I'm lonely Jow Forums. I understand this post will probably get made fun of but I have nowhere else to turn to...

I'm lonely Jow Forums. I understand this post will probably get made fun of but I have nowhere else to turn to. My parents think I'm a closet racist, my Church put the Gillette commercial on the big screen today and the pastor praised it, and I'm surrounded by third wave feminists at university. I believe in God. I consider myself a traditionalist Christian and I've left my old church after the pastor started talking about ''toxic masculinity". I long for a wife. I long to be a father. I long to fulfill my role as a man, but society keeps telling me that role is unneeded today. Media, women, politicians. "No future for cis white men"

I've done NoFap, lost 70 pounds (down to 163), lift, have a decent paying job for a college student (700/week) , and I'm not ugly. Yet society still rejects me... white, male, right wing.

I'm lonely Jow Forums... and I genuinely do not know what to do anymore. I'm losing my will.

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>beat your parents up
>declare the church publicly a group of anti -white Anti-Christian heretics and walk out

What do you do for work?

Shitposting aside, please... can anyone relate? Why did God curse me with being born in the most cucked period of recorded history?

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suck it up faggit

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>Mankind has grown strong in eternal struggles and it will only perish through eternal peace.

Delivery service. Made 750 last week, but it fluctuates . Work 10am to 9pm every other day I'm not in class

Inb4 "wageslave"

How can I act like a man when my own parents disown me? The Godfather boys had someone.

What church

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LifeChurch Overland Park KS

What kind of delivery pizza, newspapers ,flowers?

...

You're not hungry and cold on the street, you're healthy and you sound like you could have a future ahead, boo hoo.
Keep crying little bitch, call me when you have actual problems. Your emotional diarrhea only seems important because you're doing fine in the aspects that really matter.
No, I'm not shitposting here, fuck you, you whiny cunt

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Courier. Really anything anyone orders. DoorDash, postmates. Shipt. Instacart. I do it all

You gotta find a white girl and make white babies. Afford a house and food and duck the rest of the bullshit.

>My parents think I’m a closet racist.
To be fair if you’re on here they’re probably right.

become a cocaine dealer

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I have lumbago

Never give up, brother

Cool are you in a metro area? What city?

I know this might sound strange but I'm just like you minus the faith in a god. I've decided that even if it is pointless I will keep living a cis white male lifestyle even if I am hated or worse. They keep taking but I wont let them change me.

Born and raised Tonganoxie but currently going to KU

You're smart. Tell me something else.

>memeflag

Earlier today there was a thread and the op asked "why do you fight". A German user said it best "I don't fight, I endure".

that should be your attitude during this time period.

You're a fag if you care what society thinks of you. Succeed instead. They only reason they're this way is because of jealousy. The way to tell them to fuck off is to be successful in spite of them.

Noted, I like the sound of that

I dont care what society thinks, that wasnt my point. I care that there are so few white women left worthy of marrying. How do you find them? Literally the point of my post.

Doomer faggot, you're making this shit up to make this board further depressed and turn into Jow Forums

>my Church put the Gillette commercial on the big screen today and the pastor praised it
Dude I tried out a church I didnt know did shit like that. They played that movie with the niggers doing NASA "Hidden Figures" and it was so bogus. Jews are doing crazy things in the churches my man, I think that's how we know we're in the end times.

I'm not but ok.

There are so few good churches left

stay the course, everything in its time and place. your ego is fucking with you, suppress that shit

You're right

I live in Cali and can say that the depression OP feels from Isolation is crippling. Why not say something nice to a brother lost at sea?

Because you deserve death for living in Commiefornia and allowing your testosterone to be suppressed through what you eat and drink

What do you want/expect to get from here?

Dont listen to this asshole
You're feeling still matter. There may be billions of people starving on the street but if they have community and a sense of connectedness in their suffering they many not experience as much mental pain as you do believe or not. We are one brother and I know your pain. You will look back on it far ahead in your short future and look fondly upon it with a softer emotion of sadness that you didnt experience more of it fully. Look outside alone in the quiet night and enjoy the way grass in the dark. Love it because you wont be able to forever.

Is that a mega church? I hate them

>Shitposting aside, please... can anyone relate? Why did God curse me with being born in the most cucked period of recorded history?
OK GUYS LISTEN UP

I have been thinking about this thought night and day and I came to a conclusion that we all need to get behind...here goes

The reason we were born now, is because the stakes have been raised higher than ever before. What did they call our grandfathers, the "Greatest Generation", if they could see what it did to the world they would be ashamed of that title.

We are here because if we can overcome this, with the odds stacked against us more than any of our ancestors in all of history, WE will become the TRUE "Greatest Generation".

If our grandkids grow up in countries that we own, SOMEHOW SOMEWAY EVEN IF IT TAKES US 50 YEARS...they will worship us more than the boomers worshipped the Silent Gen (formerly Greatest Gen).


So DO NOT DESPAIR, do not think "how unlucky am I to have been born in this the worst of times" because this means *WHEN* WE SUCCEED, *WE* WILL BE THE GREATEST MEN THAT EVER LIVED.

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What do I eat and drink, friend?

Dammit stay away from that cuck shit storm. We have an orthodox cathedral in wichita. Get there.

Nothing really. It's better to yell into the void than keep it inside I guess.

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I hope you're right, brother

Just go out and start talking to ALOT more women. You have to actually approach women and talk to them, qualify them hard and then move on if they don't meet your qualifications. Don't talk about politics either. Just go get a women. Society is not rejecting you, that's your own interpretation. Go out and TALK TO WOMEN IN REAL LIFE. ATLEAST 20 a day. ATLEAST. If you are not talking to this many women a day then you are not serious about finding a mate, and you ARE SCARED OF REJECTION. I'll be around a little while more if you have any questions.

test

no, it's not. youre bothering us with your shitty blog posts.

Well, if you ever get tired, you keep going.

Also, I have a wife and two children, am white.

join a decent sized catholic, lutheran (lcms or wels), or orthodox church. go every week, help out, show them you're a good guy. 1 year later be dropping some hints that you are looking for a woman. sit back while they actively try to set you up with the good girls of the congregation (80% of whom really are good girls).

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Fuck is he doing here if he’s not at least a bit racist? Fuck niggers fuck Jews fuck Jannies

you could not say anything and go softly, or you could go back.

nigger

Virginal little 9 year old girls give me hope. So just become a loli lover, and feel good seeing a little loli in the shops or wherever.

>my Church put the Gillette commercial on the big screen today and the pastor praised it
fucking hell!

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true this. only qualifier you need is no sluts/kids/broke/crazy. The rest she will happily conform to your politics and interests if you lead the way. people (not just women) want a leader. lead and she will follow. not sexist - just the truth about most people. be on a mission in life and people follow

I mean that's a good start. I kinda was trying to make connections at my church, but then they went SJW so that was a closed door

Doesn’t work that way anymore, they’ll just call you creepy unless you’re a 9/10 chad.

Then fuck off kike. Nobody made you read.

Become useful enough that you can go work in a small town. Either in your country or another one. The problem isn’t everywhere yet, mate.

Timestamp if real

As a 32yo user STEMcuck not much I can suggest...you've got it figured out relative to me.

If you want a wife, you have to actually ask women out, multiple times, and gradually sell them on the idea of getting regularly fucked by you. The women you're after DO NOT ask men out, have no idea how to get men to ask them out, and are busy with wholesome stuff. Keep in mind women are bombarded with offers of nigger dick every day, so if you don't ask them out then you are literally invisible to them. If you want a wife and don't ask women out and wait for a woman to ask you out, then you'll end up with a born-again virgin who lies to you.

Also, speaking from sad experience...

The #1 lie women tell is that they are virgins. Protip: they're not. If they don't bleed during sex the first time and then get super attached to you then they definitely are not.

Another item from sad experience: a common reason for women to be wholesome and wanting a good man is because they were traumatized by being raped and now want a safe guy.

Also: the morality police is dead and gone. The Jews won the culture war, which means it'k ok to casually fuck virgins and other men's wives, and to make the white husbands pay for it.

Hard mode: get in touch with your Jewish heritage and join your school's Hillel or Chabad organization.

What's your gpa? Any school debt? What percentile was your SAT?

You need fucking work experience in your industry to get a job. So plan for that.

But the correct move is probably to take a woman's virginity and get her pregnant while still in college, then move in with extended family and collect welfare and homeschool until the system collapses.

Don't get (((married))), don't have a (((career))). It's a numbers game at this point.

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>can anyone relate?
I'm sure most of us can relate.
Just do your best to find a path that works for you. The worst thing you can do is get overly dejected and depressed.
If you can find a place where you can fit in and earn a living, the rest might fall into place. Hide your power level and fight on.

And this is the worry. Its a new world.

>because you're doing fine in the aspects that really matter.
t.memeflag materialist

Point taken. Seems kinds pussy to abandon your country though.

>Your emotional diarrhea only seems important because you're doing fine in the aspects that really matter.
This is true for me too. Interesting

REAL CHURCHES DON'T PLAY FUCKING VIDEOS DAMMIT!. NO COFFEE SHOPS, BOOK STORE, HAPPY HOUR, WAMENS CLUB, SINGLES GROUP...ect. You only need one fucking book. Those are kike controlled psyop camps. The only church that is stead fast against the evil of hades and it's minions is the one and only HOLY EASTERN ORTHODOX CHRISTIAN CHURCH!!. Jews can suck my old world holy cock. You fast, pray, and suffer in this world to fight evil. You do NOT survive, you THRIVE on this planet that has been gifted to you. Get your ass to St. George OP, and grab one of these women. Their overies are about to burst there's so many children here.

especially if you guys are in school, there is still time. Just keep your eyes open and if a wife and family is priority don't go into it with a checklist and demanding they are all made or else you'll find yourself empty handed.

Be kind to people, and open to people entering your life. Go out and do things; join clubs or sports or hobbies. Eventually you'll meet somebody, it happens to us all. Just don't be foolish enough to throw it away.

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Thanks man

I'm not to the giving up part yet, Fren.

"Depression" isn't real. Not a "disease". It is simply a lack of understanding. If you are "depressed" then you have no understanding of life and are not a man. You have no truth. Get some.

>Go out and TALK TO WOMEN IN REAL LIFE. ATLEAST 20 a day. ATLEAST. If you are not talking to this many women a day then you are not serious about finding a mate, and you ARE SCARED OF REJECTION. I'll be around a little while more if you have any questions.
Just go up and talk to them and say what?
Can you give some examples?
Is this really a good idea in the modern age?

Orthodox are only for Slavs
The Anglo-Sphere needs to convert to the true restored Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.
Mormon here AMA , my local Church is 90% White with Castizo families here and there.
Mormonism is the only thing that will save the Anglo-Sphere from racial annihilation. We are 8 siblings in our family, Mormons have higher birthrates than the mudslimes. We are the only people doing something about white genocide.

I dont consider myself depressed. I consider myself downtrodden. I never said I wouldn't get back up.

In the modern age its liable to get you arrested kek

Don't acknowledge memeflag shiIIs. They're paid based on yous.

Also, know that being racially aware makes you a good person. I've found the grandkids angle is a bit easier for bluepilled parents to not shut down immediately. But there's no outdoing the cultural indoctrination when they spend 10x more time being bluepilled than being redpilled.

Tell me about it. But those kinds of churches are everywhere, even in the heartland.

Endurance is manly. Source: the Way of the Superior Man, a book I liked.

Mormonism is a Zionist psyop

Just do it. What difference does it make if you’re in prison anyways? You don’t exactly have a good life or people who depend on you for anything

christ youre so weak minded and willed it's pathetic

I love my parents, dont get me wrong. Theres just times I'll Express to them my views and they'll get defensive. They're not a lost cause but they have the wool over their eyes a little. They're good people. Middle of the road midwesterners. I think most midwesterners dont click with the racially aware stuff yet because it hasnt hit them yet.

You and the Amish. I hope the Amish beat you - it'd be an embarrassment to the white race if the majority came to believe some bible fan fiction. Also, the white man needs truth - you guys are hostile to it.

I needed to read this I think you’re right

>dont abandon your home country
"You're so fucking weak"

Could you be more obviously JIDF

...

>Church
Burn that shit down, paganism is the white man's religion, christinity is for jews and niggers.

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Pagans were weak

Go Catholic, mate.

Considering it, despite some theological disagreements (ie praying to mary)

you'll get used to it eventually, or at least I did
fuck your gay church and fuck everyone who's against you
our time will come

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Did you run away from school, hermananon?

> it's afraid
Nice try chaim, but the Prophet Joseph Smith warned us about you Edomite kikes.

We're getting stronger everyday.

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Unironically this.

But then... repent, grow, become who you were meant to be and right your wrongs. And read the Bible user. Seriously New Testament only, none of that Hebrew bullshit. Get the Jefferson bible if you want, it’s what this country is really founded on. Those dudes believed in free speech and guns. Read that book.

Ok, now we're talking. Test it, ask for a specific grace and make it clear it's a test. But do it with honesty in your heart.
That's what made the decision for me. I did that and got the grace in a few hours.

Read marcus aurelious. Practice stoicism. You see, thousands of years ago men already figured these things out. They were strong warriors. They fought, loved, and saw death quietly. Modern education has made men as soft as silk. Men don't want to admit that they are upset because it IS weakness. Strength is looking at adversity with a grin. When I have a problem, I get excited now because I grt to learn new skills, develop new talents and know, that this problem will not bother me again. That is strength. Stoicism. You are not on this planet for long user. Better enjoy it now and thrive.

Jesus is in your heart my man. All around you and inside you. Just ask for help and ask questions, you can’t hear him in noisy places though. So sit and be still and ask your questions silently and don’t make a big deal out of it.

I appreciate your grace in response. Its refreshing to have an actual conversation on Jow Forums with people who arent JIDF talmudic kikes

Catholics fuck boys. Orthodox marry women before ordained.

>im lonely and need attention
i don't want want you in my country. youre weak. you're a stray leftist or you should've lurked moar. im not telling you to change your views Im telling you to stop being such a soft cunt.