There was no GIOYC thread and I wanted to vent so here it is

I'm so strong when I'm alone. Don't message me. Can you block me? I can't protect myself. I become someone else when you are around. If you care at all then let me go. I've given you everything and I need just this one favor.

I feel trapped and depressed, my family hounds me daily but I don't have the means to live on my own and at this point I guessed on a major and am terrified I made the wrong decision. I'd rather die at this point.

I had a really weird fuckin dream last night. Humans and dinosaurs coexisted in everyday life, but once in a while, people would form a circle and fight until either you or the dino eat each other. This bi guy I knew was there and kept trying to get me into the circle but I was one of the few people who understood the brutality of it

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This job isn't for me. In fact, I don't think any job is for me. As of this moment I quit and I will hopefully remain unemployed forever.

i feel completely fine but im pretty sure im going to kill myself sometime this year.
I can't control when I feel bad, and last night I really could have ended it all. Weird how just a little sleep can improve your mind so much. Well, just in case future me is reading this, don't do it, because you're just being stupid and think everything is bad right now.

Maybe I should seek medical help

I am currently stalking my crush, not obsessively(i think?) like ive heard and seen from others, im not trying to actively hurt myself or him, i dont stalk social media because i dont have one, dont know where he lives or what he does other than where he goes for summer and breaks from school, only a few times of the year i get the chance to see him. I cant even talk to him i get too nervous. Its pretty obvious to him, and i bet he is being worn down by it. But this thrill is also keeping me alive somehow.

Sorry crush, it feels so damn exciting to have you on my mind every moment, and seeing you... seeing you is something im at a loss of words for. I dont even know if i want to stop even though I really should. I just like this feeling of life it gives me, and have for many many years and will for many more. I am being pretty selfishly motivated right now and at the same time want to be there for him, talk to him and sacrifice myself to him. I really did try to move on, i got into a serious relationship for some years. But its too dishonest for me to continue it. Its better for someone like me to remain single before i REALLY hurt someone. Whats the point of dating if I cant get you out of my head and have to pretend youre fucking me to cum?

Yes, I am insane, but i dont even want help because this feels too damn good.

This is an important post

No one owes you shit. Get over yourself.

I really want to get into Umaru but the way she treats her brother triggers me too much to keep watching.

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>MFW I'm feeling a constant pressure in my head
>A year ago I had my head bashed in
>Had an MRI and was cleared
>Not sure whether I should go back to the doctors in fear I'll be classed as a hypochondriac as surely the MRI would have picked up a reason as to why the right side of my head won't stop hurting.
What do Anons?

Are you even real? Do you really exist? Every time I see you my mind goes blank and I forget how to talk. The way you act and talk feels like something coming out of a book. Your body is pure perfection. I wish I’d known you before. You’re my forbidden fantasy.

Fucking SHIT I had the perfect chance to ask her out in our busy schedule with mood and all but I just couldn't say the words and I just let her leave toward the horizon because I'm a fucking coward FUCK now I don't know if I should even invite her to this event next saturday because it might feel even more sudden now.

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If you dont you will hate yourself and this feeling of regret will eat you up more than the feeling of rejection. Trust me on this one.

Don't say you want to hang out with me and then leave me on read you fuck. I'm leaving in 5 days and we won't have another chance for a long ass time so fucking respond to your texts or just say you can't or you're not interested damn.

I don't need or want friends in my life. I don't need other people around me at all, but I really want to find someone to love. I miss that rush, the feeling of having someone in your life whose presence you crave, whose personality attracts you, who makes you feel complete when you're together. It's such a nostalgic feeling that takes me back to those days when I felt most exhilarated, and most alive.

It's such a strange paradox. Imagine being a person who is turned off by the very idea of making connections and spending his time with others, but who still very much has a real hunger for romantic love. If I had been single all my life, I wonder if I would have been free of this as well.

I'm getting real pissed about the big dick meme. Everyone acts like girls go nuts for huge cocks but then when you actually have one it doesn't matter for shit and most girls actually prefer smaller. It's such a fucking scam.

I hate being 24. Peeing takes more effort and comes out forever, I have a line between my eyebrows and my clit is the size of a grape. Can I just be dead yet?

I am being stalked and I feel like I am the crazy one. At first, I could not tell if I was overreacting whenever you pushed past my clearly communicated boundaries. What helped me work though it was realizing that you would act that way towards anyone. You would keep attacking until you got whatever validation you wanted. I am merely the object you feel will give you the validation you need. It could really be from anyone.

I thought everything was finally over but then all those little things that one notices out of place have finally starting adding up. I see you have escalated to coming to my home. I have set up cameras and will catch you. I am then going to the police because you are way beyond my control. Again, it is about you trying to fulfill your needs.

We never dated. We never were physical. Every time you spammed me with texts, phone calls, emails, you just could not stop until you got some sort of a response from me- either good or bad. So, I am done. I am done with you, I am done analyzing my actions to see if I encouraged you, I am done waiting until 2 AM to go to the grocery store hoping you will be asleep, I am done checking the parking lot for your car before entering some place, I am done altering my life to hide from you, I am done changing my numbers and emails, and most importantly, I am done thinking I am the crazy one bc of the shit you are pulling.

I do not know what it will take to end whatever deluded fantasy you have of me in your head but we sure as fuck are going to find out. Your intrusion in my life stops now.

>my clit is the size of a grape
Sounds kinda hot desu.

I know this shit, I lived it before and now despite the knowledge my brain preferred to conserve the status quo, I was about to run toward her after saying goodbye then after she disappeared I planned to text her so she'd wait before taking the train but in all three chances my body held me back.
Now both of us have got a lot of Uni shit to do until perhaps the end of the semester so I don't know if I'll ever have a chance this good again.
this is basically me atm.

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Feels bad man. I'm super insecure about it, thanks for the compliment

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Maybe you should hook up with

>my clit is the size of a grape
Gross

LOL. I am 25 and get mistaken for a highschooler, middleschooler if i wear baggy clothes to hide my curves, every time i go out in public. Not wearing make up helps me look younger too since my face is smooth and clean, like a young girls. In fact, i look better than EVER. Sounds like someone hit the wall after drinking and partying her youth away. :^) glad i never made that mistake and will enjoy my youth for awhile.

Bro what are you even TALKING ABOUT? I've been with my bf since I was 19 years old and have never been to a party in my fucking life. Keep projecting more you bitter skank

Oh boy...

Ah, then you are just an ugly person on the inside and this has made itself physical. Beauty can not last on the outside if your insides are rotten. Cheers!

This is why I have no female friends, you're all fucking insane

Is suicide the answer, if I've screwed up way too many times ?

Imagine being this catty and pathetic on Jow Forums of all places. Seriously, I know I said it before but what the fuck is wrong with women?

>Imagine being this catty and pathetic on Jow Forums of all places
Do you even think before you speak?

I hate this, why is this happening. All I wanted was stable relationship. I have been busy and I did my best. I knew you were exhausted with your family so I even cooked for you that day, and you decided to break up with me over a fight that wasn't even a fight. You suck. I am suffering that I can't even eat food and not have a heart ache for so long. i hate to know that you are not even hurt. You suck. People change and you say you don't but you certainly did by breaking up with me. I hate this.

Seriously, I don't get it. Some bitch sees my post and goes on this rant about how hot she is and implies I'm a partying whore for no fucking reason, I really don't get it, I'd love to know why most women are so fucking hateful at 0 provocation, it's fucking weird

I started developing bad alcoholism and let myself go, and I blame myself for that. But its really not the whole "relapsing" part or falling off the wagon that turns me off from drinking, its just how poorly binge-drinking and being casual about alcoholism is almost promoted. I never want to stop people from doing what they want to do but its gonna be weird going through my 20s not really having a huge interest in going on benders and raging all night long.

This is Jow Forums. Almost everyone here is like that. The fact you took it so personally leads me to believe its true and she hit a fucking bullseye. Did you notice she gave no fucks about the insults you flung back? Because it didnt stick to her. But look at how upset you are at what she said. You are an ugly person.

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I feel like I'm falling for my best friend even though I have a boyfriend and now I just feel uncomfortable with both of them and I really don't know what to do.

Nah dude

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I want to break free, I want to break free from your lies.
You are so self-satisfied. I don't need you.
I've got to break free.

I fucked up. But damnit i need some space. We have been living together for years, and i never get any real alone time so i have to take it by force by ignoring you. Im sorry but i just want space man. I'm tapped the fuck out socially

>You royally screwed me over...
How can one person have so much power over you? You need to go outside more, son.

How do you think they met them in the first place, Einstein? Shut the fuck up.

Why are white women so racist?

There is some truth to this, as bitchy as it was said. If you are fat, you lack self control. If youre getting wrinkled in the face young, your facial expressions must have been negative more often than it should have been, so youre bitter. If you put too much selfish work in, like cake on make up, your skin is worn down by your own self obsession.

Because everyone else allows them to be.

Most intelligent people form opinions based on prior experiences. I'm just protecting myself.

Going on my first date in years tomorrow. Fucking pooing it.

Or the bitch just needs sunglasses

I will never date a shitskin because they are ugly to me and tend to be failures per capita. I might take a nice looking asian though, especially because they are stable.

What does that mean?
I guess that's fair

This, but white men when they’re good looking are the hottest. Like dreamy kind of hot.
I want to cry.

I can't tell if she cut the conversation short because what I said implied the end of the conversation, or if she genuinely doesn't see me in that way. I honestly can't tell, one day I'm convinced she's into me, then another, some little thing I get hung up on and instantly think she's not into me after all and isn't interested in talking to me all that much.

Fuck, I hate texting, it makes me feel good while it lasts but when it ends I get so paranoid and anxious about every little thing. I wish I could just let go of that feeling and treat it like texting one of my friends but I can't

COME ON COME ON COME ON
YOU'RE BETTER THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE
DONT GIVE UP HOPE, A NEW BEGINNING AWAITS YOU

It means people tolerate that from them because their vaginas are a get out of jail free card.

Had what I believed to be a minor concussion at one point that caused a decent amount of pain on one side of my head. Never had an MRI, but saw a doctor and went to physical therapy. It turned out to be a neck injury. Not sure if that's at all similar to what you have going on.

To the two """men""" who have sexually assaulted me in my life, fuck you for completely taking away the joy of sex or sexual acts. Now I can't even chill in the bath and watch porn without thinking about you disgusting assholes and immediately getting turned off.

I don't wish death on the first one because he's family (so cliche, right?), but the second one can go choke on a burlap sack of dicks and die.

What the fuck is wrong with this shitty world and the shitty people who inhabit it? I barely even eat because I'm in a perpetual state of disgust. I hate this.

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T,
I always thought that if you take the other person's perspective they' always have a good reason to do something terrible. Well, you gave me a proof I was mistaken.
I hope the rest of your life is unbearable suffering.

Right now I'm just a huge ball of fucking anxiety that no amount of Xanax or CBD could pacify.
I just want everything to be as it was.
I am so fucking scared right now.

because that's some lame commie propaganda buzzword. it's entirely healthy and normal to love, prefer, and prioritise one's own kind. when other races do so it's celebrated as pride. when whites so much as hint at the same, it's condemned swiftly as racism. muh equality though, right? muh non-prejudice? call us whatever you want, our men don't get anywhere near the appreciation they deserve and the non-brainwashed among us will always and forever stand by them.

Dude, you're totally out of your mind and you still managed to make me feel attracted and even to half friendzone me. I still have a dignity, so I'll put things on a scale and give you back just about what you give me. It will be fucking hard, but I don't want to end up into a mental asylum

So what youre saying is; you are going to put your dick in crazy?

lads if i have thoughts about violence. like stabbing pouring acid on people etc. what do these symptoms mean? what kind of mental disorder could i be developing? also im not really social, used to but avoid hanging out with friends unless they knock on my door etc

NOPE. I STILL wont say anything. Even after going crazy being so back and forth on if I should or shouldnt approach you with whats on my mind. I think i prefer to admire you at a distance, because youre a BEAST and you WILL have me shaking and begging for you dick. Do i really want to be that vulnerable to you, fool?
I do :3

I'm actually risking to get dicked from crazy, but I guess that's a minor detail

I will pray for you sister. Crazy is the best sex, but not always a good life choice or even a one night stand choice in certain cases that end with being stalked

I don't fear stalking as much as having to deal with the weird delusions this person has.
Which are actually part of his attractiveness, fuck him all the way to the north pole

>Find one youtuber who draws cute pictures and talks about her life
>Really enjoy the vids and watch a few of them (she's so cute)
>Go to youtube main page
>Suddenly my recommended videos are flooded with weebshit
sheeeesh.. maybe I should turn back before it's too late.

I did it. I fucking did it. He is leaving me. yes. YES. I DID IT. omg
It was either get him to break up with me or call a safe house to escort me because he would have lashed out again if i tried to tell him its over like once before. Now i just need to move where he can never find me again, just incase he comes back, which wont have to be far and i will have peace and freedom back after SO MANY long years of emotional and financial abuse. Its finally over. Fuck you and your insane religious cult, AHAHAHAHA

I did it bros. Im fucking FREE.

Honestly I'm just waiting for a #metoo,
to the 25 yr old middle schooler bask in your reverse aging, be forewarned though the older you get, the more catty women your age will get when their looks have gone to shit and you look the same, stay in shape though. As for gaping clits and stretched vaginas, damn I didn't think I was in a porn forum. Some things are best kept to yourself or to viewers of a live cam feed.

I had an inappropriate dream about my coworker and no w i feel weird about it

Don't worry, user. It'll pass.

>break up with bf
>threatens suicide, AGAIN
AAAAA
ENOUGH.

that is the worst manipulative tactic

Stop being dumb and just dump him and move on. Why do people fall for this shit?

I know this feeling. Sometimes I'm about to orgasm and I'm flooded with memories of him and it kills it completely. It's fucked up and currently seems to just get worse with time.

No shit. Three strikes and he is OUT. He just hit his third today. I am already over him, but WTF why does he think like this. There are more fish out there i am not the only one for you dude. Just. STOP trying to make me guilted into an abusive relationship again because you threaten youll kill yourself if i leave.

There's honestly no excuse for it. Look. when I was a teenager, I was mad clingy, emotional, and insecure with my girlfriend. It was pathetic. But even then, even with how bad and childish I was about it all, doing something incredibly lame like threatening to kill myself just to keep someone in a relationship they didn't want was not even a consideration in my mind.

When someone crosses that line, as far as I'm concerned, it's no longer about how they feel or how much they want you to stay. It's just about controlling you. It's not done with good intentions or done out of any type of sincere emotions. It's just about "how dare this person try to leave me, quick tell them something to make them feel obligated to stay."

Anyone who tries that even once should be left immediately in my opinion, no three strikes, no nothing. They aren't an honest or good person.

You are all very nice to me, but are also so dull i don't have any interest being friends with you.

Im a bleeding heart to the point i hurt myself for others sake. He was my first sex too. I wanted him to work out honestly because there was something between us, there really was. But his mental instability and utter lack of trying to help himself is too much now. Its finally ogre though.

Fool. I want you to do everything you imagine doing to me. I know you get really turned on by me, i think you are REALLY turned on by my obsession with you, and how easy it is for you to have me wrapped around you. You touch yourself every night to my image and I know this hasnt changed. Do you really want to keep it in your imagination? Or do you want to play with me? I know youre ready for me and I am not going to be ready at all for what youll do to me, but thats all the better. I love this game of fear and lust. -RJ

Tomorrow i go back to college, i'll see all of my friends my life goes back to normal. everything will be great and i will feel happy and focused

But honestly i hope i meet a new girl tomorrow, hopefully more interesting and less lazy than the ones i already know, i mean they are all nice girls but maybe way too nice, i never feel challenged by anyone in the class E is kinda cute but she never finishes anything, J has a great personality but she is even more lazy

i guess i still miss P she was the best always doing better than me that motivated me so much and we had great chemistry, honestly i don't feel in the mood for looking for a gf right now but any kind of rivalry would be nice i need to improve more but it's not fun if everyone is always easy to please

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What a sad fucking manipulative child
Dont look back. He wont do it. And even if he does there is no one to blame but him for not growing up and moving on.

You do nothing but: Eat, sleep and play games.
You say you love me, but hide things and sponge off of me.
You say you can’t wait until we can live together. But you don’t see the point in working.
We’re in our late 20’s and both live with our families for our own reasons.
I work. I pay for you all the time. I want to save up and move out. But can’t even do that because you fail to even bother to attempt to support yourself.
Grow up. Sort your self out. I can’t and won’t provide for us both, when you are just being lazy.
If you want a future with me, you need to work for it too. It can’t always be me.
And stop being so Damn spiteful and nasty just because I disagree or have my own tastes and likes.
I love you. You say you love me. You have an weird way of showing it at times. Sort your fucking life out!
You have to make changes to see changes! Stop expecting others to do it for you!
I’m tired of this now. Just put the effort in!

I like your comic user
Laziness can be easily fixed, depending on the person. But i find it a huge turn off too, especially when it affects their hygiene and living conditions. Yuck.

>burnt out on anime
>burnt out on tokusatsu
>have a hard time getting into manga
>have a hard time getting into video games anymore
Getting tired of your hobbies sucks ass. Thankfully college starts soon

Holy SHIT are you me? I JUST broke up with a "man" like this. KAK. The worst is that he would ALWAYS blame something else for his inability to find work. BITCH. i filled out your applications EVERY time. He NEVER tried because "they are putting the white man down waaah". and i bet he got calls but purposely ignored them too. Fucking giant child.

>He NEVER tried because "they are putting the white man down waaah"

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>He NEVER tried because "they are putting the white man down waaah".
Pathetic. Jow Forumstards confirmed to be mostly manchildren

I don’t understand what’s going on but I fucking love you, you know?

Always a excuse.
When In reality he’s lazy. And at times full on admits it!
I’ve typed stuff out for him. Shared cvs etc.
His family keep telling him about jobs that suit him. He just says he will “look into them.”
He can hardly pay his bills. I have to cover more than I should.
I’m all for helping and being supportive. But damn it all, it’s leaving me with nothing!
Never mind the other side of things for pointing stuff out!