So I managed to make friends with some people at uni...

So I managed to make friends with some people at uni, they added me into their little facebook group and it's 2 am over here. They are asleep so should I leave a message saying ''I'm not autistic so if anyone have any thoughts that I possess any sort of mental disabilities, please stop thinking that way about me. By the way, if I make any degenerative behavior/suggestions please try to forgive it and maintain contact with me as usual."? I'm very insecure so would this harm my relations with them? If so, how can I convey these things with minimal damage to everyone's reception?

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Just chill out and sleep it off.

I want to establish things early. Just so they won't be suprised if I act different from my Friend-making personality.

If you want to convey that message, you definitely shouldn’t send it at 2am. The fact that you think they think that about you, is more of an indication than anything that you have some sort of disorder. But they don’t have to know that, in fact, they added you, so they probably think your normal. Good! Seek some help with a counselor at school or a free clinic and get an assessment from them. Be honest, they won’t judge you. In the mean time, lay low. People at your school are busy enough with their own problems.

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Wtf. Is this bait?

I mean. What if the reason they added me was out of curiosity? Maybe they knew I was an outcast, and wanted to observe how I would react if I receive genuine kindness and friends.

It's not. Just help me. They could be the Big Break I'm looking for.

That’s a very paranoid thought, brought on by your disorder. Again, people in the outside world, especially ones you’ve just met, don’t think about you that much. But by all means, steer clear of them until you’ve talked to a counselor.

But won't steering clear of these thoughts reduce my awareness? I want to be closer to them, make me a vital part in their lives, but the Awareness keeps me aware of where I am in terms of relations.

Literally just paranoia, user. People rarely, and I say very fucking rarely, can ever be so cruel.
This is more likely to happen in a film or television show than actual real life. Just try to stay calm. And as the other user said, seek help. A counselor, a psychologist, one of those group therapy things, I don't know.
But you deserve to not be bothered by these thoughts anymore. You seem to be on the right track though, and I'm hoping you can improve more and more.
Good luck, and if you believe in any gods, have their blessings!

I meant steer clear of these people if you don’t trust them, and let a professional decide if your distrust is valid.
I’m not sure what you mean by awareness, of course is good to be aware, but it’s very easy to slip into paranoia, and it’s certainly more enjoyable to live your life with the assumption that people are generally good, not bad.

I do trust them. Through my assessments I decided that they are real and genuine people, but there's no reason for me to believe any of my thoughts will age well.

Where can I get psychological treatment online? It's much more comfortable to talk without seeing any deceiving facial expressions.

The absolute best way to make someone think that you're autistic/possess mental disabilities is by leaving a message like that. Don't say anything at all, please, just act normal. If you tell them this they will get freaked out

I've found that people will gradually learn your idiosyncrasies the natural way through conversation and hanging out. It sounds like you over analyse human interaction, is this because you have trouble understanding people's true intentions? Is it hard for you to read people's subtexts or expressions and tones of voice?

Yes. All of it. I even avoid conversation due to these reason, no matter how I crave hearing another voice directed to me.

What is 'acting normal'? Is there a standard for that? I just want to fit in.

It sounds to me op that you would seriously benefit from seeing a psychologist or behavioural specialist who can give you help on these sorts of things. And in person I think would be even better, because it will be a safe place and person to practice these skills with. They can help with eye contact, advice o how to speak in turns and not over or under talk on a topic, learn to pick up on signs that someone is being sarcastic, or signs that they are bored. I have a friend who went through this therapy (provided for free by our university), and it turned a guy who was absolutely terrible at social situations and was paranoid, into someone who could function happily enough day to day with people. I really think this could be something that could help you.

I can only use proposed subtitutes for a real psychologist, unfortunately. I can only work up the courage to meet one if I am confident in the basics.

what indication have they given you that they think that way about you OP?

Then NEVER send that to anyone.