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My plans went through with a girl i was gonna go and hang out with and I approached a girl at the gym and got denied the phone number. I don't feel salty about either but I am disappointed and feel sad. Recently started thinking about my ex and looked through our messages post break up and realize she was trying to initiate with me a ton and I blew her off because I didnt want her in my life.

I dont want to be together with my ex but I feel like so many things were left unsaid. I would love to clear things out but I'm scared of how my feelings would react. Its been almost a year since we were together and shes got someone new. Probably better to just leave it alone.

I feel like a dick for going off the grid like this but I just can't bring myself to show my face in front of any of you anymore. I know you're all the same or even better off without me and yet I can't help but feel sorry.

I finally got over all the embarrassing shit I'd done when I was younger. Shit that gave me crippling anxiety that meant I couldn't even talk to strangers because I was sure they would find me to be as embarrassing as I found myself to be. I started dating someone for the first time in my life after finding that new confidence in myself. We went on 7 dates and I didn't kiss her. Now I have new memories that haunt me and break my self-esteem. It was fun while it lasted, I guess.

>I know you're all the same or even better off without me
I bet they disagree. Been there myself. Isolated myself in my teens and lost a lot of really good, really close friends. Caught up with them down the line and they told me it felt like shit when I up and disappeared.

I'll never see them again. I know that. And they know that. And knowing this, we say farewell.

I know if they werent moving we would most likely be in a relationship. It sucks so badly because me and him just clicked and meshed instantly.

I can't get over the fact that I don't want to live anymore.
I don't want to kill myself, I just can't find any fucking joy, happiness or meaning in anything.
I can't imagine myself "wanting" to do something and it's so frustrating.

For some reason and can't even say it to my therapist

I’ve been thinking about you all day. Now I’m on a date. I wish I were with you. But you won’t even send me a friend request. Of course you would never do that. Because I’m nothing to you.

The most crushing feeling I've experienced is realizing you haven't been taking care of the girl you're with, she has just disconnected and can't feel anything towards you, then try to win her back. You can't, because it's impossible. You broke it.
This happened to me in 2014-15 and has happened again in 2017-18. I'm a retard.

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Yeah well take it as an experience and as something to learn from. Nobody will care, trust me.

She cared.

Sorry, haven't expressed myself right. In the future, I mean. Now you know you need to create a bit of intimacy. Kissing isn't rocket science. Just go for it.

>Last thread was deleted
What the fuck even happened for it to be deleted?

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Happens every half year
New jannies hired
They delete threads like this

I'm seeing my girlfriend tomorrow and there's an 80% chance or greater we're going to break up. I've been thinking about what I want to say all day. Fuck me, how did I ruin something so perfect. If she gave me another chance I don't think I'd waste it, but realistically I don't see that happening. All my fault, I have to learn everything the hard way.

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you guys are weak faggots, I wish I had a normal body capable of doing simple things, yall take shit for granted. You don't know what it's like needing a nurse to help with a few daily things. Literally the only reason why I've been depressed since my health deteriorated. Tired of these bitchass retards who kill themselves over one significant other before they even hit 20

I keep making boys fall in love with me and then putting them down over and over since I got kicked out of my three year relationship. I keep going back and forth from manic and depressive, and when I'm manic I literally ooze attractiveness, and am sexually insatiable. I'm playing with all these boy's hearts when I just want attention and a distraction and I am honestly just the worst. I've tried making it clear I was using them and everything, but they don't care, they think there's a prize at the end of this, but there isn't. All there is is heartbreak and me feeling like garbage for causing it.

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Everything is going wrong and my life is an absolute wreck but I will not give up.

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If you stopped watching anime,it'd probably go better

Listen man, I’m sorry something bad happened to you, but playing down other people and their struggles isn’t exactly going to make that nurse disappear.

Would you like to talk further about what’s troubling you? You seem like you need to vent.

You’ve already identified the issue(s) at hand, which is great. The question now is what are you doing to help fix the problem? You can’t go through life manipulating people and their emotions, even if it’s due to mental illness.

I absolutely hate everything about my life and about myself and I am miserable and wish to kill myself everyday. Everyone thinks I am absolutely fine but I have the greatest animosity towards this existence. Since I hate my life all I do all day is fantasize about many different lives I live in my head. I literally can't stop, during school, driving, gym, sleep, and anything all I do is fantasize. I also realize that I am pretty insane and need help but now it is too late, I should have gotten help when it wasn't as bad, now it is beyond help. One time I looked at a really good friend of mine and I thought his nose was shaped weird, I had a fit of rage come over me and had the greatest temptation to smash his face until he is dead, luckily I made an excuse to go to the bathroom before I could actually do it. Someone help I don't know how to get help and might seriously hurt someone. I know this is getting a real schizo post now but one more thing. I have a great anger from being rejected earlier in my life so I started working out and getting very good looking just so that I could degrade hoes and reject girls because it makes me feel better.

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You make me happy yet I'm afraid if I tell you it will scare you, and that happiness will fade away.

Nah, I cuddled with my ex-boyfriend's jacket when he left it at my house many years ago. I gave it back to him the next day and let him know that I thought it smelled nice and made me feel protected, he found it flattering. Some of your attraction to someone is based on how their body odor smells to you, it's probably not a good idea to date someone whose natural musk is very offensive to your olfactory senses.

Unrelated but I feel I should clarify that we ended up breaking up because he had to move far away to be with his family. It was a nice relationship while it lasted.

I love you. That's all I want to say. Yea, I want you to know all this unimportant shit about me and I want to catch up. But mostly, I love you.

Why would that scare someone? Do you think they don't feel the same?

I just got this 9 week old kitten a month ago. Now that it trusts me and likes to play with me, it's constantly clawing me, biting me, and latching onto me. I like it sometimes but it never stops and it gets old after awhile.

How do I stop this Behavior?
Is he just trying to play?

I asked a girl if she would be my girlfriend today after taking out for dinner and she said yes and we fucked afterwards and she hasn't texted me since I dropped her off at home in 3 hours and its driving me insane

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I'd give it a day. If she doesn't talk to you by then you could either make a direct approach or flat out reject her

Good. Go fuck another girl. Be an alpha pussy.

Then stop.
Only you have the power to stop that bs

Smack it or spray it with water
Just because an animal is cute, it does not mean you should not hurt it if it disobeys

That's why Chihuahuas are always bastards. Owners don't want to hurt their "lil babies".

Cats do not understand anything other than immediate retribution. That's why they cannot be trained like dogs. Dogs remember.
So if your cat hurts you, smack it or spray it.
Just hurt it in some way

It’s almost deer season and I still need to find land to hunt. My life is fucked.

We've been dating for 3 months. Like 2 weeks ago we had a conversation about not really needing labels, how I liked how things were at the time. She then goes "some people like labels" so I took that hint and like formally asked her to be my girlfriend, bought her a bunch of little presents for today to make it special.

>tfw she hasn't texted me since

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Why are you guys breaking up? Is it a miscommunication? Do one of you not like something about the other? Did you fuck up and not get on your hands and knees and apologize?

So it's been how long?
Has this been over the night or midday?

I had this happen to me before with an ex and it turns out she was cheating on me

She’s probably busy doing gay girl shit. Go find something to pass the time and check later

I'm so happy we're hanging out again tomorrow, I've missed you so much... it feels like an eternity since I last saw you. Even though I left college in the winter, these feelings I've had for you still linger. I wanted so badly to tell you how i felt during school but I was afraid a relationship wouldn't be good for my mental health and that I'd scare you away. I've been kicking myself for not saying anything while I had the chance... and yet, I'm scared to do it now that another chance has come. I don't know what I'd expect to even come of it because of the distance between us. Realistically I know it wouldn't work out. I'm not even looking for a relationship anymore. Yet I still want so badly to tell you how I feel...

I think I'll start with something a little more gentle, I don't want to make it aggressive or anything.

I'll start by distracting it. It might just have a lot of energy that it needs to burn. If that doesn't work, I'll try either flat out ignoring it or blowing it in the face. And if that doesn't work, then I'll spray it.

Are you playing with him at least 15~30 minutes a day? The longer you play, the better. Energetic cats love stick toys, and if that keeps him entertained I'd go with that.

My rescue has too much energy and eventually got bored with sticks, so I caved in and bought her a laser. She goes crazy running as fast as possible playing with it, and after a heavy session of play she naps right off. Cat lasers are controversial but it just depends how severe your situation is, I tried to point the laser onto toys and treats to represent a "catch" rewards but all it did was confuse her. My cat only cares about the chase, not the reward.

I wish she was more affectionate but getting her energy out helps curb her behavior from attacking my ankles with anything more that playful no-claw slaps rather than aggressive bites.

This is what I'm thinking it might be. It's very young, it's the only cat I own, and I'm usually away at work.

I'll give laser toys to try, I remember using one on my parents cat and they went crazy for it.

I'm not sure.

timeline of the day was basically
>she and I ran different errands in the AM
>picked her up at 4
>early dinner at 5-630
>630-7 I asked her out in the park (one of our spots)
>730-930 movie
>10 ice cream
>1030 we fucked in the car
>dropper her off at 11
>its now 1am

after i asked her out, she rested her head on my shoulders the entire movie. made most of the advances in the car. elongated goodbye kiss in the car. looked really happy walking into her house with a handful of presents (flowers, teddy bear, gift). and she usually texts me every night at like 11pm, without fail.

im confused as fuck

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>Just hurt it in some way
This is absolutely incorrect, never fucking hit your cat unless you want it to keep attacking you. Physical punishment only brings out negative behaviour in most cats. Spray is a better option because it mimics hissing and DOESN'T actually hurt the cat, even though keeping a water bottle around all the time is cumbersome.

You have the right idea, I'm glad.

short, thin, fit, 10/10 latino girl with massive toned bubble butt brushed up against my face when i was sleeping in class, it was the only time and the last time i got to touch that ass :(

Thinking of her now its actually funny because her ass was so huge it made her walk pigeon toed and it engulfed any seat she sat in lol i knre i had 0% chance with her so me and the other beta's would just fling paper wad's at her ass-crack lol.

I always fucked with hot girls i felt i had 0 chance with, it was the only way i could feel like a Chad.

(Picture not related but it was pretty much that big/size/shape)

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I know it seems like I don't care about your wedding and I'm going to be honest... I really don't. Don't get me wrong, bud, you're one of my favorite people in the world. I just really hate weddings. Much ado about nothing. "Hey, let's all get dressed up in tuxes and go sit in a hot tent for a couple of hours so me and my fiance can say some pretty words to each other as I prepare to gamble years of my life and a significant chunk of my money and possessions." I'm sorry but that's fucking lame. It doesn't mean I don't care about you. I doesn't mean I value our friendship any less. I just really, really hate weddings. And your fiance is a cunt. There I said it. She's an insufferable cunt- one of these jackoffs born on third base thinking they hit a triple. She clearly doesn't like me and doesn't want me to be in the ceremony. Don't marry her, dude. It's so obvious she's settling for you. I know that's really fucked up but it's so true. I think back to when her and Ryan were dating and she just seemed so much more into him. She was enthusiastic about being with him. I don't feel even a modicum of that enthusiasm when I'm around you two. She's settling because we're all pushing thirty and the pressure from her family to settle down is probably insane. That and her biological clock is ticking like a bomb. Dump that bitch, dude. Dump her tomorrow and come over and get fucked up with me. This isn't going to work in the long run. Whore yourself out for a few more years and find a girl that will be genuinely enthusiastic to marry you.

Maybe she's just tired. Sounds like you guys did a lot.

Nope
Stop. Right now

Conditioning does not work on a scaling system.
Then you work in "I'm just going to be asshole just a little bit"

All or nothing. Smack it, spit on it, spray it
Or don't bother.

Pets are not children. They will never advance to the point were you can talk to them and explain why.
If they do wrong, hurt them. That's it. Never compromise.

Beta bitch here.
Ignore this retard.
Spraying is more effective than smacks because cats hate water more than they do minor physical intervention.
Because cats smack the fuck out of each other every day.

You should be a GOD to your pets. Never compromise. They are not your "children".
Fuck off you soi faggots about being a "cat dad".
They are your slaves. Treat them as such.
Cats are assholes. Spray first. Then if they ever act up, spray then smack.

Dogs are far better pets. They can learn how to behave just on frowns and bad words. Cats are literal retards who need to be physically persuaded

This is true, however it depends on the situation. At the moment, I still need to assess and figure out whether this is an act of aggression or simply his way of trying to blow out his energy.

If it does turn out that the cat just has a lot of energy, a laser pointer or an automatic cat toy should suffice. However if it is an act of aggression or a display of dominance, I will have to resort to that.

You're not better than me because you knocked up the first girl that would fuck you more than once. You're a manager at a restaurant and you're going to some online school. It's really fucking shitty of you to cut me out like that but whatever. Enjoy the rest of your illustrious career as a fast food manager, and your downright model marriage... fucking blow me. I only ghosted you that one time because it was painfully obvious that you only hit me up for weed... fuck you.

I go for a dog but I doubt I have the time to take care of it.
Cats are assholes though and it is important to treat a pet like a pet and a child like a child. Still, I will try a non aggressive approach first.
Last thing I want is for this kitten to think that it can't trust me. My father did that to the family cat and all it does nowadays is hide under his bed.

Meh you can also train them, i've got my current ones pretty much "trained" to stay in the laundry room. Food routines (only put food out at a certain time and in limited amounts) not only keeps them at a healthy weight, but a hungry cat is usually a more friendlier cat and being the only method they gets food pretty much makes them "love" you.

I even do this with ass-hole cats i've house sitted for, starve that ass-hole and watch their attitude about you change quick.

My ex from over six years ago started talking to me again a few months ago. We got along really well, at first we started out as good friends so we kind of went back to that. She broke up with me because she found someone else but when we started talking she admitted that she only did because she was afraid I would be disappointed in her down the relationship. I told her last week that I still loved her but she was still seeing someone else (not the first bf, a new one) and said she could see him in her future. I said I didn't want anything to change and I wanted us to stay friends but I want to give us another chance, I'd give anything for that opportunity

It will only not trust you when you are not consistent

If it disobeys you, smack or spray. No "Oh baby is just biting me because he loves me"
Smack that animal.

Exactly.
Cats are not domesticated. They do not give a squirt of piss about your affections.
What the care about is food and violence.

>Hitting catz makes me an alpha male!!
>step aside, basedboys.

idk wtf is prolonging your suicide but you can let it go already. Do the animals (and people) of the world a favor and go drive your mom's car into a lake

Move on user, if your like me, that friendship is just a dangling apple on a stick.

There's other girls out there, and if you aint afraid of getting shot down, you got plenty of chances with other people. If anything the fact that your actively showing "hey i dont need you" will make them want you even more.

Who knows you could hook up down the road, but im just saying dont wait around for a bus/train that you have no ideah if its coming or not.

Once an ex always an ex bro.
I'm going to see if I can drain it to energy first. If that doesn't work and it continues to bite and scratch, I will resort to spraying only because it hates water and spraying will be a clear sign that I do not wanted to do that.

Violence should be the last option.

Animals are our servants.
Never forget.
They obey us or don't live at all.

Go suck your dog's dick, faggot

Yeah I know, I'm working out at the gym so once I'm a bit more Jow Forums I'll take some pics and hit up tinder, then cosplay as Jow Forums animu characters to try and attract qt weebs at cons

You get shit on all day at your crappy job or school. You always have and you always will because you're fucking weak and everybody who sees you knows it. So you come home from your shitty work or classes and you smack animals and talk shit on Jow Forums.

Like I said, I don't know what's prolonging your suicide, but you can get on with it any day now.

No.
Your passivity tells it that it is ok.
You are teaching it now. If it attacks you, it suffers to consequence. That means it should keep doing it.
That's how condition works.
Hurt it now or never.

It is not human. If you let it attack you for weeks it will not remember that you let it do that.
Do it at any attack or never do it.
Because it'll remember attacking you without consequence.

Go walk your barking Chihuahua who bites all your guests.

My dogs obey me. Keep reaching, neanderthal.

And I bet they learned how to do so with kind words

Not living in a cave helps.

I see. I should teach it that such behavior is wrong in that instead it should direct that behavior to something else.

For example, next time it decides to knaw on my ankles, I can spray it then direct its attention to a toy.
Quick punishment and correction

If I'm lucky, this should only take a couple sprays to work

Exactly this.
Smart man

Fucking tell me about it, as if the multiple examples of other people in shittier situations wasnt proof enough for these an-hero's that "just cant live without her/him" that they aint got it that bad and need to get the fuck over it.

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I would do anything in the whole world for another chance

What did u do?

I can agree, beating the shit out of a dog is very effective in making it learn "not to do that" anymore.

Ran my neighbors dog over when i was coning in from work, caught it digging through my trash, dog lived, and i dont have trash scattering the yard anymore.

Caught some other dogs barking at my rabbits, shot all 3 with a paintball gun, havent seen them since.

The 3 dogs i own, i beat them when i catch the fucking with the chickens. Now they dont fuck with the chickens anymore

It's gotta be done when its in the act though, they're dumb as fuck and often cant put 2&2 together unless its "in the moment"

Nice reddit spacing you faggot
BTFO

I was really surprised when you asked me to call you or when you offered to call me instead. I know the circumstances weren’t the best but I really did love hearing your voice and hearing you comfort me as best as you can

I’m being so dumb

Good luck getting out on your own, the economy is so shitty in my area that being 30yr and living with parents or roommates is just an expected thing. Like i only have my house simply because my grandparents died and i moved in and i have 3 roommates out of necessity to pay bills.

>be straight
>gf says she's bi
>finally understand how polygamy got its roots.
>want a 2nd gf now.

You know that old dad joke when you're like, complaining that your arm hurts so your dad's like "Oh I'll punch you in the leg, then you won't pay attention to the pain in your arm"?
I feel like that's the logic behind antidepressants. Like, oh you feel like shit emotionally, take this drug that will make you feel like shit physically to distract you from feeling like shit emotionally! Problem solved, enjoy the dizziness and nausea.

This is my third stint on antidepressants in Celexa flavor this time, they've all given me the same exact side effects. Insult to injury is now the feds are apparently cracking down on SSRI abuse or something, according to my doctors, making it even more difficult to get a hold of my vomit pills.

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Lol /b/tard go back to your board.

I was on antidepressants, had the same symptoms.
Took like 12 pills a day of random shit i cant remember nor did i care i just got them free from the "government clinic"

They pretty much made not care anymore, fely intoxocated/dizzy, and have 0 libido. Couldnt get off even if i was getting a BJ from a 10/10.

Started smoking weed, quit the pills, got a job, havent looked back since. Pretty much just enjoying life shit posting and cruizing through jobs as they come and go.

God damn i fucked up badly. Honestly I think you were the one. You were very nice, respected me for who I was, never judged me and you were someone that I could share my feeling with. I really did enjoy having having your company around S ever since I did that one nice thing for you and your family.

But yet I made one little mistake that scared you away. I don't know maybe this is better for you. Not sure if I am up to your league cause your family is rich and I am poor guy with shitty job at the moment. Not sure what or where you are up to S but wish our paths could cross again but I doubt that will ever happen.

Got the shitty slave wage job right now since I have no degree yet and zero qualifications for anything more than 7.65 an hour. Though I'm majoring in memery so I'm maybe looking to make a fat 12 bucks an hour in my future gigs as a mcfats manager.
The job is part of the contributing factor to my depression bc customer service is getting paid pennies for middle age soccer moms named Karen to berate you and affirm all your worst suspicions of yourself because your manager told you you couldn't take her 20% off coupon that expired 4 years ago.

Weed never did anything for me personally any time I tried it. Never once got a "high" everyone always talks about. Just triggered my asthma.

Part of mes like fuck it, if my life is meaningless and never going to get better might as well risk the prison sentence and try some harder shit. But we all know how happy crack addicts are in the long run I guess.

How do you find jobs that don't suck ass? Like all I've ever wanted out of a job was the ability to ask Karen not to call me a "fucking retard shit for brains" please I have no power to lower the price for you and have a manager actually back their employees for once when customers are completely hysterical and out of line.

I love my girlfriend to death both physically and mentally but sometimes I wish she was white not Hispanic for purely aesthetic reasons.

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Feel similarly about the guy I'm kind of but not really seeing.
Not fully attracted to him physically because he's half black, but in almost everything else he's about as close to perfect as it gets.
I'm not even a very sexual person, the drive is nearly non existent, but idk how well a long term thing would work when there's very little sexual attraction.

>Be extremely attracted to asian women
>Black

Trolled by god.

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I've made the decision to stop taking atypical antipsychotics. I suffer from bipolar disorder and I can't tolerate the side effects anymore. I've tried four different medications to treat my mania and the side effects from all four are intolerable. One made my mania worse, one gave me severe tremors, one was way, way too sedating and the last one made me so drowsy that I couldn't do anything.

I'm heading back to university at the end of the month. I have no idea what to do if I start to have an episode. I've spoken to my therapist about it and we've agreed on sessions once a week if things get bad. My behavior has been extremely erratic in the past that required hospitalization twice.

I feel like I'm walking straight into my death, no matter what I do. Severe stress from anything will cause it, and severe stress is a byproduct of, well, being an adult. I've been crying quite a bit. It's inevitable that I'll become manic at some point in my life again and I don't think I can handle it. I don't want to put anyone I love through it again. I can fight it all I can, and I will, but it may not be enough and that scares the hell out of me.

God didn't make you a weeb. It is unnatural to not be attracted more to your own kind.

The word unnatural comes off as butthurt imo.

Have you tried lithium or lamictal?

I'm having a real bad week

I'm at a dead fucking end. I graduated from uni 2 years ago debt-free, and have been looking for jobs constantly. All I can get is some part time cashier position, and those usually only come with some old high school contact vouching for me. But I've burned every bridge now, and every opportunity has been thrown away or ran its course. I've got few skills, a bunch of useless, unmarketable knowledge, and no idea what to do. I've tried my hand at so many non-related things to my major, like learning a programming language, but I've never been able to earn any certifications. I'm just too fucking dumb. I don't even think I can handle a physical or service job. I can barely walk or lift my arms from depression sometimes. I don't see a way out, or my life getting better. I think this is really the end. I'm not even saying this to be therapeutic, or making things seem worse than they are. I really think this is it for me. I'd already be dead if it weren't for my parents. But it's only a matter of time before they kick me out again.

Feeling confused or betrayed yet? Good, stop stalking me you brat. Grow a pair and speak or begone.