what can I do if I cant do any drugs and they're the only thing that make me happy? its not going to just get better. I smoked spice and it was the only thing that made me happy. food makes me happy for like 5 minutes but im fat so I cant even eat a lot. fapping makes me somewhat happy but I do it too much and its only for a few minutes. cigarettes just make me sick to my stomach
do I just keep smoking spice?
No. Take up a hobby that you are interested in. Practice that hobby in two 15-30 minute spurts a day. Even better, engage in that hobby when you feel the desire to do drugs, or at the very least watch videos related to your hobby if you feel urges. I don't want to be your dad, but seriously, don't smoke spice, nigger.
It is also a good idea to realize what 'triggers' you to want to do drugs, and then avoid those things. Replace the addiction with 'better' addictions.
t. alcoholic who takes 3-5 day breaks and relies heavily on a hobby for distraction.
trust me there's been nothing at all that makes me happy. I tried walking it just got boring. sports. boring. i've been ordering cheap xbox games boring.
i've just been sitting in my room frowning for months feeling no positive emotions whatsoever and I smoked spice and instantly just laugh and feel amazing. everyone here is just getting high and shit and I cant stand just doing stuff alone and its really isolated where I live
Learn to recognize the pleasures of simple indulgence. I’m having a marvelous glass of water at the moment.
All of those things you listed are reactive. You have to try to have creative hobbies like writing or meme rapping on YouTube.
This. You don't get a prize for running faster on the hedonic treadmill.
You have to fix your baseline contentment (for example, through better health, better attitude, and/or plastic surgery) because constant external pleasure-escalation will leave you broke, dead, or in a miserable withdrawal.
I didn't say anything would make you happy, famalam. Again you'd do yourself well to pick something you think you may be interested in, and then do 15 minutes a day. You're not the only one who suffers from the 'everything is shit' syndrome. It's a matter of coaxing your brain to go back to a semblance of normalcy. It is hard to dig yourself out of the hole you dug yourself into, and it is difficult, but possible.
ive been producing music for years and years and I never got ahead in it and then I heard this producer who was 14 produced for 6 months and is selling beats to famous artists so its just like fuck that.
when I smoked spice everything changed. just one hit of spice I felt amazing I was laughing I felt good my body felt really healthy. I wanted to show my parents my new video game and talk to them and I had fun playing games just going out and taking a walk felt amazing. when I dont smoke spice I just sit there frowning I dont wanna talk to anyone or do anything I just feel depressed. I literally go like a week straight without smiling.
I have never done drugs but I have schizoaffective disorder and have had two mental episodes so I know what you mean. I felt euphoric and believed I was connected with the universe. It was a good feeling but I wont experience again unless I get hospitalized. So I never relied on it but it was a good memory. That kid got lucky but most people wont get results without 10 years of work. Most people are not geniuses. If you want to research read how long it takes for some people to be successful. Game of thrones author had moderate success but gf e didnt write the top selling book til he was older. Why would you succeed when you only put in some years?
>ive been producing music for years and years and I never got ahead in it
How many producers really deserve the fame they get? Consider how much luck is mixed in with talent. Look at DJ Mustard.. He is a fucking shit producer who reuses the same formula over and over yet makes a lot. Maybe you do suck at producing, I don't know.
You're admitting yourself that the spice isn't doing anything for you except giving ecstatic feelings, which are fleeting. Again, try to reprogram your brain
[spoiler]yeah we all know life is shit, try to get over it[/spoiler]
t. the alcoholic
no spice really is i'd be happy just to have a girl to hang out with or something but im stuck in this shitty town there's just nothing but crazy negative people here. its just sucked the life out of me and I get bored just opening up fl studio now. i've been doing it for years straight when I first started I forced myself to do it 12 hours a day like staying up all night studying and everything just didn't happen
No one can help you if you're stuck with the feeling that the spice is making you happy. The best I can say is this: think about how you lived life before spice. Maybe it was shitty, depressing and boring. Sure, but it was a life without spice invading your brain. Do you smoke spice due to lack of weed?
If you're seriously trying to stop, maybe you can tell a friend or family to go the shops and tell them to cut you off from buying spice. Yeah man, we all want a nice girl to be with, it sure is a great feeling, but what girl wants to be with a spicehead? A fucked up druggie girl wants to be with a spicehead. Do that if you want.
Hey, I'm not saying don't have self pity.. that's ok. You have to pick though.
I mean i've been trying but without getting high I haven't been happy enough to carry on a conversation. I was talking to girls but the more sober I got the more they disappeared which made the depression 10x as worse
yes I smoke because of lack of weed but after trying spice I actually liked it better than weed I felt more trippy and happy without the anxiety feeling of weed and I still feel sad on weed when I smoke spice I instantly start laughing and I feel better
I was sober for a month and nothing got better. I was walking but now thats getting boring I just cant keep doing it. I always feel tired but can't sleep at night. I feel sad all day and can't even carry on a conversation. I have nothing but one other sad ass mother fucker to hang out with and hes just blazed and drunk as fuck all the time
also if I smoke spice I dont want to do it every single day I just want to do it once in awhile at night or something just to enjoy a nice walk or something.
I don't even smoke a lot I just take one hit off it get a feel for it and take a few extra hits like every half hour or so. it makes my life just feel okay
>I haven't been happy enough to carry on a conversation.
The inability to make conversation could be chalked up to several things: social deficit, talking to people who just don't like what you like, or maybe you simply aren't happy enough to talk about stuff. I'm not sure.
>I was talking to girls but the more sober I got the more they disappeared
I'm not sure if you can chalk that up to being more sober or just that a lot of people may not share your interests.. I mean, you're on Jow Forums.. which means you're already a bit 'out there.' I also have this problem. I talk to girls and most of the time we don't hit if off whatsoever, unless we are both of a same 'type.'
>yes I smoke because of lack of weed but after trying spice I actually liked it better than weed I felt more trippy and happy without the anxiety
I experience anxiety from smoking weed, too. I just smoke tiny amounts instead of smoking large amounts.
>always feel tired but can't sleep at night. I feel sad all day
I also feel constant tiredness, and I also can't sleep. I feel sad all day too. I hate going to work. Spending 8 hours to do some shit I don't want to do is my anathema. I get it.
no man whenever I smoke weed or spice or something I dont feel depressed and im like refreshed and I can just run on and on on talking
Ive been taking hits of marshmellow leaf off my vape pen and theres some residual spice in there getting me high and holy shit it feels great. my nausea goes away im laughing can talk again and shit. I think this spice stuff is the way to go but just like a hit here and there for depression. I dont see how this is worse than anti depressants
I did give my friend a hit of it though and he freaked the fuck out and just became unresponsive at his steering wheel and told me he felt like he was having a stroke and he was tripping nuts seeing aliens and all types of shit
holy shit this spice stuff is great I feel like so happy just knowing I can play my xbox and I love talking to people and shit holy shit this is heaven literally heaven
ill see how things go with me leaving this shitty town if I can leave ill quit spice but if not im gonna hold on for the ride and order a giant ass bag of it
>dont feel depressed and im like refreshed and I can just run on and on on talking
I'm the same way when I drink booze. I cannot stop chatting. It 'turns' me into someone else. I get the addiction.
>give my friend a hit of it though and he freaked the fuck out
Yeah because he isn't used to that shit. There's a reason people freak the fuck out on spice. You are fine for now, but wait until you get a bad batch. You might die or have some fucked up thing.. spice is not regulated, it comes from who knows where. It literally has killed people. My boy was friends with a guy who smoked spice cause he was on probation. He had a seizure smoking "Scooby Snacks." I had a small seizure while on acid. This shit is serious
This post is you being high on that spice. It's changing how you act on the keyboard. I think you need someone to talk to when you're not high
yeah im scared of spice but i get the same batch every time from the same guy who ships it from the UK
it just makes me so fucking happy like i actually wanna talk and hang out with my parents and i just laugh and feel good and i love seeing my friends and talking to people and shit but when im sober im not anything like this. i think i literally need it as medicine
i have one friend in my town like hes the only person who lives here and hes just a cranky negative fuck. all he does is drink as soon as he gets out of bed and all he does is brag about himself and put other people down and he's always being negative like when i tell him my future plans he's always like "that wont work dude cause of this this and this" and i can just feel him like wanting everyone to fail but him it just brings me down im so miserable because of this place
also this strain of spice is the most potent kind to ever exist. literally. thats why my friend freaked the fuck out. I took a baby hit and let it out and waited for the effects this dumb fuck grabbed my pen took the largest hit he could and held it in. I told him before he even hit it to be careful. he regretted it literally 2 seconds after letting out his hit.
>like i actually wanna talk and hang out with my parents and i just laugh and feel good and i love seeing my friends
Exact same feeling I have as an alcoholic. When I drink I invite my family to watch a TV show or invite my friends to hang out. Without it I feel like trash. Full of anxiety and self doubt. No motivation. I get it
>he regretted it literally 2 seconds after letting out his hit.
lol what was his reaction from start to end?
alcohol weed all that shit doesn't make as happy as this nothing has ever
he took one hit smiled like he was the shit and held it in I was like oh shit man he handed me the pen and was like im good on that and he sounded and acted really really fucking shaken up. eventually he just put his head down and I could tell he was tripping balls and he wouldn't even answer me. I was like just breathe man and he couldn't open his mouth and he barely opened up his mouth and made a weird noise and then he just looked up at me all wide eyed not blinking and then he like looked up and like looked back and forth and then he was back down falling asleep at his steering wheel
>Spice/K2
Not even fucking once, OP. A kid who went to my friends highschool had a bad trip on that shit and ended up stabbing a dude to death on a metro bus in the middle of the day. Had no past history of violence or anything.
Kek that's fucked up. I feel bad for him. I think someone sold me weed laced with spice once, cause I smoked and my skin tingled, my head felt so strange and I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I hated it. Post a throwaway email if you want someone to talk to. I'm off.
I think that kid might be a faggot. Alternatively, was he melanin enriched?
yeah I know I just take a hit here and there I always do small doses and then feel it out not smoke a whole joint to my face and see what it does. I only go with really low doses
shit is crazy and scary. I think dying might be better than living without it then though. did he get life in prison or something?
do you have discord? everyone ghosts me on discord though I think im really boring or depressing or something
Sure. Link me
>haha that kid is a faggot
When you smoke spice, you are basically smoking bath salts.
it feels like weed but better to me. it like blocks out all my negative emotions idk never felt anything like it before. definetely just feels the same as weed to me tho. I dont do crackhead shit this is even pushing it for me
>dodges melanin question
In all seriousness, I get that shit is all equally bad. I’ve beheld it before.
Discord?
can you post yours im paranoid
goddamn homie don't smoke spice what the fuck are you doing? Smoke dabs you savage.
It may have escaped your notice but the majority of people in the world find happiness without drugs. Consider one or more of the following:
art
music
hobby
exercise
friendships
romance
books
movies
debate
etc etc etc
It is not sufficient to say none of these things make you happy. The point is to immerse yourself in one or more UNTIL they begin to make you happy. The simple fact of having something to do, something to look forward to doing, can itself be a pleasure.
Dont underestimate religion either? There is a reason it still exists in 2018.
>im fat so I cant even eat a lot
????
im on probation for being black I have to smoke it
Happiness is nature's reward for making progress. If you aren't making progress, you don't deserve happy. Normally, I'd just recommend running until you're happy; but you're likely to fracture your feet doing that if you're that fat. So instead, do low weight or body weight squats until you fall over. Then take a nap and do it again and keep doing it until you're happy.
You don't get high from spice, you just suffer a period of carbon monoxide poisoning
I definetely get high as fuck off it
That is literally the feeling of brain cells dying