I feel like shit after my first rejection

I feel like shit after my first rejection

I went to be the best version of myself, got Jow Forums, got /fa/, haircut etc, got called a 7 on lookism which is huge

I started talking to a girl, we hit it pretty close, she sent me I love you messages and stuff, but now she told me she can't have a relationship because of her religion, and now I feel like shit after we talked so much daily for two months

I want to lose my V card as soon as possible, I'm 18 and finishing high school, it's really bothering me that everyone did it, and now my friends (some girls) started calling me a virgin "to motivate me"

I don't even know what to do now, I can't meet girls for a few months, and the lack of experience fucks me harder, I made a deal with myself to suicide if I don't do it till 15 june next year, I don't see a point in living without being able to do the most basic thing ever, and now that this girl fucked me in the head it feels like it's coming closer.

And now I think of I actually start talking to otherr girls I'll come off as desperate, and that's a turn off for them.

So how the fuck do I manange to not seen desperate when the punishment for failing is death? What do I do? I don't even know how to meet girls, how long after a relationship started to people fuck? 3 months? What the fuck do I do

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>>she sent me I love you messages and stuff, but now she told me she can't have a relationship because of her religion
Realize it's more likely that you turned her off than her religion; girls your age, even the ones that are nominally religious, give in to temptation quite easily with some persistence.
>I don't see a point in living without being able to do the most basic thing ever
Sex is hardly the most basic thing ever.
>I want to lose my V card as soon as possible, I'm 18 and finishing high school, it's really bothering me that everyone did it, and now my friends (some girls) started calling me a virgin "to motivate me"
I wonder if it's to motivate you or because you're obsessed with it.
>And now I think of I actually start talking to otherr girls I'll come off as desperate, and that's a turn off for them.
It's not true that talking to girls makes you sound desperate. What does make you sound desperate is behaving as though you're desperate.
Being panicked about losing your virginity is going to make you feel and act desperate.
>I can't meet girls for a few months
Why can't you meet girls for a few months?
>the lack of experience fucks me harder
Lack of experience at your age shouldn't be viewed as a failing, but an opportunity. Get out there and meet new people—men and women. Your job isn't to meet as many single women as possible with an eye to date them, but to rack up experiences both through interaction and through observation of successful dating behavior.

One of the best things I ever did was use Tinder to develop flirting game. While at 18 it's tough to use because most women aim for men a couple years older than them, and rarely for younger men, the practice of developing and refining patter and banter is worth its weight in gold. Tinder and similar services let you do it in a no-consequences environment, and very rapidly.

You're 18, a lot of people on this cambodian message board won't loser their virginity until they're like 38 because they're retards who bought into the incel virgin purity meme and then they just give up when they reach middle age and buy some hooker, or they'll just die virgins.

18 is young. I lost mine at 18 and I was one of the most charismatic and popular guys in my group of friends (even if we were all loners and rejects and autismos).

As far as experience goes, just go flirt with ugly fat girls. Make out with them. Have sex with them too if you want unless you''re one of those guys who wants to lose his man-virginity on a be of roses with his waifu princess soulmate. Hell at one point I was even flirting with gay dudes just too keep myself sharp. I never did anything physical with them obviously but it was still nice to know that I still had it.

I didn't care till my friends started pushing me and now I feel desperate, didn't actually chase grirls till 3 months ago, I didn't care at all
I have no pictures of myself besides selfies and stuff with parents, how can I make a Tinder account?

I did flirt with girls from my class all the time, mostly the ones cute enough, but fuck a fattie? That doesn't count

>I have no pictures of myself besides selfies and stuff with parents, how can I make a Tinder account?
Selfies are fine. Get other pics if you really want them. Stuff with parents is probably not great. If you have a dog, get a pic with the dog.

>As far as experience goes, just go flirt with ugly fat girls. Make out with them. Have sex with them too if you want unless you''re one of those guys who wants to lose his man-virginity on a be of roses with his waifu princess soulmate. Hell at one point I was even flirting with gay dudes just too keep myself sharp. I never did anything physical with them obviously but it was still nice to know that I still had it.
This man knows what it's about. You need to develop good banter and keep it sharp.
>fuck a fattie? That doesn't count
If you don't wanna fuck a fattie, then don't. But sharpen your skills. TALK TO PEOPLE.

I mean as fat/ugly as your dick can tolerate. I hooked up with and dated all sorts of girls that I felt were physically way below my standards, and they probably felt the same way about me to be honest, we were both like "eh good enough for now" but there were some girls where even I had to say no thanks to because I knew my dick just wouldn't work for them.

>I want to lose my V card as soon as possible
A watched pot never boils OP
>started calling me a virgin "to motivate me"
No they're just fucking with you because they know you care so much about it
>I made a deal with myself to suicide if I don't do it till 15 june next year
Jesus Christ, you're pathetic
>And now I think of I actually start talking to otherr girls I'll come off as desperate, and that's a turn off for them.
'I want to lose my virginity but I don't want to talk to girls'
>So how the fuck do I manange to not seen desperate when the punishment for failing is death?
You are desperate because you see being a virgin as the worst thing ever. I'm 20, I've also been described as a 7 and by a couple people as an 8. I also made the choice to not lose my virginity early on because once you get it you're going to want it all the time and I want to have my shit together for when I'm ready to incorporate sex into my life. You say you're not ugly and have no problem talking to girls so it's not really a bad thing you're a virgin. Be glad you're not an incel

There's nothing wrong with valuing sex in that way where you want to be actually meaningful and waiting for the right person