I'm a 20 year old male, and I never thought any of this shit before seeing loli porn, but now I'm very worried that I'm a (mild) pedophile. I'm not super into loli or hentai in general, but I definitely like it, mainly when the girl is 12+; the toddler shit just weirds me out. I'm confused because it's not a purely sexual attraction. I'm incredibly drawn towards the cuteness of these girls, but their bodies aren't nearly as sexy as a mature woman's.
Onto 3D lolis. I wouldn't be worried at all if these thoughts were 100% confined to 2D. I've had fantasies where I'm a father and my 10 year old daughter sucks my dick and although I make it feel totally innocent in my mind, reflecting on it, that's pretty fucked up. I know I'm not sexually attracted to little girls. Someone linked some very tame CP on Jow Forums (nude 12 year olds posing for I don't know what reason) and it didn't do much for me. When I see little girls in public they don't look sexy to me at all (unlike lolis), but I still feel infatuated with how cute they are. Little boys are cute too, but in a totally innocent way. Even if little girls aren't sexy, I still can't help thinking sexual thoughts about them and that makes me feel bad. Like, if I see their panties I'll immediately think of what's under them and feel gross. Oh yeah, and some 16-17 year olds look absolutely fuckable to me, even if I won't pursue that. I know I'm never going to molest a child, but I still feel like I shouldn't be having these thoughts.
That you’re even talking about this says a lot about you dude.
Nicholas Perry
Past puberty should be legal. Women are immature as it is, a four year difference wouldn't be that bad. You can thank the Jews for confusing you sexually. If she can get pregnant, you have no reason to not be attracted to here
Samuel Robinson
So what does it say?
Angel Cruz
>Women are immature Unlike men? >Jews DROPPED
I basically agree anyway, but I'm still not going to fuck high schoolers, thanks.
Brandon Harris
keep all of this shit in 2D, to the point where 3D is disgusting to you if you can't do this, I would drop the fetish all-together
I don't believe 3D is PD and generally struggle to get off to 2D, I just think it's really cute. Maybe 2D porn isn't for me. epic
Nolan Reyes
He was referring more to women. But yes, women are, by my experience, less "mature" than there men counterparts. Take that as you will. And "jews" is the codeword for whatever power-that-is you want to believe in. Obviously someone is making fucking retarded rules
Ryder Edwards
First things first. Everyone generally finds little girls at least cute, like little puppies or kitties. While sexualizing that seems pretty far off, A) clothing industries are kinda going in that direction and B) it's not strictly speaking a huge jump in anything but morals or ethics. Thinking of things isn't a crime, but recognizing them as bad things is a strong first move. Teens 14-17 are literally in the process of becoming fuckable. Puberty has come and gone and is turning their growth into all the 'filling out' parts that make asses and boobs so awesome. Even though I'd never date a teen, they sure are and look fuckable. It is most definitely not our fault that girls are almost always in form-fitting clothing to boot, and if you're straight, female features will rip your cord. Loli-- no, hentai in general is a very weird thing, because it's all designed to a certain aspect. Lolis themselves are more like adults in child bodies, and that's both common in Japan media apparently, but also not at all what kids are. Even slightly.
Have we brought some comfort? I think it's easy to see yourself as the enemy here but realize that nobody wants to police thoughts, just actions.
Jayden Baker
>nobody wants to police thoughts I don't think that's true, which is why I will never discuss these thoughts with anyone IRL. People seem to think having any vaguely pedophilic thoughts means it's only a matter of time before you rape a child too. >Have we brought some comfort? Maybe a little, but I know 4channers aren't don't represent the average person.
Lucas Campbell
try cutting the loli out completely and see if you feel better and when you do think sexually about 3D, think of some nice hot garbage and dead dogs
Colton Long
Ok, I can do that.
Bentley Long
Nothing inherently wrong with that I think. You specifically said that anything 12 and below is fucked up to you, so I gather that you meant nothing before puberty kicks in. Perfectly normal to feel that to someone already growing their bangs. Just don't go saying that to people or actually going for them. It isn't abnormal, but definetly illegal.
Mason Sanders
Don't worry about it. Real kids have creepy faces and oddly proportioned bodies. 3dpd, etc. >and some 16-17 year olds look absolutely fuckable to me That's normal (but don't go breaking any laws). Age of consent is a pretty arbitrary number and the most recent raise to it was to reduce school dropouts.
David Ortiz
Also, there's no such thing as a thought police. As long as your guilt puts you in check, you are A-OK.
I already have that because I wanted to check out the super cool dark web sites out of curiosity, but I never pursued it. That was before I had any sort of interest in CP. I don't want to see real CP now because I don't want to feel eternally guilty for it, but I have to admit I'm slightly curious.
Camden Anderson
Consider chemical castration, seriously. That, or a bullet right into your skull
>I don't want to feel eternally guilty for it, but I have to admit I'm slightly curious. If you are OP, it's already too late for you
Carson Ward
And here is the thought police that I'm told doesn't exist.
Aiden Powell
I was right, it's already too late for (you). Thank God I am not a Amerimutt and my kids are not near monsters like OP.
I wonder what the psychology behind this level of pedo hate is? I mean, it makes sense to hate actual pedos, but if someone so much as says they find a seventeen year old attractive you'll have some normie demanding their blood, and even people who don't agree will nod along. It's bizarre. Just in case you didn't read this (very short) thread, I've never seeked out CP, I said I never will, I never touched a child, and even said I'm not even attracted to real children. But I'm still a "monster" like I assume the guy in your pic is. Interesting. >Amerimutt What does that even have to do with anything?
Dominic Nelson
>I wonder what the psychology behind this level of pedo hate is? The fact that I am a father. >it makes sense to hate actual pedos You are one >but if someone so much as says they find a seventeen year old attractive you'll have some normie demanding their blood Straw man. The girl of OP is 7, at most. Not 17. >Amerimutt >What does that even have to do with anything? The fact that based on statistics that only 56% of the american population are not degenerates due to hundreds of years of miscegenation, low quality food, shit education and many other important factors such as jap propaganda >e never seeked out CP, I said I never will, I never touched a child We'll see. You have just said that you were curious about it.
>waaaahhhhh I want a save space How does cheese pizza taste? Are your red shoes beautiful?
Isaiah Brooks
>The fact that I am a father. >en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slippery_slope >en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gateway_drug_theory So you're a clueless boomer thinking emotionally, not rationally? Got it. >Straw man You know people react like this, I wasn't saying you did that. >The girl of OP is 7, at most. Not 17. I don't even want to fuck this imaginary Jap cartoon, but she's CUTE. I didn't even have any of this stuff saved either, I just grabbed that off /c/ to have a relevant pic. >miscegenation niggers amirite? based! >We'll see. You have just said that you were curious about it. Maybe it's hard for you to understand, but while on the one hand imagining actual child pornography and what that actually involves makes me sick, a part of me is curious for precisely that reason.
Jaxson Baker
This post is all the worst parts of Jow Forums personified.
Caleb Johnson
Chill.
Nearly every straight man has at one time or another felt attracted to a woman who didn't feel the same way about him. Most straight men are not rapists, however - being attracted to someone doesn't mean you're going to rape them, and so long as you don't, the fact that you're attracted to them isn't harmful.
Now, you're attracted to a child who cannot return your feelings rather than to an adult who does not; but the principle is the same: so long as you recognise that your feelings cannot be returned and you never try to act on them, you're no different from a non-hebephile, non-rapist - you're not harming anyone.
That said, it sounds like the loli is feeding and strengthening your fantasies, so you might want to stop looking at it.
James Nguyen
You are an "actual pedo." You're simply not a pederast, someone who has acted on their desires. >but if someone so much as says they find a seventeen year old attractive you'll have some normie demanding their blood Nah I'm more disgusted at your father fantasy part.
Tyler Morris
That's an interesting way to think of it. >loli is feeding and strengthening your fantasies, so you might want to stop looking at it. definitely >pederast refers specifically to fucking boys like the ancient Greeks. >Nah I'm more disgusted at your father fantasy part. Ok, fair, but I've also seen that happen too. Am I still an actual pedo if I don't find real children attractive and I just have intrusive sexual thoughts about them? I'm only attracted to lolis and children in my imagination. I've kind of got the same thing going with traps. Anime traps and traps in my imagination sound hot, but the real thing isn't appealing to me.
Nathaniel Myers
Here's the thing, the only reason I CAN be disgusted at you is you've provided a platform for ridicule in your search for help. Honestly? As long as you don't harm children, I wouldn't have a single problem knowing you in real life. Just keep your thoughts to yourself, and keep up healthy hobbies so you don't EVER get pushed to harming someone.
Leo James
Triggered or...? Fuck off. If young pucc doesn't attract you, you're either lying or a low-test "male." We all go through the moral high ground phase, it's ok.
Brody Nelson
Good point. I guess I should get some hobbies. I don't have any besides internet addiction and masturbation.
Samuel Bennett
>16-17 year olds look absolutely fuckable to me
That's normal
Just dont rape anyone ok
Ryder Parker
Don't worry too much about finding 16-17 year olds fuckable. You're only 3-4 years older than that. Generally legal as long as consensual.
