>be pedophile >meet a 23 year old girl >get laid >able to stay hard long enough to make her cum, but can't cum myself >Find myself wishing she was 8-10 years younger >realize boys in her high school got the best years of her life >Penis continues to soften >She begins asking me what's wrong, starts getting upset >Make her cum one more time after forcing my dick to get hard again, still can't cum myself >Eventually she breaks it off and tells me she feels bad that she couldn't get me off
This seems to keep happening to me, over and over again. Every time I have the opportunity for sex with another consenting adult, I just feel like "Man... I just wish she was underaged." I find myself actually wanting to find an older woman with a daughter I could groom into eventually being my sex partner once she reaches 14 or so.
How the fuck do I correct myself? Is there a way to train yourself to stop lusting after teens and start liking adult women more?
Or hop off to find a fraud thread, hop on a few cycles of anabolics and you will start geting off to fat milfs.
Cooper Rogers
honestly man I do lift, but I just don't seem to have the testosterone to love fat milfs. Will anabolics finally turn me from a pathetic lolichaser to a 4plate deadlifting milf smasher? Wish I did enjoy sex with adult women like normal men. Instead I get tunnel vision as soon as I see cute looking middle schoolers and early high schoolers; I know I'm retarded but I'll start staring at them from my car and grinning unconsciously at them, only until one of those cute little girls looks in my direction do I suddenly feel embarrassed and realize I look like a total pedo.
I know I should probably kill myself, but I still want to believe I can live a normal life. I just need to fix my fucked up sex drive.
If you're serious about changing yourself, I'd go on psychoanalysis. It's one of the longest and hardest psychological therapies, but I've heard it has much success in changing people in unorthodox ways.
Your best bet is to seek a local psychologist, tell him your issue and ask if psychoanalysis would help. If he says yes, ask him to help you find a local psychoanalysis practicioner.
Parker Rivera
I'm honestly really scared of being reported by a psychologist to the police. Like if they think you could harm yourself or others, they have a reasonable basis to call the cops. Not everyone is so understanding of people who are like me. I've never done anything with a child, the worst I've done is save cp at one point which I've now completely deleted and never go back to. But even that itself is a crime you could get reported and arrested for.
Ryan Gray
>Like if they think you could harm yourself or others, they have a reasonable basis to call the cops. True, and you should be fine, as long as you convince the therapist you don't want to act on your desires. You can keep any shady actions to yourself (such as stalking kids - I'd pretty much avoid saying such things, just for the sake of keeping their empathy). Say exactly what you wrote in the OP - you are trying to have a healthy sex life with people your own age and your attraction to underage kids make it hard for you. Say it in the most technical way possible, as if you were debugging a computer program. They like that shit.
You can always sue them if they fuck your shit up. I'm not understanding of pedos either, but I see that you want to change and there's no reason to not help you. Motivation is the most important factor in therapy.
Joseph Ortiz
It is called roleplaying.
Make her dress in child clothes, make her tie her hair into ponytail, make her call names. Get creative. Roleplay as her being young pupil and you being teacher.
Zachary Long
Dont do this, basically the same as praying the gay away. This +find legal lolis, lots of short and almost eternally young looking legal women out there.
This is a great way for you to end up getting raped in jail one day. Don't indulge it. You need to get help before you fuck some kid up, which will most likely result in you dying or going to jail. I have sympathy for you because it must be hard feeling attraction that you can't act on. But the moment you act on it, you're less than dirt. I would unironically put a hatchet through the skull of anyone who molested my children.
Easton White
>I would unironically put a hatchet through the skull of anyone who molested my children.
Why did you feel the need to express this?
Lincoln Kelly
And in the 1800s-early 1900s they wpuld hang homosexual sodomites, but fucking a 14 year old was ok. You cant "get help" like you think. And dantasy, with an of age, shouldnt be a problem. Catholic Schoolgirl porn was a huge fetish for so long for a reason.
Xavier Hernandez
You're a disgusting piece of shit
Charles Myers
So that it's painfully clear what kind of thing people are willing to do to those who harm children. >comparing consenting adults to children because lol 1800s Haha. Idiot
Christian Bell
>Why did you feel the need to express this? Why did you feel the need to ask this?
Julian White
>So that it's painfully clear what kind of thing people are willing to do to those who harm children.
How viruous of you to contribute to society in such an impactful way.
I suspect you have a habit of constructing unlikely scenarios in your head so that you can feel a bit better about yourself.
Owen Brown
Because people that can become overwhelmed by anger by just imagining stuff are interesting to me.
Daniel Hill
t. pedo
Nolan James
>consenting adults Who are usually also pedos. Not even post-puberty pedos but true pedos. This is why Islam will kill all the infidels.
No, someone asked me one day when discussing my objection to the death penalty what I would realistically in the heat of the moment if I found someone molesting my children. So I thought about it, and I figured I'd probably lose my shit. I'm not threatening OP, since I'll never meet him. I'm saying that if he isn't careful he may find that his sexual urges will compel him to do something that will harm a child and put him in a position where others will harm him, hence the raped in prison thing. Which is a very real outcome for many sex offenders. >Muslim lecturing others on pederasty Cute
Oliver Walker
I'm female, and not angry. That was my first post this thread, I don't understand why calling a spoon a spoon is a sign of anger
Thomas Morris
Gays, pedos, adulterers should all get the bullet desu senpai.
Julian Walker
Saying I will and saying I should are two different things. You're going off topic anyway.
Justin James
Add weebs to the list and we're good.
Juan Green
>I'd pretty much avoid saying such things he should pretty much avoid DOING such things
Ayden Miller
>people that feel emotions are interesting how does it feel to be a psychopath?
Brandon Barnes
>having to imagine extreme situations just to feel something
You don't have to user.
Jeremiah Allen
>>having to imagine extreme situations just to feel something Wrong.
Your original post was: >Because people that can become overwhelmed by anger by just imagining stuff are interesting to me
It's [imagine extreme situations] => [feel emotions], not the other way around, retard.
Dominic Peterson
I'm honestly really scared of being reported by a psychologist to the police. Like if they think you could harm yourself or others, they have a reasonable basis to call the cops. Not everyone is so understanding of people who are like me. I've never done anything with a child, the worst I've done is save cp at one point which I've now completely deleted and never go back to. But even that itself is a crime you could get reported and arrested for.
not even pedo but this sounds kinda hot am i fucked in the head? ive never been attracted to children
Samuel Bailey
They only report if you say some shit like "once I get out of here I'm going to rape some kid" not that you get thoughts to do it. You have to have a plan
Anthony Clark
you're not.
This isn't honestly the kind of thing that I think would interest me. For me even the porn where an adult woman dresses up as a high schooler barely does anything for me, because in my mind I know she's of age. This seems like the kind of thing "normal" men are into. The older women are, the more difficult it is for me to be aroused.
I've always wanted to groom a younger girl to be my companion, or train my niece to be my future wife. I honestly try to avoid contacting children and teens because I know these have always been fantasies of mine.
I still feel really scared to talk about it with someone. All you ever hear when people talk about pedophiles is how much they want to kill them or hope they get raped in prison. It feels like the only way I can talk about this is anonymously over the internet. Sometimes I'll try to ask other men if they'd be open to doing something with a young girl, say 16 or something, and most men my age react "Nah man that would be so weird, and creepy too. I don't want to date a 16 year old." Meanwhile I wish it was socially acceptable to marry a 13 year old or something.
How would one ironically put a hatchet through someone's skull, exactly?
Brandon Cruz
>groom a younger girl to be my companion, or train my niece to be my future wife how exactly do you do that?? it makes no sense
Alexander Garcia
Slowly earning the trust of the family, in my niece's case I already have the trust of my sister. I don't want to get into the details, but there are ways of conditioning a child to eventually commit sexual acts with an adult she trusts. I admit that I've fantasized about doing this, but I don't want to traumatize my niece.
In case you didn't know, most cases of child abuse are by a trust adult figure who happened to be hiding that they were a pedo.
see this is what i mean, without even hearing your story or that you want to change, people will judge you harshly just for admitting you have these sexual urges. I can't turn it off, I can just avoid children.
Gavin Martinez
Go to a priest or pastor and talk to them...I will be praying for you annon
Logan Gomez
*therapist they wont put you in jail if you tell them that youre trying to fix your problem instead of acting on your desires
Cameron Miller
omfg dont ruin someones life for your own godamn momentary pleasure dude sex is actually not even that great learn to get enjoyment from other things
James Brooks
Maybe if you're doing sex wrong or having it with the right person. Scientists all say healthy sex makes people happier. And for someone like me, there's unfortunately nothing more arousing than the thought of seducing and having my way with a minor. I wish they could build robots or something that looks like pretty young girls so men like me could have a healthy sexual outlet without actually harming anyone.
Luke Price
I love young girls. Pubescent girls. Maybe it's because I'm just a big pervert. When I pass by young girls on work I just try to ignore them. There's nothing you can do about it. You see there's some things in life that you can never have. You don't question the law, you just live with it.
