Self-aware Indian(who knows only English and doesn't fit in with other Indians)

>Self-aware Indian(who knows only English and doesn't fit in with other Indians)
>18 years old
>Have Depression, Anxiety(Diagnosed) and possibly some issues with attention, generally shitty family that I avoid.
>Been apathetic towards myself and pretty much everything since age 10, Zero interest in social life, escapism or relationships.
>Do well in studies when math is not involved or it is more theoretical.
>Doesn't want to remain in India but at the same time don't want to feel like a burden to another country.Feel like I might not fit in.
>Zero idea on what to plan for the future

What do?

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>Self-aware Indian

This is new.

You make me laugh, user.

Listen to half nigga Logic anti suicide song and then shut the fuck up and hope life gets better

No? I don't really feel suicidal much and hoping is pretty much what I've done so far.

well suicidal anymore I mean

>speaks only English
Why don't you finish up your studies and come on down the the US of A. At I know you won't be shitting in my streets

idk man what if somebody thinks I'm muslim or something and shoots me up

You can become a programmer and make 6 figures in Sililcon Valley or the Bay Area. Its a great opportunity.

Yeah, I'm studying BCA actually(Bachelor of Computer Applications)

Except its a fucking lie. Idk that sentence "self aware indian male," seems like a paradox or somekind of....oxymoron...idk those two words dont go together.

You go up to girls in metro cities and ask them to show bobs and vagene. If they dont you rape em because the rape statistics in india are like the world record now.

What about america having the highest amount of pedos and child groomers. Clearly your kids must be available to everyone right.

Are you Hindu? I've been reading about Hinduism and it's fascinating
My nephew is Indian by the way. His father is Christian though, despite being Punjabi

>Self-aware indian

Do you Yoga, OP?

>Self-aware indian

What does that even mean? You wear deodorant and are quiet when entering a building? You don't cook your sweaty ass smelling sludge at 3am and reek the neiborhood out?

i am indian and let me tell you, being indian is actually a great thing. we have beautiful people and we have ugly people. just like any race. I for 1 am a great person, have great friends, and i take care of every one that is in my life and i am glad to do it, and for that i have people that love me around me. also, indian parents are one of the best parents you can have. sometimes they can be really strict, but they will take care of you no matter what, and they will buy you what ever it is that you need. as long as your not a selfish shithead. Also, we all have great jobs, lots of money and a family that we all love and take care off. suck my dick.

indians are hot!

>worried about some retard kill him
>lives in India

How many people die every year there Muslim-Hindu clashes?

See
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I'm sure being Indian is no walk in the park and all, but I find anyone who hates their ethnic origin is pathetic.

this. I hate white people who apologize for being white