Depresion

The fact that the last 2 letters in this don't match up with the sentence is going to cause autists to get depression.

I remember being good at programing maybe i should retake that and eventually use it to some trade bot or something similar
I have been a few years on crypto getting experience
Thanks for your advice user

My depression was cured by conscription. There is no time for being depressed in a boot camp.
How the fuck do you get F on your finals anyway?

> start following SIG advices
Hahahahahahahahaha

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Being in isolation for 3 months, avoiding going to class because autism and social fear
Now i have so much fcking doubts and some teachers hate me because they told me going to tutorials( to talk with them in order to solve doubts)
Also i didn t went because i hadn t studied and obviously had no doubts
Literary i ain t repeat this newt semester but now i m sunken

Yep but they also depend on how much autistic buyers/sellers are
In my experience it depends on the most popular indicators at the moment.
But i can surely affirm that price exist as wave function for long time frame

I got fired from the best job Ive ever had today.

Tomorrow, I will wake up.

Wew lad

sorry dude, i hope you get even a better job

nope, trust a trader

prices are random:
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Random_walk
Prices are therefore randomly distributed, according to law of large numbers we should observe Bell Curves:
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Standard_deviation

Therefore, profit is the function of the probability of its position within the wave function. Test it on a simple account. Crypto is cancer.

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There was a time when I wasn't going to uni for almost a year due to autism but I recovered after the military service and haven't had problems ever since. I'm actually not sure what to suggest to you. Try finding a temporary manual labor job for a couple of months maybe. Office ones aren't terribly good at fixing anxiety.

Just keep trying lad. Things will improve eventually, its gradual and requires years of patience and effort.

winner attitude

>Crypto is cancer.
So better to do something usefull

>3 months

bitch please

So end it? Did you need my permission? OK...you have it.

i know that feeling, i had a summer job and when i started the course all seem good for me, but i had some healt problems and after that i feel like i could go to class because i had to catch up all i was retarded, in fact it was an excuse and the first symptom of autism

and 9 months from last year, i literally ended as a mad man

>wanting a gf
>wanting to be "successful"

nigger, the problem is you are hung in an illusion of shit

>if only I had money
>if only I had a gf
>if only I "insert here"........

this is your problem, failing this fake shitty world is a sign your soul is in the right place

>one year

still, bitch please

join the army, but not the ((the army))

there is no winning in this life, not a material one, winning is you being aware of your consciousness, of you existence and the nature of existing

But what s the meaning of live?
I mean i wanted to get a family with that thot, I had thinking on that for years chating with her every week, i could had it bt this fucking college ruin it, only saw her every 3 months
After a few discursions she told me it wasn t the same and we should stop talking after all these years
I have been humillated and pathetically lost

the salvation army?, anything is better than sobbing for yourself

think of all the living things OP, all the suffering that is life, and their powerful and massive wills to live?, dont you feel ashamed in their presence? you being what you are, and still not having found your will to live?

love yourself bitch

>love yourself bitch
I do not wan t to die alone user

i am afraid you need more pain before you can see the truth

such a shame, its not necesary if only you open the eyes of your soul, but if you dont, you WILL keep suffering, for as long as it takes,,its up to you

The army to kill the kike of course!
The man got no friends, the jew probably saw the opportunity for frenkels

you are alone, in your mind, no illusion of companionship will change that, you are you and will always be

Yeah thats the problem, after all this time i tought the most beautifull think n this live was to find somebody to share with, because i only a mind but if i could find someone to connect with would be great

Write down general goals you want to accomplish in the future following this format: "I will find a stable job that I love and pays well." or like "I will find someone who loves me." Don't make them too specific, like avoid names and details. Read that shit every night before bed. Worked for me. Went from minimum wage shit job to 65k office job in under 1 month of doing this after 3 years of shit. Put in the effort. Keep reading it. Good luck.

Learn from it.
Press on.
It's not over yet.
It can get worse; however, you can make it better.
Do not succumb to your weakness.
Dominate it.
You must preservere.

Yes i have learned and i do not wan t to talk she anymore
But the problem now is the future where i die alone

OP is an obvious troll, how easy are you guys? Sometimes I feel like it’s the same 50 people posting on here.

>being this retarded

I'm 2 years +, user.
Lost my fiancee and haven't had the will to move on. Don't want a relationship at this point. Not for years.
I workout and eat healthy, have for about six months now. No constant change in my demeanor, though.
I refuse to an hero, so I just keep going like a robot trying to reach personal goals.
Good luck, dude.

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the only connection possible is through love, love in an existencial way, not human affection

love is sacrifice, love is the will to exist, you cant find and/or give love if you dont know what love truly is, thats why i say, love yourself

No sure!
I know a fast 401k method he could use

hooktube.com/watch?v=6vuetQSwFW8
Quit being a pussy and do something.

>It can get worse
Maybe this is what avoids me to suicide, i mean now i see what i have done this morning and what i could have been done.
I have fear to lose my self control next time and jump because i have vertigo every time i see my bethroom windows

Forget about her. If she did that she was a bitch anyway, you just didn't know it yet. Keep being fit, get a job, get your life going, and things will happen. Read a book or two on getting self-confidence, being a cuck downer won't ever work

i am sorry for being aggresive, look, think about what you are, how you came to be, this universe, existence....animals plants....rocks....

just think about that some, i promise you will feel better

hope you can come out of this in one piece user, godspeed

actually its just me and some other guy, with proxies

>14:48 mins of a negro speech
Bro i was trying to avoid suicide
Jk i will see later

>haven't had a hug in years
I'm no casanova but who is so unable to get hugs. Just the other day a girl at work stood next to me, reached her arm up across my shoulders and said "user, you always make me feel good"

Thanks user this really is helping me, nobody of my family knows about this and talking with you is a true help

hey i just realized you are a spanish flag, here, listen to this songs in the order I will put them, listen carefully

youtube.com/watch?v=jmjIgiA3tyw

youtube.com/watch?v=sF2InmynRjE

youtube.com/watch?v=duN5BR5lN80

youtube.com/watch?v=DMunT7sIdBE

IF you want a to get up quickly, get a new thot and 2 horny girl.

Send me a pm on [email protected]

I would be happy if i only had 1 friend(girl) to huge with

>"Just push out the ugly thoughts & replace them w/ happy ones honey."
t. my mom
lol
Keep your chin up user

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i guarantee you fake hugs are worst than no hugs

find love within yourself and the rest will come, i promise

Not my kind of music but i will give a try

Stop being a victim to yourself

its all about the lyrics, read them if the music is annoying or distracting, good words

Tbh I was thinking of a huge from the girl that rejected me, but I can t see it as a poison huge, like it would hurt me even more

Plenty of em out there at the moment user. Good luck!

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good night user thanks for you help, now i must rest

>4th and 5th line don't even begin with their respective letter
Hang yourself

>a ice island guy

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You don't love that girl, you're sexually attracted to her. Find another girl you are sexually attracted to and pursue relationship with her instead. You were fucked with the girl you talk about from the beginning because she knew you before you manned up and so every other girl that remembers you as a loser is a lost cause for you.
what exams? College? Try again or dump this shit entirely and find a blue collar job. If high school, why the fuck do you even give a damn? A-levels are a fucking joke and you are better off going blue collar anyway

do that, thanks you too

i think thats the joke

at least you're fit and healthy now
don't give up hope
take it easy
socialize

This. I can't believe how few people understand this. Everyone thinks that positives such as happiness, freedom or wealth are a default. The truth is that suffering is the default and life is a struggle to achieve success.

Silly faggot. If you did all that for a woman you were on the wrong track. "Self improvement" means just that.

Open the third eye user.
Pranayama.
Asana.
Rinse and repeat and repeat and repeat....