GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

The other thread is dying so here's a new thread.

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>go to uni
>probably going to kms
>day 1 of new class I didn't even want
>im on autopilot
>hand syllabus to person behind me
>girl next to me gives me the most sarcastic look i've ever seen.
>we start talking
>instantly hit things off
>decide i can postpone suicide

>few weeks skip
>get her number
>she says she was going to sit next to a friend from another class
>but has a 'feeling' that she should sit next to me instead

>few weeks skip
>she no longer responds to my texts because of some shit I said
>but she actively tries to seek me out outside of class

>last Thursday
>she's sick
>she calls me to come with her after class
>we sit in the parking lot and she opens up to me about her home situation
>drug addicted mother and two brothers
>she was born addicted to drugs and weaned off of them
>was almost an alcoholic
>first person in the family to go to university.
>thanks me for being a good friend
>hugs me goodbye

>still doesn't respond to my texts.

I guess I just wanted to write. I will proceed slowly. I think she needs somebody stable in her life but is afraid.

don't kill yourself, school is literally a prison invented to poison your spirit. she is afraid, likely has bpd. if you want her, treat her like you are a loving father. she will give you everything.

I have since decided I am not at all going to kill myself, I should have mentioned. She helped me find a sense of self worth that I had long since forgotten. Being around her has made me want to be a better person to the point where I have been actively trying to improve my own life.
That's how things have been going. I was literally called 'dadlike' when somebody referred to how I was with her. We crack dumb jokes that we laugh at to one another, that make others around us groan with how bad they are, and I always encourage her.
I think I found something magical here that I can cherish. Honestly, I just really enjoy her smile, and want to try as best I can to bring her the joy she has brought me.

To the cute nurse who fondled my willy and grabbed my butt cheeks before my surgery

you are the real MVP. Helped relax me even better than the anesthetic.

Quit lying. Nurses don't do this shit.

if someone is posting on social media about militant black shit like starting a revolution and saying stuff like "I can understand why mass shootings happen", should I be worried about that person's next actions?

The people I've met in life who say or live by "People never change." are some of the most manipulative evil douches I know. Unironic.

I have an empty gaping hole in my life that I can’t seem to fill since my last breakup. Day and night, I can’t seem to forget it. I’m long over the girl, but my life somehow feels sideways and I can’t tell why.

And I also have less and less faith in my friends whom I have known since elementary school.

Have you felt this way before in life? How long since breakup?

>Directly plead BF of several years to step up his game
>Please awknowlege me
>I just want you to kiss me
>Kinda give up
>Start gaming more
>Talking with a guy
>Makes me laugh
>Ask BF what he thinks
>Says he don't care what I do
>Don't know if it's because of me being broken and dont want to scare me or he means it
>Other guy makes me feel alive
>Furfills somehting missing for a long while, that Ive been pleading for
>Develop crush
>Asks guy if he has feels
>He do...
>WellFuck.jpg (only the feels no, actual fucking)
>Now BF Cares
>Says he isnt jealous, clearly is trying to supress it
>Feel like a slut/whore

>Both might read this
>FFS

>Feeling like I should just end myself

About to drop a bunch of money on clothing... again. I don't even feel bad. I just love clothes.

dump the starting bf, he a shit and will never improve on his own.

No more humans.

I need to fuck some random guy....it has been too long and I've been holding out for someone good but no good guys around. There is a guy that I've already decided on but I'm nervous and I'll have to get away from my traveling companions to fuck him. I'm not sure how this will work out but I can't wait.

Just fucking tell me what's going on. I hate wondering why you dont want to talk to me.

Slut.

What did you do to them? That's the first step in understanding.

Why is she a slut but if it was a guy posting that you'd call him a ...??

Why don't you ask them?

Like you aren't one.

Everyone needs sex at some point.

Masturbation, the safest way to get release.

Slut. Get raped by bug daddy's bubba.

You prefer masturbation to sex?

A good key can open many locks, but a shitty lock will let in many keys. Don't @ me.

Guys and girls are different. Sluts are for cucks like you.

Don't like it too bad. I kill sluts everyday.

Nah, I'm going to fuck a hot latino guy.

Didn't do anything to her. We're just dating and she all of a sudden gets cold with me and never initiates conversation and if I do I get short replies. Really fucking me up.


Might just push her away more. I think distancing myself is the best option but idk.

Time for bed you edgy teen you.

Garbage humans.

Sleepytime now so you don't get your feelings hurt again.

I fucking hate you. Burn.

Get assfucked by narcos cunt.

Lol, are you really this dumb?

Glad I left this imageboard.
Ashamed because I returned.
I fucking hate 1/2chan and its hive-thinking cucks

YOu irl sweetie.

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When I get home from my shitty dead end job tonight, I plan on slashing my wrists in the bathtub with the biggest fucking knife I can find.

He's a surfer you idiot...not a drug lord.

I don't have a butt chin either.

If I could just say "I love you",
wouldn't that be nice.

how come user?

I'm obese, and even though I am losing weight, I still hate how I look. Stretchmarks everywhere... Plus when it's lost to my desired number, I'll have excess skin...

My breasts sag, I have no shape to them whatsoever.

I can't do basic math. Learning disability. Even if I pick up something I truly love it's forgotten in a day and buried alive in my head.

I don't fit in with anyone. I'm rarely said hello to when I enter a room.

I'm not allowed to set boundaries whatsoever. But yet, I am encouraged to do so.

People interrupt me constantly. If I AM able to get a question out then I get an irrelevant answer - then THEY get pissed at ME when I assert myself, "that's not what I asked"

I can't keep my house clean.
I can't keep the cat box clean.

My family hates me.
My boyfriend abandoned me.

I can't go anywhere, I have no vehicle and when I am able to get away, I immediately get a text "when are you coming home?" from my Mother who cannot cut the umbilical.

With the above said, I have no life. No local friends. Everyone I know is on the Internet, and even then people hate me.

I constantly fuck everything up, and when I try to fix it, it only makes things even worse.

I'm a god damn failure.

I'm better off dead.

If you can't, that's your problem and self-imposed no matter what the circumstances (save you being a pedo).

Same thing you degenerate.

Define slut

You didn't let me have a brother. You forced me to be his mother.

Thank you for abandoning us. For the next 5 years I can't go anywhere, while you traipse around the UK and wherever you feel like.

You're a terrible person. How can you live with yourself? Next time you threaten to commit suicide I won't intervene. This is a promise.

You'll be okay. Just change your life to what you want. If you lose slowly, there will be no excess skin. Clean the cat box and house in the morning when you have energy.

That's mean to your mom. Both of you should equally die.

What the fuck is wrong with you? Did mommy not breastfeed you? Did daddy molest you in the shower? Are you just so basic that you have to get on the internet and act like a dirtbag so someone pays attention to you?

I don't know why you have to be so cold to me. I texted you out of love just to try and catch up like old friends.

Im still not over you , but that's a defect in me. I know I should be but I'm a hopeless romantic sucker.

That's so gay

Ahhaah worked slut or cuck seething. Then you resort to degenerate shit.

Sluts get raped by their uncle n enjoy it.

I just don't want to continue living. I'm such a failure at life that terminating my own existence is literally the only way to prevent myself from further fucking up my own life or the lives of those around me.

You think trolling people on adv is an acceptable way to spend a Saturday night.

Thank you for briefly replacing my feelings of bereavement with pity.

I'd hug you if I could. I expected a hateful answer... Thank you.

Idc what you think.

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I feel like you're a perfect example of what happens when children are left unsupervised for extended periods of time on the internet. They grow up and be you.
I just envision you mad typing from your trailor park computer tower.
Bitter. Socially inept. Got a couple moobs going.
Yes, lovely scene from behind that screen.

You cared enough to respond.

I fear my GF will leave me and take my son with her, even though we just kindda overcame a messy situation and she said she wants to marry me.

>think about ex occasionally, never really felt that I was 100% over him
>talk to other guys, but never felt the same about them
>ex texts me out of the blue after years of no contact
>seemed innocent enough, I thought it was a one time thing and we wouldn't talk again after that
>turns out he wants to see me irl

I hate this monkey paw shit. I got what I wanted and now I'm not sure if I ever really wanted it in the first place.

Tldr. I'm just a good man who hates you.

You have a tough uphill climb ahead of you, but you can do it if you want.

It's hard to keep the motivation going, but you have to find it somewhere. Even if it's just so when you make it you can say fuck you to all who doubted you.

You only live once, don't waste it

This isn't how a good man behaves.

I rest my case.

He's more of a nice guy.

Far more plausible.

Retards. And you're buncha of degenerates spouting illogical memes.

Really the best way to deal with such trash is simply to ignore it. It'll go away and harass another board.
It's looking for attention and reactions. It gets lonely where he's at.

I get you're just trash and desperate for an identity but if you're going to be a bitch on Jow Forums work on expanding that vocabulary of yours.
You'll come across a little less pitiful.

>Finish uni
>Take a good paying job
>All friends move away
>Start to work 70 hours a week
>Making lots of money but have nothing else
>Life sucks

I am beginning to dread that I’m a pure pedophile,as in I have Interest exclusively in prepubescent and mid pubescent boys. I wish this wasn’t the case, but if have learned anything it’s that wishing is useless especially when it’s about something you can’t change.

I just want a normal life, wife, kids, house, etc. but that’s never going to happen because of this and because I’m an awkward little manlet subhuman. All I can do is control myself and wait until I die.

I'm sorry user. That really sucks.

Hugs back user

Have you acted on it yet?

No, well if you count fapping to shota and erotic stories than yes I’m a way

Damn it E. You are tearing me up inside. When I’m around you I feel a connection I don’t feel with anyone else, and I can’t seem to bury my feelings even though I go weeks between seeing you. Just tell me you love me and you want to be with me and I will fucking turn my life upside down to make that happen.

I love you and I want to be with you. Turn your life around.

Get away from that crap. It's an entire industry that supports human trafficking and just viewing that shit contributes.
Seek professional help.

I cut sugar out completely and I want candy so much right now :'( My body cream is making my hungry for it.

Wait how does shota, drawings btw, and word documents support human trafficking?!?
Anyways you say that like it’s easy to just tell someone “oh yeah by the way I want to fuck little boys”, and they won’t ship you off and tell your family

Did this a few weekends ago after pining for a year for someone. All it did was piss me off because when the guy told me I was beautiful, it wasn’t from who I wanted.

Stop fucking around. This is your last warning.

Short answer- yes. Longer answer- they’re probably trolling for attention. Sounds like an active cry for help.

Ah yes very effective.

I'm sure they'll get the message and heed your warning...

You know on the anonymous message boards

No shit slut. The guy you want don't want no whore like you.

When Russia/Korea/whoever first hits the US with EMPs and the economy is already failing and all the lights go out,

the first thing I'm going to do is kill my shitty garbage of a human being husband.

You type like a retard.

Your husband is good. None of those doomdsday shit you said will happen.

Why is it that when It’s always on the most boring fucking days ever that no one ever has bud.

With each post you are literally making my point.

You don't even see it.

They've hacked me. Of course that never occurred to your feeble little critical mind.

Neck yourself faggy

Pretty fucking noobish - PFN is an amateur wannabe troll.

Yeah, I get all the connections, I get that some bimbo is making fun of me. I also get that you put her up to it.

Let me make one thing very clear...any imitation is a fucking fail. Not even close. Die and be reborn 100x and you won't even be close you twat.

You have to be 18 to post here. Or at least mature enough to keep up with news relevant to today and come up for air from the basement once a month.

>decide to finally go back to college
>move in with good friend of mine and his girlfriend to save money while taking care of school
>first semester blows, fuck a lot of shit up
>get straight As the following two semesters
>on course for another good semester
>roommates get married
>roommate's wife gives me an ultimatum to get out of the house by the end of the semester because she wants to be alone with him
>still have another semester to wrap up my degree, which will have to take a backseat to this bullshit now

fuck me. i thought things were looking up

I should've stuck to my morals and gut feeling. You aren't done with the marriage and you aren't worth getting shot over. I'm retarded enough to get into this situation, but I'm smart enough to get out of it.

I've been with my gf for over a year now.
I love her to bits, maybe a little to much. I tend to be the more adult person of the two so I kinda take care of a lot.
Recently, i been looking at things. She seems happy with me, though there's a lingering thought that she would be happier with someone else. She hang with friends and she tends to light up, gets energy sometimes. Tends to come back to me for comfort when shut hits the fan. I hang out my friends and such, but she's been stressed and it shows. It's been getting rocky for the two us, and I have no idea if it's because she's more open with now and her issues, or maybe stuff isn't going well for us.
I don't care about letting her go if she will actually be happy. I want her to be. As for myself I'll pull out just fine, but I do have to say I've become attached to her and would prefer to be there for her.

There might be greener grass for her elsewhere. The last thing I want is for her to feel like she wasted her life on me.
This sucks, why can't I just be happy that a smart, beautiful, and loving is with me?

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I have no where else to post this.

I'm sorry we no longer talk but I know what you're going through. I'm worried about you since she was a big part of your life. You have to ask.... why now? What's the significance of this at this time. It is going to take a while to even process this to any extent although, I know, you're extremely self-reflective and self-aware.

I don't know if you're just delusional or messing with me. I just feel bad for you regardless. I guess I still care despite the immense pain you've brought to my life. We both got raw deals. I can't deny some weird connection to you, it could be something dark but it's there.

Feel my love. I'm sorry. I really am.