Fascination in underages

hello Jow Forums
I've got this little problem, I keep fantasizing about 12-14 year old boys. At this age they start discovering their bodies, porn, masturbation yet they are so cute and innocent. For example I imagine being some babysitter and spotting older kid watching porn then showing him how it really is like, being his master etc (just skipping the details). Today I was sitting in front of some kid in train, a bit fat, wearing a hoodie, and it all was coming back to my mind fucking turning me on. I guess it wouldn't be that bad but I work with kids as side job and I'm getting kinda worried (especially that it's mostly boys). Does that sound just normal and I'm overtaking it or should I do something about it?

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Get help NOW. Before you rape or molest some kid.

Next time you go to bored a train jump in front of it. Also, nice bait faggot.

Also good job for asking about this, even if it is on an anonymous image board. Now do the right thing again and get help.

What kind of help can a pedo really get though? What is a therapist going to do, tell them not to touch kids and then regular CBT? It’s not like we have methods that change peoples’ sexuality in general, and I haven’t been convinced there’s any actual affective treatment for pedophilia other than chemical castration.

okay well thanks, thats what i said i was wondering if it's okay, "just a phase" or may get serious. I'm not willing to harm anyone and not even close to it but it just sometimes it annoyingly can't get out of my mind, and while I've been doing some research there's lots of reading about male interest in girls but was wondering if it even works the opposite way? does anyone have similar thoughts?
well it's not a bait

are you female?

>liking 3DPD
Real kids are gross. 2D Shotas are perfect, inhuman angels.

Then my advice is not a joke. Kill yourself and do it soon. Your sickness is incurable and like a rabid dog need to be put down. You're a defective unit that has no place in this world. You are vile scum. You and all of the perverted child molesting rapists should be eradicated.

You can work on coping mechanisms to deal with it, try to find a way to avoid kids, and keep doing what you are doing other than that. Really you can't "fix" it but you can minimize risk quite a bit, which is what you should do.

I don't believe in 'help' for people who have pedophile tendencies. You can't cut out someones sexual fantasies/desires by making him/her talk to some therapist.

The only thing OP can do is to be strong-minded and not act on it. If you do have sex with a 12 year old boy you risk going to jail whether the sex is consensual or not.

In my country, the legal age to have sex with someone else of any age is 16 years old. I don't know where you live but here in the Netherlands 16 y/o that is the youngest you can hit on without being a pedophile.

oh damn did i mention i'm fem yeah that's mainly why im asking about that

Fuck you this guy obviously isn't like them otherwise he wouldn't be going for help somewhere and trying to figure out what to do. He also said that he hasn't molested a kid yet, so again fuck you because attitudes like that are what force the ones who CAN stop themselves to avoid getting help out of fear of the stigma which CAUSES kids to be raped when those ones lose control. Which means that people like you are, and probably you in particular, are probably responsible for some child rape. kill yourself please.

>If you do have sex with a 12 year old boy you risk going to jail whether the sex is consensual or not.

Bruh you risk more than that, you risk permanently traumatizing and scarring that kid, hence why that would never truly be consensual.

Yeah, I agree but a therapist can help with managing the impulses and would have better advice than we can give, along with being someone who can determine if they need to be locked up because they are going to rape a kid if they don't.

I have heard stories about a hot female high school teacher who hooked up with a 14 year old pupil of her. The boy openly said he enjoyed having sex with his hot teacher but she still got sentenced to many years of prison.

Bottom line, make sure you don't give in to this urge of yours OP.

Most child molesters aren’t violent rapists. They don’t abduct kids and pin them down. They gain their friendship and trust and make them think they want to do what they do. They form a bond with them. The scientific truth is that early sexual contact has very adverse affects on both boys and girls and this follows them all the way into adulthood. It can ruin peoples’ lives without them even knowing that is the source of their trauma.

Where were you op, when I wanted a fem master that teaches me all about sexuality?

Male here
I suffer the affliction brought on by a sexual relationship with my step sister growing up. Coached as kids we learned about sex way to early. Now into my 30s i carry this burden of attraction to pubescent females. Ive been fighting this demon for years an feel like im on the fast track to suicide. .which is what every user preaches at me. Some say to seek therapy but im so scared to tell a person face to face that i have these aweful thoughts. . .wish i could help OP just keep to yourself, dont act on urges. Or kill yourself i probably will at some point.

I'm calling the police

But how were you feeling about it back then? were you rather forced or curious? Your response is very important to me here

That's exactly what i like but i'm wondering now is it healthy? How do young boys actually see it?

I'm still kinda mixed, a lot of previous responses were skipping the fact that i'm fem (i suppose), still not sure if it's THAT bad and i shall seek for help or just regular weird thing and can keep going

I didn't know. I still think it is better to get help rather than not as therapists can not talk about what you say in session unless they believe you are going to harm yourself or others. Also your gender doesn't matter, it is still dangerous.

Sorry for the delay. 568 here
Back then honestly it was exciting, i truely enjoyed that nasty things my sister an i did, an so did she. I had other experiences with cousins, and girls from a day care i attended 6-10yo an even though i knew it was wrong i never stopped myself. Looking back i have a huge amount of guilt for what i did. Id relieve it if i could though. Im pretty set on suicide because i feel if i loose my self control ill be dangerous. .one day at a time user. Find something that keeps you sane and stick to it OP

And do you know how is your sister feeling about it? Was she same age or older?

It's still rape if both sides enjoy it. I think you're fundamentally misunderstanding the point of rape laws.

Kill yourself.
They are incurable and a menace. The solution is suicide.

Sorry again. 867 here
My step sister (she was the same age) seems to have adjusted pretty well, ive had long conversations with her about it and while at first when our parents split an she was pretty much in Love with me it was tough she moved on, married now has a succesful buisness. I on the other hand have not faired so well. Married, divorced, back together, 6 jobs in the last 3 years, manic depressive with mood swings and rage issues. She could be far worse than she lets on but she told hwr husband about our growing up an hes not cool with me being around. I dont knowcthat i wouldve been so fucked up if itd been like a friends mom or something else ya know like that, but my situation is a bit unique.