GIOYC

People online think so, or at least they're surprised I'm not a greasy neckbeard despite being an autist loner. My problems are 100% autism related mental problems, not my looks.

>tfw all your friends are wealthy or flat out rich and you can’t eveb get a job anywhere and want to kill yourself because you feel like an inadequate piece of shit compared to them

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25 year old KV here, just told the girl I really really wanted to basically fuck off because she gave completely mixed signals and eventually stood me up for some bullshit reason (even though we had already met twice, had great chemistry and SHE suggested the date).
However, I'm not sad. I mean - I wanted her more than aynone yet, but there are no feelings for her now. It's more that I'm angry at her for not making her mind up and basically making me do this. I like myself and I'm very content with how I improved over the last years. I know my value and have high standards (which I also finally apply to myself).
I feel like something inside me has changed with this girl, I think the "nice guy" inside me is finally dead.

Actually, Thank You R for acting like you did. You helped me more than the kindest, loving girl could ever have.

Damn it. I'm 21 years, going on 22 early next year. This year has been a complete utter disappointment. A long term relationship break up and some really bad decisions has put me in a really bad, miserable place.
I'm practically a neet, I have a messed up steeping patterns, I have anxiety and depression and I hate my life.
I'm trying to get out of this stinking rut, I do exercise throughout the week, I have social skills and some friends.
I just want to find a really good job and move out of my shitty town, which has the highest unemployment rate in NSW, Australia.

The only difference between us os that in the face of hurt and defeat, I grow and you get stuck. I once looked up to you, and since then you’ve only gotten smaller and I’ve grown better. I’ll survive this and learn from it, while you’ll use it as this year’s excuse to stagnate and pine for the past. How do you even get FOMO with the past?

I've gotten over you. Now that I reflect on our interactions I can see what you meant when you said that we were eventually gonna drift apart. I still think you're stupid for saying it in the first place, but at least I have a full understanding who you are. I also said/did some stuff that sped up the process, but at least I wasn't the one who stopped talking and came back to say I was just some guy you used to talk to. That hurt.

At least I learned from these mistakes and made a new friend. She doesn't have some stupid fucking faux depression you do. Enjoy the rest of your life, I really mean it.

I fucking hate this place. I don't like to blame my environment but holy fuck this place is the polar opposite of what I'm used to. How does one make any friends in this fucking state, yet alone school? I just want some friends, even a girlfriend would be better than nothing at this point. I need to get out of here. 2 more years..

I don't have real life friends because of autism and also because of my autism induced loneliness has formed some kind of undefined personality disorder. I'm thinking it could be avoidant personality disorder or something along those lines, because so far no one has said anything negative about my behavior. I'm sure it's nothing serious like BPD because I'm generally seen as all around nice person. If it's even possible to have both autism and personality disorder at the same time, could be just autism and anxiety.

My only source of socializing comes from the internet and it's making me miserable. It's a very bittersweet feeling to be surrounded by internet people who think I'm funny and sweet, but at the same time they never want or care to know me on deep personal level as a real person. They want to remain as internet friends, someone who they can chat with when their real life friends are not around.

Sometimes I feel like I should just disappear from that community and essentially ghost 20 people, but I don't know if it's a good idea or what I would do if I want to get back. I already take week-two long breaks without chatting with anyone to get some quiet time for myself, and they notice me missing sooner or later. I know they don't miss me like they would miss a real person, they miss me as a character. They don't know or care to know me as a person. What fucks me up the most is that my life is not any different even during those quiet days when I completely shut myself in and not chatting with online friends.

How do I make real friends, and how do I turn online friends into real friends? Is it just something to gain through time if I spend more chatting with them?

Same boat user. For me it's that I lack conversational skills and am highly aware of it. It's a little easier online but I still have problems especially initiating contact. It takes me an hour to comment on most things or to make a short post. I see people that I'm familiar with disappear and come back and cant bring myself to ask what happened. Someone said once they thought it was due to low self esteem so I'm trying to work on that.
Hope this at least kinda helps.

I lost my entire family three years ago and last week I lost my job. The holiday season coming up is bringing up all my grief I miss my children so much I think I might be crazy. I’m so lonely I have sex just to feel something good. But it can’t bring them back. To be honest, I want one of my young lovers to fuck me until I die. But I just get rid of them so I can cry alone.

What happened? Divorce or death or what?

i feel like because i have slept with almost 20 guys at the age of 20 without ever being in a true relationship makes me a fucked up person.

i started doing this after the first person i had fallen in love for just wanted to have sex with me and when he didnt get the sex, he completely cut me out saying he didnt love me and only wanted to fuck me. after an entire year of being "together" long distance.. i just felt used and manipulated and now im a broken human being that wants to be loved and wants to love people through sex. its strange

did you suck it though?

I hate niggers but don't want to do anything inhumane to citizens but I also want to live in a white America but I also want to have a peaceful open dialogue about it but I'd get expelled from school and have no future employment. I don't fit into any group, and certainly not Jow Forums. Nazis are fags. Being an American is torture sometimes because it's a cultural black hole.

I'm a man, and I have father issues. Well, rather than father issues, I have father figure issues.
My parents split up when I was really young. I don't ever remember them being together. My dad has a lot of kids and I lived with my mom. Needless to say, I didn't get much attention from him. On other hand, I really looked up to my older brother who also lived with our mom. He was hardworking and straightforward and tough. Even now, I really admire those traits and strive to have them. However, he was cold and angry, and I was also scared of him.
The problem arises where I still try to be like him. However, I am not like him. He's still straightforward, hardworking, and he loves physical work. While I like to think I'm also hardworking, I gravitate to things having more nuance than straightforward, and I like working with my head over my hands. I'm also a sensitive, emotional guy.

I really aught to begin being myself, and defining what it means to be a man according to myself.
A man can make mistakes and look like an idiot, a man can be emotionally distraught when his favorite people accidentally ignore him, a man can embrace his childish side, a man can be cute, and a man can embrace people on different levels of maturity, intelligence, and age.

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What causes me to pine for girls who are unavailable to me while ignoring girls who are clearly interested?

I honestly miss her, I want to text her but I know I shouldn't. How do I forget her!!!

Whats up seamonkey? Is getting cucked something you enjoy or what? :^)

This shit sucks, i have a gay friend online, he is younger than me so i guess he has been trying to find his place or identity, or idk, humans sure do love community, a place where they feel welcome or some other shit. Anyway, he has been trying to get into the whole LGBT community thing, learning all these weird ass retarded terms about sexuality and gender, and he talks to me about them, i wouldn't exactly have a problem with it, and be happy for him, if this hadn't become like 70%+ that he talks about nowadays, I don't wanna hurt his feelings by being rude, but i think i just did that and I feel like shit.
He started talking about some stupid polyamory shit and all I could think is that this is probably the most boring subject of all time, who the fuck is interested on how some cuck's relationship work with his wife when she is fucking black guys and he is so progressive about it, I'd rather talk about something cool, like when he talks about the books he reads, how they're structured, how the narrative works, and other legit interesting smart stuff... moving on, to cope with such a boring subject i tend to be childish and make dumb jokes in between, but since he was really interested, that pissed him off, and now I felt stupid, I've done this sort of shit before and I should have known better.
I also feel bad cuz in the past few days he was willing to listen to lgbt artists i recommended to him, and now I act like this.
Fuck me.

Better than being a dicklet. :^)

I'll keep praying for now, but I need to see something change in the next 2 years or I'm killing myself. Society can't push me out and then expect me to accept the life of being a wageslave to support everyone who rejected me.

Please God I want my sadness to go away

>seamonkey
>not a dicklet
lol

I'm terminally ill, but stable. I'm on both a heart and liver transplant list, and am home more often than I'm in the hospital. Hospital stays longer than a couple days only happen once a year.

With that being said sometimes when I'm feeling strong emotions (such as loneliness, anger or general depression) I wish something awful would happen so I'd end up in the hospital for a while and people would visit and be nice to me. For example, my gf lives a couple hours away, and we've been fighting a bit recently, but if I end up staying in the hospital for a while, I know she'd come stay with me, the hospital has a pull-out bed for family to spend the night. So I almost want that.

I know that's awful, but that's how I feel. Any thoughts?

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You are very visibly jealous that I have new friends. Stop it. I can't live my life going to Denny's once every half-year with people who stopped caring about me in high school. Not every event is gonna happen on a Saturday afternoon.

I don't need you

Today was terrible. I love you. Why can’t it be that simple. I’m sorry. Please let me go. I don’t want to make you unhappy and it seems that’s all I do.

Terminally ill with what?

Everyone seeks human attention, so it's not as awful as you think. Just don't actually do something like this, it might feel better for a while but won't do you any good in long term. I hope your health gets better.

A rare congenital heart defect. I'm the oldest in the world with it currently.

I'd never fake an illness, if that's what you mean. As for intentionally getting sick, that's not very difficult. I could do it at any time basically. I don't think I would though. Not unless things were extremely bad.

My brain is broken. I can't fix myself.

When i started sleeping at least 7 hours a day, I finally stopped wanting to kill myself every day. It got better, but I still feel like shit.
So, anyways, there's this girl I talked to a couple times for an extended period of time because we were doing the same lab in uni, and I really liked it. I cannot usually interact with strangers, especially girls (since I got no experience with women whatsoever), but it was an exception. I have 2 people at most who might consider me their friend, and even when i talk to them, I don't feel relaxed as I did when talking to her, I constantly have to swagger when interacting with them. However, I got the vibe that she's not interested in me. Also, she's a very social person and has a lot of friends, so even if the previous point isn't true, I won't be able to compete with other people for her attention, since I am as introverted as you can get and have no energy nor skills to do that. But again, she did make me feel at ease, and I have never experienced that before.
Considering everything, should I try to talk to her more, or should I just forget about it so it won't hurt later when I screw up?

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Oh man, I haven't had such a sick burn, since I was 8.
Don't try to adult. You better keep bashing stuff with a hammer. That's all you're good at.

Everyone at work hates me and I want to hate them back but I can't really blame them.

What a childish, generic and boring response. its so you, man. :^) i can hear your asshole being shattered from here. Immense butthurt.

>I'll keep praying for now,
Maybe you should try doing something instead of whispering to yourself and hoping for someone else to fix your life. They won't.

Everyone hates the boss. It is an unwritten rule. If you are not the boss, everyone hates those who do not pull their own weight.

With such a quick response, it's a no brainer that your ass blew like a rocket.
Pic related; It's you.

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Being rejected by this girl is completely fucking me up

Text her. She will not reply. Get angry you have been disrespected. Find another girl. Repeat as necessary.

Im a bit of a newfag so sorry if I fuck something up lol

I just dont know what to do. Im 18 years old and im 260 pounds. I understand this is a massive problem but at the same time I just feel so powerless. Ive been this big since I was 13. When I turned 13, my family moved and my father opened up a donair shop. I didnt want to seem inconsiderate towards my family since we would always be in the restaurant, so i’d just eat fucking donair 2 times a day. I want to make a change in my life and my father says hes willing to support me, but hes not really in a financial position to do anything. He supports his family in lebanon (mom dad siblings who are very poor) and my family (mom and my siblings) while hes drowning in student loans. I dont want to have to ask him for money. At the same time, I want to pursue clinical psychology, but I dont know if I should focus on getting a job and fixing my health first. Im upgrading my highschool marks so I can attend university in the meantime, but im just so lost and I dont know where to start. Any advice?

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My girlfriend is very busy with school trying to get citizenship in my country.

Lately she's been so busy we can only meet once every 3 weeks on the weekend, and she's missed lots of holidays with my family. We can't even text more than a little bit on any day.

We agreed to stay together through this but It feels like I don't have a girlfriend.

Ah, theres that projection you're always doing. Top three things I am good at;
1) cucking you
2) making you butthurt
3) bashing things with a hammer

Nice. Two things are correct. Guess which one aren't.

Because you have not developed maturity beyond childlike, selfish needs. You seek empty validation rather than complete acceptance. You are insecure and feel your value is only worthwhile when compared to competitors you consider your equal or beneath you.

You're right, I dont bash things with a hammer. What am I? A neanderthal?

Move further inland you racist jerk. They are not racist like you but lack minorities.

You aren't?

This. For me I look back at that time as testing my boundaries to see how far I could go, as well as learning how I wanted to act

Nope... Well, except when I am fucking your bitch. I get primal when it comes to that. Club her over the head, pull her by the hair to a cave, yknow how she likes it.

Have fun, psycho boy. Things are looking bad for you while you are waiting for the pill to work.

Cigarettes do not qualify as "bills we can't pay". I already pay rent and I'm not about to support your addiction by giving you even more of my hard earned money because you have no desire to quit. You fully expect to blow every dime you have on cigarettes and then feel entitled to abusing the goodwill of anyone you can with the promise of repaying debts, only to conveniently "forget" about it. You owe my sister 300 dollars from a loan over six months ago and you still haven't paid her back yet.

If you had your way, I'd be financially supporting you because you're too irresponsible to work a full 40 hour work week. Whenever I work overtime, you'll miss work and the expect me to give you the money that I earned to make up for it.

>"I can't help it, I just love to smoke."

One pack is one thing, maybe two, but not four packs a day.

I don't do drugs, unless you count pussy as a drug. :^) I will be waiting for that big ol' nothing to happen. In the mean time I got your bitch to fuck and bend into a sex pretzel. Later.

Goddamn it you Scottish minx. If you weren't already dating my mate, I would have taken you into the back room and fucked you hard for a solid 3 minutes. Fuck you and your pale skin, accent and deep blue eyes.

I'm really put off by the sexual history of this girl I've been seeing.
I'm by no means a Saint, in that I have had my fair share of encounters with strangers, fucked people I shouldn't have, and emotionally dragged people through the mud because of my selfishness and desire for more sex with different people.

But she takes it to another level. I was kind of appalled but I like her as a person.
In a way, I sort of feel like we deserve each other.

Can't even win an argument. What a delightful delusion.

yup, I fucked up and didn't pull my weight. Don't really know how to make up for it now except hope they throw me a task I could take on and do well with

nyart but.. what argument? it looked like you two idiots were just hurling insults at each other to me.

Satisfying read

I really hate him. I want to rip his stupid looking eyebrows off his face.

Projecting and larping. Welcome to GIOYC.

I really hate males, I think they're pathetic and stupid. Get some dignity. You see those 50 and 60 year old men still chasing young girls. Just no! You aren't attractive, no one wants you for your body.

More power to you, wishing the best to thos that did us wrong is more powerful than revenge. Shows that they have no power over you and they dont affect your life. I too wished the best to the person I was before, at her job, personal life, and personal goals.

my life, my LIFE, what is happening? desires? am i suppose to make something? floating around fucking eating drinking dying sitting standing talking loop-de-loop go round and round where it stops no one is bound. i'm scarmbling for meaning. im consitently sober for the first time in a while and i realize now the meanings are scrambled eggs all under my feet. i forgot to make them. i forgot to cook them. i have nothing for you. i have nothing for you. release me, relief me, relive me, redeem me. i love you, i love you. haunt the house of my heart. im sorry, im sorry. keep trying. make a big mess. make a big ol mess and keep going.

Every single guy on here is a piece of shit.

I’ll never forgive you. You’re absolutely cruel.

yet he is writing about her here, all upset, ...obviously she still affects him.

ditto

I'm sorry. I didn't know you were going through so much. Had I known, I wouldn't have asked for more. :/
I'm a wreck.

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Break up suck, to anyone. Maybe it was recently. Hell get over it and meet someone 10x better.

I throw my toenail clippings on the floor

Once you lost a girl's respect, you've lost her forever. That heart will never warm up to you again.

And soon she'll be fucking someone a 100x better.

You are my mom. Dont put me through bullshit like this. You dont need to lie all the time. Honesty hurts, but lying hurts more almost everytime. Having said that, im sorry for yelling at you. Im sorry for the way i acted. It just hurts to see you slowly kill yourself with vodka. I want my kids to have a grandma and grandpa.

God damn it, that blows

Oh, shut the fuck up.

No.

we all have our own experiences. I was cheated on by the wife, she got pregnant by her lover. I left her, but I dont paint all women with the same brush. My first reply to the user was about a new gf i had. I truly wish her the best.

I feel so free now without him.

I’m sick of how much men seem to hate girls and not because I am a girl. I honestly feel bad for them there feeling alone and ignored. They feel like there’s no hope. People especially parents don’t tell men that they are allowed to cry it’s not weakness. They aren’t told that just like girls are princesses they are princes.

It’s unfair that I can break down crying in front of a cop because I’m so nervous and he cop will let me go with out a ticket. But men can’t get away with this. I agree that females and males aren’t equal but I don’t mean that to say one should be treated better then the other.

It’s possible to want women’s rape claims to be taken serious and to want men to have an equal chance to win custody of their children.

Sadly the group I feel for the most is those who grew up being told they could do anything.

Only to find that isn’t true.

So why did she cheat on you? Why was she so unhappy with you? If you deny that part, you aren't being honest.

I'm going back to my old medication. Changing it has been, easily, one of the worst decisions I've ever made. I should've left well enough alone. I won't be able to drive if I take it again, but it's a fair trade.

Oddly enough, I switched so I could become more autonomous but it's just made things worse. It's difficult to find a girl who would understand about my inability to drive, but it's even more difficult to find someone when you aren't emotionally stable. Even so, I wouldn't even dare to bring someone into my life right now with the way things being as they are.

I have absolutely no idea about how my body is going to react to the medication change, but I need it done as soon as I can. There's only four more weeks left in the semester and if I can struggle through it and make it to Christmas break, I should be alright. I see a new psychiatrist on the 14th, so fingers crossed that he's skilled in his profession.

If she was so unhappy why didn't she just leave him? Is cheating supposed to save your marriage, or just yourself from making a hard decision?

Women don't get off because they cry, men crying would be MUCH more effective since it doesn't happen.......ever

Men have equal rights for custody as well. There is NO law that gives mothers preference.

Maybe she was thinking of the kids so she didn't leave,who knows.

If she was thinking of the kids, she wouldn't cheat, because cheating will destroy their marriage. Plain and simple.

He destroyed the marriage before she did. There is ALWAYS a reason why women cheat.

Sure, her literal excuse for cheating was because I asked her to keep the house clean, help out. She would also go to the hospital for everything and anything, and i mean that. I was almost fired from my job. and when she started working she wouldnt help out with priorities. she would go and waste money and leave me hanging. I worked overnights. sometimes i would only get 4 hours of sleep a day because i would be taking care of our then 2 year old (our own child) she cheated because shes a selfish person. thats all

She cheated, he didn't want to be with a cheater. So it was her cheating that lead to his decision.