I think i am always going to be alone on this journey.. Trying to see the potential in my humanity and who I could have been has become harder, but I will never stop loving
The prospect of new connections beyond my solidarty are becoming more realistic... Like sand slipping through my fingers - instead of the mud I once saw
There should only be one true goal in life, and that is the happiness of those around you. Take care of each other, and you will be taken care of - love is life. But... loving yourself is the hardest thing, and it is something I can't seem to do. I have too many skeletons in my closet; some of them I cant seem to get over. I may have dug myself a hole that is too steep to get out of
If you don't love yourself why should anyone else care?
Hi. The only answer is to let the past go. It’s that easy. It has to be that easy, because fighting it makes everything problematic, you get hung up on something stupid, and you fail to move on. It’s that simple. You won’t get anywhere until you recognize this fact and go through with it. You are literally wasting everyone’s time here.
Zachary Lewis
you don't have to. We must fight the good fight to destroy the cancer of our society
Kevin Carter
user, could be worse. At least you're not a nigger or a woman. 2019 is looking bright, no matter if you're an accelerationist or want trad common sense life back. See all conflicts culiminate, or even to just stare at the giant fireball at the end with a drink besides you.
Daniel Martinez
People sense you have no self confidence and will always pity you OP.
Release yourself from your pain, No one will blame you.
Jace Foster
Is it that easy to let go of traumatic events? How is it a waste of time to have a discussion on mental health when I am sure 90% of Jow Forums suffers from it
Jonathan Cooper
I mean, that is obvious from my post. I have no self confidence.
How can a release myself from this strain Auzi?
Elijah Martin
oh... ew i mixed up you flag for Auzis KEK
James Martin
No fap/no porn. start now. New years res. you will feel better in 2 weeks.
Dominic Torres
# This works, everyone says to do it and it seems like rhetoric but it does work. Happiness levels soar
Isaiah Jones
Sorry for the Jow Forums level post But I feel you user I've been dealing with an existential dread about still being a virgin at 23. In 6 months I'll be 24, never had a gf, held any adult level job for more than 6 months and living in my moms house, still a year away from graduation.
It's gotten to the point I think about this virginity thing with every waking moment. It's always in the background. And I personally believe its effecting my grades, personal happiness and enjoyment in life. It's been the core thing I think about for at least the past 2 years. Needless to say I've been driven crazy.
I have an escort site open in another tab. I want to hold out and go to the bar one more time and hope it actually goes somewhere, before I admit defeat. But I can't hold out one more week of this madness.
Have a lovely new year user's, hopefully its better next year
Get the escort. Sex isnt as good as you think. Youll realize what a silly obsession you had afterwards and feel better. Its 100% societal pressure.
Lucas Butler
don't need to kill yourself if you killed your desires wait for the world to end lmao it's gonna be cool as shit
Henry Watson
Not politics FAGGOT FUCK OOFFFFF!!
Andrew Taylor
Love you user
Aiden Williams
Just do the escort thing. You have nothing to lose, except you know what. After this, you won't give a fuck about that artificial limit. Just don't brag or talk about it. I've seen coworkers taking weird russian milf-prostitutes after a night out when they had a smoking young partner one at home.
Jaxon Clark
confirmed. Do it, you'll see it's not that special.
Sebastian Barnes
For the longest time I was so sure that It would mean I couldn't get a girl naturally like other people. But I know almost anything is better than what is happening to me now. I'm so stuck on this sex thing, I'm beginning to stagnate. I'm just going to do it. Get over the whole thing. Fuck I'm such a loser. For having to see an escort and not having done it sooner in the first place
Luke King
Don't delay any longer and get the escort. Get an independent one who is expensive, and who has their pictures verified by the site they advertise on. If the site you're on doesn't do that than find the good site that does. I won't shill it here. Nothing less than $400 for the hour. Good luck.
Easton Sanders
relax. It's like talking yourself into an unwarranted frenzy the day before swimming or cycling for the first time. Just tell her you're new to this and want to be treated / let her take over. Don't take too much cash with you. After you got your dick wet for the first time, you'll see it for what it is and will treat it accordingly in the future, no big deal.
Don't get spooked by the environment of the brothel / service and don't get pulled into the room by the first prostitute you don't actually want just because you're to polite to decline. Smile and keep walking until you've had a good look around.
Logan Collins
Loving yourself involves tough love sometimes leaf. If you're still around OP I'll stick in the thread as long as I can.
There is only one county in America with legalized prostitution/brothels and the odds he's in it are 0%. He will have to commit a "crime" by arranging to meet a woman at a hotel.
Ryder Torres
I’m for real worried about that cat. And I don’t like cats.
Michael Robinson
Ah shit, i forgot. Well at least you have guns.
Daniel Foster
And? Just do it anyway.
According to Jow Forums you can fuck quite a few firearms
Grayson Ortiz
Sex is a distraction for the mentally incapable. It’s cool for about 10 seconds and even then the bullshit that goes around it is insane. Sex is mostly for mating, trust me you can get to a point where sex is just jacking off with a human. Don’t ever forget that the greatest questions of all are out there for you to explore.. why am I here? Where do I come from?
>you can get to a point where sex is just jacking off with a human Sometimes it's even less. I reached a point with my ex wife, where i couldn't even come anymore. Switching to rubbers later made it even less of an experience, which i wouldn't have thought possible.
Wyatt Allen
I'm sure we'll disagree but with the right woman - one you've won and developed a bond with, sex is fucking awesome. Or if she's hot and enjoys a good fucking What most of r9k has is just ingrown virginity.
These non virgin's don't have a fucking clue why being a virgin is miserable.
It's not the absence of sex itself it's the loneliness and the fact that no one wants to be with you
25 yo virgin here, Im going to shoot myself soon
Bentley Bell
They don't put prices up in the ads on the site I'm on. But I do see >120 special So I'm guessing its $120 or somewhere around that number I'm bringing a 260(Separated just in case it's only 120$ and she doesn't see anything more than that) in a throw away wallet with as little info on me as possible. I'll also take an uber there for a quick get away. Using "skip the games" I was refereed by another user several months ago. I know I'm not suppose to ask how much over the phone, but there must be a way to ask these questions without it becoming suspicious
I'm gonna do this on Wednesday because Tuesday I have other obligations
Also with American escorts I was told to never let them know you're a virgin. Could be bad news
That you're a virgin is a mix of bad luck and deficiencies. Assuming you're not disabled, a manlet of a true autist then fuck a whore and head to /sig/ for six months.
Eli Rivera
Another user already did it tonight on /b/ try being original.
I had several GFs before, but only started true PIV fucking at around 22 or 23 or so. At least go get a good prostitute fuck before you do it, so you'll laugh about what you wanted to pull the trigger over before. Getting a partner will be harder, society's running towards hyperisolation. I don't know about dating apps, might work. But most connections are formed via aquaintances, so just get some exposition. Even if it's just sitting by yourself in the crowd with a smartphone in hand.
Nathaniel Cook
>25 yo virgin here, Im going to shoot myself soon Whats worse for me is supposdely a few women like me. But I'm too turbo autist to try and apporach. >It's always hows the weather or >[Insert sexual innuendo] I'm either trying to fuck or being very nonchalant about the entire encounter. So i never progress with women. Then they lose interest and move on. Girls want to play the long game with me and use me as a simp that takes them out on dates for some reason. And I can't pour all my time into trying to take women out or chase them in bars. I've been on multiple pick up artist communities, dating apps. I just don't have game. And the fact I'm trying to rush to sex doesn't help. I'm fucking an escort in the new year idgaf
That site looks sketchy. $120 price means you're dealing with women more on the desperate side of the spectrum, probably from lower income areas, and all the bullshit that comes along with that. Use eros instead. You'll have to spend about $400 but it's worth it, and you'll have the peace of mind of meeting in a five star hotel. Their rate per hour should be in their add. If it's not just ask what it is in a text. You can't ask any sexually explicit questions before you meet. In that sense it's all somewhat of a gamble as to whether she'll do exactly whatever specific act or position you have in mind, but there's no doubt they'll take your virginity.
Kevin Robinson
We care about you dude. Also IF YOU OFF YOURSELF THE JEWS,GLOBALISTS AND MSM WIN. Things seem bad my dude but it can and will get better. I promise. I am not doing well either. Ill pray for you bro.
>You'll have to spend about $400 but it's worth it, and you'll have the peace of mind of meeting in a five star hotel. Their rate per hour should be in their add. If it's not just ask what it is in a text. You can't ask any sexually explicit questions before you meet. Damn $400 for half an hour. Better be well worth it. And does that include the hotel aswell? I've heard of that scam in Vegas. It's 400 just for them to show up and they name more prices after. idk I'll see. Hell the hotel might not even let me in.
Jace Lopez
Remember, friends are for pussies, except for Jesus. He's ok.
$400 for a full hour is fairly standard for high-end. The washed up porn stars charge even more. Get one with verified pictures so there's no bait and switch. They generally stay in the best hotels, which are huge, with a busy lobby. Why would you have any issue? Just walk in, stride to the elevators, and go to the floor she's on. No one will notice you or care. Dress respectably.
Christopher Bollyn 2014 (60 min lecture) “Israel Is Behind the 9/11 Attacks and Iraq Wars” >youtu.be/3caIG0SMHXE?list=PUBNkFkGVljRCqdZAu1-4eeg (keep in mind this guy used to be an alex jones nwo NWO missiles and holograms, believer. and may well be being prepped to be a spokesperson for Israel's 9/11 attack hitting the mainstream)
Israel Mossad Chief - Juval Aviv, ( mossad agent on whom the movie 'Munich' is based) >youtube.com/watch?v=FR7ioRALGaw tries to cover for Israel but ends up admitting a lot
2.40 'there is no doubt that there were various Israeli teams in America... who were MONITORING terrorist networks...
3.08 'Israel had [the 9/11] information that they were giving the American government..'
continues to blame the CIA for storing bombs in the towers.... .,.,.,..,.,
Isaac Martinez
Doing the Jews job for them, huh? Don't give it to them.
Don't kill yourself, kill your ego. Fuck how things are supposed to be, this is your personal path not a damn hollywood movie. God loves you, your true self with all it's imperfections, and he would like to see you bloom. Seek him and you'll find, user.
Eli Morris
Think outside of the box. Drop out of that hypersexualized mindset, it traps you in a treadmill of chasing sexual success as a virtue. This stuff is getting forced upon us by normie culture, porn & sitcoms, so we pursue pleasure over something that would really matter. If you really think an escort would be a good idea, try it but it'll keep you hooked and desiring even more. Instead abide the status quo, do a nofap reboot and pursue meaning and truth, do something with your life that matters. Along the way you'll find a quality girl that truly loves you when you might not even expect it. Look for beauty of the heart, not of the body. Have a wonderful new year, user. We're all going to make it.
