I am a homosexual Male trying to repent for my actions and return to christ...

I am a homosexual Male trying to repent for my actions and return to christ. I relapse quite often and I dont believe I can be saved. Its just really hard remembering that my small weak body and frame has been ravaged so many times. I have a very submissive attitude that cannot be quenched. Pic rel is my body type.

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are you based and/or redpilled

They have therapy sites set up where you can be freed from homosexuality.

Link, please? Another closet, self-loathing faggot looking for peace.

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>this thread
>that flag
this checks out

You know what must be done.

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Are you thinking about sucking a big juicy dick right now? This is important

The Holy Spirit is real and will save you by the grace of God if you admit you are a sinner.

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>I am a homosexual Male trying to repent for my actions and return to christ.
Just become a priest or rabbi. You'll be in good company.

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Dude, I'm telling you this because while I mostly like girls, I've sucked a few dicks too. Live your life. Smoke weed. Do what provides you satisfaction and a wholesome life. Forgot the Jesus stuff before it consumes you.

Get off the internet, or at least Jow Forums for a month or two... This comes from porn and all you need is some self discipline. I am going to start doing this tomorrow and plan on finishing the bible and continue working out more.

>Bisexual
>Smoke weed
>Give yourself aids in the mouth
>Wholesome life

Kek. God bless you Burger you mean well

Eat some hog maws and you'll be cured 100% or you can pray the gay away and ask Mike Pence for help.

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By the way you speak you obviously do not wish to be saved and only want to indulge in your desires. If you truly wanted to be saved you wouldn't be asking to be saved on Jow Forums.

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Just stop the perversion. You can do it. A person can stop drinking, or smoking, they can also easily stop practicing perversion. After all, there really is no such thing as being gay. It's a choice. Every fag or dyke I have ever met have kids. Not adopted, but through procreation. You can stop being a pervert if you really want.. If not, then I pray to God that you die from AIDS. Your choice :)

What to do about Communism? We Shall Grind Their Bones Into The Sand And Make Sure That Their Evil Never Rises Again :)

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Lets be honest here. You just want to become Christian because you think naked Jesus look hot on the cross and you just want an excuse to sit in church and get wood staring at him. Fags can't be rehabilitated.

first of all you dont have to come to jesus because he may or may not be real. Second the real reason you should stop being homo is because its harmful to your body especially on the receiving end. Being a submissive in a gay relationship makes u more likely to have a scarred anus, more likely to contract std from scarred anus, higher chance of anal cancer, high chance of anal prolapse once u get into ur 50s if u continue this lifestyle, and incontinence. Homosexuality is completely unnatural and immoral and I say this as an atheist. I dont see homos from the christian perspective as evil wicked people and all that bullshit you are mentally ill so please try to get a hold of yourself because this lifestyle is causing you physical harm. Also try out meditation so you can stay in the moment and control your urges

Wya? Tryna suck a bbc?

I don't have AIDS, thankfully. Nor do I have any STDs. What exactly is your problem?

dear fucking diary my god kys

Yeah let the AIDS consume you instead.

Just fooling around, burger, nothing serious

Brings back memories of beating my 8 year old meat to Gods have naked body from the pic bibles. Good times.

move to the US and consume a diet made entirely of steak and hamburgers, soon your frame will start to get better and more masculine as well as your jaw will get sharper and you will grow 2-3 inches in height
trust me im a vancouver american convert and my dick grew 2 inches immediately upon entering US territory

Do you want to die of aids? I managed to abandon faggotry for good but not before ruining my health to the point of having to wear diapers. If you quit porn and lower your testosterone it becames easy. Life has much more worthy things them sex. Religion is one of them.

Tell us about your rectal issues plz

>imma jus a ole bar fly tryna get right with jebus

It's a shamefull and constant reminder of my self destructive deeds. Still I'm thankfull that I could avoid the aids, and have been clean from this degeneracy for several years.

why contain it, twinks are beautiful

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I'm not even 30. You can mock Jesus all you want, but nobody gets to escape the rules of reality. You reap what you sow.

God bless you for finding a way out and accepting Christ.

I could never be a fag because the whole poopcock thing is just too revolting to me

god aint real faggot

Please, post the link to resolve my faggotry.

Get these temptations out of here please. You're not helping.

lmao, look I tried the natsoc and christian shit to rid myself of homosexuality but it just never goes away, just accept it or you'll hate yourself forever

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Except for like fifteen minutes a day, and when I'm drunk (been sober for 12 days), I am repulsed by homosexual sex. I know the pray away the gay stuff is stupid, but are there any natural, therapeutic solutions that you know of?

Do you ride or take? Also have you
ever stuck a brown penis in your pink mouth?

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>trying to repent for my actions and return to christ

BULLSHIT you're a lying piece of garbage

Giver or licker? Also if you're into tra
ping, send me a snap shot of your crack. So that I have a stand in to fuck your ass during my milking session. You can keep your panties on btw, to avoid a ban.

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get a bee eff and stop being a slut

The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost.

But I received mercy for this reason, that in me, as the foremost, Christ Jesus might display His perfect patience as an example to those who were to believe in him for eternal life.

1 Tim. 1: 15-16

Giver je suppose, not a trap, and would never give my bp to a filthy nigger like you

Again: I am repulsed by homosexual sex for 23+hrs/day.

God bless. Keep up the fight and remember that he who endures till the end will be saved. It's supposed to be a struggle.

Pic looks like an FTM

Do you guys write this stuff in a room or on your own?

Everyone who says that hasn’t ever had a real interaction with the spiritual world. You get scared or want some comfort and suddenly you’re a phd on all religious matters. Fuck off.

What's that guys bf? It's good enough for me

>Giver

But you're white? Just loosen up a little, and you'll learn to submit.

>Filthy nigger

Is just a buzz word famalam, besides we Somalis were never caught up with the Slave trade over in the Atlantic, so meh.

>Bp

Since you're a virgin, that pink crack must feel like the greatest thing to tear into.If only my nicely tanned cock had access to it, then maybe I'd actually have experience to confirm this assumption.

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why are niggers so obsessed with buttholes? such a lower life form, do you lick the shit off your cock you stupid monkey?

Christians in the states are judgemental assholes, OP should do his own thing. Even if he repents he'll be judged forever.
Dude, don't. Read what I said above, I'm bi and date mostly men because women here are so fucking awful. Most i meet are single moms and it's piss easy to get stuck with child support for a kid that's not yours. Christians will judge you forever, just be gay and be happy.

P.S, bet you're really cute~

Pink booty crack is the best when it comes to sexual aesthetics. Mainly due in part to its soft color, and supple texture. Besides ass is tighter than pussy, so you'll change your tune when you try it later on. Assuming you're even capable of landing a lay, lmao.

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this is no different than any number of Christians who look at porn and then are sorry afterwards.

See the verse from 1 Timothy above.

Ironic sinposting is still sinful.
Liars need to stop telling lies and faggots need to stop wallowing in shit and semen.
Honestly how difficult is it for you brainwashed fucking idiots to figure out that you have been made into a laughing stock and a caricature of a man by basic marketing and jew tv writers telling you that this kind of shit is normal.
How fucking weak are your minds?

Onions and antidepressants to ruin your libido, no porn ever, no masturbation ever. Persistency, will, faith. If that's not enough, than you'll get a terrible crippling disease and if you survive you should keep trying to contain the damage. It's a curse but it gets easier.

lmao a somali is acting like a player, you faggots are the biggest joke outside of europe. even niggers won't let you goomba looking big ass monkeys ride with them. I would cut your throat in lock up you islamic faggot. nothing lower in this world than a somali. rather see dogshit on my shoe than a somali. you are the joke of all races.

are twinks gay?

Yes.

>Acting

Had several different lays this week, regarding both Euro traps and Euro and other ethnic women. So you can take that for what it's worth. Btw , during my coupling with the Euro traps, I always rode hard into their pink supple cracks,making sure to never touch balls or ect. So not gay.

>Biggest Joke outside of Europe

Yeah no, you're just pulling random nonsense out of your Pink crack to reassure your self esteem. Lmao, there's not enough of us outside Europe and the home land, to elicit foreign criticism. So keep coping dick head.

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Not if they're androgynous and White.

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Honestly, I have grown to thank God for his trials he has tested me with the sin of homosexuality. I believe if I struggle as best I can to bear the cross of homosexuality, though I may fall and sin; I am closer to the Kingdom of Heaven through my suffering. If your heart and morals are with God, He will know and appreciate your struggles and suffering for His love. You'll feel no more self-loathing and love yourself again. Loathe when you sin, but never feel trapped to be undeserving of His love because those are the lies of Satan. I hope you succeed to in your difficult journey.

Teehee gaaay

not sure if larp, but either way there's not a lot of science about this stuff. controversial hypotheses don't receive funding.

i have an idea that may help if you aren't larping. sexuality can be conditioned. fetishes and sexual abnormalities are nothing but orgasm-rewards being associated with various stimuli, continually reinforced over time through habit and lack of resistance.

depressive thoughts can be resisted, anxious thoughts can be resisted, and sexual immorality can be resisted. some people struggle with suicidal thoughts, some people struggle with sexual urges. both are technically "natural," but neither are beneficial.


try no fap for a couple of months, and then fap with no porn to various feminine fantasies (start with whatever aspect is the most appealing, tits, ass, etc.). avoid estrogenic foods, avoid sexual propaganda to the best of your ability. start learning the ways of the chad, embrace your masculinity. natural masculinity involves sexual attraction to the female form. you can do it user, the programming is already somewhere inside of you

>teehee

Post crack so that I have a stand in to fuck your crack.

>Gay

Nope, pink asshole = girl.

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I-I don't blame you for being a f-faggot user hnnnng *cums*

mmm, how good are you? I like being fucked well enough to where I don't need a wrap around.

I'm over 6'1, and pumped full of hormones as I'm still under 25. So I can fuck pretty hard. What about you? How's your ass pucci in regards to health? You also into trapping? As I only nut during the presence of a feminine form.

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Also forgot to ask, but you are white right? As that's the only form of trapping I can tolerate, mainly due in part to Euros already being emasculated at birth, with girly white fairy tier phenotypic characteristics.

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Nasty ass faggot muslim

Otter mode, also super snuggy wuggy.
Yep, white.
Ohhh boy, not sure what white people you know, I'm thin but I have some huge relatives that are Germanic AF. like 6'3 and military, one's been to the middle east god knows how many times.

Pink asshole = girl, so it's not gay if I'm brown and she's white.

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Lift weights and get stronger, then flogg yourself in penance and repeat.

XX chromosome = girl. Also muzzies cant have premarital sex

Same. What happened was, porn worked like Pavlov conditioning. You began to associate the image of dicks and men and cum with your own pleasure. It was a dirty, evil trick they played on you.

I've never done anything gay with another person, but I have my 15 minute horny spells too. At this point I've accepted that such things turn me on now, but I love women way too much to indulge.

As long as you're choosing not to indulge, I think your (our) view on this will evolve. Real men disgust me anyway. They have to be idealized in the form of porn, and even then it's like a pump and dump. Could never accept a male partner.

Now if a cute, short, feminine asian qtboi decides to latch onto me, I might be screwed. Otherwise I'm immune to the rest of men (and all trash-variants of women).

>trying to repent for my actions and return to christ.
This is your first mistake.
>I have a very submissive attitude
Nevermind, enjoy your slave religion. You're kiked either way.

No, not larping. I appreciate the advice. I have been thinking of trying nofap for a while, but I'm focusing on sobriety right now and want to get a month or two down before I try anything as ambitious as this. The conditioning aspect seems straight-forward and I'm familiar with how positive rewards work so I'll give it a try in the spring.

But I have a feeling that this is a very temporary measure that will result in a collapse and suicide somewhere down the line...

I’m 6’4, 220 lbs, 10% body fat, high IQ, 9 inch thick dick, and super gay. I’m also libertarian conservative. I could make you cum twice in under 10 min if you took a squat on my dick, faggot.

>otter mode

Give me something to think about in regards to that, maybe share some pictures involving your ass crack.

>Huge relative

Don't care, besides you already admitted you're thin. So it doesn't bother me how manly you think your sissy skinned kin are.

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I'm a big bear who doesn't put up with any shit. Mind if I fuck your submissive little asshole like the whore you are?

Yeah but you're a girly white, emasculated sissy skinned faggot. With pink ass pucci aesthetics. So you're already a natural bottom, all you need to do is shave and cycle through an estrogen session. And your feminine nature, will instinctively come out.

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You Arabs are the gayest motherfuckers on Earth. And I’m gay, but I still like sports and hunting. I like men.

How can I be 6’4 220lbs and be “sissy skinned”? We evolved to survive the cold and the mountains and the forest, you’re a slave race in need of autocrats and barbaric rules. Your culture is primitive.

Brown boys and women like white dick way more. White people are exotic and rare.

Im starting to realize that there is no such thing a somalian muslim because of your raisin sized brains which just as Muhammad piss be upon him said.

Milo? Are you LARPING or are you actually interested in fucking a somali nigger?

He used that term in regards to Ethiopians, not Somalis. Major difference between the two, as Ethiopians have more Saharan admixture due to close proximity to the other Afro populations.

Softer colors are generally associated with feminine characteristics, the color white fits that assumption. So you're a sissy skinned faggot.

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I don’t mind being desirable, but you would end up sitting your skinny ass on my dick.

Never.

been there tried it. Doesn't work. ultimately I'll have to just accept myself. I'm a 19 year old closeted virgin. I really don't think you understand how these things work, but good on you for trying.

a Xabashi is a raisin head. Thats you

THIS

were you born gay? if so, how do you know?

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>Sitting on

A nice chair, while you would probably use your pink crack to milk my thick long chocolate cock.

>Skinny

Nope, I've been into weight lifting during my childhood, so I have more of a mesomorphic frame.

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Why are you gay dude? Doesnt it seem counter intuitive from natures point of view do just have sex for the sake of sex and then die. Sex is meant for breeding and starting a family.

How are your relations with women? Did you have any traumatic incidents with women in the past? I find it difficult to be attracted to women even if they are attractive because of rape allegations with them in the past. If you have depression, there has to be a source of unresolved conflict in the past within that needs to be addressed. Problems don't go away over time unfortunately, you have to face painful truths.

>Xabashi

Is a meme term, so 1/10 try harder. The only people who use that term seriously, are fresh off the boat Ethiopian mixed bantu mutts.

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pretty much this: if you like cock you are gay

I the Nogai Türk and Somali bro meet again.

I hate you more than anyone on this board now. You're a degenerate queer muslim somali nigger in the UK. Like goddamn man. Are you a rapist too?

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>FUCKING
>LEAF