No emotions

how i get back my emotions like 5 years ago i just stop feeling whether good or bad it just nothing
sometimes i can get a bit pissed but thats all
all of my emotions were deleted
whats wrong with me im feeling that there is no joy for me
im watching people around me(on the beach or parties being happy and i just dont get it)
desu sometimes i got jealouse
Can u suggest whats wrong with me i will give u further info if needed
>20 years old

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You're depressed.
If you're brave and feel like taking a 50/50 shot towards either genuine happiness or a total psychotic breakdown, try acid.

MDMA if you want to just need a reminder.

As long as we're giving dudedrugslmao answers: Why not both. 100ug of acid, wait 3 hours, 100mg molly and redose 50mg after a couple hours.

There are your fucking emotions, pal.

Now you are feeling worried about having no emotions. Ironic.

Further info would be nice. Like what the duck do you do with your life. What is your daily life, where are you heading, etc.

student
everything passed
working for $2k usd per month
got gf
and yet nothing significant its meaningless (atleast i need some1 to tell me what type of depression is this ,legit its been 5 years straight )

>(atleast i need some1 to tell me what type of depression is this ,legit its been 5 years straight )
Gee, I'd say "chronic" maybe? Ask a fucking doctor.

forget to mention im extremely good at hiding this
my family and gf dont know that im feeling empty inside everyone thinks everything is alright

If you had the ability to pay attention to what you have you'd see that you have a lot.

I'd advise you to share how you feel with your gf but I also know that I absolutely hate to burden other people like that and I don't know what type of relationship you have or how she'd react.

no since i was young i found out that people will use ur weakness against u at some point so i refuse to tell anybody even my family
im thinking if it possible to fight it myself

I'm going to be a bit of a hypocrite and say that you just have to trust people at some point. Don't pour it all out at once just try to explain to your gf that you're dealing with some shit and you want her to understand.

I say this but at the same time I realize that it's terrifying, I'm just like you in that sense.

It's edgy but if you aren't fishing for it then you could be a sociopath. Could also be depression but you don't seem to have a problem with motivation.

Should have read the rest of the thread before I posted this. Nice rp.

Depression doesn't always kill your motivation it's just that it takes a lot more discipline to get shit done.

You mean that it kills your motivation and then you just push past it? I seriously doubt an op asking Jow Forums about his lack of emotion has the "discipline" to go through college, go out and find a gf and get a good job without feeling better about themselves. This is a troll post.

Yes. I can usually keep up my routine even if it's as rewarding as staring at a wall, at least for a while. Disciple kind of implies "pushing" but I don't feel that's accurate when I feel empty. I just keep up and hope things change. Unless I'm also a sociopath but I doubt it.

guys OP here back i've searched and i think ive found whats going on its called Dysthymia
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysthymia
its not troll post ...

nofap/noporn.

>can i suggest whats wrong with me
you post frogs

you’re depressed and lonely, which goes without saying

Well I guess you are in a kinda ok state living status wise, you have to go to a doctor to check it out, none of these people, not even me will tell you for sure.

My mom has chronic depression and she takes pills every day to raise her mood etc. Tough to live with, you wake up to your mom crying that she wants to die at 5 am if she doesn't take them... So depression is not good for anyone, not just you. It's not just sadness but giant mood swings. Ok NVM, back to your case.

1. Go to a doctor to make sure it's not an illness. If it is, well pills and medical treatment it is for you.
2. Even a doctor will suggest to find some kind of a hobby or a goal, like one did to my mom. It doesn't have to be big, just small and rewarding enough to keep you going. Try to make others happy, maybe that will transfer on to you a little bit. Buy yourself something or whatever. Have you ever thought about something you wanted to try or do?

Have that shit since 10 years. Emotional pain in my teens kind of numbed me out. Got obsessed with thinking I'm some kind of a monster that ends up hurting everyone around me. Looked for a "cure". Then figured I'm not a bad guy after all and most people actually want to be hurt from time to time. Then learned not to give a fuck about it.

If you can live with it, don't tell anyone. One of my ex gfs left me after telling.

If you can't live with it, seek help.

i can but was hoping to fix myself(i mean it looks like other have fun u know and what im interested in is kinda boring for outsiders and my perants usually ask whats wrong with me and i have no answers(even now i do not want to tell them) but i guess u r right should just find purpose and get myself doing shits non-stop in order to have less time thinking about it

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