>be me 20/F >never happy with anything >always bored and apathetic >probably depression >graduating next year with accounting degree
>bf graduating 6 months later with poli sci degree >get in fights weekly bc he’s a liberal and i’m conservative >feel like he’s not a real man bc genuine beta male/liberal
i’ve never cheated on him (we’ve been together a year) but sometimes i get bored and download tinder to chat with other men
after 3-4 days i get repulsed that i did that to my bf and i immediately delete tinder/cut contact with the dudes i talk to
my boyfriend wants to get engaged after graduation and i love the fuck out of him and would love living with him but i don’t know why i keep slinking around
we go to school 2.5 hours apart and see each other twice a month and i suspect that’s a huge part of it but fuck i just want to be completely loyal because i know he is
eh pass... i’ve spent months in psych wards (as a teen for depression) and i don’t want to be a vegetable if i mess up
Justin Mitchell
Therapy. There's almost certainly something underpinning your behavior -- probably a trauma event that you think you aren't bothered by, that shit does manifest. An inability to decide how to feel about a specific action or action type over a long period of time is usually indicative of some kind of manic disorder, ego disorder, or a trauma response. We're not talking about chewing gum here, we're talking about a hugely significant behavior worthy of psychological interrogation.
Anyway, this is bait and the first rule of this board ought to be "don't come to Jow Forums to learn how to be a normal or good person."
Chase Robinson
Just put the gun under the mouth a near where the brain is and then go.
Also you're the true liberal not conservative.
Sebastian Allen
eh sorry for the shitty post that wasn’t my intent here at all
also could controlling hover parents be the cause of this? i feel as if i’m indecisive about everything and i always need my parents/friends/bf to reassure me that i’m not fucking up
i never do anything for myself it’s typically just for them
also my dad beat the fuck out of me as a child (but i still love him?) so there’s that trauma aspect
Matthew Ward
if i accidentally flinch i’ll be a vegetable
also nah bro i vote conservative
James Ortiz
It sounds like he isn't fulfilling you sexual needs. Probably because he is liberal soiboi. I'm not saying break up with him and go be a ho, but I'm sure you could find a nice conservative guy that makes you wet
Andrew Murphy
adding to this because i’m thinking now
would a sperg act this way?
i’ve been looking into adult female aspergers lately and i seem to fit the bill
i have only a few female friends and i only appear normal occasionally because i’m genetically blessed enough to look like an 8/10 becky
tfw not sure if a sperg or just mental
Connor Hall
i have weird kinks and he never takes them into consideration so yeah this is true
Nolan Adams
OP- I used to be a guy like your boyfriend. It took me a lot to grow out of it, but I'm now a better man than I've ever been. Looking at my past behavior, I completely understand why women can become cold bitches with guys like your bf. Don't feel guilty. You're a woman and you want a man, there is nothing wrong with that.
I'd suggest you tell him to man up or gtfo because if you keep going the way you are now, you'll only grow to resent him. And if you think talking to Chads on Tinder is risky now, wait until you're married with kids and he's not pulling his weight. Seeing him twice a month isn't great either. Sounds like your relationship is in a critical condition and needs some serious work.
If it's meant to be, he'll step up. If not, don't cheat on him. At least break up with him before you get stuffed by Chad. GL OP.
Wyatt Bailey
Why do weak women always feel entitled to strong men?
Joseph Peterson
>how to stop being a cheating bitch >i’m conservative BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jeremiah Baker
How old are you? You mention in this thread you've been to psych ward, did you ever get a diagnosis that you agreed with? Most people think that acting out is just caused by bipolar disorder or borderline, but it can also be caused by a poor sense of self and reality. I think you should do some soul searching. And it's going to take years. Having over protective parents can increase it, but I think it's deeper than that.
Jack Thomas
Communication. If he's being a little beta faggot, tell him to grow a pair. Maybe not as harsh, but do bring that up.
Anthony Smith
Break up with your man. He's not the one for you. If you're this bored now, how are you gonna feel after being married to him for a year? Or five years? Or longer? Also do you love him, or convenience/staying in your comfort zone? It'll be easier to leave now rather than breaking up an engagement or even a marriage.
Wyatt Richardson
As someone who is married to the love of their life and has been wildly successful with them I have one piece of advice:
Break that dude's heart and crush him so bad it takes him the next 2-4 years to recover. Block his number, disappear, and never talk to him again. Of course, that is, after barraging him with insults that are deep-seated in hatred. Bring up every insecurity he has, and make it real.
The reason is, it will give you both time to self reflect and improve. After you break up with him, don't date, don't sleep around, don't flirt for at least a year. Just take your own time and enjoy things.
The reason I say this is because truly two people who disagree politically can never entirely work out. Your base morals and code of ethics is always going to be wildly different and politics truly show how someone is on the inside. Liberals are seriously diseased in this way and cannot handle truth, they will deny it and twist it for a false sense of equality and security. You can't be with someone like that.
Sounds like you "love" him as a friend but aren't attracted to him.
Levi Rivera
Take notes boys don't trust women. She is going to cheat I beat you.
Christopher Morales
Sounds like severe case of roastitis
Benjamin Evans
Break up. Thinking about cheating IS cheating. Besides how is your cuck going to feed your family when you stop working when you have children.
Michael Collins
>thinking about stealing IS stealing >thinking about murder IS murder
Anthony James
He lives 2.5 hours away. That's far but I still feel like y'all should be seeing each other more than twice a month. Do you even want to see each other?
Thomas Butler
>make out with girl in relationship (21), meet her at her place and do it again >don't go further because she feels guilty >in the end she stays with him and keeps it a secret because she wants to stop being a hoe
Tell you what OP, best medicine against breaking relationships is not getting into them in the first place. Better to sleep around NSA than hurt people. Don't get into a serious relationship unless you honestly don't want anyone else. Or consider open relationship.
