GIOYC

Disregard this; I suck cocks

So for a while I've been looking at the Instagram of this girl I spoke to on a night out.

Earlier this week I finally got the app. Then I went on her profile today and all of a sudden she's gone private. I haven't looked at her profile when logged into the app, only on the browser on my phone where it's asked me to log in, but I know that if you click on a profile link through Google it takes you straight into the app. Now I'm paranoid that she's found out I've been looking at her profile and somehow the browser is linked to my app, even though I've been logged out when looking at it via the browser.

And yes I know, I'm a creepy stalker.

I still fucking miss you all the time

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I'm 26 and in love with my 19 year old brother's 19 year old friend. Feels wrong and I feel like a creep but I seriously can't stop thinking about her.

see what happens? now i have to deal with the customer service bullshit cause you won't communicate with me directly. thank you. honestly.

My dumbass brother keeps ruining whatever relationships I have with my friends

Hes such an A hole, he has no compassion, common sense, he’s selfish, hes a manlet (5’4 lol), hes just so bitter and toxic that it drives anyone around me away

Right now im sure he ruined my relationship with my best friend, she had started getting close to me and we’d gotten to the point where we told eachother all our secrets, talked all night, etc.

Because of a stupid decision he made that has nothing to do with me, I dont think we’ll be able to see eachother anymore and it sucks

I wish I could move out but there is no possible way I could even come close to making it

I wish I was dead but I'm too cowardly to kill myself.

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Should parents have to answer to their children about their past?
Or is it none of their business?

I love you but I can't be courageous enough to tell you, and you are about to run away with her. Fuck me.

Why am I so desperate for you? No one compares and the fact I'll never be with you kinda makes me want to die. I'm still happy to have you in my life. I wish I could show you how much I love you...

What's wrong, user?

First of all, no one "has" to do anything for someone else, unless it's against the law to not do it.

Second of all, a parent, if they're a good parent, would do well to answer certain questions, if only to clear the air and to try to establish an open, honest relationship. Like, mom, why were you in prison 20 years ago? Answer questions that there is no avoiding the answering of, that the child already knows the answer to.

But no, it's not always a good idea to tell the kid that you smoked weed a lot when you were younger or something like that. Certain children will take that as an excuse to run wild smoking dope, which is probably not good regardless of what Reddit says.

So yeah, maybe sometimes a parent is wise to answer a kids questions, but not all the time. Depends on the situation, the question, and the kid. It's not yay or nay.

No one is beholden to answer to anyone about anything outside of the law.

Everything.

You cheap fucks couldn't get the girl airplane tickets? Don't you fuckers have like... a private jet for me? You want to buy me for $20BILLION DOLLARS (which is like... 980billion too short) and you can't get a fucking jet? You fly C-130s above me on pointless as fuck missions that cost hundreds of thousands of dollars and you can't get FUCKING AIRLINE TICKETS FOR MY GIRLS?

I have given you mother fuckers countless (and I mean countless) of icons, saved the fucking world (multiple times), and technological advancements and you can't get fucking first class tickets for my fucking girls?

Mother fuckers, pay out of your own fucking pockets because we aren't riding on a fucking greyhound. I will fucking cut you f aggots.

Depending on their past, yeah. Depending if their child is paying for the sins of their fathers.

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At least yours is still in your life

Sex is awesome, so jokes on you

You so remind me of my cousin. Your mannerisms. The way you talk. It's too fucking weird.

>No one is beholden to answer to anyone about anything outside of the law.

This is not right.

You have a mistaken, underwhelmed concept of the obligation of answering to other people. Likely from an inhibited empathetic capacity.

Thanks for the reply.

My Mother ended up talking about the end of her marriage and how she met someone else but she knew the marriage had ended and she didn't love my father.
That's fair, I didn't really want to accept that but I understand.
She then went on to say she told me this because she wanted me to know she wasn't perfect and I shouldn't view her as such.
Then she mentioned how marriage was a mistake and your father can explain other things that he did that led to the marriage breakdown.

I didn't push it. I don't want to know.
But what does she want me to do?

Obviously it's on her mind but I am somewhat naive and would rather not know.

Trying to get up from this sinkhole. I tried to divert myself from my depression by doing new things. But I'm afraid my body isn't up to it. Maybe this is just another bout of paranoia but I always feel sick. I have 2 upcoming doctor appointments and I'm hoping this would be normal. I want to live longer for my family.

Could've done more. I have a lot of regrets, looking back at it, it may not have been ENTIRELY my fault.

Lol k.

I get why you would want an answer, "need" one, even. But no one is really required to give you one. Sorry kid, your bully isn't going to come up and apologize somewhere down the line.

Think you might be projecting a little there.

What I am saying is that the idea that "no one owes anyone an explanation" seems to miss the point about giving explanations in the first place.

Which of course would be typical of someone who at a cognitive level could not grasp why people do such a thing.

Okay, so your point is sometimes it makes sense to give an explanation. Yeah, I agree.

For someone who fashions themselves as a being more evolved than myself, you seem to have missed the fact that my post was about giving explanations for the emotional resolution for others. Which, of course, no one owes you. You'd have to be a really big emotionally overbearing retars to actually believe that.

Yeah, I hear you. I learned something last month that I pushed for that I wish I didn't know about my dad. Sometimes parents lie or omit the truth to protect their children... the truth can be worse than not knowing.

>I learned something last month that I pushed for that I wish I didn't know about my dad.
Would you mind sharing what? You've peaked my curiosity.

My point is the fact that explanations are the default. I don't know who misled you or abused you into thinking otherwise but you do sound frankly a little bitter because of it. Food for thought my friend.

But what did she want me to do about it? Why tell me?
Was she trying to clear her conscience?
Why do I need to know?

I like a girl at work. I don't know if she likes me back. She's friendly and nice. I asked her out as a group of friends from work were going out and she just said "thanks". I added her to facebook and told her something funny. Then asked her out again and she didn't reply after seeing my message.

She walks by my desk everyday. its so fucking distracting.

fuck, i just want a hot gf so i can feel validated. Otherwise i feel like people will think there's something wrong with me

>My point is the fact that explanations are the default.

Yeah, that's what I thought I read originally, but I couldn't believe that anyone would actually believe this, so I walked it back a little. I don't know what planet you were brought up on, but this just isn't going to happen all of the time and to expect it as a default or feel entitled to an explanation is naive.

I should write erotic fiction professionally. I would make bannnnkkkkkkk

I would say we hail from differing socioeconomic circumstances my friend. Think on it.

Really makes me think.

Really makes you think.

It's really kind of impossible to know for sure, but you can probably narrow it down to her actually trying to teach you something, to her trying to clear her conscience, or some degree of narcissism or attention seeking. Or maybe a mix of all three. Hard to say.

Is she trustworthy? A generally good parent? Then she may have been trying to teach you a lesson for sure

You know her the best. Look at her overall behavior and you can probably figure it out. Don't let it consume you--it's not THAT important to your life in the grand scheme!

And you need to know -maybe- because your mind has encountered human behavior that surprised it.. it wants to know. It's probably a sign of healthy curiosity, a desire to understand.

Thanks user, I'll think about it.

>It's not that important to your life in the grand scheme.

Isn't it? Is it not the prologue to my life?

My mother keeps a diary and requests that we burn it after she dies, obviously that will tell us what happened, how do I stop myself from looking?

I'm afraid he saw this because he's been getting up to smoke and now I feel like a meanie. :(

I wish my toddler would shut the fuck up and sometimes not exist at all. For their own good, really.

I have no one IRL to talk to about this except a bartender who has one the same age and also he gets me plastered for free, but I don't want to give him the idea I'm interested in him because I'm married and he's married and his wife loves my cunt of a sister in law.

Also this idiot from UK hmu on instagram with sexy talk and I'm so lonely I keep responding to the attention but fuck no would I ever actually go through with having sex with him. I'm just going to take longer and longer to respond til maybe he stops. He's following like 500 girls and no guys anyway, I'm sure he'll be fine.

I hate that I need to interact with other human beings at all ever.

>I wish my toddler would shut the fuck up and sometimes not exist at all.

Holy shit dude people like you do not deserve to live. Keep that shit to yourself you atrocious excuse for a human being.

I think I'm over it but it was fun while it lasted. Love ya, friend. Go be happy with him.

Imagine being so disconnected from your own child that you would have these sorts of thoughts. Imagine being such a painfully unintelligent person that you couldn't muster the inner resolve to maintain the connection to your own goddamn child.

You've clearly already given up on life, both yours and the lives of everyone around you, why haven't you killed yourself yet?

I like seeing all the behind the scenes. I wonder if she thinks the same when she watches me work.

I have always wanted a girl that worked that hard. She's a lot more charming than she knows knows.

You stupid faggots. Moms get burnt out pretty easily especially with toddlers and especially if staying at home. You wouldn't know though from not having one 24/7 and from your mother worshipping the shit that falls out your asses though, shame on her. Keep your woman-shaming to yourself.

terrible bait

You're just an ugly person. There's no excuse. You need to end your life.

LOL being a stay at home mom is suuuuuuch a horrible concept. I can't believe you have just one and are already becoming this trashy. Get a job and put your toddler in school.

I was working from home with my 2 toddlers for 3 weeks this summer ---- I cannot WAIT to get back to the office and for them to be back at school. It made me wonder what is wrong with stay at home moms and how miserably bananas they must be inside.

Kids, even toddlers, need to be in a controlled environment with their peers. Btw -- what are you doing getting schlammered at a bar all the time when you have a toddler at home?

Someone finally realized I have no friends.
So, they decided to patronize me by offering me lots of friends.
I told them fuck off and to die in a fire.

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Yeah, sex, but we're talking about masturbation, and he's stopping for a reason.

Sick of guy friends trying to be moral and "set an example" while looking down my shirt. Yes I'm taken, yes you're taken, we've been bantering and building it up for years regardless.
It's seemingly more and more like a "muh heart scares me into submission" thing than a "happily taken" thing. You can't give me an up-down and convince me you're overall satisfied, that there isn't more to life than this and we haven't settled.
Then again, maybe you're just another garbage person and all men are garbage and it really is just a "pick your poison" exercise.
Who knows.

There is no reason for me to be here any more. Laters.

I want snugs. I want Itty bitty Britty Kitty snugs.
SNUGS
But I'm not a man. I'm not a woman. I am poison though. And garbage.

Minding my own business. Being a SAHM is a pretty understandable concept when the leaders of your country do not allow for extended parental leave, greater tax breaks and affordable, reliable provided daycare so both mothers and fathers can work.

I came here to vent, not prove to anonymous women-hating POS that I'm a decent person or how much I love my kid. This isn't a thread for giving and getting advice, in case you all missed it.

Men are garbage but women are so much worse.

Check yourself sweetpea.

I am absolutely fucking psyched for my extraction. If management is nervous that I won't go through with it... well, they are fucking idiots. Let's fucking do this shit.

Well at least I didn't tell her to kill herself. Lol.

Yeah. Paying for daycare sucks. Plenty of people still do it.

Weren't you just saying how much you hate your kid and all
You do is whine to the bartender about how much you hate your kid?

All I'm saying is,
I feel you sister. It must be hella annoying. There's a very easy remedy though, and no--it doesn't involve getting drunk.

Just wanna say, fuck you Mom for stealing my life savings.

I don't know how to ignore my own imagined obligations

god damn do i hate texting

No one has said anything misogynistic. You are just an ugly person for being capable of having thoughts like that towards your own child.

You should feel nothing but shame, you despicable, weak person.

Did you even read it? I said I DON'T talk to him about it, though he's the only person I could think of that would be understanding IRL if I wanted to. Anyone who shames women for getting tired of their 24/7 responsibility of being in charge of raising a toddler should be forced to adopt a toddler and put under house arrest for at least a year til they get it.

And no, putting my wonderful child in daycare and becoming a wage slave is not the answer. Occasionally getting drunk with friends is a good break, and as that is great relief of tension from trying to corral a toddler all day every day, it is in fact a temporary remedy to a temporary situation. You can act like you understand but you don't, really. It's fine.

As if your mother didn't long for your nap time and consider sending you off to your grandparents' or friends' houses for the weekend so she could finally relax. Kill yourself.

>I'm a weak person and let me try to justify that to yoi

Literally any woman on this planet is stronger emotionally and mentally than you, arguing with some woman on Jow Forums who was already having a hard time.

I'm just going to take this weekend, ignore everyone and everything, and play video games. Not for work, not for anything, not for anything but enjoyment.

I will meet my Futaba gf someday soon, I will find happiness, and I will never give up, I just need some time to myself to enjoy life again.

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>arguing with some woman on Jow Forums
This never happened.

People telling a woman she's a horrible person for something she said, and simply repeating it when she attempts to argue with it, is not arguing with her.

I dont think I fit into modern society
Id fair better in the middle ages as an outcast or dead

Holy shit, please hit on me. Just give me a signal if you wanna fuck. I can’t stand all this tension.

To who? From whom?

..It.... It is... actually... because you (not people, just you) are trying to prove to her and everyone else you're right that she's horrible and she's wrong that she's not horrible. You are literally arguing with a person coming here to vent, that your belief they're bad is a universal truth. Repeating the same thing over and over doesn't mean you're not arguing or make what you're saying any more valid.

Nice attempt at gaslighting though.

>Nice attempt at gaslighting though.
Textbook gaslighting reply.

No, it is not an argument to inform someone of the fact that they are an ugly human being for their despicable, completely indefensible actions.

I give up

no one taught me truth and what it meant to build a family so how am I supposed to do it now that i’m practically a degenerate sperglord.
I’ve had it with the lies and it makes me want to kill, but that’s what (((they))) want. I need to fight , but I’m not able to. Guess I’ll be a part of the global proletariat for now.

To you it's a fact because you apparently don't (and at this rate never will) understand what being a parent is like. That doesn't make it a universal fact. Anons here don't need to defend themselves from you, neckbeard. You are a puny hateful emotionally stunted person in a world of wonderful well-bred and still-breeding people who are able to share and grow from their struggles. Good luck with being a maggot-infested sociopath.

The amount of self-hatred and projection in this post. Haha yikes.

Also you moms should never give in to evil thoughts i see in this thread, your child deserves better but if ig is too much for you then it is not your fault because you are women and you are dependant on being led by strong men. Never give up on white women and children they are soo important. The sufficient motherly nurturing of healthy children is only possible if the father is a good man who supports his family. It isn’t easy to be a man in thos day and age though so many moms don’t get te support they need.
Let your hearts get heavier with this knowledge and carry that as burden with you so that your kids won’t end up killing themselves.

from a thirsty guy to a cute girl

Call the popo and get the lazy cunt arrested you moron.

meee toooo.

There will be no phones on or off the island. Well, we will have one just so we can get directions places and emergencies but no phones... anywhere. No tablets, and our computers will be wired to a wall.

It's going to be great. We will just have one another and it will be snug time all the time. I want to make pillow forts and have a huge snug party while watching movies and anime.

Hnnnngggggg I WANT TO BE COMFY ALREADY.

I can't be the only one excited for this. I can't be the only one that shares this vision of having a house full of people you love and care for.

Why do you play these stupid games where we can talk for hours on end, late into the night and then you just don't open my shit for literally three days? I don't understand you and I'm really worried I'll lose you If I say anything. You're always so nice in person and ecstatic to see me but when you leave me unopened for days like that while I know you have no problem texting your best friend. How do you not understand how that makes me feel? It makes me feel like somewhere I did something wrong that I can't fix. I love you too much to just walk away but I'm getting tired of the games. When the only time I enjoy talking to you is in person which is rare considering we're an hour apart and so busy with our lives. I don't know how to fix this. You're going away soon as am I and I'm terrified of not seeing you again because I know I won't find anyone as good as you are. I'm scared that you don't even think about me when all I can think about is the inevitable drift that will occur when we go our separate ways. Deep down I wish I could start a family with you and never have to see you with another man. To see you disappear from my life and for me to never see you again except on social media ten years down the road where you might've built a family with someone else. I don't know what to do...

You can live without knowing what happened. Just accept that what happened has happened, you do not need to know what happened. You can't change it and you can never know the context or circumstances at that time. It is wrong to judge in hindsight. Neither of them set out to hurt you.

Maybe you're her emotional pillow?

She's never really spilled out to me before though, we're good friends dating back to our childhood and now we're both off to college soon. We mostly just talk about our hobbies and interests and only really talk deeper when we're in person going on a hike together or something else. She's been my prom date for both junior and senior year but it was always as just friends. Shortly after junior prom she dated this douchebag who wanted nothing out of her but sex so he led her on for a few months and asked her and she broke up with him on the spot. I'm terrified she'd end up with someone like that again and be pressured into sex or something during college

My ex reached out a few months ago. It had been years, I thought we've both changed a bit, so there was no harm. She changed so much, she was a completely different person. After a while, I figured "why not?" and asked her out. I mean, there were classic signs there... but immediately her defenses went up and deflected the shit out of me. She also implied that she didn't think I had changed at all, and that she could do better than me. Whatever, I can move past it.

We kept talking, but then she kept bringing up her Tinder account. Hickeys on her neck, getting a good dicking, etc. Obviously I didn't want to hear about this, so I asked her to just not talk about that one topic.

Apparently she didn't like that, and now scarcely talks to me. Yet she always sends at least one snap a day, to keep our streak going despite her saying streaks were dumb. Even if she was the last one to send one, she sends another the next day. But she'll usually leave me on read, even if my last message was a question.

I don't even like her anymore, I'm just confused why she wants to keep this streak going. Like, if you don't want to really talk to me anymore, I'm not gonna force you. Maybe she's trying to just keep me around as an orbiter. Whatever. I'm gonna keep on keeping on. A cute girl showed up at work a few weeks ago, maybe I'll follow up with that. I'm just a shy dude who seems really mysterious but he actually just plays BOTW all day

Feel like I should just start cutting.

None of you are any help. You're just the same as me or worse. The hilarity isn't lost at all.

What is the meme with this post because I seriously doubt that a person who is worth $1 trillion dollars would even be young enough or have enough time to know/bother with Jow Forums

That said... I almost feel like there's no way out of my situation right now... its hard to explain. I'm not suicidal, but I admit that I'm beginning to fantasize daily about burning apartments down, hurting myself, getting angry with people and starting a monologue about how I don't care.
But when I post here its not even interesting. Unrealized, wasted potential that I can't even use. I guess I have to either give up school, or give up having a family.
But either way, I've reached 30 without even having sex. I failed. I have literally failed at life. Then I'll get a response from one you fucks confirming my negativity or regurgitating individual opinion or negativity, no doubt.
But does it really matter

One way or another, this downward spiral has to end, right?

Im visiting my home town in a couple months. I think if i kill myself there, ill finally feel the release i need. Its the last place i felt happy and human and so my soul will rest easy. Finally.

So I... wasn't able to submit a budget for our organization/club before the deadline so we will not have a budget for the next semester. Normally this would be fine since we don't actually do anything but the new org president is actually planning to do stuff next semester. I don't think that they know we have no budget and I honestly don't care about the org, I just joined becaise they were so desperate for members and I thought it might look good to have some sort of position on a CV.