>Hope is bullshit.
Sounds like your attitude is bullshit, friendo. Find meaning in addressing your shortcomings and being an example for others down the road who will inevitably fall into despair like you once did.
I lost 100 pounds over the past year, every tells me I look great, yet I have 0 tinder matches. I've been on and off different anti depressants since middle school and my anxiety has only worsened. These 2 things made college literally impossible, so minimum wage is the best I'll ever do. I try to be an example, when I'm around others I act like everything's fine and I preach about overcoming and being happy, I'm a complete fucking fake
If you want to do it, do it.
I'm envious, because I want to be dead and can't kill myself because of a promise.
Most people never lose 100 pounds. That's excellent progress and proof that you can do what needs to be done to make dramatic changes in your life.
Maybe you don't look great enough to get Tinder matches. Fine, figure out a way to do that. You lost 100 pounds, you can fix your face, or your profile pics, or your bio, whatever.
Anxiety/depression, not a doctor I'm afraid, but supplement with therapy. Or, I've heard good things about MJ. Anyways, you've lost 100 pounds, you can figure it out.
You're not a fake, you're a good person for trying to inspire others even when you don't feel all that great about yourself. That's not something a worthless person would do.
Stop being a defeatist cuck. You lie to yourself that the system necessitates a loser. If it did it is not a just system and therefore you shouldn't care whether you win or lose.
Go and work out, and implement your standards on whatever women approach you.
The answer to existence is meaning. Just because you can't find it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
If suicide was the answer why haven't you fucking killed yourself yet?
Why are you such a bitch?
People that commit suicide are legitimately stupid. If I was feeling suicidal I would definitely go on a vacation, do everything I want to do before, but you cucks decide to hang in your bedroom. Your life is just sadness and you've decided not to change that
you should learn a trade if you don't have college.
literally the best thing you can do if you do not have a college degree. you make bank and have a dependable job that isn't bullshit customer service.
your life is FAR from unfixable. just do it, you'll feel better.
You have no clue, let's put it this way.
Okay see ya
This same feeling is the same that could motivate you enough to get out of that hole you're in. Value the struggle.
Death is the ultimate equalizer in life, whoever you are whatever you're done you will die eventually.
Don't take life so seriously OP, it's a sham.
I often have the desire to end it all, but then I remember I don't give a shit. We all are tiny specs so anything we do is next to meaningless. So I just decided to do whatever makes me feel better about my petty existence and if that could help others with theirs in any insignificant way I'm pretty glad. I'm not trying to preach. I'm just saying you need to find something that works for you my man.
>bawww life is hard and it sucks because I didn't try
Desperation will always kill your chances with women
Fix it or bitch, I'm not the single one, but there it is
Memento mori. Death comes for every man, rushing it is stupid. I hate my life too but I'd rather at least see what happens with all the changes going on in the world right now.
>Implying this isnt a plea for help
You don't have to go to college to make decent wages. Learn a fucking trade for example. Consider your local state hospital or any state or city facility. The lowest they pay is typically 10$/hr (it's actually salary though usually), get free insurance, benefits, paid days off. Even for shit jobs that are beyond easy. Are you even trying?
I'm 24 and make 2200$ a month salary with no education other than high school. Now I know that's not much but for a 40hr a week job it's certainly better than minimum wage. There's literally no reason you couldn't do the same.
Also, do whatever the fuck you want idc. But I don't even understand why you post here if you're just having a sobby rant not even asking advice.
I was suicidal as a teenager.
You are probably autistic. No offence.
Seems kinda dodgy, how long do you know that things will stay that way?
>Shut the fuck up telling me suicide is never the answer.
No. Fuck you. Suicide is never the answer.
Why did you make this thread then ? Huh
If you really wanted to do it, you would've done It already.
I only see this as a cry for help.
And believe me, everyone wants to live.
Anyways, we can talk if you want, OP.
it must not be a good suicide story since your telling it
Instead of offing yourself try fighting crime.
You'll get killed anyway but you'll take some badies with you.
Try getting a cool outfit.
The only time that suicide is the answer is when you're on death row or zombies have broken through the electrified fence or American soldiers are going to make you POWs. Not because your job makes you stressed or whatever