Pol, I fucked up. A few years ago.
>be me, 18 yo virgin
>was complete piece of shit until like 17, lost 70 pounds over a summer and started putting effort into school
>still horrible with women until like a year or two ago
>anyways, 18 year old me had never kissed a girl
>meet this unspeakably slutty girl in high school a few months before graduation
>smart as a brick wall, absolute degenerate in every sense of the word
>end up losing my virginity to her the summer after senior year
>didn’t wear a condom, like the biggest retard in the world
>came inside her within 2 minutes, she told me she was on birth control so forgot about it
>a few months later, she texts me saying she’s pregnant
>I tell her it’s bullshit, block her, never speak to her again
>look her up on kikebook from time to time
>she actually was pregnant, her son looks more like me every day
>this happened years ago, never heard from her since
I think I spawned a child into a life of nearly guaranteed misery. That girl is a fucking disaster, and it’s harder and harder to convince myself that she was lying. Should I just be glad that I somehow got away with it? Should I donate some money or time to charity as penance? I’m I different person now, I started abstaining from sex until marriage 2 years ago now. But that bastard child’s eyes are my fucking eyes, and the guilt kills me. I behaved like a nigger, and my child is now leeching off of your tax dollars. What do?
The guilt comes back on nights like this
Just don't do it again.
She probably deserves to suffer user
>admits to having identifiable online presence
>implying the bitch wouldn't track him down for the monthly payments
I call bullshit.
I don’t give a fuck about the roasty, I care about my genetic offspring.
Yeah I learned my lesson, it just fucking kills me thinking of what I did.
You've achieved reproductive success, congratulations user.
Idk, she might not know for sure who’s it was. Like I said, she was unspeakably slutty. Plus I’m sure the gubment is paying her some for it.
The best thing you could do is spend time with that kid and make sure he has a dad. Most problems that adults have come from not having father figures. Be there for him and don't be selfish and not say anything just cause you fucked up in the past. Having no dad is one of the worst things in the world.
>I'm a different person now
Die slowly
Who cares dude dodge that fucking Nuke and count your blessings.
if you go back to that hell spawn and the slut you'll be tens of thousands in debt from back child support.
contact her and ask to be in his life
You should man up and raise your son. Anything else means you're a worse piece of shit than you ever were before lost the weight.
What you should do is reach out to her, get a DNA test to confirm, and if it's your kid apologize to her and tell her you want to help raise him. If you're lucky, she'll let you back into his life
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>Should I donate some money or time to charity as penance?
No, dipshit, you should contact her and offer to co-parent the child. Nobody is saying you have to be in a relationship with her, but abandoning your progeny is nigger behavior.
So you carried out your biological directive and you feel bad about it? You've (if true) accomplished more than most people on here will ever do. And if the girl was really that bad off, if it wasn't you, it would've happened to her anyway. Be glad it was you, and that you got away clean, and rejoice that your genes may continue.
The only honorable thing to do is marry her and raise your child.
Well done, this is your legacy.
Yeah sure if you want to legally become a debt slave for 20 years. OP dodged an enormous bullet by inexplicably not getting on the hook for child support, throwing that once-a-lifetime luck away for the off chance that somehow you break through a thot's brainwashing to her son is foolish to me.
you all are the example of degeneracy and should be ashamed of yourselves. None of you are based, none of you are redpilled. If you weren't a retard you would know that a child having an active father is one of the greatest predictors of success. Or, rather, lack of a father figure is one of the greatest predictors for failure and degenerate behaviors. Girls without dads become turbosluts. Boys without dads usually end up being extremely violent with minimal emotional control if any at all.
Quite frankly if you come on Jow Forums specifically and politics and the state of society concerns you, and ff you study politics out of the desire to find an optimal way for society to function, then you should be very concerned with raising your children to be proper citizens and good people who will continue to improve society or at the very least maintain traditions.
You should take care of your children whether intended or not. There's nothing more important than family and if you abandon any one of them you will never stop regretting it. The fact that this girl hasn't come after you more seems like she's fairly reasonable. You should contact her and ask if she was telling the truth about the pregnancy back in hs. If she says yes then get a paternity test. If you are the father, then you should take responsibility.
This. You've humaned as much as God had planned for you, you can do whatever or just die.
If i could impregnate random sluts with no repercussions or obligations id have a regiment-worth of children by now and wouldnt care one bit what was happening to them
R selection is a cope of badly adapted low energy species
Sounds like you are a bl ass cl guy. This is normal behavior for you.
If you are a white guy, then I guess it is your black DNA making you do this. So therefore you are a nigger.
>and my child is now leeching off of your tax dollars. What do?
Are you white..? If so, not the end of the world.
A lot of women dont.
That is some really shitty advice based on a really basic misunderstanding of the law. Being a “good person” is a punishable offence.
You can’t have kids by fucking other blokes who wear dresses up the arse poofta
Well if you could contact her with out alimony money it would be great.
Maybe use charity as proxy.
How about 2nd kid?
>I lost 70 pounds over a summer
Lol sage goes in all fields, you mentally fucked-up child.
Make a fake Chad account and chat her up and get info
We are all thrown into this world. Some born to sweet delight, one must born to endless night. It's the way it is.
I know couple good friends of mine, who never knew their father. They turned up okay.
Lemmy got into his sons life when his son was already a big boy. Lemmy told his son, that he spent one hour on each tit of his mother.
Cheer up.